xMyOwnMindx Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 All these road are dead ends nowhere to turn. no inspiration were half dead yet were so young all hope and faith shattered our fires have died in our eyes drown out by oceans of tears, coming in waves. we want more but we cant find it and our hands are tired and bleeding from digging at the same empty holes like the ones in our hearts where did our childhood go? wheres innocence in a world of s** d**** and fashion? where feelings are pushed aside to make room for new shoes new makeup straight from daddys credit card materials replacing emotion. its a cold world. a young world ruled by the rich, powered by greed will my generation fall to this? with so many bleeding hearts inside deep people with once bleeding wrists where is our place? we are pushed aside. if my tears can change the world then why cant they change me? are we gonna be bystanding victims forever? Its too much. whats important? what do i do? do i just forget me? i refuse to be nothing. i wont end me. i wanna fight for my beliefs. peacefully. but will my apatheticness rule my ambition? can i be who i am inside? and how? please. tell. me. how. we were meant to be so much more than this. It'll never be enough it'll never be good enough were clones. whipped. as we grow we'll become nothing but faceless tolls of the government just as our elders. we'll get more tired and more apathetic. we'll fall and bow to things we dont believe in. everyones the same and im gonna be just as unhappy as my mother. it makes me sickenly sad. part of me wants to end this. ---------------------------------------- hi- yea im kinda back or whatever. this wasnt meant to be a poem or anything. it was just straight from my journal. ive been grounded all summer. i got arrested again. and lost my job. got clean(kinda). my depression has gotten worse and ive been a big pathetic crying baby for quite some time. howre u? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 All these road are dead endsnowhere to turn. no inspiration were half dead yet were so young all hope and faith shattered our fires have died in our eyes drown out by oceans of tears, coming in waves. we want more but we cant find it and our hands are tired and bleeding from digging at the same empty holes like the ones in our hearts where did our childhood go? wheres innocence in a world of s** d**** and fashion? where feelings are pushed aside to make room for new shoes new makeup straight from daddys credit card materials replacing emotion. its a cold world. a young world ruled by the rich, powered by greed will my generation fall to this? with so many bleeding hearts inside deep people with once bleeding wrists where is our place? we are pushed aside. if my tears can change the world then why cant they change me? are we gonna be bystanding victims forever? Its too much. whats important? what do i do? do i just forget me? i refuse to be nothing. i wont end me. i wanna fight for my beliefs. peacefully. but will my apatheticness rule my ambition? can i be who i am inside? and how? please. tell. me. how. we were meant to be so much more than this. It'll never be enough it'll never be good enough were clones. whipped. as we grow we'll become nothing but faceless tolls of the government just as our elders. we'll get more tired and more apathetic. we'll fall and bow to things we dont believe in. everyones the same and im gonna be just as unhappy as my mother. it makes me sickenly sad. part of me wants to end this. ---------------------------------------- hi- yea im kinda back or whatever. this wasnt meant to be a poem or anything. it was just straight from my journal. ive been grounded all summer. i got arrested again. and lost my job. got clean(kinda). my depression has gotten worse and ive been a big pathetic crying baby for quite some time. howre u? You got arrested... AGAIN??????? What did you do? I hope you get clean. Sorry to hear that you have not gotten rid of your depression. If you want to have your posts appear immediately, you will have to go to the topic in Warm Wishes - IMPORTANT TOPIC - EVERYONE PLEASE READ. Please make a post agreeing to abide by the rules. No foul language, no private information, etc.. Please sign up and hang around the boards. We miss seeing your posts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 13, 2008 Author Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 All these road are dead endsnowhere to turn. no inspiration were half dead yet were so young all hope and faith shattered our fires have died in our eyes drown out by oceans of tears, coming in waves. we want more but we cant find it and our hands are tired and bleeding from digging at the same empty holes like the ones in our hearts where did our childhood go? wheres innocence in a world of s** d**** and fashion? where feelings are pushed aside to make room for new shoes new makeup straight from daddys credit card materials replacing emotion. its a cold world. a young world ruled by the rich, powered by greed will my generation fall to this? with so many bleeding hearts inside deep people with once bleeding wrists where is our place? we are pushed aside. if my tears can change the world then why cant they change me? are we gonna be bystanding victims forever? Its too much. whats important? what do i do? do i just forget me? i refuse to be nothing. i wont end me. i wanna fight for my beliefs. peacefully. but will my apatheticness rule my ambition? can i be who i am inside? and how? please. tell. me. how. we were meant to be so much more than this. It'll never be enough it'll never be good enough were clones. whipped. as we grow we'll become nothing but faceless tolls of the government just as our elders. we'll get more tired and more apathetic. we'll fall and bow to things we dont believe in. everyones the same and im gonna be just as unhappy as my mother. it makes me sickenly sad. part of me wants to end this. ---------------------------------------- hi- yea im kinda back or whatever. this wasnt meant to be a poem or anything. it was just straight from my journal. ive been grounded all summer. i got arrested again. and lost my job. got clean(kinda). my depression has gotten worse and ive been a big pathetic crying baby for quite some time. howre u? You got arrested... AGAIN??????? What did you do? I hope you get clean. Sorry to hear that you have not gotten rid of your depression. If you want to have your posts appear immediately, you will have to go to the topic in Warm Wishes - IMPORTANT TOPIC - EVERYONE PLEASE READ. Please make a post agreeing to abide by the rules. No foul language, no private information, etc.. Please sign up and hang around the boards. We miss seeing your posts. i found a credit card and i couldnt help myself. i dont need a lecture..believe me, i KNOW. =[ i need to get clean. its been 2 weeks exactly today, but before that it was like 3 weeks, and before THAT it was 2. so yea. its only for a little while though. yea im gonna do that yea hopefully they get happier lol cuz all i did yesterday was spew unhappy.sorry.kinda. lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 All these road are dead endsnowhere to turn. no inspiration were half dead yet were so young all hope and faith shattered our fires have died in our eyes drown out by oceans of tears, coming in waves. we want more but we cant find it and our hands are tired and bleeding from digging at the same empty holes like the ones in our hearts where did our childhood go? wheres innocence in a world of s** d**** and fashion? where feelings are pushed aside to make room for new shoes new makeup straight from daddys credit card materials replacing emotion. its a cold world. a young world ruled by the rich, powered by greed will my generation fall to this? with so many bleeding hearts inside deep people with once bleeding wrists where is our place? we are pushed aside. if my tears can change the world then why cant they change me? are we gonna be bystanding victims forever? Its too much. whats important? what do i do? do i just forget me? i refuse to be nothing. i wont end me. i wanna fight for my beliefs. peacefully. but will my apatheticness rule my ambition? can i be who i am inside? and how? please. tell. me. how. we were meant to be so much more than this. It'll never be enough it'll never be good enough were clones. whipped. as we grow we'll become nothing but faceless tolls of the government just as our elders. we'll get more tired and more apathetic. we'll fall and bow to things we dont believe in. everyones the same and im gonna be just as unhappy as my mother. it makes me sickenly sad. part of me wants to end this. ---------------------------------------- hi- yea im kinda back or whatever. this wasnt meant to be a poem or anything. it was just straight from my journal. ive been grounded all summer. i got arrested again. and lost my job. got clean(kinda). my depression has gotten worse and ive been a big pathetic crying baby for quite some time. howre u? You got arrested... AGAIN??????? What did you do? I hope you get clean. Sorry to hear that you have not gotten rid of your depression. If you want to have your posts appear immediately, you will have to go to the topic in Warm Wishes - IMPORTANT TOPIC - EVERYONE PLEASE READ. Please make a post agreeing to abide by the rules. No foul language, no private information, etc.. Please sign up and hang around the boards. We miss seeing your posts. i found a credit card and i couldnt help myself. i dont need a lecture..believe me, i KNOW. =[ i need to get clean. its been 2 weeks exactly today, but before that it was like 3 weeks, and before THAT it was 2. so yea. its only for a little while though. yea im gonna do that yea hopefully they get happier lol cuz all i did yesterday was spew unhappy.sorry.kinda. lol I'm not going to lecture you. I'm just sorry that your decision was the wrong one. Hopefully you get your life back on track. I think this is one of the steps to becoming happier. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 13, 2008 Author Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 All these road are dead endsnowhere to turn. no inspiration were half dead yet were so young all hope and faith shattered our fires have died in our eyes drown out by oceans of tears, coming in waves. we want more but we cant find it and our hands are tired and bleeding from digging at the same empty holes like the ones in our hearts where did our childhood go? wheres innocence in a world of s** d**** and fashion? where feelings are pushed aside to make room for new shoes new makeup straight from daddys credit card materials replacing emotion. its a cold world. a young world ruled by the rich, powered by greed will my generation fall to this? with so many bleeding hearts inside deep people with once bleeding wrists where is our place? we are pushed aside. if my tears can change the world then why cant they change me? are we gonna be bystanding victims forever? Its too much. whats important? what do i do? do i just forget me? i refuse to be nothing. i wont end me. i wanna fight for my beliefs. peacefully. but will my apatheticness rule my ambition? can i be who i am inside? and how? please. tell. me. how. we were meant to be so much more than this. It'll never be enough it'll never be good enough were clones. whipped. as we grow we'll become nothing but faceless tolls of the government just as our elders. we'll get more tired and more apathetic. we'll fall and bow to things we dont believe in. everyones the same and im gonna be just as unhappy as my mother. it makes me sickenly sad. part of me wants to end this. ---------------------------------------- hi- yea im kinda back or whatever. this wasnt meant to be a poem or anything. it was just straight from my journal. ive been grounded all summer. i got arrested again. and lost my job. got clean(kinda). my depression has gotten worse and ive been a big pathetic crying baby for quite some time. howre u? You got arrested... AGAIN??????? What did you do? I hope you get clean. Sorry to hear that you have not gotten rid of your depression. If you want to have your posts appear immediately, you will have to go to the topic in Warm Wishes - IMPORTANT TOPIC - EVERYONE PLEASE READ. Please make a post agreeing to abide by the rules. No foul language, no private information, etc.. Please sign up and hang around the boards. We miss seeing your posts. i found a credit card and i couldnt help myself. i dont need a lecture..believe me, i KNOW. =[ i need to get clean. its been 2 weeks exactly today, but before that it was like 3 weeks, and before THAT it was 2. so yea. its only for a little while though. yea im gonna do that yea hopefully they get happier lol cuz all i did yesterday was spew unhappy.sorry.kinda. lol I'm not going to lecture you. I'm just sorry that your decision was the wrong one. Hopefully you get your life back on track. I think this is one of the steps to becoming happier. there isnt anywhere to get back to. its always been wrong. i need to get away from my past and this town and everything. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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