xMyOwnMindx Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 i dont have a strong will to try and im not sure what i should be focusing on with so many thoughts stresses and pressures beating on my mind it seems that so many people live easier i can deal with lower middle class but i cant deal with who they are and who i am i dont like my personality and i HATE my body and i dont have a style and i want to fix it all right now i want to clean up and have it stay i dont want to work at my body to fix it i want to starve cuz i really do deserve it i say that quite levelheaded i feel sick and tired and sad and lonely and hopeless and disgraceful ever single second of everyday i try to pull through but i just cant help it if my head sags to the ground or my eyes are shut most of the time i'm only awake when im alone and i can avoid people mirrors and shame where i can pretend im perfect and that i dont care what the world says honestly, i dont. its me i think this way maybe its from them but idk i know what i feel is right. i cant seem to discard the empty memories and empty bottles that lie carelessly all over the floor i want them gone but the effort is too much my tattered mind wants to finally shut down everyday is another struggle that i didnt wanna fight inside my head inside my stomach hurt and i wanna give in fall asleep slowly in a bath of warm water Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 :blink: Oh my. :blink: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 19, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 im sick and i dont wanna go to work :[ i just wanna curl up Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 im sick and i dont wanna go to work :[i just wanna curl up I don't think you should go to work if you are sick. Hope you don't have to go. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 20, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 20, 2007 i did im not that sick i dont wanna go to school tomorrow :closedeyes: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 20, 2007 Report Share Posted November 20, 2007 i didim not that sick i dont wanna go to school tomorrow :closedeyes: Hmmmm, do I see a pattern developing here? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 20, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 20, 2007 i dont want to go to work today :[[[ lol jk but i dont. not even a little im gonna #@*& up so bad i havent smoked since i got grounded and i had mad food and mad twix i got used to sitting on my butt and im gonna get there and be like AH and if im on express ill shoot myself lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 20, 2007 Report Share Posted November 20, 2007 i dont want to go to work today :[[[ lol jk but i dont. not even a little im gonna #@%*& up so bad i havent smoked since i got grounded and i had mad food and mad twix i got used to sitting on my butt and im gonna get there and be like AH and if im on express ill shoot myself lol Work... some days are just worse than others. Hopefully you won't be on the express line. I would say that I am glad you have not smoked, but I am afraid if I say that, you will start again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 21, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 21, 2007 i had an amazing day i told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 21, 2007 Report Share Posted November 21, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 21, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 21, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 21, 2007 Report Share Posted November 21, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 21, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 21, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 21, 2007 Report Share Posted November 21, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 22, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 22, 2007 Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 22, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? gaining? NOOOOO im planning on cutting off my obesity even if i bleed to death in the processes.. i would never ever gain weight Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 22, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 22, 2007 Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? gaining? NOOOOO im planning on cutting off my obesity even if i bleed to death in the processes.. i would never ever gain weight Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 22, 2007 Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 22, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. lol im not really worried about it anymore for today lol :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. lol im not really worried about it anymore for today lol :] Would that be because today is almost over? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. lol im not really worried about it anymore for today lol :] Would that be because today is almost over? nope just change of heart i weighted myself before and after i ate tho 3 pounds lol eww Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. lol im not really worried about it anymore for today lol :] Would that be because today is almost over? nope just change of heart i weighted myself before and after i ate tho 3 pounds lol eww :wacko: That's not accurate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. lol im not really worried about it anymore for today lol :] Would that be because today is almost over? nope just change of heart i weighted myself before and after i ate tho 3 pounds lol eww :wacko: That's not accurate. lol yea it is i went up to 6 but with messed up calculations lol i had SO much fun shopping today i went to / got.. stapples- power surge thing best buy- 2 copies of South Park: Bigger Longer & Uncut (1's a gift) first season of south park slc punk tenacious d in the pick of destiny walmart- 3 picture frames (gifts) 2 packs of lip gloss (gifts) mall- jeans bag 2 t shirts 1 long sleeve shirt 1 nice shirt pj pants spray earrings donnie darko blow lords of dogtown and requiem for a dream ;D: D:D:D my movie collection is perfect for now lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. lol im not really worried about it anymore for today lol :] Would that be because today is almost over? nope just change of heart i weighted myself before and after i ate tho 3 pounds lol eww :wacko: That's not accurate. lol yea it is i went up to 6 but with messed up calculations lol i had SO much fun shopping today i went to / got.. stapples- power surge thing best buy- 2 copies of South Park: Bigger Longer & Uncut (1's a gift) first season of south park slc punk tenacious d in the pick of destiny walmart- 3 picture frames (gifts) 2 packs of lip gloss (gifts) mall- jeans bag 2 t shirts 1 long sleeve shirt 1 nice shirt pj pants spray earrings donnie darko blow lords of dogtown and requiem for a dream ;D: D:D:D my movie collection is perfect for now lol Sounds like your day was pretty busy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 24, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 24, 2007 i had an amazing dayi told my mom i was going to the gym and i had lunch with people at ihop then i went to my friend eva's and had mad fun i almost peed myself laughing :]] lol then i had work till 10 and now im really cold Glad you had some fun yesterday. But I am confused why you couldn't tell your mother the truth that you were getting together with some friends. Since you didn't mention, I am assuming you didn't have to work the express lane. And... you are going to be cold until next summer. nah it gets okay in march sometimes and yea no express, i was on 11 or 10 all day a safe (but not the boondocks) distance from the manager's desk im grounded till god knows when lol Still too cold for me. A safe distance from the manager's desk is good. LOL Sorry about being grounded. I hope you quit smoking for good. lol as long as i dont need a winter coat im good lol i dont I am wearing a sweater when it gets below 80. A coat comes on at 65 and below. At 50, I look like frosty the snowman. A total waste of money besides all the horrible health problems that result. You will be one of those people carrying around the portable oxygen tank just to be able to breathe. lol my room is the coldest in the house it drops like 20 degrees when you walk in here were not talking about the same smoke. but wutever cuz im done talking about it anyway i was just so happy i could that day. daaaarn4093824 i really needed it it brought up my spirits that i can get through this grounding lol im gonna gain so much weight tomorrow is it possible to THINK like you have ednos but not have one/it? (eating disorders not otherwise specified) I would really hate my room being the coldest room in the house. Glad you had a happy day. That is great to hear. And no... I don't believe you can think like someone who has an eating disorder. Why are you already planning on gaining weight? i think i read that Q in the wrong tone cuz its t-day (happy t-day btw) and i always gain like 5 pounds i cant wait to gym it up tomorrow Eat smaller portions. You won't gain weight. lol im not really worried about it anymore for today lol :] Would that be because today is almost over? nope just change of heart i weighted myself before and after i ate tho 3 pounds lol eww :wacko: That's not accurate. lol yea it is i went up to 6 but with messed up calculations lol i had SO much fun shopping today i went to / got.. stapples- power surge thing best buy- 2 copies of South Park: Bigger Longer & Uncut (1's a gift) first season of south park slc punk tenacious d in the pick of destiny walmart- 3 picture frames (gifts) 2 packs of lip gloss (gifts) mall- jeans bag 2 t shirts 1 long sleeve shirt 1 nice shirt pj pants spray earrings donnie darko blow lords of dogtown and requiem for a dream ;D: D:D:D my movie collection is perfect for now lol Sounds like your day was pretty busy. yup and the day after boring as ever i wanna eat but i dont.. i really shouldnt cuz its gonna be like cookie dough if i get off my butt but i shouldnt Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 25, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 25, 2007 ugh i wanna starve myself i really do but then i think about it and i really dont im messed up enough, arent i? i really just wanna eat right cuz idk how its like no matter how i eat i have every ana-inspired thought beauty of bones disgust of even a LITTLE fat the perfect size.. the smallest size the thinner the winner beauty from pain all that but then i think and im like.. either starving (not much anymore) or binging nonstop like today.. work up, think i had a bowl of cereal ate cookie dough a salad then worked till 5 came home had a sugar crasont thing mad chips a tortilla wrap with nothing in it more chips more junk more nothing with nutritional value i know to some people its okay to eat like that but i feel like im destroying myself ive wanted to cry all day i got my phone back and ive been texting this guy i thought liked me but he barely texts back and i realized how pathedic i sound to him and how out of shape and disgusting i am but i havnt cried, cuz my cousin that lives in virgina that i never see is here and i dont want to see him off after crying i feel so down theres so much weight on me and its affecting me outside and inside my skin is so bad im so fat im so stressed i just wanna change just change so bad but im so unmotivated.. ive been thinking about getting therapy oh yea i forgot i was talking to my mom and she was like youve shown no remorse for what you did and i was like what do you want me to do and shes like well, say you'll never do that again and i just stared at her just stared i thought i could be honest now i looked at the positive i was glad in a way and it was shattered. im superbummed about that ugh whatever ill fight it i wanna be honest now ugh ugh guhguhgkfshgkfg im pathedic how can i want something so bad and not try? how did i get in this caught in my own words situation? how can i better myself with no motivation? how can i get through this without anyones help? people see me everyday i look sad i look tired rundown anti-social if they only knew that at any given moment i think about ending my life cuz i just dont like it cuz i just dont care cuz its just boring/upsetting/very messed up i really hate this world nobody cares about anything cept myspace and money i dont understand why people dont live and let live and better themselves and try to be happy i guess that doesnt make money but imagine a world without money work for work if you want something work for it fair trade it would make people real but i guess it wouldnt work in a way idk. people are always like if you dont like how something is, change it but what if you know it will never be good enough?.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 25, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 25, 2007 hey that was a cry for advice help me! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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xMyOwnMindx Posted November 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2007 hey that was a cry for advicehelp me! You probably do not want to hear what I have to say. i just meant about how to eat right i have salads for lunch in school and salads at home when i feel like it and fruit sometimes but im completely addicted to carbs and cheese and more carbs bagels,pasta,cereal,toast, english muffins, oh yea and cookie dough kill me. fruit is not filling i cant have fruit for every meal yogurt makes me sick in the morning and on most days that only leaves dinner fast food is evil 'god' is evil for making all these things bad for you ugh i hate the world i want this so bad but i just dont try i say i willl sometimes i do for a week but then im with people and we'll go to taco bell and im like.. fudge! i shouldnt do this but people look at me weird if i dont eat at fast food places when im there with them i'll never be happy with my body like this actually, i dont think i'll ever be happy but at least if im thin maybe people will point it out and i can be happy for a second i only need that second Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 26, 2007 Report Share Posted November 26, 2007 hey that was a cry for advicehelp me! You probably do not want to hear what I have to say. i just meant about how to eat right i have salads for lunch in school and salads at home when i feel like it and fruit sometimes but im completely addicted to carbs and cheese and more carbs bagels,pasta,cereal,toast, english muffins, oh yea and cookie dough kill me. fruit is not filling i cant have fruit for every meal yogurt makes me sick in the morning and on most days that only leaves dinner fast food is evil 'god' is evil for making all these things bad for you ugh i hate the world i want this so bad but i just dont try i say i willl sometimes i do for a week but then im with people and we'll go to taco bell and im like.. fudge! i shouldnt do this but people look at me weird if i dont eat at fast food places when im there with them i'll never be happy with my body like this actually, i dont think i'll ever be happy but at least if im thin maybe people will point it out and i can be happy for a second i only need that second I have lots of problems because I love cake, bread, bagels, english muffins, muffins in general, crackers... anything that has a wheat type base. In fact, I could eat just that and be very happy. Here is a great eating plan, but you have to like some of these things. The first part is to start making your portions smaller. One of the problems, I am guessing, is that you are making your portions larger. For breakfast, eat one of those packets of oatmeal. NO SUGAR, the plain one. You can put Sweet N Low or Splenda on top, but no sugar. You can then have 1/2 tablespoon of raisins on top, or 1/2 a banana or some other fruit. In addition you can have some protein or dairy. So you could make some egg beaters. Both these items you can put in the microwave and they will be ready in 2 to 3 minutes. If you don't like egg beaters, how about string cheese? Can you eat a non-fat yogurt at lunch? Will you still get sick? No dressing on your salad except oil and vinegar. Lunch could consist of a small salad, eat as much lettuce, cucumbers, radishes, mushrooms as you want, but limit tomatoes, carrots, etc. No croutons, crackers or other bread products. You can also have a protein. The protein serving should be no bigger than the palm of your hand and no thicker than your hand on the pinky side. Start reading the labels... all the labels. If sugar, or any form of sugar, is in the top five ingredients, do not touch it. Put it back on the shelf immediately. You will start shopping only along the perimeter of the store. You will almost never, I repeat, ALMOST NEVER, walk into the aisles. You may venture in for plain oatmeal or tuna fish, but absolutely no breads, cookies, cakes, junk foods such as chips, etc., as this is the stuff that puts weight on. If you start here, I can give you afternoon snack and dinner. If you start with a small breakfast, such as I have suggested, this will start your metabolism. If you skip breakfast and skip lunch, your body thinks it is in the starve mode and your metabolism will slow down as much as possible and you will store fat. Let me know if you want more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2007 hey that was a cry for advicehelp me! You probably do not want to hear what I have to say. i just meant about how to eat right i have salads for lunch in school and salads at home when i feel like it and fruit sometimes but im completely addicted to carbs and cheese and more carbs bagels,pasta,cereal,toast, english muffins, oh yea and cookie dough kill me. fruit is not filling i cant have fruit for every meal yogurt makes me sick in the morning and on most days that only leaves dinner fast food is evil 'god' is evil for making all these things bad for you ugh i hate the world i want this so bad but i just dont try i say i willl sometimes i do for a week but then im with people and we'll go to taco bell and im like.. fudge! i shouldnt do this but people look at me weird if i dont eat at fast food places when im there with them i'll never be happy with my body like this actually, i dont think i'll ever be happy but at least if im thin maybe people will point it out and i can be happy for a second i only need that second I have lots of problems because I love cake, bread, bagels, english muffins, muffins in general, crackers... anything that has a wheat type base. In fact, I could eat just that and be very happy. Here is a great eating plan, but you have to like some of these things. The first part is to start making your portions smaller. One of the problems, I am guessing, is that you are making your portions larger. For breakfast, eat one of those packets of oatmeal. NO SUGAR, the plain one. You can put Sweet N Low or Splenda on top, but no sugar. You can then have 1/2 tablespoon of raisins on top, or 1/2 a banana or some other fruit. In addition you can have some protein or dairy. So you could make some egg beaters. Both these items you can put in the microwave and they will be ready in 2 to 3 minutes. If you don't like egg beaters, how about string cheese? Can you eat a non-fat yogurt at lunch? Will you still get sick? No dressing on your salad except oil and vinegar. Lunch could consist of a small salad, eat as much lettuce, cucumbers, radishes, mushrooms as you want, but limit tomatoes, carrots, etc. No croutons, crackers or other bread products. You can also have a protein. The protein serving should be no bigger than the palm of your hand and no thicker than your hand on the pinky side. Start reading the labels... all the labels. If sugar, or any form of sugar, is in the top five ingredients, do not touch it. Put it back on the shelf immediately. You will start shopping only along the perimeter of the store. You will almost never, I repeat, ALMOST NEVER, walk into the aisles. You may venture in for plain oatmeal or tuna fish, but absolutely no breads, cookies, cakes, junk foods such as chips, etc., as this is the stuff that puts weight on. If you start here, I can give you afternoon snack and dinner. If you start with a small breakfast, such as I have suggested, this will start your metabolism. If you skip breakfast and skip lunch, your body thinks it is in the starve mode and your metabolism will slow down as much as possible and you will store fat. Let me know if you want more. omg did i forget muffins? there in like my top 8 of food! lol the plain ones are gross. id rather be hungry and i do apprciate this advice (i didnt read past the oatmeal part yet) but im very picky and to be honest, id rather be hungry then eat something thats not even good.. what is egg beaters anyway? lol and i dont even have 2 to 3 mins normally i have like negative 2 to 3 mins. lol if i can grab something, cool, kinda if i cant oh well lunch is at 11:16. i LOVE cheese! i love those little things of wax AND AND ANDDDDD they come in lite. thank jesus and heavenly john lennon :] they have yogurt but its fruit on the bottom(ew) and im sure its the 120 cal type i dont eat any yogurt but my type i know, im super picky but why eat 90-180 cals when you can eat stuff that tastes better with only 60??? lunch is covered anyway i have a chef salad with light ranch dressing everyday. unless they have no ranch then im stuck with whatever yucky dressed i pick randomly i dont shop for myself i yell at my mom to make these choices i do work at shoprite though so i can read labels whenever i want lol i just dont know what to buy that im actually gonna like or take the time to make the biggest problem with this like whole country is that 'FAST' food is easy cheap and soooooo bad my time is precious, and im lazy and im easily aggravated i like things to be instant or close to it i know thats bratty and immature but idc id rather starve then spend a long time making my food lol you know me. i always want more ;] lol jk fruit is BORING and nothing else is instant(& good for you) and food isnt boring it cures borredness and it makes me wanna kill myself every D#%@& day :[ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 27, 2007 Report Share Posted November 27, 2007 hey that was a cry for advicehelp me! You probably do not want to hear what I have to say. i just meant about how to eat right i have salads for lunch in school and salads at home when i feel like it and fruit sometimes but im completely addicted to carbs and cheese and more carbs bagels,pasta,cereal,toast, english muffins, oh yea and cookie dough kill me. fruit is not filling i cant have fruit for every meal yogurt makes me sick in the morning and on most days that only leaves dinner fast food is evil 'god' is evil for making all these things bad for you ugh i hate the world i want this so bad but i just dont try i say i willl sometimes i do for a week but then im with people and we'll go to taco bell and im like.. fudge! i shouldnt do this but people look at me weird if i dont eat at fast food places when im there with them i'll never be happy with my body like this actually, i dont think i'll ever be happy but at least if im thin maybe people will point it out and i can be happy for a second i only need that second I have lots of problems because I love cake, bread, bagels, english muffins, muffins in general, crackers... anything that has a wheat type base. In fact, I could eat just that and be very happy. Here is a great eating plan, but you have to like some of these things. The first part is to start making your portions smaller. One of the problems, I am guessing, is that you are making your portions larger. For breakfast, eat one of those packets of oatmeal. NO SUGAR, the plain one. You can put Sweet N Low or Splenda on top, but no sugar. You can then have 1/2 tablespoon of raisins on top, or 1/2 a banana or some other fruit. In addition you can have some protein or dairy. So you could make some egg beaters. Both these items you can put in the microwave and they will be ready in 2 to 3 minutes. If you don't like egg beaters, how about string cheese? Can you eat a non-fat yogurt at lunch? Will you still get sick? No dressing on your salad except oil and vinegar. Lunch could consist of a small salad, eat as much lettuce, cucumbers, radishes, mushrooms as you want, but limit tomatoes, carrots, etc. No croutons, crackers or other bread products. You can also have a protein. The protein serving should be no bigger than the palm of your hand and no thicker than your hand on the pinky side. Start reading the labels... all the labels. If sugar, or any form of sugar, is in the top five ingredients, do not touch it. Put it back on the shelf immediately. You will start shopping only along the perimeter of the store. You will almost never, I repeat, ALMOST NEVER, walk into the aisles. You may venture in for plain oatmeal or tuna fish, but absolutely no breads, cookies, cakes, junk foods such as chips, etc., as this is the stuff that puts weight on. If you start here, I can give you afternoon snack and dinner. If you start with a small breakfast, such as I have suggested, this will start your metabolism. If you skip breakfast and skip lunch, your body thinks it is in the starve mode and your metabolism will slow down as much as possible and you will store fat. Let me know if you want more. omg did i forget muffins? there in like my top 8 of food! lol the plain ones are gross. id rather be hungry and i do apprciate this advice (i didnt read past the oatmeal part yet) but im very picky and to be honest, id rather be hungry then eat something thats not even good.. what is egg beaters anyway? lol and i dont even have 2 to 3 mins normally i have like negative 2 to 3 mins. lol if i can grab something, cool, kinda if i cant oh well lunch is at 11:16. i LOVE cheese! i love those little things of wax AND AND ANDDDDD they come in lite. thank jesus and heavenly john lennon :] they have yogurt but its fruit on the bottom(ew) and im sure its the 120 cal type i dont eat any yogurt but my type i know, im super picky but why eat 90-180 cals when you can eat stuff that tastes better with only 60??? lunch is covered anyway i have a chef salad with light ranch dressing everyday. unless they have no ranch then im stuck with whatever yucky dressed i pick randomly i dont shop for myself i yell at my mom to make these choices i do work at shoprite though so i can read labels whenever i want lol i just dont know what to buy that im actually gonna like or take the time to make the biggest problem with this like whole country is that 'FAST' food is easy cheap and soooooo bad my time is precious, and im lazy and im easily aggravated i like things to be instant or close to it i know thats bratty and immature but idc id rather starve then spend a long time making my food lol you know me. i always want more ;] lol jk fruit is BORING and nothing else is instant(& good for you) and food isnt boring it cures borredness and it makes me wanna kill myself every D#%@& day :[ Lunch... salad is good, dressing is really, really bad. Lemon juice or oil and vinegar are the only approved dressings. Ranch is full of fat and sugar. If you get the light version of ranch, read the label, there is usually more sugar to replace the fat. Chef salad has to be watched. There could be lots of hidden forbidden foods. No croutons, crackers or bread. No time? Your time is precious? Not precious enough to take time to make good food to eat. Egg beaters is the best tasting egg alternative. Egg beaters even makes a really tasty egg whites. Please do not yell at your mother. There is no need for this, plus it is really disrespectful. So, I ask that you please try to ask your mother to pick up healthy foods. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 27, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2007 hey that was a cry for advicehelp me! You probably do not want to hear what I have to say. i just meant about how to eat right i have salads for lunch in school and salads at home when i feel like it and fruit sometimes but im completely addicted to carbs and cheese and more carbs bagels,pasta,cereal,toast, english muffins, oh yea and cookie dough kill me. fruit is not filling i cant have fruit for every meal yogurt makes me sick in the morning and on most days that only leaves dinner fast food is evil 'god' is evil for making all these things bad for you ugh i hate the world i want this so bad but i just dont try i say i willl sometimes i do for a week but then im with people and we'll go to taco bell and im like.. fudge! i shouldnt do this but people look at me weird if i dont eat at fast food places when im there with them i'll never be happy with my body like this actually, i dont think i'll ever be happy but at least if im thin maybe people will point it out and i can be happy for a second i only need that second I have lots of problems because I love cake, bread, bagels, english muffins, muffins in general, crackers... anything that has a wheat type base. In fact, I could eat just that and be very happy. Here is a great eating plan, but you have to like some of these things. The first part is to start making your portions smaller. One of the problems, I am guessing, is that you are making your portions larger. For breakfast, eat one of those packets of oatmeal. NO SUGAR, the plain one. You can put Sweet N Low or Splenda on top, but no sugar. You can then have 1/2 tablespoon of raisins on top, or 1/2 a banana or some other fruit. In addition you can have some protein or dairy. So you could make some egg beaters. Both these items you can put in the microwave and they will be ready in 2 to 3 minutes. If you don't like egg beaters, how about string cheese? Can you eat a non-fat yogurt at lunch? Will you still get sick? No dressing on your salad except oil and vinegar. Lunch could consist of a small salad, eat as much lettuce, cucumbers, radishes, mushrooms as you want, but limit tomatoes, carrots, etc. No croutons, crackers or other bread products. You can also have a protein. The protein serving should be no bigger than the palm of your hand and no thicker than your hand on the pinky side. Start reading the labels... all the labels. If sugar, or any form of sugar, is in the top five ingredients, do not touch it. Put it back on the shelf immediately. You will start shopping only along the perimeter of the store. You will almost never, I repeat, ALMOST NEVER, walk into the aisles. You may venture in for plain oatmeal or tuna fish, but absolutely no breads, cookies, cakes, junk foods such as chips, etc., as this is the stuff that puts weight on. If you start here, I can give you afternoon snack and dinner. If you start with a small breakfast, such as I have suggested, this will start your metabolism. If you skip breakfast and skip lunch, your body thinks it is in the starve mode and your metabolism will slow down as much as possible and you will store fat. Let me know if you want more. omg did i forget muffins? there in like my top 8 of food! lol the plain ones are gross. id rather be hungry and i do apprciate this advice (i didnt read past the oatmeal part yet) but im very picky and to be honest, id rather be hungry then eat something thats not even good.. what is egg beaters anyway? lol and i dont even have 2 to 3 mins normally i have like negative 2 to 3 mins. lol if i can grab something, cool, kinda if i cant oh well lunch is at 11:16. i LOVE cheese! i love those little things of wax AND AND ANDDDDD they come in lite. thank jesus and heavenly john lennon :] they have yogurt but its fruit on the bottom(ew) and im sure its the 120 cal type i dont eat any yogurt but my type i know, im super picky but why eat 90-180 cals when you can eat stuff that tastes better with only 60??? lunch is covered anyway i have a chef salad with light ranch dressing everyday. unless they have no ranch then im stuck with whatever yucky dressed i pick randomly i dont shop for myself i yell at my mom to make these choices i do work at shoprite though so i can read labels whenever i want lol i just dont know what to buy that im actually gonna like or take the time to make the biggest problem with this like whole country is that 'FAST' food is easy cheap and soooooo bad my time is precious, and im lazy and im easily aggravated i like things to be instant or close to it i know thats bratty and immature but idc id rather starve then spend a long time making my food lol you know me. i always want more ;] lol jk fruit is BORING and nothing else is instant(& good for you) and food isnt boring it cures borredness and it makes me wanna kill myself every D#%@& day :[ Lunch... salad is good, dressing is really, really bad. Lemon juice or oil and vinegar are the only approved dressings. Ranch is full of fat and sugar. If you get the light version of ranch, read the label, there is usually more sugar to replace the fat. Chef salad has to be watched. There could be lots of hidden forbidden foods. No croutons, crackers or bread. No time? Your time is precious? Not precious enough to take time to make good food to eat. Egg beaters is the best tasting egg alternative. Egg beaters even makes a really tasty egg whites. Please do not yell at your mother. There is no need for this, plus it is really disrespectful. So, I ask that you please try to ask your mother to pick up healthy foods. im not gonna eat a salad w/o real dressing id rather starve and there is no label at school its just in some plastic labeled bottle i know its probably not very good for you but i like my lunch and its the best choice when it comes to school food im not gonna bring my own cuz i want salad, i just dont have time/space in the fridge lol and what was i saying about being picky? i dont have time to be picky? im a big fat WHALEHIPPO! i am gonna eat celery whenever im sitting on my fat butt and im hungry maybe with peanut butter(super bad, i know) but dont they make that in light yet? surrriousssly?? lol i didnt actually mean 'yell'. and btw theres no "No croutons, crackers or bread" in my chef salads theyre- lettuce tomatoes eggs(that look plastic that i dont eat) shreded carrots cheese(which i shouldnt, but i eat) ham,turkey and idk 'schoolmeat stuff cucumbers(sometimes. that i dont eat) and maybe something i forgot. idk they didnt have ANY today so its been a while cuz all last week was 1/2 days i guess i'll let you know wuts the best thing i can grab on break? i know i can have fruit salad but thats boring sometimes luna bars are good and filling maybe ill just do that everyday (at work) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 27, 2007 Report Share Posted November 27, 2007 im not gonna eat a salad w/o real dressingid rather starve and there is no label at school its just in some plastic labeled bottle i know its probably not very good for you but i like my lunch and its the best choice when it comes to school food im not gonna bring my own cuz i want salad, i just dont have time/space in the fridge lol and what was i saying about being picky? i dont have time to be picky? im a big fat WHALEHIPPO! i am gonna eat celery whenever im sitting on my fat butt and im hungry maybe with peanut butter(super bad, i know) but dont they make that in light yet? surrriousssly?? lol i didnt actually mean 'yell'. and btw theres no "No croutons, crackers or bread" in my chef salads theyre- lettuce tomatoes eggs(that look plastic that i dont eat) shreded carrots cheese(which i shouldnt, but i eat) ham,turkey and idk 'schoolmeat stuff cucumbers(sometimes. that i dont eat) and maybe something i forgot. idk they didnt have ANY today so its been a while cuz all last week was 1/2 days i guess i'll let you know wuts the best thing i can grab on break? i know i can have fruit salad but thats boring sometimes luna bars are good and filling maybe ill just do that everyday (at work) If you are going to eat real dressing, then please dip your fork into it and then take a bite of your salad. Please do not smother your salad in dressing. The chef salad is pretty good, please not too much cheese. For a great snack that you can grab on a break, and carry on you, are Kashi bars. They have some 140 calorie bars that are really fantastic. Stay away from the 280 Kashi bars, look for the TLC bars in the cereal aisle. I like the crunchy ones more then the chewy ones. Some how those two thin crunchy bars seem to go longer than the fat single chewy bar. Crazy I know, but that is how it seems to me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 27, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2007 im not gonna eat a salad w/o real dressingid rather starve and there is no label at school its just in some plastic labeled bottle i know its probably not very good for you but i like my lunch and its the best choice when it comes to school food im not gonna bring my own cuz i want salad, i just dont have time/space in the fridge lol and what was i saying about being picky? i dont have time to be picky? im a big fat WHALEHIPPO! i am gonna eat celery whenever im sitting on my fat butt and im hungry maybe with peanut butter(super bad, i know) but dont they make that in light yet? surrriousssly?? lol i didnt actually mean 'yell'. and btw theres no "No croutons, crackers or bread" in my chef salads theyre- lettuce tomatoes eggs(that look plastic that i dont eat) shreded carrots cheese(which i shouldnt, but i eat) ham,turkey and idk 'schoolmeat stuff cucumbers(sometimes. that i dont eat) and maybe something i forgot. idk they didnt have ANY today so its been a while cuz all last week was 1/2 days i guess i'll let you know wuts the best thing i can grab on break? i know i can have fruit salad but thats boring sometimes luna bars are good and filling maybe ill just do that everyday (at work) If you are going to eat real dressing, then please dip your fork into it and then take a bite of your salad. Please do not smother your salad in dressing. The chef salad is pretty good, please not too much cheese. For a great snack that you can grab on a break, and carry on you, are Kashi bars. They have some 140 calorie bars that are really fantastic. Stay away from the 280 Kashi bars, look for the TLC bars in the cereal aisle. I like the crunchy ones more then the chewy ones. Some how those two thin crunchy bars seem to go longer than the fat single chewy bar. Crazy I know, but that is how it seems to me. i pour it in and shake it it doesnt have alot i dont control how much cheese there is.. only how much i eat lol lol i was gonna get one of those but everything i picked up said chocolate and i was like.. um no, i'll go with luna Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 27, 2007 Report Share Posted November 27, 2007 im not gonna eat a salad w/o real dressingid rather starve and there is no label at school its just in some plastic labeled bottle i know its probably not very good for you but i like my lunch and its the best choice when it comes to school food im not gonna bring my own cuz i want salad, i just dont have time/space in the fridge lol and what was i saying about being picky? i dont have time to be picky? im a big fat WHALEHIPPO! i am gonna eat celery whenever im sitting on my fat butt and im hungry maybe with peanut butter(super bad, i know) but dont they make that in light yet? surrriousssly?? lol i didnt actually mean 'yell'. and btw theres no "No croutons, crackers or bread" in my chef salads theyre- lettuce tomatoes eggs(that look plastic that i dont eat) shreded carrots cheese(which i shouldnt, but i eat) ham,turkey and idk 'schoolmeat stuff cucumbers(sometimes. that i dont eat) and maybe something i forgot. idk they didnt have ANY today so its been a while cuz all last week was 1/2 days i guess i'll let you know wuts the best thing i can grab on break? i know i can have fruit salad but thats boring sometimes luna bars are good and filling maybe ill just do that everyday (at work) If you are going to eat real dressing, then please dip your fork into it and then take a bite of your salad. Please do not smother your salad in dressing. The chef salad is pretty good, please not too much cheese. For a great snack that you can grab on a break, and carry on you, are Kashi bars. They have some 140 calorie bars that are really fantastic. Stay away from the 280 Kashi bars, look for the TLC bars in the cereal aisle. I like the crunchy ones more then the chewy ones. Some how those two thin crunchy bars seem to go longer than the fat single chewy bar. Crazy I know, but that is how it seems to me. i pour it in and shake it it doesnt have alot i dont control how much cheese there is.. only how much i eat lol lol i was gonna get one of those but everything i picked up said chocolate and i was like.. um no, i'll go with luna The Kashi bars I am talking about should be the ones in a white box with TLC (Tasty Little Chewys) or something like that and they are only 140 calories. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 28, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 28, 2007 im not gonna eat a salad w/o real dressingid rather starve and there is no label at school its just in some plastic labeled bottle i know its probably not very good for you but i like my lunch and its the best choice when it comes to school food im not gonna bring my own cuz i want salad, i just dont have time/space in the fridge lol and what was i saying about being picky? i dont have time to be picky? im a big fat WHALEHIPPO! i am gonna eat celery whenever im sitting on my fat butt and im hungry maybe with peanut butter(super bad, i know) but dont they make that in light yet? surrriousssly?? lol i didnt actually mean 'yell'. and btw theres no "No croutons, crackers or bread" in my chef salads theyre- lettuce tomatoes eggs(that look plastic that i dont eat) shreded carrots cheese(which i shouldnt, but i eat) ham,turkey and idk 'schoolmeat stuff cucumbers(sometimes. that i dont eat) and maybe something i forgot. idk they didnt have ANY today so its been a while cuz all last week was 1/2 days i guess i'll let you know wuts the best thing i can grab on break? i know i can have fruit salad but thats boring sometimes luna bars are good and filling maybe ill just do that everyday (at work) If you are going to eat real dressing, then please dip your fork into it and then take a bite of your salad. Please do not smother your salad in dressing. The chef salad is pretty good, please not too much cheese. For a great snack that you can grab on a break, and carry on you, are Kashi bars. They have some 140 calorie bars that are really fantastic. Stay away from the 280 Kashi bars, look for the TLC bars in the cereal aisle. I like the crunchy ones more then the chewy ones. Some how those two thin crunchy bars seem to go longer than the fat single chewy bar. Crazy I know, but that is how it seems to me. i pour it in and shake it it doesnt have alot i dont control how much cheese there is.. only how much i eat lol lol i was gonna get one of those but everything i picked up said chocolate and i was like.. um no, i'll go with luna The Kashi bars I am talking about should be the ones in a white box with TLC (Tasty Little Chewys) or something like that and they are only 140 calories. oh lol i was talking about the indie. bars. that makes sense so i did okay today my approx sats: 11:30am- salad w/ light ranch dressing=200 3pm- honey bunches of oats w/ milk=218 8pm-yogurt=60 10pm-roast beef=150 corn=80 total=708 exercise= yoga with a side note of course, "today was okay considering yesterday i ate like 4 cookies and everyday a couple weeks ago i had cookies at lunch not to be eating any junk, is good. unfortunately i dont have time to run tonight i have like an hour of hw at least O.O!" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 28, 2007 Report Share Posted November 28, 2007 im not gonna eat a salad w/o real dressingid rather starve and there is no label at school its just in some plastic labeled bottle i know its probably not very good for you but i like my lunch and its the best choice when it comes to school food im not gonna bring my own cuz i want salad, i just dont have time/space in the fridge lol and what was i saying about being picky? i dont have time to be picky? im a big fat WHALEHIPPO! i am gonna eat celery whenever im sitting on my fat butt and im hungry maybe with peanut butter(super bad, i know) but dont they make that in light yet? surrriousssly?? lol i didnt actually mean 'yell'. and btw theres no "No croutons, crackers or bread" in my chef salads theyre- lettuce tomatoes eggs(that look plastic that i dont eat) shreded carrots cheese(which i shouldnt, but i eat) ham,turkey and idk 'schoolmeat stuff cucumbers(sometimes. that i dont eat) and maybe something i forgot. idk they didnt have ANY today so its been a while cuz all last week was 1/2 days i guess i'll let you know wuts the best thing i can grab on break? i know i can have fruit salad but thats boring sometimes luna bars are good and filling maybe ill just do that everyday (at work) If you are going to eat real dressing, then please dip your fork into it and then take a bite of your salad. Please do not smother your salad in dressing. The chef salad is pretty good, please not too much cheese. For a great snack that you can grab on a break, and carry on you, are Kashi bars. They have some 140 calorie bars that are really fantastic. Stay away from the 280 Kashi bars, look for the TLC bars in the cereal aisle. I like the crunchy ones more then the chewy ones. Some how those two thin crunchy bars seem to go longer than the fat single chewy bar. Crazy I know, but that is how it seems to me. i pour it in and shake it it doesnt have alot i dont control how much cheese there is.. only how much i eat lol lol i was gonna get one of those but everything i picked up said chocolate and i was like.. um no, i'll go with luna The Kashi bars I am talking about should be the ones in a white box with TLC (Tasty Little Chewys) or something like that and they are only 140 calories. oh lol i was talking about the indie. bars. that makes sense so i did okay today my approx sats: 11:30am- salad w/ light ranch dressing=200 3pm- honey bunches of oats w/ milk=218 8pm-yogurt=60 10pm-roast beef=150 corn=80 total=708 exercise= yoga with a side note of course, "today was okay considering yesterday i ate like 4 cookies and everyday a couple weeks ago i had cookies at lunch not to be eating any junk, is good. unfortunately i dont have time to run tonight i have like an hour of hw at least O.O!" You did great!!! That is how you are supposed to eat. A bunch of little meals/snacks. Please do me one favour... eat a bar or something for breakfast to jumpstart your metabolism. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 28, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 28, 2007 im not gonna eat a salad w/o real dressingid rather starve and there is no label at school its just in some plastic labeled bottle i know its probably not very good for you but i like my lunch and its the best choice when it comes to school food im not gonna bring my own cuz i want salad, i just dont have time/space in the fridge lol and what was i saying about being picky? i dont have time to be picky? im a big fat WHALEHIPPO! i am gonna eat celery whenever im sitting on my fat butt and im hungry maybe with peanut butter(super bad, i know) but dont they make that in light yet? surrriousssly?? lol i didnt actually mean 'yell'. and btw theres no "No croutons, crackers or bread" in my chef salads theyre- lettuce tomatoes eggs(that look plastic that i dont eat) shreded carrots cheese(which i shouldnt, but i eat) ham,turkey and idk 'schoolmeat stuff cucumbers(sometimes. that i dont eat) and maybe something i forgot. idk they didnt have ANY today so its been a while cuz all last week was 1/2 days i guess i'll let you know wuts the best thing i can grab on break? i know i can have fruit salad but thats boring sometimes luna bars are good and filling maybe ill just do that everyday (at work) If you are going to eat real dressing, then please dip your fork into it and then take a bite of your salad. Please do not smother your salad in dressing. The chef salad is pretty good, please not too much cheese. For a great snack that you can grab on a break, and carry on you, are Kashi bars. They have some 140 calorie bars that are really fantastic. Stay away from the 280 Kashi bars, look for the TLC bars in the cereal aisle. I like the crunchy ones more then the chewy ones. Some how those two thin crunchy bars seem to go longer than the fat single chewy bar. Crazy I know, but that is how it seems to me. i pour it in and shake it it doesnt have alot i dont control how much cheese there is.. only how much i eat lol lol i was gonna get one of those but everything i picked up said chocolate and i was like.. um no, i'll go with luna The Kashi bars I am talking about should be the ones in a white box with TLC (Tasty Little Chewys) or something like that and they are only 140 calories. oh lol i was talking about the indie. bars. that makes sense so i did okay today my approx sats: 11:30am- salad w/ light ranch dressing=200 3pm- honey bunches of oats w/ milk=218 8pm-yogurt=60 10pm-roast beef=150 corn=80 total=708 exercise= yoga with a side note of course, "today was okay considering yesterday i ate like 4 cookies and everyday a couple weeks ago i had cookies at lunch not to be eating any junk, is good. unfortunately i dont have time to run tonight i have like an hour of hw at least O.O!" You did great!!! That is how you are supposed to eat. A bunch of little meals/snacks. Please do me one favour... eat a bar or something for breakfast to jumpstart your metabolism. i was gonna have a ricecake but i didnt have time to grab it and i forgot ugh i feel so icky today i had an awesome day and a terrbile night :[ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 28, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 28, 2007 its funny cuz i was like.. why didnt i loose weight and then i remembered eating the normal way takes longer to loose weight lol but at least i wont yoyo hopefully unless its better less food and normal lol i have no idea what im gonna do when my friends want starbucks or taco bell or pizza i think ill cry :[ cuz everyone else (but sam) is thin enough to eat that stuff Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 28, 2007 Report Share Posted November 28, 2007 its funny cuz i was like.. why didnt i loose weightand then i remembered eating the normal way takes longer to loose weight lol but at least i wont yoyo hopefully unless its better less food and normal lol i have no idea what im gonna do when my friends want starbucks or taco bell or pizza i think ill cry :[ cuz everyone else (but sam) is thin enough to eat that stuff First........ STOP GETTING ON THE SCALE EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Next, when you go to Starbucks have a hot tea or iced tea. These are great alternatives to the sugar and fat drinks that they have AND they cost a lot less money! As for taco bell or pizza, as I don't frequent these places, I am going to make a guess. Get a bean burrito, ONE, and after each bite, put the burrito down and chew each bite at least 21 times. That should slow down your eating. The same goes for the pizza. Have ONE slice. If you must, two slices, but I would use the same technique as the burrito. Put the slice of pizza down and out of your hand after each bite. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 29, 2007 its funny cuz i was like.. why didnt i loose weightand then i remembered eating the normal way takes longer to loose weight lol but at least i wont yoyo hopefully unless its better less food and normal lol i have no idea what im gonna do when my friends want starbucks or taco bell or pizza i think ill cry :[ cuz everyone else (but sam) is thin enough to eat that stuff First........ STOP GETTING ON THE SCALE EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Next, when you go to Starbucks have a hot tea or iced tea. These are great alternatives to the sugar and fat drinks that they have AND they cost a lot less money! As for taco bell or pizza, as I don't frequent these places, I am going to make a guess. Get a bean burrito, ONE, and after each bite, put the burrito down and chew each bite at least 21 times. That should slow down your eating. The same goes for the pizza. Have ONE slice. If you must, two slices, but I would use the same technique as the burrito. Put the slice of pizza down and out of your hand after each bite. most of the time i eat junk food im out of my mind if you get it lol i know, im so bad blah blah blah but thats life i could just shoot myself today ugh :[ i did so bad i dont even wanna calc it WAYYYY over 1000. which is scary i scare myself why do i KEEP eating? why do i feel hungry when i shouldnt? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 29, 2007 Report Share Posted November 29, 2007 its funny cuz i was like.. why didnt i loose weightand then i remembered eating the normal way takes longer to loose weight lol but at least i wont yoyo hopefully unless its better less food and normal lol i have no idea what im gonna do when my friends want starbucks or taco bell or pizza i think ill cry :[ cuz everyone else (but sam) is thin enough to eat that stuff First........ STOP GETTING ON THE SCALE EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Next, when you go to Starbucks have a hot tea or iced tea. These are great alternatives to the sugar and fat drinks that they have AND they cost a lot less money! As for taco bell or pizza, as I don't frequent these places, I am going to make a guess. Get a bean burrito, ONE, and after each bite, put the burrito down and chew each bite at least 21 times. That should slow down your eating. The same goes for the pizza. Have ONE slice. If you must, two slices, but I would use the same technique as the burrito. Put the slice of pizza down and out of your hand after each bite. most of the time i eat junk food im out of my mind if you get it lol i know, im so bad blah blah blah but thats life i could just shoot myself today ugh :[ i did so bad i dont even wanna calc it WAYYYY over 1000. which is scary i scare myself why do i KEEP eating? why do i feel hungry when i shouldnt? I understand completely. Let me think on this before I respond. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 29, 2007 i hate morning :[ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 30, 2007 Report Share Posted November 30, 2007 i hate morning :[ I'll take your mornings. I really love them. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted November 30, 2007 TAKE. i believe humans should be nocturnal i was born backwards i swear and right now i really like it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 1, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then human i know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 1, 2007 Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 1, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 1, 2007 Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 1, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 1, 2007 Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 1, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 1, 2007 Report Share Posted December 1, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 2, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 2, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. i always have work on weekends Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 2, 2007 Report Share Posted December 2, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. i always have work on weekends That stinks. Hopefully you won't be on the express lane and you will be far away from the manager's office. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 2, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 2, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. i always have work on weekends That stinks. Hopefully you won't be on the express lane and you will be far away from the manager's office. lol express is far away kinda idk i was on 1(which is 10 or less) for most of yesterday and today but tomorrow express is gonna be 9)(&)*&. lol hopefully i'll get put nicely on reg. 13 or something Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 2, 2007 Report Share Posted December 2, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. i always have work on weekends That stinks. Hopefully you won't be on the express lane and you will be far away from the manager's office. lol express is far away kinda idk i was on 1(which is 10 or less) for most of yesterday and today but tomorrow express is gonna be 9)(&)*&. lol hopefully i'll get put nicely on reg. 13 or something *crosses paws* Good luck with a good register. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 2, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 2, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. i always have work on weekends That stinks. Hopefully you won't be on the express lane and you will be far away from the manager's office. lol express is far away kinda idk i was on 1(which is 10 or less) for most of yesterday and today but tomorrow express is gonna be 9)(&)*&. lol hopefully i'll get put nicely on reg. 13 or something *crosses paws* Good luck with a good register. i just hope im not near the door cuz its freezing outside FIRST SNOW!! :DDDDDDDDDD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 2, 2007 Report Share Posted December 2, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. i always have work on weekends That stinks. Hopefully you won't be on the express lane and you will be far away from the manager's office. lol express is far away kinda idk i was on 1(which is 10 or less) for most of yesterday and today but tomorrow express is gonna be 9)(&)*&. lol hopefully i'll get put nicely on reg. 13 or something *crosses paws* Good luck with a good register. i just hope im not near the door cuz its freezing outside FIRST SNOW!! :DDDDDDDDDD For me that would be the kiss of death. I HATE being cold. And every time the door opened, I would freeze to death. The managers would be mad because I would be wearing a coat and gloves. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 2, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 2, 2007 sometimes i believe i am more 'animal' then humani know we 'are' but in a more indepth way lol A little animal can free the spirit. Nocturnal creatures enjoy the peace and quiet of the night. yea but now i have work and im so beat *yawns* -__- Unfortunately that happens. You are not ready to live life on the dark side just yet. i somehow took a little chunk of my finger out at work and it hurts dry skin 'stinks' Dry skin hurts. You need to use lots of hand and body lotion. i kno just too lazy lol ugh i hate today Sorry to hear that. Hope you don't have to work tomorrow. i always have work on weekends That stinks. Hopefully you won't be on the express lane and you will be far away from the manager's office. lol express is far away kinda idk i was on 1(which is 10 or less) for most of yesterday and today but tomorrow express is gonna be 9)(&)*&. lol hopefully i'll get put nicely on reg. 13 or something *crosses paws* Good luck with a good register. i just hope im not near the door cuz its freezing outside FIRST SNOW!! :DDDDDDDDDD For me that would be the kiss of death. I HATE being cold. And every time the door opened, I would freeze to death. The managers would be mad because I would be wearing a coat and gloves. lol they wouldnt care but eric would lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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