Krisluvsdogs Posted October 6, 2007 Report Share Posted October 6, 2007 Hey I stop posting to write some of may story but nothing has happened yet. I sad * crys* But i wrote this for my six hr. It is supposed to be a secret and the main character is suppose to be afraid to tell it. So I hope you like it. I'll try to stay on more but with school i can't make promises. Will you stay? Will you stay? Will you go? I’m crying inside when you smile at me. I know when I tell you that I betrayed you, you will hate me. We planned everything together. How we were going to live together and get married, how we going to raise a family, and how we were going to grow old loving each other for ever, devoted to each other. I love you. I really do, despite my hurtful action. This will hurt you, I know it will. I wonder; will your smile turn into a frown? Will your eyes go cold? What will happen to us? Life is a mystery; some never know what will happen to them. I know I wasn’t expecting this. I knew you would be angry, but I never expected this. Never this, this impossible thing to ask for forgiveness from. I can see you now when I walk towards you. You hold my hand. It won’t last, I tell myself, once you know my secret you’ll leave. The sun shines in my eyes, sand crunches under my shoes, and I feel like crying. Why does everything feel perfect when one feels like breaking? I can tell from your face that you know something is wrong, but I don’t answer your pleading eyes. You ask, and I evade the questions. If I just stay quiet for a little longer then I can keep this memory of us together. It can keep me warm while I wait on cold, lonely, nights for this nightmare to end and you to come home. Should I tell, I wonder, or should I let this grief and regret stay in me. I can’t tell you, but if I don’t then someone else will. My friends or maybe even him will tell you. You have a right to know, but if no one speaks then I can remain with you. You may notice though when your kiss me and I start to cry. Your love is everything to me and then one night I threw it away. Will you stay when I tell you? I can’t live knowing this happened. You think I’m perfect, I’m not. I hurt you and it's killing me inside to know that my happy days and peaceful nights are over. I have to talk though, you need to know. So I stop walking, you look puzzled, but wait for me to explain. I stare at you, knowing that I have to talk but delaying it a bit longer. I remember your face now as I close my eyes. I’ll trust my heart to you, I’ll beg forgiveness, just promise me you will stay. I tell you now; I open my eyes and take the leap into oblivion. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 7, 2007 Report Share Posted October 7, 2007 You are so talented. Wonderful, simply wonderful. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted October 8, 2007 Report Share Posted October 8, 2007 Dude! Welcome back. That's awesome, BTW. How have you been? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Krisluvsdogs Posted October 9, 2007 Author Report Share Posted October 9, 2007 not bad but i've been busy, and yourself? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted October 10, 2007 Report Share Posted October 10, 2007 not bad but i've been busy, and yourself? Me too. Great depression. abusive family/friends. knifes are now comforting. I have a boyfriend who is adding to my depression gonna break up with him monday sense that's the next day I get to actually see him. that's the short story. I've wwritten lots more poems. they were bright then got dark again. yeah so that's pretty much it. I hope your life is better. Horatio heads up I'm gonna leave the boards for a while again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Krisluvsdogs Posted October 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted October 11, 2007 Please don't hurt yourself! And if that was a joke then it was a poor one. Hope to see u again on the boards! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted October 12, 2007 Report Share Posted October 12, 2007 Please don't hurt yourself! And if that was a joke then it was a poor one. Hope to see u again on the boards! I'm back never really left. I gots help yesterday it's all good. It wadn't a joke. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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