xMyOwnMindx Posted September 21, 2007 Report Share Posted September 21, 2007 who am i and what am i to do when i see these diseases hurting me when part of you wishes to be different to change how your wired and the other loves it the mind is such a dark cave it can ruin me and i dont want anything different but to be that mess what do you do when your mind is torn in half? and your sadness becomes a trusting shell? what can i do if i feel two things at once how can i go on like this? part of me is so free so content with being crazy and giving my body, my bones to her i want that so bad but in contrast i want to be liberated from these things i dont want to cry about my face everyday i want to enjoy the little time i have here enternally torn i want both i crave to be everything i want but this pain cuts me deep cuts me down into a place of bitter loneliness even with you in my arms "time to do whats best for me, i believe i can change" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dog lover Posted September 21, 2007 Report Share Posted September 21, 2007 wow. good job with that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 22, 2007 Report Share Posted September 22, 2007 Lauren, your poetry is getting better and better. I really like this one!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted September 23, 2007 thanks guys ^._.^ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted September 25, 2007 Report Share Posted September 25, 2007 OMG I thought you died!! More on topic: that's really good. I havn't written a poem in a really long time. I have happy insperation now, just no time to write it out. I might have a poem by the end of the week. Maybe. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 OMG I thought you died!! More on topic: that's really good. I havn't written a poem in a really long time. I have happy insperation now, just no time to write it out. I might have a poem by the end of the week. Maybe. lol i wish i was as lucky. -KIDDING! that would be cool. you should write one. i just cant write happy poems theres not enough good passion in me for that eh wutever writing is kinda pointless to me its like.. i might be good at it.. but what good is it? ya kno? there are so many more things i should be worrying about like running,dreading reading huck finn,actually doing my summer reading, playing halo3, brushing my teeth all these things i should do but all i actually do do is waste time and now play halo 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted September 26, 2007 Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 OMG I thought you died!! More on topic: that's really good. I havn't written a poem in a really long time. I have happy insperation now, just no time to write it out. I might have a poem by the end of the week. Maybe. lol i wish i was as lucky. -KIDDING! that would be cool. you should write one. i just cant write happy poems theres not enough good passion in me for that eh wutever writing is kinda pointless to me its like.. i might be good at it.. but what good is it? ya kno? there are so many more things i should be worrying about like running,dreading reading huck finn,actually doing my summer reading, playing halo3, brushing my teeth all these things i should do but all i actually do do is waste time and now play halo 3 writing isn't a waste... it's a way to let things out without screaming your head off and losing your voice. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 OMG I thought you died!! More on topic: that's really good. I havn't written a poem in a really long time. I have happy insperation now, just no time to write it out. I might have a poem by the end of the week. Maybe. lol i wish i was as lucky. -KIDDING! that would be cool. you should write one. i just cant write happy poems theres not enough good passion in me for that eh wutever writing is kinda pointless to me its like.. i might be good at it.. but what good is it? ya kno? there are so many more things i should be worrying about like running,dreading reading huck finn,actually doing my summer reading, playing halo3, brushing my teeth all these things i should do but all i actually do do is waste time and now play halo 3 writing isn't a waste... it's a way to let things out without screaming your head off and losing your voice. eh. idk. i dont feel like it does much i used to just write THEN cut myself.. so how did it help then? now if im superstressed i write and cry anyway.. so how does it help now? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted September 26, 2007 Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 OMG I thought you died!! More on topic: that's really good. I havn't written a poem in a really long time. I have happy insperation now, just no time to write it out. I might have a poem by the end of the week. Maybe. lol i wish i was as lucky. -KIDDING! that would be cool. you should write one. i just cant write happy poems theres not enough good passion in me for that eh wutever writing is kinda pointless to me its like.. i might be good at it.. but what good is it? ya kno? there are so many more things i should be worrying about like running,dreading reading huck finn,actually doing my summer reading, playing halo3, brushing my teeth all these things i should do but all i actually do do is waste time and now play halo 3 writing isn't a waste... it's a way to let things out without screaming your head off and losing your voice. eh. idk. i dont feel like it does much i used to just write THEN cut myself.. so how did it help then? now if im superstressed i write and cry anyway.. so how does it help now? you're realeasing your emotions in a unique way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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