suicidal sixteen<3

[xMyOwnMindx]

god i hate being 16

im so confused

about who i am

and what im doing

who im becoming

and what impressions ive given

deep thoughts turning into mirgrains

and when i think all i wanna do is sleep

forever

i know whats wrong

and what im over

but i have no idea what i want

it seems that i cant keep up

ive shut down

years ago

and never quite got back up

its hard

because im trying

but everyday stops at a dead end

im sick of feeling like all i do is work

but this is the rest of my life

i need a year off

i need an empty page

i need an endless playlist

and a boy to hold my hand

i feel darkness

i feel alone

and all i wanna do is break free

and the love the moment

love the simplicity

i cant seem to find inside

i have everything

so why cant i just sit back and be happy

why must i stress over little things that dont matter?

why does everything feel like an earthquake

and nothing seems alright

why do i feel like everything is a meaningless competition

that i want no part in?

i wanna step with my head up

and believe in myself

i want confidence

and good times

i want happy memories

instead of all this gloom

i really wanna be happy

i dont know how to be the person i wanna be

[Kay]

god i hate being 16

im so confused

about who i am

and what im doing

who im becoming

and what impressions ive given

deep thoughts turning into mirgrains

and when i think all i wanna do is sleep

forever

i know whats wrong

and what im over

but i have no idea what i want

it seems that i cant keep up

ive shut down

years ago

and never quite got back up

its hard

because im trying

but everyday stops at a dead end

im sick of feeling like all i do is work

but this is the rest of my life

i need a year off

i need an empty page

i need an endless playlist

and a boy to hold my hand

i feel darkness

i feel alone

and all i wanna do is break free

and the love the moment

love the simplicity

i cant seem to find inside

i have everything

so why cant i just sit back and be happy

why must i stress over little things that dont matter?

why does everything feel like an earthquake

and nothing seems alright

why do i feel like everything is a meaningless competition

that i want no part in?

i wanna step with my head up

and believe in myself

i want confidence

and good times

i want happy memories

instead of all this gloom

i really wanna be happy

i dont know how to be the person i wanna be

I can relate.

 

 

 

Sweet poem though.

[xMyOwnMindx]

thanks.

so angsty

mmmmm angst

gotta love it sometimes

[Kay]

thanks.

so angsty

mmmmm angst

gotta love it sometimes

Yep.