xMyOwnMindx Posted July 29, 2007 Report Share Posted July 29, 2007 somehow today i feel alive i guess because i can cause my own change and fix things how i like a bit sure its not perfect but nothing is the small words of the chorus sing out to save me im changed and thats okay theres something about change that angers me maybe its a contol thing i dont care i feel okay with a ting of guilt consuming calories does that to me but ive thought my way through this one id rather be sick like that then any other way all you see is sad thats all i can write there are no happy words in my true form of putting these words together and you say they touch your heart well i can hope and i can see that somethings are better left unsaid and some days are worth dreading more then others theres a freedom in money i see why greed runs the world its terrible but sometimes its so good in a world where ive had no power i can control a small portion of my living all im missing is a great love or just a good boy with a heart to match mine i see that struggle, i do but everyone needs to feel things for themselves so dont tell me im lucky cuz im not to live a life so lonely sometimes inside i just fall my stomach aches im all alone but im okay at the moment but wuts next? i dont wanna read i dont wanna write i dont want to sleep just to wake up and get ready for work the candles lit the lights are up im running out of cigarettes to numb my empty stomach and i see now how much i yern for this disease i dont care if it hurts i wont be completely there i have no power i will mearly try its worked before and i was happy to be that way it was a purpose a thought an obsession what else do i have but me? whos gonna be there for everything? whos gonna be there forever just me only me little tiny me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted July 29, 2007 Report Share Posted July 29, 2007 Glad you are back! You were missed! This is good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted July 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 29, 2007 thanks and thanks now magically get me out of work Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted July 29, 2007 Report Share Posted July 29, 2007 thanks and thanksnow magically get me out of work Unfortunately my magic only works in Florida. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 eh it wasnt so bad. i make an extra 1.50 an hour on sundays Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted July 30, 2007 Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 eh it wasnt so bad.i make an extra 1.50 an hour on sundays That makes it a little more bearable. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 30, 2007 lol yea and i went in AFTEr thw power outage :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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