Kay Posted July 11, 2007 Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 it started off great me you and our dog i was restless so i decided it was time for a jog i waited 10 long minutes and you didn't come home it was 9 o'clock and you still hadn't shown i was scared for you i felt the tears stream down my face now there's a figure in the distance could it be you yes it is as you saw me walking towards you it became clear i missed you we weren't separated for long but when you saw the tears you wrapped me in a hug you said to me "don't worry i'm not leaving you" and now i feel all better [ ok so yeah i know i'm a baby but when my mom doesnt come home when i know she should have i freak i can't help it i love her ] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted July 11, 2007 Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 it started off great me you and our dog i was restless so i decided it was time for a jog i waited 10 long minutes and you didn't come home it was 9 o'clock and you still hadn't shown i was scared for you i felt the tears stream down my face now there's a figure in the distance could it be you yes it is as you saw me walking towards you it became clear i missed you we weren't separated for long but when you saw the tears you wrapped me in a hug you said to me "don't worry i'm not leaving you" and now i feel all better [ ok so yeah i know i'm a baby but when my mom doesnt come home when i know she should have i freak i can't help it i love her ] How great that you have such love for your mother. Life is so short. I know someone who lost her mother 9 days after her 16th birthday. Not the sweet 16 she had hoped for. So cherish your mother, as you have only one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted July 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 it started off great me you and our dog i was restless so i decided it was time for a jog i waited 10 long minutes and you didn't come home it was 9 o'clock and you still hadn't shown i was scared for you i felt the tears stream down my face now there's a figure in the distance could it be you yes it is as you saw me walking towards you it became clear i missed you we weren't separated for long but when you saw the tears you wrapped me in a hug you said to me "don't worry i'm not leaving you" and now i feel all better [ ok so yeah i know i'm a baby but when my mom doesnt come home when i know she should have i freak i can't help it i love her ] How great that you have such love for your mother. Life is so short. I know someone who lost her mother 9 days after her 16th birthday. Not the sweet 16 she had hoped for. So cherish your mother, as you have only one. i do cherish her and always will Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted July 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 Jail no hope no love boundries cages i can't escape what people call love i'm condemed to a life of fake smiles and false friendships no hope no love boundries cages i'm locked up i'm withheld in life never being set free always wanting to go never being able to end it no hope no love boundries cages agony pain misery and hate the way i feel is who i am accept me for me or go if i'm not wanted then neither are you leave no hope no love boundries cages locked up did nothing wrong put away and treated badly no one seems to care it's all fake all unpromising no hope no love boundries cages will the door to this jail open? will the devil inside free me from this h***? or am i stuck in a world of unforgiveness and shame? forever held up. no hope and no love set boundries and locked cages no one can escape. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted July 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 broken shattered murderous savage blood thirsty pain distress angst suffering abandoned desolate vulnerable threatened frightened terrified sensitive weak powerful dissole neglected decaying blank minded Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted July 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 i love to be alone but i hate the feeling i love having someone around but i hate to feel needy feeling dead yet being so alive not knowing where to go not knowing where i am im scared somehow brave i love i hate confusion clarity hope despair Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted July 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 gravestone reads R.I.P here lies the one many loved and trusted Kay 05/14/93 - 07/10/07 giving up not trying im dying im losing im evaporating wasted space letting go leaving it all seal this letter with one last kiss now mail me off to my grave now there is no one to stop me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted July 11, 2007 Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 Lauren is in Colorado with no internet. I am really anxious for her to return and read your wonderful poetry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted July 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 Lauren is in Colorado with no internet. I am really anxious for her to return and read your wonderful poetry. thanks <3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted July 11, 2007 Report Share Posted July 11, 2007 Lauren is in Colorado with no internet. I am really anxious for her to return and read your wonderful poetry. thanks I didn't want you to think she was avoiding posting. It was my understanding she will be gone until the end of the month. May be wrong, but I do know it is for a long time and she does not have access to any internet where she is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kay Posted July 13, 2007 Author Report Share Posted July 13, 2007 Lauren is in Colorado with no internet. I am really anxious for her to return and read your wonderful poetry. thanks <3 I didn't want you to think she was avoiding posting. It was my understanding she will be gone until the end of the month. May be wrong, but I do know it is for a long time and she does not have access to any internet where she is. eh. that stinks Kay<3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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