xMyOwnMindx Posted May 23, 2007 Report Share Posted May 23, 2007 we love this world insightful people the beauty of our diseases many and few blessed and cursed children of this township full of greed and angry youth but we stand here and we need this the fathers of friends and hardships silent lunch tables and endless stress we think one day we'll be okay with magazines to judge us money to destroy us school to slave us in my heart beats with this music the right song can write my soul i am an artist connected with the stories and the trees the things i search my mind with im sick of being told go here and do this im sick of a society where greed powers the world im sick of the separation of worlds and races i wanna live in a world where everyones the same where everyone shares where everyone loves i wanna find an inner peace i wanna find a happy medium i wanna set myself and my loved ones free cant we push for this? cant you help this world out every small step is a step you are one in billions but we together make the billions be the changes you want to see down rise up with hope live each day without regrets without hate without despair learn to love again to teach again to feel again hold every living thing, every gift, every feeling deep in your heart never forget what living is burn brightly and never forget to love its all youre ever gonna need love every human, every animal, everyday and every night. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 23, 2007 Report Share Posted May 23, 2007 we love this worldinsightful people the beauty of our diseases many and few blessed and cursed children of this township full of greed and angry youth but we stand here and we need this the fathers of friends and hardships silent lunch tables and endless stress we think one day we'll be okay with magazines to judge us money to destroy us school to slave us in my heart beats with this music the right song can write my soul i am an artist connected with the stories and the trees the things i search my mind with im sick of being told go here and do this im sick of a society where greed powers the world im sick of the separation of worlds and races i wanna live in a world where everyones the same where everyone shares where everyone loves i wanna find an inner peace i wanna find a happy medium i wanna set myself and my loved ones free cant we push for this? cant you help this world out every small step is a step you are one in billions but we together make the billions be the changes you want to see down rise up with hope live each day without regrets without hate without despair learn to love again to teach again to feel again hold every living thing, every gift, every feeling deep in your heart never forget what living is burn brightly and never forget to love its all youre ever gonna need love every human, every animal, everyday and every night. Outstanding!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 23, 2007 Report Share Posted May 23, 2007 we love this worldinsightful people the beauty of our diseases many and few blessed and cursed children of this township full of greed and angry youth but we stand here and we need this the fathers of friends and hardships silent lunch tables and endless stress we think one day we'll be okay with magazines to judge us money to destroy us school to slave us in my heart beats with this music the right song can write my soul i am an artist connected with the stories and the trees the things i search my mind with im sick of being told go here and do this im sick of a society where greed powers the world im sick of the separation of worlds and races i wanna live in a world where everyones the same where everyone shares where everyone loves i wanna find an inner peace i wanna find a happy medium i wanna set myself and my loved ones free cant we push for this? cant you help this world out every small step is a step you are one in billions but we together make the billions be the changes you want to see down rise up with hope live each day without regrets without hate without despair learn to love again to teach again to feel again hold every living thing, every gift, every feeling deep in your heart never forget what living is burn brightly and never forget to love its all youre ever gonna need love every human, every animal, everyday and every night. Outstanding!!! *raises hand* I second that!!! you really are a fantastic writer. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 23, 2007 thanks guys. im writing a paper on john lennon for school and im trying to convince myself "lauren, youre a good writer, just try a bit" but its almost "that time" which results in even more crazy mood swings lately ive been getting so bad im surprised i even get up, if i didnt get yelled at for trying to stay home i would every single day i feel so terrible lately i can sleep or cry at the drop of a hat i thought getting a job would put my feet on the ground a little bit but how am i gonna work? i cant even breathe 1/2 the time im gonna need to think and fake smiles all the time everything feels so broken and when my friends tell me their issues i feel so guilty.. lucy is off her anti-psychotics pills, fiending for coke and has parents that dont know wut to do and do the wrong things. tonya's mom is taking all the money shes making at her job to pay bills b/c she doesnt have her own job. shes also not taking any money from tonya's twin sister, who makes the same ammount. mona's home life is a wreak. shes moving soon. her dad and her got in a fist fight last night brian's friends are selling coke again and me.. im a selfindulgent selfish little child who cries b/c shes weak is lazy and leans on the world. i hurt so much Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 23, 2007 lol sorry i said that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 23, 2007 Report Share Posted May 23, 2007 i hurt so much I am so sorry to hear that you hurt. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 24, 2007 Report Share Posted May 24, 2007 *hugs Lauren* We love you. You don't have to feel bad about leaning on good friends like Horatio and me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 24, 2007 Report Share Posted May 24, 2007 *hugs Lauren*We love you. You don't have to feel bad about leaning on good friends like Horatio and me. Topazia, I appreciate you expressing my thoughts. Thank you so very much. Lauren, we will always be here for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 24, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 24, 2007 thanks but it doesnt help me alot im still in pain i just wanna feel okay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 24, 2007 Report Share Posted May 24, 2007 thanks but it doesnt help me alotim still in pain i just wanna feel okay I know. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 25, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 25, 2007 wut could make me feel better? hmm lets me friends music my phone so i could talk to people i have none of these things they took everything and its all my fault i really did deserve it and i made myself pay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 25, 2007 Report Share Posted May 25, 2007 wut could make me feel better?hmm lets me friends music my phone so i could talk to people i have none of these things they took everything and its all my fault i really did deserve it and i made myself pay I'm glad they didn't take away your computer. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 25, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 25, 2007 wut could make me feel better?hmm lets me friends music my phone so i could talk to people i have none of these things they took everything and its all my fault i really did deserve it and i made myself pay I'm glad they didn't take away your computer. im sure the internet will be gne by the time i get home today :[ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 25, 2007 Report Share Posted May 25, 2007 wut could make me feel better?hmm lets me friends music my phone so i could talk to people i have none of these things they took everything and its all my fault i really did deserve it and i made myself pay I'm glad they didn't take away your computer. im sure the internet will be gne by the time i get home today :[ I hope not. Can you get on at the library? What all happened??? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 26, 2007 Report Share Posted May 26, 2007 we love you lauren. I'm sad you're hurting. I hope you get your phone back soon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 26, 2007 Report Share Posted May 26, 2007 we love you lauren.I'm sad you're hurting. I hope you get your phone back soon. I hope she doesn't lose her computer and internet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 27, 2007 Report Share Posted May 27, 2007 we love you lauren.I'm sad you're hurting. I hope you get your phone back soon. I hope she doesn't lose her computer and internet. ditto that, horatio. ditto that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 28, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 28, 2007 its back. internet that is. not anything else. friday night was okay my parents are nice sometimes when im grounded they took me out to eat and we saw POTC3 good stuff then it all fell apart took my phone stereo internet and freedom ive had too much family and sims in the past 2 days and i know to you its stupid but ive been flipping out without a cigarette my uncle smokes reds, my favorite so today was really bad cuz i had to sit near that and not have one i havnt had one since thursday at like 3 pm. it stinks but everythings alright now cuz ill get thru it tomorrow ill cut the lawn and get money then i can feel sane and clean my room and do my homework ( i have alot since i stopped doing anything in class) ugh. depression stinks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 28, 2007 Report Share Posted May 28, 2007 its back.internet that is. not anything else. friday night was okay my parents are nice sometimes when im grounded they took me out to eat and we saw POTC3 good stuff then it all fell apart took my phone stereo internet and freedom ive had too much family and sims in the past 2 days and i know to you its stupid but ive been flipping out without a cigarette my uncle smokes reds, my favorite so today was really bad cuz i had to sit near that and not have one i havnt had one since thursday at like 3 pm. it stinks but everythings alright now cuz ill get thru it tomorrow ill cut the lawn and get money then i can feel sane and clean my room and do my homework ( i have alot since i stopped doing anything in class) ugh. depression stinks. I am glad you are back. I was worried. Unfortunately, you are addicted to cigarettes. I really wish this time you would never pick another one up. The diseases that accompany cigarette smoking are absolutely heartbreaking. I know someone who, 9 days after her 16th birthday, lost her mother due to cancer from smoking cigarettes. Besides, what guy is going to want to kiss you when you smell and taste like an overfilled ashtray. Enough of my rant. Did you like POTC3? Would you recommend seeing it? If you want more money, I have lots of lawn work around my cage. I pay well!!!! Check out my Horatio Club topic in HampsterDance Talk and let me know what you think of my new purchase. You might have to go back a few posts to find a picture of what I bought. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 29, 2007 its back.internet that is. not anything else. friday night was okay my parents are nice sometimes when im grounded they took me out to eat and we saw POTC3 good stuff then it all fell apart took my phone stereo internet and freedom ive had too much family and sims in the past 2 days and i know to you its stupid but ive been flipping out without a cigarette my uncle smokes reds, my favorite so today was really bad cuz i had to sit near that and not have one i havnt had one since thursday at like 3 pm. it stinks but everythings alright now cuz ill get thru it tomorrow ill cut the lawn and get money then i can feel sane and clean my room and do my homework ( i have alot since i stopped doing anything in class) ugh. depression stinks. I am glad you are back. I was worried. Unfortunately, you are addicted to cigarettes. I really wish this time you would never pick another one up. The diseases that accompany cigarette smoking are absolutely heartbreaking. I know someone who, 9 days after her 16th birthday, lost her mother due to cancer from smoking cigarettes. Besides, what guy is going to want to kiss you when you smell and taste like an overfilled ashtray. Enough of my rant. Did you like POTC3? Would you recommend seeing it? If you want more money, I have lots of lawn work around my cage. I pay well!!!! Check out my Horatio Club topic in HampsterDance Talk and let me know what you think of my new purchase. You might have to go back a few posts to find a picture of what I bought. eh. id rather it be ciggs then something else. id never date a guy who didnt smoke too or completely accept it. that goes for weed too. ill never make that mistake again it was awesome. go see it. dont you WANT to? sweet. money. :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 29, 2007 Report Share Posted May 29, 2007 its back.internet that is. not anything else. friday night was okay my parents are nice sometimes when im grounded they took me out to eat and we saw POTC3 good stuff then it all fell apart took my phone stereo internet and freedom ive had too much family and sims in the past 2 days and i know to you its stupid but ive been flipping out without a cigarette my uncle smokes reds, my favorite so today was really bad cuz i had to sit near that and not have one i havnt had one since thursday at like 3 pm. it stinks but everythings alright now cuz ill get thru it tomorrow ill cut the lawn and get money then i can feel sane and clean my room and do my homework ( i have alot since i stopped doing anything in class) ugh. depression stinks. I am glad you are back. I was worried. Unfortunately, you are addicted to cigarettes. I really wish this time you would never pick another one up. The diseases that accompany cigarette smoking are absolutely heartbreaking. I know someone who, 9 days after her 16th birthday, lost her mother due to cancer from smoking cigarettes. Besides, what guy is going to want to kiss you when you smell and taste like an overfilled ashtray. Enough of my rant. Did you like POTC3? Would you recommend seeing it? If you want more money, I have lots of lawn work around my cage. I pay well!!!! Check out my Horatio Club topic in HampsterDance Talk and let me know what you think of my new purchase. You might have to go back a few posts to find a picture of what I bought. eh. id rather it be ciggs then something else. id never date a guy who didnt smoke too or completely accept it. that goes for weed too. ill never make that mistake again it was awesome. go see it. dont you WANT to? sweet. money. :] I want to see POTC3, it is number one on my list. I'm sorry you place cigarettes and drugs so high on your list. Well... what do you think of my purchase???? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 29, 2007 Report Share Posted May 29, 2007 I saw pirates, it was awesome! see it, I recommend it highly! you will laugh. The monkey is awesome. Actually, Lauren, if you must choose a drug, vintage marajuana is the least harmful. Unfortunately, it's both obsolete and illegal anyway *sigh* and I can't condone lawbreaking. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 29, 2007 Report Share Posted May 29, 2007 I saw pirates, it was awesome!see it, I recommend it highly! you will laugh. The monkey is awesome. Actually, Lauren, if you must choose a drug, vintage marajuana is the least harmful. Unfortunately, it's both obsolete and illegal anyway *sigh* and I can't condone lawbreaking. Vintage would be the key. From watching Tim Russert, the news is that the new stuff is stronger, more potent and destroys more brain cells than the vintage stuff. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 30, 2007 air is my main drug. im pretty much not a pothead anymore anyway so quit your bellyaching lol wut other drug would i do regularly? yeah. none. lol i want everything in moderation drinking,pot,e,shrooms, coke and acid. some more then others, OBVIOUSLY coke is not that i dont love it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted June 5, 2007 Report Share Posted June 5, 2007 air is my main drug.im pretty much not a pothead anymore anyway so quit your bellyaching lol wut other drug would i do regularly? yeah. none. lol i want everything in moderation drinking,pot,e,shrooms, coke and acid. some more then others, OBVIOUSLY coke is not that i dont love it um. ok? I want....Tom! and not in moderation. we live too far away! WAY too far away. but he's moving up here soon! pot, e, shrooms, it doesn't matter WHAT drug, the fact is, the safest drug you'll come across is probably vintage pot. If it wasn't illegal, I'd tolerate its use...but like I can not tolerate it? I can't do anything to stop drug abuse. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted June 6, 2007 Report Share Posted June 6, 2007 air is my main drug.im pretty much not a pothead anymore anyway so quit your bellyaching lol wut other drug would i do regularly? yeah. none. lol i want everything in moderation drinking,pot,e,shrooms, coke and acid. some more then others, OBVIOUSLY coke is not that i dont love it um. ok? I want....Tom! and not in moderation. we live too far away! WAY too far away. but he's moving up here soon! pot, e, shrooms, it doesn't matter WHAT drug, the fact is, the safest drug you'll come across is probably vintage pot. If it wasn't illegal, I'd tolerate its use...but like I can not tolerate it? I can't do anything to stop drug abuse. <_> You can do something to stop drug abuse, not use it yourself. That is the first step. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted June 6, 2007 Report Share Posted June 6, 2007 air is my main drug.im pretty much not a pothead anymore anyway so quit your bellyaching lol wut other drug would i do regularly? yeah. none. lol i want everything in moderation drinking,pot,e,shrooms, coke and acid. some more then others, OBVIOUSLY coke is not that i dont love it um. ok? I want....Tom! and not in moderation. we live too far away! WAY too far away. but he's moving up here soon! pot, e, shrooms, it doesn't matter WHAT drug, the fact is, the safest drug you'll come across is probably vintage pot. If it wasn't illegal, I'd tolerate its use...but like I can not tolerate it? I can't do anything to stop drug abuse. You can do something to stop drug abuse, not use it yourself. That is the first step. what good will that do? I mean, it's a given, but not many of my friends will listen. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted June 7, 2007 Author Report Share Posted June 7, 2007 so much for my 2 cents. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted June 8, 2007 Report Share Posted June 8, 2007 so much for my 2 cents. muh? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted June 9, 2007 Author Report Share Posted June 9, 2007 my stuff got deleted or somthing Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted June 10, 2007 Report Share Posted June 10, 2007 my stuff got deleted or somthing oh Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted June 10, 2007 Author Report Share Posted June 10, 2007 ypu wutevsssssssssss Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted June 17, 2007 Author Report Share Posted June 17, 2007 im such a funny little girl sick but how can i complain with a life so easy so easy so dance with me and lie to me we'll crawl in bed so i can forget my head ill blow this off again broke and sad wishing for a buck i dont need help maybe just a little hand to pick me up a couple dollars some music a great lying boy like him we both get so lonely wish i were there you said well me too lost last night found in the light horoscope of hope and he i am again bumming around to get away to smoke some. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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