xMyOwnMindx Posted May 8, 2007 Report Share Posted May 8, 2007 i feel like i have alot of time today its 6:36 and i feel alright my day was average i woke up late. arugued with my mom a little. got to school and smoked a cigarette. 1st period- lab day. substitute that knows my family a bit. 3rd period- i find a ballon on my desk when i walk in, i immediately wipe it off and blow it up. my spanish teacher,vr vera, has this funny penguinphobia. so christina,this girl that sits next to me, shes nice and shes pretty smart. pretty too, shes going places, takes out a sharpie and draws a penguin on it. and draws a penguin and writes"penguina-vera" on it. it sat in the corner, next to me, for quite some time. i cant remember what we did,i never do, mostly because i dont do the work he assigns to us, and because i never remember school. he doesnt even mind that a few of us dont do them. cuz its own grade to earn and if we loose points, its not their issue. im not saying he doesnt push us like a good teacher but yeah, its just more real. like when you grow up, theres gonna be less and less people that have your back. people die, move away. you are your own person. you have to learn to stand on your two feet. even when its hard, its up to us to push ourselves. anyway, 4/5- was pretty content, stayed up as much of the period as i could. eventually passed out of my arm again. haha. i had a dream but i cant remember it. 6- english is always pretty good for me. we did worksheets on the lord of the flies. mr. g is pretty cool. 7- lunch. smoked a boge in the bathroom. drank a propel. 8- blurs with 8th. theyre technically the same period because in my school we have split periods. 4/5/6/7/8 with classes between. it seems to work. we have like 2500 people in our school. 9-went outside to take pictures. weirdo kid was stcuk with me and kevin 10-i wrote paragraphs about the civil war for a project. its not that bad though, the atmosphere in that room is amazing. i had toturing after school. math quiz tomorrow. if i get a 80 or up shes buying me crayons. haha.its sorta a long story not worth remembering. naturally i walked to jesse's afterwards, thats where everyone is. that or the bridge. haha stupid ###town. tim picked up me mona anthony and Aj and we picked up at annvan and went to anthony's. just got home. put up my hair. decided today is good. washed my face and started to type. im glad i have a good book to read. and music to download. now if only i had a friend. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 8, 2007 Report Share Posted May 8, 2007 now if only i had a friend. *wishes I were Lauren's friend* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 9, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 9, 2007 now if only i had a friend. *wishes I were Lauren's friend* i meant with me at the time Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 9, 2007 Report Share Posted May 9, 2007 now if only i had a friend. *wishes I were Lauren's friend* i meant with me at the time That's what I meant. With you at the time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 10, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 10, 2007 now if only i had a friend. *wishes I were Lauren's friend* i meant with me at the time That's what I meant. With you at the time. sometimes i wish i was alone more. even though i feel alone alot i just wish i had more time to read and more time to exercise but when im home, i hate it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 10, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 10, 2007 part 2 i wont tell. i just wont what its really about i wanna scream when i see them together because ive always wanted him as mine but never had the courage or the looks the time what do i have but time? i need to wake up but its hard when im crawling back into holes what will set me free i want to be free free freedom purity i know what i want but i dont like the journey there i cant stand a face i see friends are such a small gesture im weak weak in heart soul spirit and mind build me up buttttttercuppppppppppppp and take my hand, hard let me know im what you need and ill have sweet kisses for every part of your body hold me tonight and ill let you go places that only one boys been dance with me and show me life show me how to live. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 12, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 12, 2007 its weird to come back and see my moods my drugs my passing mind thoughts and ill always come back im not sure why i wish this was instant. im really bored. and sleep isnt gonna coem for a while i feel like cleaning but its so hottt Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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