xMyOwnMindx Posted February 16, 2007 Report Share Posted February 16, 2007 made me cry it makes me grateful to be able to wake up free of terror. in a bed i call my own. it makes me want to pay for every mistake ive made it shows me how cruel the world can be and how misguided and cold hearted my fellow human beings can be it makes me upset that lives are lost due to hate i cant understand it it makes no sense to me how hate can make people monsters killing ruthlessly in the streets how hate can make you take lives how hate can make you a killer each soul taken was a person with a life and family every woman raped felt like they were dead theyre lives taken from them and every pile of bodies will motivate me to change the world i live in so that justice can be brought to everyone so no one has to feel that way so people can stop killing each other without thinking twice inflicting pain and suffering to groups of innocent people that just want to live and its happening now and i feel so helpless id give my soul never to feel that way i cant even imagine but as the tears run down my face it just hurts me to know i dont want to feel this way its times like these i wish i could turn my emotions off crying isnt helping them but i cant help it i dont understand i cant understand at all. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted February 16, 2007 Report Share Posted February 16, 2007 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
social_outcast Posted February 18, 2007 Report Share Posted February 18, 2007 I second that, Topazia. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted February 18, 2007 Author Report Share Posted February 18, 2007 thats not good enough. use words to describe words that smily could be taken like a billion ways. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
social_outcast Posted February 19, 2007 Report Share Posted February 19, 2007 thats not good enough.use words to describe words that smily could be taken like a billion ways. Oh, sorry. I'm shocked and sad from your poetry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted February 19, 2007 Report Share Posted February 19, 2007 thats not good enough.use words to describe words that smily could be taken like a billion ways. words cannot express what doesn't come out in words. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted February 25, 2007 Author Report Share Posted February 25, 2007 thanks. have you ever seen sometimes in april? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted March 9, 2007 Report Share Posted March 9, 2007 no...I actually haven't, unfortunately. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted March 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted March 29, 2007 lol im a loser. watch it.tis good stuf Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted March 29, 2007 Report Share Posted March 29, 2007 lol im a loser. watch it.tis good stuf *gets tired of everybody thinking they are losers* NO, NO, NO, NO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU ARE NOT A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patchwork Posted March 29, 2007 Report Share Posted March 29, 2007 lol im a loser. watch it.tis good stuf *gets tired of everybody thinking they are losers* NO, NO, NO, NO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU ARE NOT A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *agrees* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 21, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 21, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly. chilllllllllllllllllll Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 21, 2007 Report Share Posted April 21, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 23, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 23, 2007 Report Share Posted April 23, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 23, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 24, 2007 Report Share Posted April 24, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted April 24, 2007 Report Share Posted April 24, 2007 lol im a loser. watch it.tis good stuf *gets tired of everybody thinking they are losers* NO, NO, NO, NO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU ARE NOT A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* This is not a good time to tell Horatio I'm a loser because I think Joey Ramone is hot. XD *~*The Psyu=chedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 24, 2007 Report Share Posted April 24, 2007 lol im a loser. watch it.tis good stuf *gets tired of everybody thinking they are losers* NO, NO, NO, NO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU ARE NOT A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* This is not a good time to tell Horatio I'm a loser because I think Joey Ramone is hot. XD *~*The Psyu=chedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Because you think that someone looks really hot in a pic, is okay, but there is no reason you should think you are a loser because you think this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted April 24, 2007 Report Share Posted April 24, 2007 lol im a loser. watch it.tis good stuf *gets tired of everybody thinking they are losers* NO, NO, NO, NO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU ARE NOT A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* This is not a good time to tell Horatio I'm a loser because I think Joey Ramone is hot. XD *~*The Psyu=chedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Because you think that someone looks really hot in a pic, is okay, but there is no reason you should think you are a loser because you think this. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* You realise that he's kind of dead? Yes, you know that. Joey is hot. We're getting married. Tim Burton is gonna make a movie about it. *~8The Psychedelic Luau*~*The astronomy Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 25, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 26, 2007 Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 26, 2007 Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 26, 2007 Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 26, 2007 Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word You are not alone. Many people are timid and keep quiet when, if they opened up, they might find what they are looking for. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word You are not alone. Many people are timid and keep quiet when, if they opened up, they might find what they are looking for. tomorrow im going straight to brendell. to tell her i quit group and i want therapy and when she asks why ill hand her a piece of paper i started in math yesterday and finished just now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 26, 2007 Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word You are not alone. Many people are timid and keep quiet when, if they opened up, they might find what they are looking for. tomorrow im going straight to brendell. to tell her i quit group and i want therapy and when she asks why ill hand her a piece of paper i started in math yesterday and finished just now Do you think you should find a therapist you like before you quit? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 26, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word You are not alone. Many people are timid and keep quiet when, if they opened up, they might find what they are looking for. tomorrow im going straight to brendell. to tell her i quit group and i want therapy and when she asks why ill hand her a piece of paper i started in math yesterday and finished just now Do you think you should find a therapist you like before you quit? no. ive wanted to quit for over a year now. the only input ive EVER put into group is backing up that kids do drugs and that revenge is sweet the kids in my group arent like me i dont like them i dont like being there and it doesnt help me at all honesty, im in it for the missing class aspect. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 26, 2007 Report Share Posted April 26, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word You are not alone. Many people are timid and keep quiet when, if they opened up, they might find what they are looking for. tomorrow im going straight to brendell. to tell her i quit group and i want therapy and when she asks why ill hand her a piece of paper i started in math yesterday and finished just now Do you think you should find a therapist you like before you quit? no. ive wanted to quit for over a year now. the only input ive EVER put into group is backing up that kids do drugs and that revenge is sweet the kids in my group arent like me i dont like them i dont like being there and it doesnt help me at all honesty, im in it for the missing class aspect. Then quitting is the thing to do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 27, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 27, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word You are not alone. Many people are timid and keep quiet when, if they opened up, they might find what they are looking for. tomorrow im going straight to brendell. to tell her i quit group and i want therapy and when she asks why ill hand her a piece of paper i started in math yesterday and finished just now Do you think you should find a therapist you like before you quit? no. ive wanted to quit for over a year now. the only input ive EVER put into group is backing up that kids do drugs and that revenge is sweet the kids in my group arent like me i dont like them i dont like being there and it doesnt help me at all honesty, im in it for the missing class aspect. Then quitting is the thing to do. im going to but im not getting help i can ride this out i need to get stronger sitting in some room pouring my thoughts out to hear what i can hear from my friends is pointless my life is so easy i laughed about it today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 27, 2007 Report Share Posted April 27, 2007 you guys act as if i mean it so badly.chilllllllllllllllllll Well then, come around more often!!! We miss you! How was Cow's birthday? Tell her we send our happy hammie birthday wishes. maybe i shall. i totally forgot about it. i miss her. i think shes mad at me though. Send her an belated birthday card, she will like that you thought of her. i went on myspace, can i say that?, and commented her I'm glad you did that. Hopefully she will thank you. hopefully she doesnt think im dirt. You could always apologize for whatever it was that came between you both. no i cant. and i dont believe i did anything wrong its a conflict of morals. im sorry it made her feel that way she wasnt honest with me though i thought all was good never meant to hurt her feelings.. You could always say you never meant to hurt her feelings. But... sometimes, lives change and your friendship changes so much, you think you can't go back. It takes two, she has to want to work it out as much as you do. were friends b/c our moms are i dont see her that often were not that close and im sure all will blow over by like.. the summer when i see her again If you want it to blow over, then I am sure it will. i just am something that doesnt really fit in her life but if i could only show people im still me im still lauren under all my choices and all my mental illness theyd understand but im just so timid i never say a word You are not alone. Many people are timid and keep quiet when, if they opened up, they might find what they are looking for. tomorrow im going straight to brendell. to tell her i quit group and i want therapy and when she asks why ill hand her a piece of paper i started in math yesterday and finished just now Do you think you should find a therapist you like before you quit? no. ive wanted to quit for over a year now. the only input ive EVER put into group is backing up that kids do drugs and that revenge is sweet the kids in my group arent like me i dont like them i dont like being there and it doesnt help me at all honesty, im in it for the missing class aspect. Then quitting is the thing to do. im going to but im not getting help i can ride this out i need to get stronger sitting in some room pouring my thoughts out to hear what i can hear from my friends is pointless my life is so easy i laughed about it today Okay. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 28, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 28, 2007 im a liar i went to guidence today with mona i started crying last night. woke up. got ready. went to the busstop,crying, just to find out i had a 2 hour delay. i got home. cried more. was on off crying from 7am to like noon. i went cuz i didnt wanna take a test and cuz i felt like dying mona talked mostly i sat and wrote i talked a little Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted April 28, 2007 Report Share Posted April 28, 2007 im a liari went to guidence today with mona i started crying last night. woke up. got ready. went to the busstop,crying, just to find out i had a 2 hour delay. i got home. cried more. was on off crying from 7am to like noon. i went cuz i didnt wanna take a test and cuz i felt like dying mona talked mostly i sat and wrote i talked a little *feels really bad that you are so sad you cry* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted April 28, 2007 Author Report Share Posted April 28, 2007 im a liari went to guidence today with mona i started crying last night. woke up. got ready. went to the busstop,crying, just to find out i had a 2 hour delay. i got home. cried more. was on off crying from 7am to like noon. i went cuz i didnt wanna take a test and cuz i felt like dying mona talked mostly i sat and wrote i talked a little *feels really bad that you are so sad you cry* i just wanted to kill myself. for hours. but i had to carry out with my life. the two dont mix. it was hard. and then my parents gave me alot bull after school and now im on HD on a friday night cuz monas boyfriend basically ditched us and shes out having a cigg on my phone with him and i cant go have a cigg. so im pretty mad. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted April 30, 2007 Report Share Posted April 30, 2007 im a liari went to guidence today with mona i started crying last night. woke up. got ready. went to the busstop,crying, just to find out i had a 2 hour delay. i got home. cried more. was on off crying from 7am to like noon. i went cuz i didnt wanna take a test and cuz i felt like dying mona talked mostly i sat and wrote i talked a little *feels really bad that you are so sad you cry* i just wanted to kill myself. for hours. but i had to carry out with my life. the two dont mix. it was hard. and then my parents gave me alot bull after school and now im on HD on a friday night cuz monas boyfriend basically ditched us and shes out having a cigg on my phone with him and i cant go have a cigg. so im pretty mad. It'll get better just have a little hope. and know that several of us here are praying for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 2, 2007 Author Report Share Posted May 2, 2007 im a liari went to guidence today with mona i started crying last night. woke up. got ready. went to the busstop,crying, just to find out i had a 2 hour delay. i got home. cried more. was on off crying from 7am to like noon. i went cuz i didnt wanna take a test and cuz i felt like dying mona talked mostly i sat and wrote i talked a little *feels really bad that you are so sad you cry* i just wanted to kill myself. for hours. but i had to carry out with my life. the two dont mix. it was hard. and then my parents gave me alot bull after school and now im on HD on a friday night cuz monas boyfriend basically ditched us and shes out having a cigg on my phone with him and i cant go have a cigg. so im pretty mad. It'll get better just have a little hope. and know that several of us here are praying for you. thanks but im sure you have better things to do Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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