xMyOwnMindx Posted February 8, 2007 Report Share Posted February 8, 2007 here's to skinny with the fresh taste of vomit in my mouth trying to set things right i cant feel okay like this i know shes in me somewhere somehow begging to come out she wants to make me beautiful, make me sick i long for my rib cage to show in the place of where cleavage should be and my spine to show so delicately though the skin on my back i loathe every pound every fabby mass hanging over jeans i dread me i cant peak naked for fear of tears i might have to go to extremes is it worth it? we both breathe "yes" heres to being diseased like im not here to bitter winters of 8 degree jogs with all my friends getting drunk and screaming "were fat!" heres to memories of a larger girl shattered. this is a promise i need this theres no more messin around i need to feel alive free i need to feel consumed i need somthing anything i need skinny or for every day that i am not, ill shead tears in the end Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted February 8, 2007 Report Share Posted February 8, 2007 I am sorry you are in such pain and dislike yourself so very much. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patchwork Posted February 8, 2007 Report Share Posted February 8, 2007 Ditto to Horatio's comment..I wish there was more to do than "I'm sorry you're hurting" =\ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted February 11, 2007 Author Report Share Posted February 11, 2007 just give me support and ill change that. everything will be good. it all starts with getting a job and moving that treadmill. yeah. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted February 12, 2007 Report Share Posted February 12, 2007 just give me support and ill change that. everything will be good.it all starts with getting a job and moving that treadmill. yeah. I would love to start the support group for you. What kind of job do you have in mind? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted February 12, 2007 Author Report Share Posted February 12, 2007 kmart. lame. wutever. im tired of selling things and lying for money. my exboyfriend(not rob) told me i was a good writer way back when.. weird huh? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted February 16, 2007 Report Share Posted February 16, 2007 kmart.lame. wutever. im tired of selling things and lying for money. my exboyfriend(not rob) told me i was a good writer way back when.. weird huh? no, not really...it's true. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
social_outcast Posted February 18, 2007 Report Share Posted February 18, 2007 I know how you feel. I just don't get drunk. Or vomit... But I do wish to loose an extra 10/20 pounds. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted February 18, 2007 Author Report Share Posted February 18, 2007 I know how you feel. I just don't get drunk. Or vomit... But I do wish to loose an extra 10/20 pounds. i dont usually throw up but i would if i didnt hate it so deeply. 10..20..30..40.. just about any weight lost is good. no, not really...it's true. thanks. more are coming. possibly alot more.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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