five cents.

[xMyOwnMindx]

take a beating

take some words

the hurt the pain

the smiles

 

and all the rest is written in song

isnt it?

im sure ive heard it all before

slightly disfigured depending on the lifestyle

but composed just the same

just the same

 

and who i am?

to talk and teach

to tell

right and wrong are opinions

and thats all i know i think

the stress is bothering me

the hate overpowering

everyday i breathe and sit and doodle

and dream of a world where my actions

made the slightest difference

and i get nine hours of sleep each night

i cry

i laugh

i breathe

i exhale.

 

i cough and boom,

the world comes spinning back

and the hunger overpowers me

i binge

and guilt trip

and binge again.

 

my habbits are a deathwish

i walk among the lifeless

we float above the earth

ive never felt that cloud you hold so close to your heart

ive never felt it completely.

[Horatio]

This is another example of the terrific talent you have. Thank you for writing.

[xMyOwnMindx]

thanks. i used to write alot more. but i think i wrote alot worse. isnt that weird?

[Horatio]

thanks. i used to write alot more. but i think i wrote alot worse. isnt that weird?

I think you are far too critical of yourself regarding your past work.

Your poems are getting better and better and as you said, fewer.

[xMyOwnMindx]

thanks. i used to write alot more. but i think i wrote alot worse. isnt that weird?

I think you are far too critical of yourself regarding your past work.

Your poems are getting better and better and as you said, fewer.

yeah. idk how not to be critical.