xMyOwnMindx Posted December 16, 2006 Report Share Posted December 16, 2006 well its mixed feelings isnt it always life is such a weird swirl of highs and lows betrayals and best friends lying to live looking for love i cant consume it pretend that it doesnt run me the thoughts the things we deal with and i guess i just think too much break it down further then i should and the same things ill cry about one day will make me crack up the next my life isnt average ive ditched "nice" activities for things i shouldnt do but i love it and i cant see me any other way my family is dysfunctional theres been better, theres been worse and sometimes its hard not to cry about it, sometimes its hard not to joke in the end im accepting things one piece at a time i need to let go, live, move on, cry, hurt and breathe it all away im so sick of being caught up i need somthing to make me rise above it all i AM that somthing nothing else can make me live fully i cant take pills that can do that i cant talk my way out of it i cant be sent anywhere that can help me 1/2 as much as i can help myself and ive come to terms with that. and basically all things in my life and if i can remember these words next time im yelling, or crying or wasting time i can be a better person. maybe i dont know what im doing or who im hurting or how im changing things but i know if i think about it, i can do anything. and thats power beyond anything else. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 17, 2006 Report Share Posted December 17, 2006 Really, really great Lauren! Really, really GREAT! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 17, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 17, 2006 thank you. :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patchwork Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 very kool you are a great writer. you're getting better, too! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 23, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 23, 2006 thanx. it all depends on the day i guess Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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