never say never.

[xMyOwnMindx]

i wanna do everything

i wanna fly and see the world

i feel so happy when im floating

like anything is possible

and ive got a little hope

to carry on my days

and not drop out of school

like the years to come are golden

and im sitting with a remote

choosing all my decides

with the click on a button

and its careless and its stupid

but im loving every second

all the punishment i recieve

are my own

and one day ill pick it up and leave it

and move on to better lives

and days less wasted with the long lost feelings of youth

but we'll sit around these years and

pretend that we dont love the drama

lies and secrets that fill our days on end

and ill laugh and say i miss it all

the careless thoughts of mear childhood

and sharing all the memories

and tv shows we watched

naive and joyful

i didnt care a thing i was wasteful

and a mess

i loved it then

like i love it now

something liberating in it all

and i swear sometimes i feel like crashing

into pillowcases with feathers

and i got a rush of heat

from standing outside in the snow

and im all wrapped up and hidden

from the pain and the shadows

broke memories and sadder times

times of death and hoping

wishing for such an evil trigger

to send me away forever

and i visit but i dare stay at such an awful place

i am past that

i am happy

and i just love feeling like ive left that state forever

cuz i dont love it anymore

and i dont let things get me

like they used to

used to be upset about it all

ive embraced it

held it in

and bled it out

and im okay saying that its over

ive moved passed

 

so i sit in my cloud of beauty

nothing matters

i can fly

and we can smile

and sing "the only living boy in new york"

and stay in the dark

and sing as loud as we can

as we eat candy laying face up on the futon in sunny's house

i feel happy

spreading this around

the feeling

its amazing

and i sinserly wish that everyone could feel the true peace

i hold inside my heart

 

so pure of this

but tainted by the shy

the angry

but its pure sometimes

its there

and i cant make you understand

but im begging the world to try

for your peace, freedom and family

im begging us to try.

 

 

"you know what they should do in iraq?"

-what

"replace all the guns with bl___s" -christine

 

X3

[Horatio]

Interesting.

[xMyOwnMindx]

this 'poem' or wutever

was a mixed production

of having a party at my friend sunny's

in the dark with a bunch of people

and smoking

and thinking back

and being happy

and reading LE's topic

and being tired.

 

 

i like it. its tru.