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i can still feel your hands around my arms

as i cry on the bathroom floor

when will we move past this?

when will we be okay?

every fight i end up hoping to die

alone in my room

without a soul to hear me

and im scared of myself

ive been to this place too many times

ive been in this chair

holding this razor

i dont dare cut

i wont be sent away

im not crazy

im just hurt

i feel like im bleeding inside

im suffering

 

everyday seems okay

every night im crying again

outside you seem so nice

no one hears you scream this way but me

and all the physical pain

is nothing at all

to the pain in my heart

 

i stare into your eyes filled with rage

as you scream and scream

and make me feel like nothing

what can i do?

im trying

im trying to be better

im TRYING to be perfect

but its never enough

ive never been enough for you

and even when i call it out

you deny it

and make me feel like dirt again

comparing me

and calling me a selfish brat

why didnt you abort me?

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I cannot find the words to express my sentiments.

A very powerful poem.

thank you.

 

i wish poems could buy me sleep *yawn*

mornings :[[

That would be nice.

*hands Lauren a cup of coffee*

thanx but i dont like coffee, tea for me :]

No problem... changes it to tea!

*hands Lauren a cup of tea*

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I cannot find the words to express my sentiments.

A very powerful poem.

thank you.

 

i wish poems could buy me sleep *yawn*

mornings :[[

That would be nice.

*hands Lauren a cup of coffee*

thanx but i dont like coffee, tea for me :]

No problem... changes it to tea!

*hands Lauren a cup of tea*

 

yay tea!

<3

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