xMyOwnMindx Posted November 27, 2006 Report Share Posted November 27, 2006 today i fell deep down inside i searched for the core of my insanity and my rampage held inside i cried till i heaved up my guts i ran and i screamed at you i hurt myself again wut would it feel like to die to run the razor too deep no, no, everything is fine talking to noone outloud she isnt thinking the same way held inside nothing to say to anyone pick myself back up for a new day a better life to be happy to be skinny to be high to not be alone and held all alone id give this all up for my friendship back scars made for assumsions by a fool alone in the heart held inside i felt like i had a seiure someone help me i cried for help i wispered it i screamed it i was alone and nows its gone gone back inside behind my burnt out eyes and my mind that begs for everything to change ill watch that number drop i beg for forgiveness i beg to be okay im changed. i cant go back to the way things were simply because i cant remember the way they were. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 28, 2006 Report Share Posted November 28, 2006 These last two poems have given me cause to think deeply. Thank you for writing them. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 28, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 28, 2006 These last two poems have given me cause to think deeply. Thank you for writing them. thanks. im going thru alot. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 28, 2006 Report Share Posted November 28, 2006 These last two poems have given me cause to think deeply. Thank you for writing them. thanks. im going thru alot. It sounds like it. I'm sorry to hear this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 1, 2006 These last two poems have given me cause to think deeply. Thank you for writing them. thanks. im going thru alot. It sounds like it. I'm sorry to hear this. eh, its alright. im getting back on track. im in line with my horoscope. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 1, 2006 Report Share Posted December 1, 2006 These last two poems have given me cause to think deeply. Thank you for writing them. thanks. im going thru alot. It sounds like it. I'm sorry to hear this. eh, its alright. im getting back on track. im in line with my horoscope. That's good news. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 2, 2006 indeedums it is. life is wonderful at the moment. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 2, 2006 Report Share Posted December 2, 2006 indeedums it is.life is wonderful at the moment. This is fantastic!!! I do hope the up sides out weigh the down sides. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 indeedums it is. life is wonderful at the moment. This is fantastic!!! I do hope the up sides out weigh the down sides. eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 3, 2006 Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 indeedums it is. life is wonderful at the moment. This is fantastic!!! I do hope the up sides out weigh the down sides. eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 3, 2006 Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 4, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 4, 2006 Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 4, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 6, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 6, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 6, 2006 Report Share Posted December 6, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Oh no!!! You didn't do that did you????? Let me ask you to please don't get physical. Did you know that if you hit your brother's nose the wrong way, you could kill him. Seriously!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 7, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Oh no!!! You didn't do that did you????? Let me ask you to please don't get physical. Did you know that if you hit your brother's nose the wrong way, you could kill him. Seriously!!! lol. like id hit my brother! it was my dad. its not that big of a deal. life moves on. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Oh no!!! You didn't do that did you????? Let me ask you to please don't get physical. Did you know that if you hit your brother's nose the wrong way, you could kill him. Seriously!!! Um. we also have mouths if that's what you're referring to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Oh no!!! You didn't do that did you????? Let me ask you to please don't get physical. Did you know that if you hit your brother's nose the wrong way, you could kill him. Seriously!!! lol. like id hit my brother! it was my dad. its not that big of a deal. life moves on. I'm in shock!!! Your father broke your brother's nose????????? Oh my goodness. I cannot imagine. What I find interesting is how different lives are and how we deal with things. When you say it's not that big of a deal, life moves on, I feel like the wind has gotten knocked out of me. It upsets me to think that in the place you are supposed to be safe that adults hit young people. In our house, there is no hitting. Of course, there are these discussions that seem like they will never end, but never a hand would be raised to another person, especially to the face. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Oh no!!! You didn't do that did you????? Let me ask you to please don't get physical. Did you know that if you hit your brother's nose the wrong way, you could kill him. Seriously!!! Um. we also have mouths if that's what you're referring to. I believe it would make them madder if you said absolutely nothing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 8, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Oh no!!! You didn't do that did you????? Let me ask you to please don't get physical. Did you know that if you hit your brother's nose the wrong way, you could kill him. Seriously!!! lol. like id hit my brother! it was my dad. its not that big of a deal. life moves on. I'm in shock!!! Your father broke your brother's nose????????? Oh my goodness. I cannot imagine. What I find interesting is how different lives are and how we deal with things. When you say it's not that big of a deal, life moves on, I feel like the wind has gotten knocked out of me. It upsets me to think that in the place you are supposed to be safe that adults hit young people. In our house, there is no hitting. Of course, there are these discussions that seem like they will never end, but never a hand would be raised to another person, especially to the face. he deserved it. honestly. he was mad cuz he found out i was doing drugs all day he had a reason to be mad and he was being a jerk to my dad. im not some welfare case were my dad like beats up my brother. or some crazy #### like that. it just happened. i guess im used to everything now. i feel like im living faster then alot of people. that days are packed i pass out everynight thinking "D(*^ today was crazy" everyday is more and more wild and i love it i feel like my life is worth somthing. and i dont think his nose is that bad he didnt go to the hospital and he says it looks better now XDDD ahhh, life :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 8, 2006 Report Share Posted December 8, 2006 You need to go to Hampton and read LifesEagles topic. She returned today. Her topic is pinned near Jesse's. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted December 8, 2006 Report Share Posted December 8, 2006 eh. well maybe. let's measure.. bad things- ex boyfriend still in love with me clueless crush broke/in debt falling behind in school constantly fighting parents good things- new crush new outlook on life new expeiriences new thoughts on things new friends i need a job, and money and a lesson about shutting up and dropping hints and edique. but ive got friends and ive got 'iish' family and im doing okay i had a recent relapse in sucidal thoughts and self injury but im okay now and ive learned from it. A couple of bad things can be fixed. You can focus a bit and attempt to do better in school. If you are having some problems, then perhaps it is because no one has taught you the correct way to study. Sometimes it is just an organizational thing. Constantly fighting with the parents can be fixed as well. It might take time, but it will get better. As for a job, I hope you get one. Please do not get one that interferes with your studies. New friends, new experiences, new outlooks, new thoughts, I am really happy you are having some good times. The new crush, is it reciprocal? I hope so. If you need to talk, we are here. yeah. bad things gett better with time. i can sit all these things out and watch them grow by themselves. im not too bummed. i hope he likes me back were both very similar and he has such a sweet heart i do hope to steal it :] I believe you will. thanx. i went to see him today(he lives down the street) i got in a huge fight with my parents (physical, again) and after i stopped crying i walked to his house we only got to hang out for like 20 mins cuz he had to get ready for work and i was so upset i couldnt really talk but it was better to be with him then alone. I'm sorry you got into a fight with your parents. Please try really hard not to get into any physical fights with your parents. Get yelled at for walking away leave, but please do not let the fights get physical. they always do now a days. its all good sometimes. Physical fights are never good. What I am afraid of is that one of these days, someone will get seriously hurt. well my brothers nose is like broken now. Oh no!!! You didn't do that did you????? Let me ask you to please don't get physical. Did you know that if you hit your brother's nose the wrong way, you could kill him. Seriously!!! Um. we also have mouths if that's what you're referring to. I believe it would make them madder if you said absolutely nothing. ...Breathing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Horatio Posted December 8, 2006 Report Share Posted December 8, 2006 why Try it and see. Do not respond, do not say anything. It takes enormous restraint. If your parents are yelling at you and you do not respond, it makes them more frustrated because now they have no one to fight with. It is extremely hard to do. Just make the decision not to say a word and then don't. Don't pay attention to the words they are saying and don't allow them to drag you into the fight. Just make sure you concentrate on saying nothing. When they ask you if you have anything to say, do not answer. This is more effective than saying no. Do not utter one word. Then let me know. This is far better than screaming, yelling, hitting. Words can be very painful and hurt someone. Words uttered in the middle of a fight, are most often said without thought, just emotion and getting back at the person who is attacking you. When this occurs, sometimes things are said, not because you mean what you say, but because you just want to hurt the other person enough to leave you alone. There is always regret attached to these uttered words. Once out, you can never take them back. This is when life changes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 8, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2006 why Try it and see. Do not respond, do not say anything. It takes enormous restraint. If your parents are yelling at you and you do not respond, it makes them more frustrated because now they have no one to fight with. It is extremely hard to do. Just make the decision not to say a word and then don't. Don't pay attention to the words they are saying and don't allow them to drag you into the fight. Just make sure you concentrate on saying nothing. When they ask you if you have anything to say, do not answer. This is more effective than saying no. Do not utter one word. Then let me know. This is far better than screaming, yelling, hitting. Words can be very painful and hurt someone. Words uttered in the middle of a fight, are most often said without thought, just emotion and getting back at the person who is attacking you. When this occurs, sometimes things are said, not because you mean what you say, but because you just want to hurt the other person enough to leave you alone. There is always regret attached to these uttered words. Once out, you can never take them back. This is when life changes. im bad at that. but i try. im getting better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 8, 2006 Report Share Posted December 8, 2006 why Try it and see. Do not respond, do not say anything. It takes enormous restraint. If your parents are yelling at you and you do not respond, it makes them more frustrated because now they have no one to fight with. It is extremely hard to do. Just make the decision not to say a word and then don't. Don't pay attention to the words they are saying and don't allow them to drag you into the fight. Just make sure you concentrate on saying nothing. When they ask you if you have anything to say, do not answer. This is more effective than saying no. Do not utter one word. Then let me know. This is far better than screaming, yelling, hitting. Words can be very painful and hurt someone. Words uttered in the middle of a fight, are most often said without thought, just emotion and getting back at the person who is attacking you. When this occurs, sometimes things are said, not because you mean what you say, but because you just want to hurt the other person enough to leave you alone. There is always regret attached to these uttered words. Once out, you can never take them back. This is when life changes. im bad at that. but i try. im getting better. Glad to hear that you are at least trying. LifesEagle is back. She has her own topic in Hampton. It is pinned so look at the very top of the list. You might find her topic interesting. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 9, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 9, 2006 why Try it and see. Do not respond, do not say anything. It takes enormous restraint. If your parents are yelling at you and you do not respond, it makes them more frustrated because now they have no one to fight with. It is extremely hard to do. Just make the decision not to say a word and then don't. Don't pay attention to the words they are saying and don't allow them to drag you into the fight. Just make sure you concentrate on saying nothing. When they ask you if you have anything to say, do not answer. This is more effective than saying no. Do not utter one word. Then let me know. This is far better than screaming, yelling, hitting. Words can be very painful and hurt someone. Words uttered in the middle of a fight, are most often said without thought, just emotion and getting back at the person who is attacking you. When this occurs, sometimes things are said, not because you mean what you say, but because you just want to hurt the other person enough to leave you alone. There is always regret attached to these uttered words. Once out, you can never take them back. This is when life changes. im bad at that. but i try. im getting better. Glad to hear that you are at least trying. LifesEagle is back. She has her own topic in Hampton. It is pinned so look at the very top of the list. You might find her topic interesting. i read it but i dont know wut its about i didnt read alot maybe i will later. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 9, 2006 Report Share Posted December 9, 2006 why Try it and see. Do not respond, do not say anything. It takes enormous restraint. If your parents are yelling at you and you do not respond, it makes them more frustrated because now they have no one to fight with. It is extremely hard to do. Just make the decision not to say a word and then don't. Don't pay attention to the words they are saying and don't allow them to drag you into the fight. Just make sure you concentrate on saying nothing. When they ask you if you have anything to say, do not answer. This is more effective than saying no. Do not utter one word. Then let me know. This is far better than screaming, yelling, hitting. Words can be very painful and hurt someone. Words uttered in the middle of a fight, are most often said without thought, just emotion and getting back at the person who is attacking you. When this occurs, sometimes things are said, not because you mean what you say, but because you just want to hurt the other person enough to leave you alone. There is always regret attached to these uttered words. Once out, you can never take them back. This is when life changes. im bad at that. but i try. im getting better. Glad to hear that you are at least trying. LifesEagle is back. She has her own topic in Hampton. It is pinned so look at the very top of the list. You might find her topic interesting. i read it but i dont know wut its about i didnt read alot maybe i will later. I believe you both have been in the same place. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 9, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 9, 2006 why Try it and see. Do not respond, do not say anything. It takes enormous restraint. If your parents are yelling at you and you do not respond, it makes them more frustrated because now they have no one to fight with. It is extremely hard to do. Just make the decision not to say a word and then don't. Don't pay attention to the words they are saying and don't allow them to drag you into the fight. Just make sure you concentrate on saying nothing. When they ask you if you have anything to say, do not answer. This is more effective than saying no. Do not utter one word. Then let me know. This is far better than screaming, yelling, hitting. Words can be very painful and hurt someone. Words uttered in the middle of a fight, are most often said without thought, just emotion and getting back at the person who is attacking you. When this occurs, sometimes things are said, not because you mean what you say, but because you just want to hurt the other person enough to leave you alone. There is always regret attached to these uttered words. Once out, you can never take them back. This is when life changes. im bad at that. but i try. im getting better. Glad to hear that you are at least trying. LifesEagle is back. She has her own topic in Hampton. It is pinned so look at the very top of the list. You might find her topic interesting. i read it but i dont know wut its about i didnt read alot maybe i will later. I believe you both have been in the same place. indeed we have. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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