xMyOwnMindx Posted November 14, 2006 Report Share Posted November 14, 2006 it seems like its been a while when its been hours,days i cant feel anymore i magnify it all now one year ago i was pure and ive left one little V sure to be held tight has been for a while im okay with that security and sureness im not behind but much i hold the thoughts inside fear of being an addict fear of breaking my poor mother's heart fear of falling, failing and drying alone im just messing up and messing around this is life life should be fun ive tried some here and there meeting new people almost once a week im a coward but this life is fun partying it up and having enough to make me smile throughout school we run away and skip sleeping and skip eating and blow lines like we have the money for it pop stars, porn stars sitting in mansion smiling and dancing freedom in a cage isnt wut i wished for but i opened my eyes and held myself together im okay back to others now dont forget skinny objective and keep grades and head high i can handle this all i need to grow up give in and learn smile and accept that ive grown into a fastpast, expensive lifestyle im far not mature enough grow me up, pull me out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mullaypop Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 it seems like its been a whilewhen its been hours,days i cant feel anymore i magnify it all now one year ago i was pure and ive left one little V sure to be held tight has been for a while im okay with that security and sureness im not behind but much i hold the thoughts inside fear of being an addict fear of breaking my poor mother's heart fear of falling, failing and drying alone im just messing up and messing around this is life life should be fun ive tried some here and there meeting new people almost once a week im a coward but this life is fun partying it up and having enough to make me smile throughout school we run away and skip sleeping and skip eating and blow lines like we have the money for it pop stars, porn stars sitting in mansion smiling and dancing freedom in a cage isnt wut i wished for but i opened my eyes and held myself together im okay back to others now dont forget skinny objective and keep grades and head high i can handle this all i need to grow up give in and learn smile and accept that ive grown into a fastpast, expensive lifestyle im far not mature enough grow me up, pull me out. WOWZERS ...it paints a picture in my mind...a story..that makes me want more!!! you are great i come here for this! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 16, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 it seems like its been a while when its been hours,days i cant feel anymore i magnify it all now one year ago i was pure and ive left one little V sure to be held tight has been for a while im okay with that security and sureness im not behind but much i hold the thoughts inside fear of being an addict fear of breaking my poor mother's heart fear of falling, failing and drying alone im just messing up and messing around this is life life should be fun ive tried some here and there meeting new people almost once a week im a coward but this life is fun partying it up and having enough to make me smile throughout school we run away and skip sleeping and skip eating and blow lines like we have the money for it pop stars, porn stars sitting in mansion smiling and dancing freedom in a cage isnt wut i wished for but i opened my eyes and held myself together im okay back to others now dont forget skinny objective and keep grades and head high i can handle this all i need to grow up give in and learn smile and accept that ive grown into a fastpast, expensive lifestyle im far not mature enough grow me up, pull me out. WOWZERS ...it paints a picture in my mind...a story..that makes me want more!!! you are great i come here for this! aw, your so kind. i think my life would make a funny book. its too plain but i think it could be a pretty sweet book. :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 it seems like its been a while when its been hours,days i cant feel anymore i magnify it all now one year ago i was pure and ive left one little V sure to be held tight has been for a while im okay with that security and sureness im not behind but much i hold the thoughts inside fear of being an addict fear of breaking my poor mother's heart fear of falling, failing and drying alone im just messing up and messing around this is life life should be fun ive tried some here and there meeting new people almost once a week im a coward but this life is fun partying it up and having enough to make me smile throughout school we run away and skip sleeping and skip eating and blow lines like we have the money for it pop stars, porn stars sitting in mansion smiling and dancing freedom in a cage isnt wut i wished for but i opened my eyes and held myself together im okay back to others now dont forget skinny objective and keep grades and head high i can handle this all i need to grow up give in and learn smile and accept that ive grown into a fastpast, expensive lifestyle im far not mature enough grow me up, pull me out. WOWZERS ...it paints a picture in my mind...a story..that makes me want more!!! you are great i come here for this! aw, your so kind. i think my life would make a funny book. its too plain but i think it could be a pretty sweet book. :] Definitely interesting reading. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 16, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 it seems like its been a while when its been hours,days i cant feel anymore i magnify it all now one year ago i was pure and ive left one little V sure to be held tight has been for a while im okay with that security and sureness im not behind but much i hold the thoughts inside fear of being an addict fear of breaking my poor mother's heart fear of falling, failing and drying alone im just messing up and messing around this is life life should be fun ive tried some here and there meeting new people almost once a week im a coward but this life is fun partying it up and having enough to make me smile throughout school we run away and skip sleeping and skip eating and blow lines like we have the money for it pop stars, porn stars sitting in mansion smiling and dancing freedom in a cage isnt wut i wished for but i opened my eyes and held myself together im okay back to others now dont forget skinny objective and keep grades and head high i can handle this all i need to grow up give in and learn smile and accept that ive grown into a fastpast, expensive lifestyle im far not mature enough grow me up, pull me out. WOWZERS ...it paints a picture in my mind...a story..that makes me want more!!! you are great i come here for this! aw, your so kind. i think my life would make a funny book. its too plain but i think it could be a pretty sweet book. :] Definitely interesting reading. i wonder wut people would think if they read my life it would be so intresting to kno.. im sure theyd think i was a bit spoiled and maybe a little crazy. but it depends.. cuz i read go ask alice and the whole time i was like "i wanna party like that.." lol. life is sweet Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mullaypop Posted November 17, 2006 Report Share Posted November 17, 2006 it seems like its been a while when its been hours,days i cant feel anymore i magnify it all now one year ago i was pure and ive left one little V sure to be held tight has been for a while im okay with that security and sureness im not behind but much i hold the thoughts inside fear of being an addict fear of breaking my poor mother's heart fear of falling, failing and drying alone im just messing up and messing around this is life life should be fun ive tried some here and there meeting new people almost once a week im a coward but this life is fun partying it up and having enough to make me smile throughout school we run away and skip sleeping and skip eating and blow lines like we have the money for it pop stars, porn stars sitting in mansion smiling and dancing freedom in a cage isnt wut i wished for but i opened my eyes and held myself together im okay back to others now dont forget skinny objective and keep grades and head high i can handle this all i need to grow up give in and learn smile and accept that ive grown into a fastpast, expensive lifestyle im far not mature enough grow me up, pull me out. WOWZERS ...it paints a picture in my mind...a story..that makes me want more!!! you are great i come here for this! aw, your so kind. i think my life would make a funny book. its too plain but i think it could be a pretty sweet book. :] Definitely interesting reading. i wonder wut people would think if they read my life it would be so intresting to kno.. im sure theyd think i was a bit spoiled and maybe a little crazy. but it depends.. cuz i read go ask alice and the whole time i was like "i wanna party like that.." lol. life is sweet you could so totally publish your life story...I would so buy it!!! it would be really interesting im sure.... hmmm you should do it!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 18, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 18, 2006 it seems like its been a while when its been hours,days i cant feel anymore i magnify it all now one year ago i was pure and ive left one little V sure to be held tight has been for a while im okay with that security and sureness im not behind but much i hold the thoughts inside fear of being an addict fear of breaking my poor mother's heart fear of falling, failing and drying alone im just messing up and messing around this is life life should be fun ive tried some here and there meeting new people almost once a week im a coward but this life is fun partying it up and having enough to make me smile throughout school we run away and skip sleeping and skip eating and blow lines like we have the money for it pop stars, porn stars sitting in mansion smiling and dancing freedom in a cage isnt wut i wished for but i opened my eyes and held myself together im okay back to others now dont forget skinny objective and keep grades and head high i can handle this all i need to grow up give in and learn smile and accept that ive grown into a fastpast, expensive lifestyle im far not mature enough grow me up, pull me out. WOWZERS ...it paints a picture in my mind...a story..that makes me want more!!! you are great i come here for this! aw, your so kind. i think my life would make a funny book. its too plain but i think it could be a pretty sweet book. :] Definitely interesting reading. i wonder wut people would think if they read my life it would be so intresting to kno.. im sure theyd think i was a bit spoiled and maybe a little crazy. but it depends.. cuz i read go ask alice and the whole time i was like "i wanna party like that.." lol. life is sweet you could so totally publish your life story...I would so buy it!!! it would be really interesting im sure.... hmmm you should do it!!!! lol i dont remember alot of it. lol. and i cant describe feelings. i cant make someone understand different highs just by talking about them Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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