xMyOwnMindx Posted November 10, 2006 Report Share Posted November 10, 2006 im growing fond of strange feelings of being high and hating sober being burnt and being tipsy i dont like wearing shirts anymore or doing my hair for an hour i dont like being burised or in pain cuz i cant feel it i dont mind being dizzy or falling down ill question it when i get there im used to my room trashed and beautiful the walls speak to me and i just cant tell the difference anymore permantly high and warm and held and seeking comfort i took you by the hands before i knew wut i was doing im glad i didnt kiss you that would be unfair to her but i thought about it becase you saved us i care but not as much decreasing the feeling and hold this one dear im cold and im alone but i dont mind for a second i need peace and queit from the yelling and the screaming and your back for my heart not. lol we need to hang out and i see that cuz ive known you as a neighbor, as a sidekick druggie for so long i told rob you dont like druggies, and i am one how can you love me? he said somthing along the lines of obviously i do wutever, i need to be free and fly and not be held down by rob, by matt, by boo, by tomco and i cant be held down by aj or jamie i cant be tied back when im feeling so free and the morning after a trip like that its insane i can breathe and i know wut your thinking another high poem but im sober for the most part we took it all at 5pm yesterday. im okay this is happy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted December 2, 2006 Report Share Posted December 2, 2006 nobody replied so im going to. wow. powerful. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 2, 2006 Report Share Posted December 2, 2006 nobody replied so im going to. wow. powerful. Thank you for replying. I usually am the first to reply and I need to give others a chance. Lauren's work is getting better and better. This poem is superior. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 2, 2006 thanks. my life is getting better and better :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 2, 2006 Report Share Posted December 2, 2006 thanks.my life is getting better and better :] This news I am happy to hear!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 thanks. my life is getting better and better :] This news I am happy to hear!!! sometimes i think im bipolar. i feel like i fit some of the things but not all sometimes i think its silly to think that way im just a teenager, right? its gotta be the hormones or the drugs whichever. im really not sure but either way, things are changing and i like it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 3, 2006 Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 thanks. my life is getting better and better :] This news I am happy to hear!!! sometimes i think im bipolar. i feel like i fit some of the things but not all sometimes i think its silly to think that way im just a teenager, right? its gotta be the hormones or the drugs whichever. im really not sure but either way, things are changing and i like it. I wish I could convince you to stop the drugs. You would definitely feel much better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 thanks. my life is getting better and better :] This news I am happy to hear!!! sometimes i think im bipolar. i feel like i fit some of the things but not all sometimes i think its silly to think that way im just a teenager, right? its gotta be the hormones or the drugs whichever. im really not sure but either way, things are changing and i like it. I wish I could convince you to stop the drugs. You would definitely feel much better. eh. never evr. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted December 3, 2006 Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 Read my siggy. The drugs don't help. But it's still good to know you're getting better. It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces. I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 4, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 Read my siggy. The drugs don't help. But it's still good to know you're getting better. It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces. I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_> life is awesome on drugs. i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it. if you dont want to read them i dont mind there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs. :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 4, 2006 Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 Read my siggy. The drugs don't help. But it's still good to know you're getting better. It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces. I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_> life is awesome on drugs. i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it. if you dont want to read them i dont mind there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs. :] The sad part of this story is that the drugs will ruin your life far beyond what you will ever know. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted December 4, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 Read my siggy. The drugs don't help. But it's still good to know you're getting better. It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces. I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_> life is awesome on drugs. i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it. if you dont want to read them i dont mind there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs. :] The sad part of this story is that the drugs will ruin your life far beyond what you will ever know. thanx for caring i honestly dont Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 Read my siggy. The drugs don't help. But it's still good to know you're getting better. It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces. I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_> life is awesome on drugs. i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it. if you dont want to read them i dont mind there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs. :] The sad part of this story is that the drugs will ruin your life far beyond what you will ever know. thanx for caring i honestly dont I know. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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