where did you go?

[xMyOwnMindx]

im growing fond of strange feelings

of being high

and hating sober

being burnt

and being tipsy

 

i dont like wearing shirts anymore

or doing my hair for an hour

i dont like being burised

or in pain

cuz i cant feel it

i dont mind being dizzy

or falling down

ill question it when i get there

 

im used to my room

trashed

and beautiful

the walls speak to me

and i just cant tell the difference anymore

permantly high

and warm

and held and seeking comfort

i took you by the hands

before i knew wut i was doing

im glad i didnt kiss you

that would be unfair to her

but i thought about it

becase you saved us

 

i care but not as much

decreasing the feeling

and hold this one dear

im cold

and im alone

but i dont mind for a second

i need peace

and queit

from the yelling and the screaming

and your back

for my heart

not. lol

we need to hang out

and i see that

cuz ive known you

as a neighbor,

as a sidekick druggie for so long

 

i told rob

you dont like druggies, and i am one

how can you love me?

 

he said somthing along the lines of obviously i do

 

wutever, i need to be free

and fly

and not be held down by rob, by matt, by boo, by tomco and i cant be held down by aj or jamie

i cant be tied back

when im feeling so free

and the morning after a trip like that

its insane i can breathe

and i know wut your thinking

another high poem

but im sober

for the most part

we took it all at 5pm yesterday.

im okay

this is happy.

[Topazia]

nobody replied so im going to.

 

wow. powerful.

[Horatio]

nobody replied so im going to.

 

wow. powerful.

Thank you for replying. I usually am the first to reply and I need to give others a chance.

 

Lauren's work is getting better and better. This poem is superior.

[xMyOwnMindx]

thanks.

my life is getting better and better :]

[Horatio]

thanks.

my life is getting better and better :]

This news I am happy to hear!!!

[xMyOwnMindx]

thanks.

my life is getting better and better :]

This news I am happy to hear!!!

sometimes i think im bipolar.

i feel like i fit some of the things

but not all

sometimes i think its silly to think that way

im just a teenager, right?

its gotta be the hormones

or the drugs

whichever.

 

im really not sure but either way, things are changing and i like it.

[Horatio]

thanks.

my life is getting better and better :]

This news I am happy to hear!!!

sometimes i think im bipolar.

i feel like i fit some of the things

but not all

sometimes i think its silly to think that way

im just a teenager, right?

its gotta be the hormones

or the drugs

whichever.

 

im really not sure but either way, things are changing and i like it.

I wish I could convince you to stop the drugs. You would definitely feel much better.

[xMyOwnMindx]

thanks.

my life is getting better and better :]

This news I am happy to hear!!!

sometimes i think im bipolar.

i feel like i fit some of the things

but not all

sometimes i think its silly to think that way

im just a teenager, right?

its gotta be the hormones

or the drugs

whichever.

 

im really not sure but either way, things are changing and i like it.

I wish I could convince you to stop the drugs. You would definitely feel much better.

eh. never evr.

[Glowurm]

Read my siggy.

 

The drugs don't help.

 

But it's still good to know you're getting better.

 

It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces.

 

I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_>

[xMyOwnMindx]

Read my siggy.

 

The drugs don't help.

 

But it's still good to know you're getting better.

 

It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces.

 

I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_>

life is awesome on drugs.

i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it.

 

if you dont want to read them i dont mind

there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs.

:]

[Horatio]

Read my siggy.

 

The drugs don't help.

 

But it's still good to know you're getting better.

 

It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces.

 

I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_>

life is awesome on drugs.

i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it.

 

if you dont want to read them i dont mind

there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs.

:]

The sad part of this story is that the drugs will ruin your life far beyond what you will ever know.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Read my siggy.

 

The drugs don't help.

 

But it's still good to know you're getting better.

 

It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces.

 

I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_>

life is awesome on drugs.

i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it.

 

if you dont want to read them i dont mind

there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs.

:]

The sad part of this story is that the drugs will ruin your life far beyond what you will ever know.

thanx for caring

i honestly dont

[Horatio]

Read my siggy.

 

The drugs don't help.

 

But it's still good to know you're getting better.

 

It's been ages since I last commented on one of your pieces.

 

I think I stopped about the time you started mentioning taking drugs and stuff >_>

life is awesome on drugs.

i understand if you dont want to take them but its my choice. get over it.

 

if you dont want to read them i dont mind

there for me, about me, and my life includes drugs.

:]

The sad part of this story is that the drugs will ruin your life far beyond what you will ever know.

thanx for caring

i honestly dont

I know.