xMyOwnMindx Posted October 28, 2006 Report Share Posted October 28, 2006 i cant express this thru paper onyl here tonight was alot. cheated lied im crazy right now i cant even think about the words im typing out cuz my mind is going so many different directions and please excuse my errors i know theyre are some i cant really thnim to write right now im like sitting here amazing like wow ive never felt this way ever in my LIFE and this is insane i cant even tell you how i feel right now ive never been this happy EVER before but at the same thing im worried my lies my parents rob? but wutever cuz tonight was tonight and im just gonna let it go i took a ride went on this journy with brian mona and boo there were some opther people, like his dad and matt and tomcat he was really into me but i couoldnt look at hijm cuz he would smile and i was so far rollimh and so far gone that you'd smile and id smile and id laugh are you rolling? this is the way to live only live once and please dont delete this even thought its on some things we dont agree on i need to write somthing out right niw im not evern looking at the screen or the keyboard im so tranced this is better then drugs and ive never been so happy and i didnt want this to end and boo is into me?!?!? what is that? he's BOO! hes got all the right words, right conntections and the right moves hes the complete thing and he's gotta be \.. ya no. nothing to say gotta live the way i can and get by i, smiles and love all about the love i am feeling like nothing ive ever been before oh man today was like a tripple hitter tomcat boo and all this pill its like freedom flying and peace if everything can hurt you so well im all for it but wow, BOO. this kid is like.. big tall strong ghetto druggie(so i wouldnt have to lie my #### off) but wow did he like me last week darnnn that would have gone too far its too eailr and i dont wanna do hat liek this this condition i LOVE the music, the sounds, the tastes, the lights, his fleese hoddie rain and night i was alive i feel like i can never feel like this in away ever again this is a 10/27/06 moment. right here i wanna remember how my head felt how the card pile went and the porch we hit up the whole town big circle circle of this feeling dodging people and its freezing ohhh my head im so floating upp there its everything anfd more then i couldve ever ecpected im so cold/warm/alive/feelinh everythimh all the lights caught me eyes did i really cheat? he was right but it was partly cuz he had to go and be SO WRONG and then we'd never be at this point were like 1/2 together so it doesnt matter cuz like ohhhhh Rallixxxx55: you didn't do anything with a guy though right? Twentyxxxx12x: no MAN i feel so bad but i cant. CANNOT in away way i cant stop shaking im so rollin im so gone and im writing this on HD!!! haha wow im a losr. no but like i need to say this stuff and i cant put it on my online jrounal and i definatly cannot write ] i m cold im gonna go pass out man PEACE<3 ahahah Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted November 1, 2006 Report Share Posted November 1, 2006 wow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 1, 2006 haha theres so many errors Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 1, 2006 Report Share Posted November 1, 2006 hahatheres so many errors I don't believe anyone noticed. I sure didn't. All I know is that it was fantastic writing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2006 haha theres so many errors I don't believe anyone noticed. I sure didn't. All I know is that it was fantastic writing. thats pretty cool considering the circumstances :]] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 2, 2006 Report Share Posted November 2, 2006 haha theres so many errors I don't believe anyone noticed. I sure didn't. All I know is that it was fantastic writing. thats pretty cool considering the circumstances :]] Very cool! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2006 haha theres so many errors I don't believe anyone noticed. I sure didn't. All I know is that it was fantastic writing. thats pretty cool considering the circumstances :]] Very cool! mhmm. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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