xMyOwnMindx Posted October 17, 2006 Report Share Posted October 17, 2006 back to me back to lies holding me down im not afraid of this now fill me up with posions im so far gone im never gonna be the same girl i lent my heart away so soon and got it ripped up by a liar wont even speak to me why should i care i hope hes crying hes cried in my arms and told me he's so scared to loose me well he let me go.. a week later? back to me all about everyone else im gonna be a hopeless cause one day we talked about wut we wanted to be when we grow those girls have so many dreams im glad he never turned to me i would have looked in square in the eye and told them all im gonna be a bum its 7:30 and im drained like its 2am my career goals are shallow and thin like the skin between the blood and im not afraid of the coke, the razor or the drink no one left to hurt but myself so bring on the probation bring on the fake tears my body is a wasteland watch me rot cuz im getting strong 3 liters of water a day 3 ciggs to clear my tears do it all for the nervous system do it all for my best friends im so empty so tainted so ashamed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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xMyOwnMindx Posted October 18, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 18, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 18, 2006 Report Share Posted October 18, 2006 im over it.sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 19, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 19, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 19, 2006 Report Share Posted October 19, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 19, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 19, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 19, 2006 Report Share Posted October 19, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 20, 2006 Report Share Posted October 20, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. good advice horatio. Sarah asked how you were doing today, Lauren. I didn't know, so I had to come back and see how you were. here's what I say: *hugs you* *smiles nkowing horatio will join* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 20, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 20, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 20, 2006 Report Share Posted October 20, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 21, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 21, 2006 Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 21, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 21, 2006 Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Let's go for a healthy way. *waits very patiently* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 21, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Let's go for a healthy way. *waits very patiently* honestly, nothing else. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 21, 2006 Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Let's go for a healthy way. *waits very patiently* *wonders when Lauren will see that there must be something there, or she'd have no friends like horatio and me* *waits with horatio for lauren to figure that one out* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 22, 2006 Report Share Posted October 22, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Let's go for a healthy way. *waits very patiently* honestly, nothing else. How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 22, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 22, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Let's go for a healthy way. *waits very patiently* honestly, nothing else. How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 22, 2006 Report Share Posted October 22, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Let's go for a healthy way. *waits very patiently* honestly, nothing else. How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 22, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 22, 2006 im over it. sort of. i cried for HOURS and HOURS and i made a big ugly burn mark on my wrist and now im moving on its painful but at least i can party everyone is helping me through it still hurts though. I am sorry to hear you are going through this. If you could learn the same thing I am telling Lee, love yourself. Love yourself first and everyone will want to love you as well. If you try to depend on someone else for your happiness, acceptance and love, the burden is too great. Please work to love yourself first and that does not mean you will only love yourself when you are thin. ive never loved myself i havnt the slightest idea how to. I can help you on this if you would like me to. It is not easy, but the end results are truly phenomenal!!! is it even possible? i mean like.. im stubborn and im not gonna wake up and tell myself im beautiful everyday ive tried to 'convince' myself to love me but in the end i know im talking out of my butt and love myself as much as i love cleaning cat pee off the floor. It most certainly is possible. I am not talking about getting up and telling yourself that you are beautiful, but start with one thing. There must be one thing you like about yourself. For me, it is my blonde fur. So, I try and take as good care of my fur as possible. More specifically, I am talking about treating yourself like you would want someone else to treat you. For example, and you will have to make the changes to what appeals to you, if you would want someone to buy you flowers, then get yourself some flowers from a place like the grocery store. You need to take time to appreciate the person you are. For example, your writing is phenomenal and I think you have lots of talent. If you agree with me, this is a place to start. Do not let others try to distract you from doing something you like to do. The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things. Work from there. Financially, they always say, pay yourself first. The same thing goes for how you treat yourself. Treat yourself like you would want Rob or someone else to treat you. I am not expressing my thoughts very well today, but let me think on this and I will get back to you. well. i like my hair if its listening to me im planning on growing it longer and lindsey is gonna layer it. i might dye it again. and for the "The goal is for you to be pleased with not everything in your life, but start with one or two things" part ive got a few bigs goals for myself; my weight my skin my nails my room i just get frustrated easily and i hate waiting for stuff the only thing that seems completely reachable is loosing weight cuz i lost 21 pounds and it was awesome i kno that if i start working out alot again i can be my goal weight that will make me happy VERY happy *joins huggle with Topazia, making it a group hug* You almost have the point. You like your hair. That is a start. What else do you like about yourself, exactly as you are, not with any changes? um. umm.. im seriously looking at myself and uh.. i honestly dont like anything. Keep looking. *waits* uh.. lets see.. i kinda like my wrists. but not in a healthy way.. so.. yea. Let's go for a healthy way. *waits very patiently* honestly, nothing else. How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 23, 2006 Report Share Posted October 23, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 23, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 23, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 23, 2006 Report Share Posted October 23, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 23, 2006 Report Share Posted October 23, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. *hugs the horatio anyway* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 23, 2006 Report Share Posted October 23, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. *hugs the horatio anyway* Thanks!!! *returns hug* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 24, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. im not sure it expresses anything.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 24, 2006 Report Share Posted October 24, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. im not sure it expresses anything.. Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 24, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. im not sure it expresses anything.. Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 25, 2006 Report Share Posted October 25, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. im not sure it expresses anything.. Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Your writing gives others insight into your pain. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 25, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 25, 2006 How about your writing talent? *continues to wait with Topazia* wut about it. Do you think you have talent and do you like having the ability to write? i dont believe i have any talent at all i can wine really well.. i guess if i have the ability to do more then breathe then awesome. *waits more* whining is a talent, but it doesn't contribute. it's annoying. trust me, i annoy myself sometimes! You are an amazing writer. Take pride in the fact that you can stir emotions where others can't do squat. thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. im not sure it expresses anything.. Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Your writing gives others insight into your pain. thats nice. too bad others can only hurt the problem. everytime some tries to "care" it hurts. i dont mean like you i mean like in real life. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 27, 2006 Report Share Posted October 27, 2006 thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. im not sure it expresses anything.. Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Your writing gives others insight into your pain. thats nice. too bad others can only hurt the problem. everytime some tries to "care" it hurts. i dont mean like you i mean like in real life. To expressing yourself: Just because the pain doesn't go away doesn't mean you're not expressing yourself. You are. You are pouring out your emotions or at least thoughts onto a computer screen. Others see your work, and they can feel your words percolate through their body as they read. Now that my poetic license is expired.... Hey, if caring hurts, try letting your most beloved friend or family member die for the sake of a few other people. Caring hurts on our end too, kita. We see you in pain and wish you weren't in pain. That's what caring about someone is all about. Caring. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 28, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 28, 2006 thanks. but i dont see anyone that cant write as well as me so it doesnt make a difference realy.. but thanx. I am not able to write as well as you are. For me, it is extremely difficult to write poetry as a method of expressing myself. im not sure it expresses anything.. Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Your writing gives others insight into your pain. thats nice. too bad others can only hurt the problem. everytime some tries to "care" it hurts. i dont mean like you i mean like in real life. To expressing yourself: Just because the pain doesn't go away doesn't mean you're not expressing yourself. You are. You are pouring out your emotions or at least thoughts onto a computer screen. Others see your work, and they can feel your words percolate through their body as they read. Now that my poetic license is expired.... Hey, if caring hurts, try letting your most beloved friend or family member die for the sake of a few other people. Caring hurts on our end too, kita. We see you in pain and wish you weren't in pain. That's what caring about someone is all about. Caring. yea, i explained this to lucy but now i get it its like you;d rather just mess up yourself in the corner and ignore people then have they hurt you but helping you. in the end though, you just gotta do wuts needed to sttay wiuth your head up and a possitive attitude in your head Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted November 1, 2006 Report Share Posted November 1, 2006 Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Your writing gives others insight into your pain. thats nice. too bad others can only hurt the problem. everytime some tries to "care" it hurts. i dont mean like you i mean like in real life. To expressing yourself: Just because the pain doesn't go away doesn't mean you're not expressing yourself. You are. You are pouring out your emotions or at least thoughts onto a computer screen. Others see your work, and they can feel your words percolate through their body as they read. Now that my poetic license is expired.... Hey, if caring hurts, try letting your most beloved friend or family member die for the sake of a few other people. Caring hurts on our end too, kita. We see you in pain and wish you weren't in pain. That's what caring about someone is all about. Caring. yea, i explained this to lucy but now i get it its like you;d rather just mess up yourself in the corner and ignore people then have they hurt you but helping you. in the end though, you just gotta do wuts needed to sttay wiuth your head up and a possitive attitude in your head I think I get what you mean... "you'd rather just mess yourself up and ignore people than have them hurt you by helping you" is that right? Yeah, I can relate to that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted November 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted November 1, 2006 Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Your writing gives others insight into your pain. thats nice. too bad others can only hurt the problem. everytime some tries to "care" it hurts. i dont mean like you i mean like in real life. To expressing yourself: Just because the pain doesn't go away doesn't mean you're not expressing yourself. You are. You are pouring out your emotions or at least thoughts onto a computer screen. Others see your work, and they can feel your words percolate through their body as they read. Now that my poetic license is expired.... Hey, if caring hurts, try letting your most beloved friend or family member die for the sake of a few other people. Caring hurts on our end too, kita. We see you in pain and wish you weren't in pain. That's what caring about someone is all about. Caring. yea, i explained this to lucy but now i get it its like you;d rather just mess up yourself in the corner and ignore people then have they hurt you but helping you. in the end though, you just gotta do wuts needed to sttay wiuth your head up and a possitive attitude in your head I think I get what you mean... "you'd rather just mess yourself up and ignore people than have them hurt you by helping you" is that right? Yeah, I can relate to that. i think everyone feels that way sometimes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patchwork Posted November 3, 2006 Report Share Posted November 3, 2006 Your poetry expresses an amazing amount of emotion, feelings, all while communicating to the reader. but i dont feel like i express it.. i still hurt, no matter how many poems i spill out. Your writing gives others insight into your pain. thats nice. too bad others can only hurt the problem. everytime some tries to "care" it hurts. i dont mean like you i mean like in real life. To expressing yourself: Just because the pain doesn't go away doesn't mean you're not expressing yourself. You are. You are pouring out your emotions or at least thoughts onto a computer screen. Others see your work, and they can feel your words percolate through their body as they read. Now that my poetic license is expired.... Hey, if caring hurts, try letting your most beloved friend or family member die for the sake of a few other people. Caring hurts on our end too, kita. We see you in pain and wish you weren't in pain. That's what caring about someone is all about. Caring. yea, i explained this to lucy but now i get it its like you;d rather just mess up yourself in the corner and ignore people then have they hurt you but helping you. in the end though, you just gotta do wuts needed to sttay wiuth your head up and a possitive attitude in your head I think I get what you mean... "you'd rather just mess yourself up and ignore people than have them hurt you by helping you" is that right? Yeah, I can relate to that. i think everyone feels that way sometimes some more than others (namely you and me, right?) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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