xMyOwnMindx Posted October 16, 2006 Report Share Posted October 16, 2006 i can be as many people as i want as long as i smile and tell each person theyre own version of truth its not that im lying they just cant know exactly how much i despise food i never wanna be in her shoes, socks or panty hoes i just dont i will be pure hearted fun loving druggie with a negivtive attitude and a group of BEST friends to each her own but to me im a nothing i cant define in my mind im terrible just need to stay high be high on life on drugs on my baby who ill never let go as long as im happy as long as im thin as long as they think im clean as long as i can hide my scars, my burns, my razors my cd collection is filling up my room the designs catch them all im proud of what ive got i need to show threw i had a heart-to-heart with my best yesterday and i told her i dont what its going to take to make me CARE i cant live this way and we, were just confused girls growing up and living smoking and drinking cutting and running from our pains we need to turn to things abandoned as a kid pressures to perfects #### and abuse the lack of love lack of money lack of feelings turned to things we can fix this with held within our minds we share this to each their own but all the same inside i feel their pains i hurt inside i cant escape these thoughts.. these feelings hopeless, worthless turned up volumes, shutting out the olders screaming for a moment of peace perfection shattered maybe when we learn more they try explaining no, #### that we need this now no more excuses we will break free stay cold stay together anything to feel alive to be alive is neither possitive nor negative internal battle. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 16, 2006 Report Share Posted October 16, 2006 If you could go back in time and replace all the darkness with something pleasant, you might have quite a different outlook on life. Not all rosy, but certainly brighter. I hope you get there someday. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 16, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 16, 2006 If you could go back in time and replace all the darkness with something pleasant, you might have quite a different outlook on life. Not all rosy, but certainly brighter. I hope you get there someday. yea. have you ever seen donnie darko? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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