xMyOwnMindx Posted October 9, 2006 Report Share Posted October 9, 2006 she slowly moved to the mirror looked in her never washed off eyes eyes shiffted to the nail oh to put it through the flesh a little movement around the room the despair fills her essance and she thinks about giving up too much to do thinking hard against your skull oh the beauty in this pain and the lyrics writing your worlds the gentle step of simple confusing the melodies of yesterday the silent pleas of help and hope and misery all wrapped up in perfectness thrown away tossed aside 'hurt me' her eyes say to herself cold and alone in her room this silent thought process is enough to make her giggle enough to make her weep oh the comfort of nothing but a towel never another person to speak shes been screaming all day memories fill the brain she cant slow down she wont break tonight the day was too well for the night to be a pity and she smiles at the mess that she could never figure out but wished to clean everyone elses like an impluse to buy things she regrets the food she ate today and the lies she told and the feelings they shared eating cake sitting on clouds but nothing mattered then just the smiles and the laughs we'd never remember and the times weve never felt better eating to death the jokes forgotten to the friendship rewritten she keeps saying it.. does she hate me? like i have a heart for another fight simple beauty in the things never thought twice of beautiful and pure i miss the days when i felt like i could do anything im determined to figure this out this year its been too long running in circles to not understand it yet what do i believe? who will i become? why cant i move past the unknown and live the day like everyone else around me not that i wanna be them im just sick of the same thoughts neverending someone save me before i drown in the puddle of secrets and lies im fallling like the past 3 years and its tiring boring and repetive i understand so much more then half the people i meet i will not study this forever i must stop thinking i need sleep and water and my goals to be fulfilled i cant breathe from myself anymore i need to change me.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 9, 2006 Report Share Posted October 9, 2006 Great one!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 9, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 9, 2006 Great one!!! i think i wanna write a book. like.. now. but i dont have the time, effort, skill of vocabulary to do it.. im so depressed today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 10, 2006 Report Share Posted October 10, 2006 Great one!!! i think i wanna write a book. like.. now. but i dont have the time, effort, skill of vocabulary to do it.. im so depressed today Hey, Dr. Seuss wrote a book with seventeen words. They were little words. I'm writing a semiautobiographical anthology called they never knew, and it will take me years to finish. Actually, it wouldn't, I'm jus ttoo lazy to get up and write through the outline I wrote. You could do it of just poems you've written, like I'm oging to. A lot of people like poetry books, especially powerful poems... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 11, 2006 Report Share Posted October 11, 2006 Great one!!! i think i wanna write a book. like.. now. but i dont have the time, effort, skill of vocabulary to do it.. im so depressed today Hey, Dr. Seuss wrote a book with seventeen words. They were little words. I'm writing a semiautobiographical anthology called they never knew, and it will take me years to finish. Actually, it wouldn't, I'm jus ttoo lazy to get up and write through the outline I wrote. You could do it of just poems you've written, like I'm oging to. A lot of people like poetry books, especially powerful poems... Outstanding idea! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 11, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 11, 2006 Great one!!! i think i wanna write a book. like.. now. but i dont have the time, effort, skill of vocabulary to do it.. im so depressed today Hey, Dr. Seuss wrote a book with seventeen words. They were little words. I'm writing a semiautobiographical anthology called they never knew, and it will take me years to finish. Actually, it wouldn't, I'm jus ttoo lazy to get up and write through the outline I wrote. You could do it of just poems you've written, like I'm oging to. A lot of people like poetry books, especially powerful poems... yea, good idea. but its probably not gonna happen for the fact alone that im saying this because i am a negative person and i dont believe i can do it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 20, 2006 Report Share Posted October 20, 2006 Great one!!! i think i wanna write a book. like.. now. but i dont have the time, effort, skill of vocabulary to do it.. im so depressed today Hey, Dr. Seuss wrote a book with seventeen words. They were little words. I'm writing a semiautobiographical anthology called they never knew, and it will take me years to finish. Actually, it wouldn't, I'm jus ttoo lazy to get up and write through the outline I wrote. You could do it of just poems you've written, like I'm oging to. A lot of people like poetry books, especially powerful poems... yea, good idea. but its probably not gonna happen for the fact alone that im saying this because i am a negative person and i dont believe i can do it *hugs you anyway* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 21, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 gracias. DARN i feel so wonderful haaa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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