xMyOwnMindx Posted September 30, 2006 Report Share Posted September 30, 2006 tonight wasnt the same i picked my heart up and walked away from you from the warmth of lies of words spoken thru closed lips i slamed the door and didnt look back i called my friend and ignored your steps i felt power you followed head in shame should I be the one shamed? i really dont know what happened how it started or why it matters so deep in your heart but i counted the minutes 10,20,30,40.. i couldnt stand it i laughed it off i was hurting you. and something inside loved it does this make me evil? i just needed to make you feel it do you understand now? i was cold blatter full but i walked forever 3 feet in front of yours sorrowed heart i dare look back just to see if you care i left that car and i felt the winter on my lips, on my hips and i wondered how many minutes would we do this dance? in the cold, freezing cold i was shivering, chattering your underweight i wondered how you stood the air you did it for me and i walked on i had to leave and thats the only thing that made you speak a word when i hung up the phone asked and walked into the dark woods middle of the road you answered voice cracked slowly at first but we walked on so i could go to the bathroom, in your house i gave up we needed to get all these words out without your mother so i went in the woods and i returned to my broken baby weeping sweetly on the bridge i held him close and told him everything was okay the words were enough he wept so wholeheartedly for me i couldnt help but break down and cry too we sat there me on you crying in the cold air sitting on the bridge i found your heart and you found mine this was true this was real ive never felt this before its magic its crazy i dont understand it i cant control it scares me i love it i could spend forever in your arms as we stood, held each other and both thought identical thoughts this made us stronger we talked deeper we compromised we listened i told you something you didnt even think twice you told me 'were gonna be late' and i put my shoes on and handed you yours freezing cold and all alone i wouldnt cry we wouldnt die i held your thoughts of hate in my mind and i walked on i never thought id find you deeper inside all of this and you kissed me so sweetly goodnight and i whispered "you are everything" and closed the door. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 30, 2006 Report Share Posted September 30, 2006 Lauren, you are getting better and better. This is one of your best. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patchwork Posted September 30, 2006 Report Share Posted September 30, 2006 whoa if topazia could talk, she'd be supremely impressed. Of course, seh only talks when we'r home, so... yeah Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 30, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 30, 2006 thanks guys. i love this one cuz it the most real.. and fighting comes deep from the heart and ive never see rob so vuerable its never been ME holding HIM.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patchwork Posted September 30, 2006 Report Share Posted September 30, 2006 thanks guys.i love this one cuz it the most real.. and fighting comes deep from the heart and ive never see rob so vuerable its never been ME holding HIM.. *hugs you* wow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 1, 2006 thanks guys. i love this one cuz it the most real.. and fighting comes deep from the heart and ive never see rob so vuerable its never been ME holding HIM.. *hugs you* wow thanks. yea. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheesus Posted October 1, 2006 Report Share Posted October 1, 2006 Wow, this is great. You are gonna be famous someday. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 2, 2006 Wow, this is great. You are gonna be famous someday. thanx. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 2, 2006 Report Share Posted October 2, 2006 yayayayayay im giddy for no reason tonite! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 3, 2006 yayayayayay im giddy for no reason tonite! thats good i think. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 5, 2006 Report Share Posted October 5, 2006 yayayayayay im giddy for no reason tonite! thats good i think. lack of sleep. it works everytime. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 7, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 7, 2006 yayayayayay im giddy for no reason tonite! thats good i think. lack of sleep. it works everytime. one time i slept over lizz's house and we stayed up all night and we were so high on life it was insane i always peed from laughing we were SO tired.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted October 7, 2006 Report Share Posted October 7, 2006 yayayayayay im giddy for no reason tonite! thats good i think. lack of sleep. it works everytime. one time i slept over lizz's house and we stayed up all night and we were so high on life it was insane i always peed from laughing we were SO tired.. Oh my! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted October 7, 2006 Report Share Posted October 7, 2006 yayayayayay im giddy for no reason tonite! thats good i think. lack of sleep. it works everytime. one time i slept over lizz's house and we stayed up all night and we were so high on life it was insane i always peed from laughing we were SO tired.. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* I wrote a song once called High On Life. I need to update the Pitch Black Eclipse topic. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domien*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 7, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 7, 2006 one time i slept over lizz's house and we stayed up all night and we were so high on life it was insane i always peed from laughing we were SO tired.. Oh my! AHHHHH REALLY BAD TYPO. thats supposed to be ALMOST!!!!!!!!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 8, 2006 Report Share Posted October 8, 2006 *imagines hammie laughing... and then... well, you know* lol just teasing. Oh, trust me, lack of sleep can ruin your judgment. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 8, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 8, 2006 *imagines hammie laughing... and then... well, you know* lol just teasing. Oh, trust me, lack of sleep can ruin your judgment. hah i love it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 10, 2006 Report Share Posted October 10, 2006 *imagines hammie laughing... and then... well, you know* lol just teasing. Oh, trust me, lack of sleep can ruin your judgment. hah i love it. that's you I'm so happy! I got like, 8.5 hrs of sleep last night! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 11, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 11, 2006 *imagines hammie laughing... and then... well, you know* lol just teasing. Oh, trust me, lack of sleep can ruin your judgment. hah i love it. that's you I'm so happy! I got like, 8.5 hrs of sleep last night! oh LUCKY! i got like 5. and i didnt do ANY of my homework... and my hair straightener smells like its burning things.. and its not and im supposed to go dress shopping today but i dont want to cry! im so sick of school.. i wish i could just lay with rob in my bed for the rest of forever we wouldnt even have to talk just as long as nothing else happened i hate living oh so dearly. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 13, 2006 Report Share Posted October 13, 2006 *imagines hammie laughing... and then... well, you know* lol just teasing. Oh, trust me, lack of sleep can ruin your judgment. hah i love it. that's you I'm so happy! I got like, 8.5 hrs of sleep last night! oh LUCKY! i got like 5. and i didnt do ANY of my homework... and my hair straightener smells like its burning things.. and its not and im supposed to go dress shopping today but i dont want to cry! im so sick of school.. i wish i could just lay with rob in my bed for the rest of forever we wouldnt even have to talk just as long as nothing else happened i hate living oh so dearly. *hugs you* it's okay. look up! it's sunny outside! (or moony, but that's different) SMile! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted October 14, 2006 Author Report Share Posted October 14, 2006 *imagines hammie laughing... and then... well, you know* lol just teasing. Oh, trust me, lack of sleep can ruin your judgment. hah i love it. that's you I'm so happy! I got like, 8.5 hrs of sleep last night! oh LUCKY! i got like 5. and i didnt do ANY of my homework... and my hair straightener smells like its burning things.. and its not and im supposed to go dress shopping today but i dont want to cry! im so sick of school.. i wish i could just lay with rob in my bed for the rest of forever we wouldnt even have to talk just as long as nothing else happened i hate living oh so dearly. *hugs you* it's okay. look up! it's sunny outside! (or moony, but that's different) SMile! life is .. odd. i got in a huge fight with rob and made him go home alone. then i had mad people and had a mini-party it was fun. but i didnt have enough stuff. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted October 21, 2006 Report Share Posted October 21, 2006 *imagines hammie laughing... and then... well, you know* lol just teasing. Oh, trust me, lack of sleep can ruin your judgment. hah i love it. that's you I'm so happy! I got like, 8.5 hrs of sleep last night! oh LUCKY! i got like 5. and i didnt do ANY of my homework... and my hair straightener smells like its burning things.. and its not and im supposed to go dress shopping today but i dont want to cry! im so sick of school.. i wish i could just lay with rob in my bed for the rest of forever we wouldnt even have to talk just as long as nothing else happened i hate living oh so dearly. *hugs you* it's okay. look up! it's sunny outside! (or moony, but that's different) SMile! life is .. odd. i got in a huge fight with rob and made him go home alone. then i had mad people and had a mini-party it was fun. but i didnt have enough stuff. I'm glad you had a good time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.