four.

[xMyOwnMindx]

the mascara on the pillow

bare of pillow case

this means nothing

it all means nothing

the wrappers in my room

are props

to keep you happy

and the hope im holding onto

is shallow hope

but inside i'd never let it go

and i feel moved again

who am i this day?

why am i lying to them?

the phases i cant handle

sheltered

never let me figure this out

never let me run away

and fall on my own

because they are so much

i should feel blessed

but i dont

i cant find a single thing left in this world to live for

who knew love would be so meaningless

am i liar

lying to my own heart

ive never felt this way

do i lie.. everyday?

if i dont know, then how can you?

i need a day

to curl away and shut out the lights

theyre too bright for my swollen eyes

i cant do this

its neverending

and ill play the same game

untill your all there is

and everything else fades to the background

i dont know why i am..

[Horatio]

Thanks for continuing to write. This is a very insightful poem on a difficult subject. Really and awesome job!

[Topazia]

Lauren, part of the reasaon your writing is so good in our eyes is becasue we can almost hear a whisper of your voice (which we've never heard) saying it.

It's really powerful.

[Mushroom_king]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

I really like your poems, Lauren.

 

Another Cloudy Aisha ribbon for you.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

[xMyOwnMindx]

thanks guys.

it means so much you like my 'work'

[Horatio]

thanks guys.

it means so much you like my 'work'

You have lots of talent.

[Topazia]

^ it's true

[xMyOwnMindx]

i wish i knew how to expand it or somthing

i dont wanna take "creative writing" classes or somthing though.

cuz i HATE writing things in/for school..

[Mushroom_king]

i wish i knew how to expand it or somthing

i dont wanna take "creative writing" classes or somthing though.

cuz i HATE writing things in/for school..

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Same here.

 

"I like to draw/It seems so right/but it's not art/when they tell you what to write."

 

~.~ My pathetic attempt to rhyme.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

[xMyOwnMindx]

i wish i knew how to expand it or somthing

i dont wanna take "creative writing" classes or somthing though.

cuz i HATE writing things in/for school..

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Same here.

 

"I like to draw/It seems so right/but it's not art/when they tell you what to write."

 

~.~ My pathetic attempt to rhyme.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

 

tru.

its kinda of not.

even if i have a choice of subject matter, i just feel forced and dont want to do it..

[Mushroom_king]

i wish i knew how to expand it or somthing

i dont wanna take "creative writing" classes or somthing though.

cuz i HATE writing things in/for school..

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Same here.

 

"I like to draw/It seems so right/but it's not art/when they tell you what to write."

 

~.~ My pathetic attempt to rhyme.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

 

tru.

its kinda of not.

even if i have a choice of subject matter, i just feel forced and dont want to do it..

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

It can really annoy me. In English, we have something were we pick a topic from a list of 100 topics and write. It's not fun, and I never feel good writing it.

 

I wish I could find my Invision Book. I need to continue writing it...

 

If I have a choice of subject matter, it really depends on if I do it. If I can write my Giza or Invision stories, I'm okay, but if they won't let me I end up not doing it.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy domine*~*

[xMyOwnMindx]

i wish i knew how to expand it or somthing

i dont wanna take "creative writing" classes or somthing though.

cuz i HATE writing things in/for school..

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Same here.

 

"I like to draw/It seems so right/but it's not art/when they tell you what to write."

 

~.~ My pathetic attempt to rhyme.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

 

tru.

its kinda of not.

even if i have a choice of subject matter, i just feel forced and dont want to do it..

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

It can really annoy me. In English, we have something were we pick a topic from a list of 100 topics and write. It's not fun, and I never feel good writing it.

 

I wish I could find my Invision Book. I need to continue writing it...

 

If I have a choice of subject matter, it really depends on if I do it. If I can write my Giza or Invision stories, I'm okay, but if they won't let me I end up not doing it.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy domine*~*

 

 

that stinks.

my class doesnt write that much.