xMyOwnMindx Posted September 17, 2006 Report Share Posted September 17, 2006 holding it all inside simply cuz noone really cares i dont even really care so why the tears? ignorance simple facts never taught from childhood tears never solved a single thing so tired oh, SO tired of being big life lacks meaning im texting, im writing im reading and im wondering why what am i doing with this life nothing how proud i am to waste the years i have memories of the times i hoped for death and in my lies selftold i believed that love changed everything i dont even know what love is friendships are so weak when people wont open up wont lend a hand and nothing seems to be getting fixed now with all the things in the world i only see it get worse and ive tried to change and grow and live on and see past all this ive faked forever smiles and answers to make you feel better and theres nothing left to say all my words are the SAME as always pointless as ever this isnt helping and i only know one thing i only know that i long to be thin. everything else seems faded everything else seems so pointless i dont know why i see it so bright i want wut ive never been its not a crime im not gonna die i think im gonna stop writing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 18, 2006 Report Share Posted September 18, 2006 i think im gonna stop writing. I hope you never stop writing. You have a talent and should continue. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 18, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 18, 2006 i think im gonna stop writing. I hope you never stop writing. You have a talent and should continue. thanks. but its so repetitive. i have no life to write about.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted September 19, 2006 Report Share Posted September 19, 2006 whos siggy did you read? please don't stop writing, Lauren. We like to read your work, and you said yourself, it helps. Much love and a SuperKUDOS for confidence, -Alli- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 19, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 19, 2006 whos siggy did you read? please don't stop writing, Lauren. We like to read your work, and you said yourself, it helps. Much love and a SuperKUDOS for confidence, -Alli- yours. i just feel like ive run dry of words that anyone wishes to hear.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 19, 2006 Report Share Posted September 19, 2006 whos siggy did you read? please don't stop writing, Lauren. We like to read your work, and you said yourself, it helps. Much love and a SuperKUDOS for confidence, -Alli- yours. i just feel like ive run dry of words that anyone wishes to hear.. I disagree with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted September 19, 2006 Report Share Posted September 19, 2006 I'm just posting here so you know I read your poems. Because, I do. I just don't post that much in your topics because I find it hard to describe my feelings for your poem. In a good way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 19, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 19, 2006 I'm just posting here so you know I read your poems. Because, I do. I just don't post that much in your topics because I find it hard to describe my feelings for your poem. In a good way. thanks. to you and everyone else. its just hard sometimes. i feel like nothing is enough to write about and my vocabulary is so basic and boring and my poems jsut dont...flow.. i wanna believe what people tell me. i do. i really do. i wanna believe 'i love you' i wanna believe ' your poems are awesome' i wanna believe 'your pretty' i wanna believe 'your thin' but i look at things and i just dont see the good. i dont mean to, i guess im just a negative person. anyway, thanks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 20, 2006 Report Share Posted September 20, 2006 I hope that beneath it all, you do find some belief in what we say. You have talent, your words do flow, if you feel your vocabulary is not what you would like it to be, get a synonyms book. This will give you lots of other choices for the word you are thinking. I think you are doing exceptionally well discussing a topic that is so difficult for so many people. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted September 20, 2006 Report Share Posted September 20, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* I really like your poems, Lauren. Please, never stop writing. Another Cloudy Aisha Ribbon for you. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 20, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 20, 2006 I hope that beneath it all, you do find some belief in what we say. You have talent, your words do flow, if you feel your vocabulary is not what you would like it to be, get a synonyms book. This will give you lots of other choices for the word you are thinking. I think you are doing exceptionally well discussing a topic that is so difficult for so many people. thanks. i seem to be pretty good at opening up to all the wrong people however :\ eh wutever. not my biggest concerns. actually, i dont have any concerns. i made babysitting money tonight, i get to see rob tomorrow, antm starts tomorrow, i had a nice cig in the car with my brother, me and him are actually getting alone, our parents are in fl, im buying something green for next weekend, life is good, life is gooooood. :] the only things bad at the moment are: my period, my cold,my giant pimple breakouts and of course my weight. but everything else is okay. :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted September 20, 2006 Report Share Posted September 20, 2006 dont stop writing i like reading wut u write Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 21, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 21, 2006 dont stop writing i like reading wut u write thanks. i feel so.. emotionless. there is nothing i can think of writing about.. maybe ill try something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted September 23, 2006 Report Share Posted September 23, 2006 dont stop writing i like reading wut u write thanks. i feel so.. emotionless. there is nothing i can think of writing about.. maybe ill try something. yes please do <3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 23, 2006 Report Share Posted September 23, 2006 maybe ill try something. Please do write more! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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