xMyOwnMindx Posted September 3, 2006 Report Share Posted September 3, 2006 hopes gets lost in gusts of winds tiny girl on the inside find herself in tears again dear sweet love, why didnt you solve all my problems? they told me you were everything naive i was foolishly i chased you down paths i never wanted to see too young too hurt i did what he asked looking back i never lied bigger then "i love you" i just wanted to be saved wanted to be held never asked for love that way now another doesnt seem to understand i love for every wrong reason begging emtpy skies bring me home im so small inside bring me home,please? but never an answer to a half willing heart never a drop of hope from the things i lived off pain is gone i cry for others i guess i dont seem to understand why cant i find happiness in everywhere it lies? in nature, in arms of caring, in friends and accompilishments, i find little. nothing ever filled it little gap ive felt since birth always searching for the bigger pictures running in circles never getting anywhere "dont think so much baby" never helped a second but i cant expect anyone to fix me but me trapped in my mind i cant see to find the missing pieces what more could i ask for? what more will make my smile remain i cant find it i getting weaker 3 year search trying everything maybe i can find it in the three letter word should i give myself away risk everything cover my shame find a new escape tiny girl, staring out the window what do i mean to them with theyre words full of hurt and heads so judgemental sometimes i am better because sometimes i love everybody unconditionally sometimes i am evil beaucse i want to kill everybody that isnt me yet stuck between i sit and smile sit and cry never understanding much of anything.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 6, 2006 Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 Your writing is getting better and better. Please keep writing, you are doing great!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 6, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 Your writing is getting better and better. Please keep writing, you are doing great!!! i cant help but think i only complain about the same things in my poems and dont do enough to change them. starting next tuesday im gonna work extra hard. im joining a challenge. here are the rules: damage 10 pts - complete fast 8 pts - liquid fast 8 pts - fruit & veggie fast 6 pts - below 300 calories 4 pts - 301-600 calories 2 pt - 601-800 calories 2 pts - healthful foods exercise 10 pts - over 120 minutes 8 pts - 90-120 minutes 6 pts - 60-89 minutes 4 pts - 30-59 minutes 2 pts - less than 30 minutes 0 pts - no exercise other 3 pts - vitamins 3 pts - 24 fl oz water 3 pts - 8 hours sleep 3 pts - per pound lost im excited. my goal is to loose 15 pounds by halloween. even rob is like.. when were together we can go for jogs. :] i wonder wut ill complain about after i get skinny.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 6, 2006 Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 i wonder wut ill complain about after i get skinny.. LOL You can worry about that when Halloween arrives! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted September 6, 2006 Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 i wonder wut ill complain about after i get skinny.. LOL You can worry about that when Halloween arrives! i have a suggestion... be a spoon for Halloween. Your head can be the bowl and your body can be the handle. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 7, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 7, 2006 i wonder wut ill complain about after i get skinny.. LOL You can worry about that when Halloween arrives! eh i wont be skinny enough then Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted September 9, 2006 Report Share Posted September 9, 2006 i wonder wut ill complain about after i get skinny.. LOL You can worry about that when Halloween arrives! eh i wont be skinny enough then ok whutever you say I disagree Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 11, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 11, 2006 i wonder wut ill complain about after i get skinny.. LOL You can worry about that when Halloween arrives! eh i wont be skinny enough then ok whutever you say I disagree of course you do. dont worry. ill be happy with my weight by christmas. :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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