xMyOwnMindx Posted September 1, 2006 Report Share Posted September 1, 2006 im not sure anyone wants to hear my work so ive been putting in my my diary and on my blog. heres a little somthing though, not food, or much rob related. so i thought people would maybe like it more? idk. lemme know. cuz sharing my work is becoming a bigger deal. im in love my life is great ive got friends and family and enough money to be happy but my world is in trouble people thinking worng im one of them i cant control this i know that im too young for a mind like this and im overthinking wars and peace and tears and high school life scares me growing up choices, poeple, scare me and i say if everyone just thought a little like but this could never work what would the world do in and out of tragedy we'd fall to smaller pieces things over looked and i cant stopp crying thinking of worlds in other shapes and love being so strong and not changing a thing everything i process i take to the heart everythings dying whales, sharks ####ing i cant even go to an aquarium without these thoughts in my head that ffect me later when i sit and listen to noncense with my father im screaming i cant take this lifestyle we have to much know too much and it all adds up from megan to the ipod to the big screen to behind glass im thinking havnt i taught myself better by now? dont i know this i thought i grew from this i guess not i feel small and helpless like i wanna take it all throw it away and rewrite history i dont want to feel anymore when the most happiest things bring me the most pain im backwards i hate the "gift" im cursed with it free me i choose ignorance but its too late now we know that in our hearts its satying with us and we hope that in times less hormonal we dont hurt outselves anymore that we can live the way everyone else does how will it be when were not fifteen? ---------------------------------------- the ending 2 lines have many meanings. :closedeyes: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 2, 2006 Report Share Posted September 2, 2006 im not sure anyone wants to hear my work so ive been putting in my my diary and on my blog.heres a little somthing though, not food, or much rob related. so i thought people would maybe like it more? idk. lemme know. cuz sharing my work is becoming a bigger deal. im in love my life is great ive got friends and family and enough money to be happy but my world is in trouble people thinking worng im one of them i cant control this i know that im too young for a mind like this and im overthinking wars and peace and tears and high school life scares me growing up choices, poeple, scare me and i say if everyone just thought a little like but this could never work what would the world do in and out of tragedy we'd fall to smaller pieces things over looked and i cant stopp crying thinking of worlds in other shapes and love being so strong and not changing a thing everything i process i take to the heart everythings dying whales, sharks ####ing i cant even go to an aquarium without these thoughts in my head that ffect me later when i sit and listen to noncense with my father im screaming i cant take this lifestyle we have to much know too much and it all adds up from megan to the ipod to the big screen to behind glass im thinking havnt i taught myself better by now? dont i know this i thought i grew from this i guess not i feel small and helpless like i wanna take it all throw it away and rewrite history i dont want to feel anymore when the most happiest things bring me the most pain im backwards i hate the "gift" im cursed with it free me i choose ignorance but its too late now we know that in our hearts its satying with us and we hope that in times less hormonal we dont hurt outselves anymore that we can live the way everyone else does how will it be when were not fifteen? ---------------------------------------- the ending 2 lines have many meanings. :closedeyes: WOW!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 2, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 2, 2006 Report Share Posted September 2, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 3, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 5, 2006 Report Share Posted September 5, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 5, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 5, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 6, 2006 Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 6, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 6, 2006 Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted September 6, 2006 Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 6, 2006 Report Share Posted September 6, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 7, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 7, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 7, 2006 Report Share Posted September 7, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? I think you deserve an answer. Other people answer you, but in different topics. As for that 02H34 topic... is my senility showing again? *runs off to look there* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 7, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 7, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? I think you deserve an answer. Other people answer you, but in different topics. As for that 02H34 topic... is my senility showing again? *runs off to look there* that was the topic me and paz had liek mad colored convos and ishh. eh. sometimes others do. i just get so bored and i come here and im like.. eh.. ok *x's out* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 7, 2006 Report Share Posted September 7, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? I think you deserve an answer. Other people answer you, but in different topics. As for that 02H34 topic... is my senility showing again? *runs off to look there* that was the topic me and paz had liek mad colored convos and ishh. eh. sometimes others do. i just get so bored and i come here and im like.. eh.. ok *x's out* Ooohhhhhhh that topic. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 8, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 8, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? I think you deserve an answer. Other people answer you, but in different topics. As for that 02H34 topic... is my senility showing again? *runs off to look there* that was the topic me and paz had liek mad colored convos and ishh. eh. sometimes others do. i just get so bored and i come here and im like.. eh.. ok *x's out* Ooohhhhhhh that topic. yea well i suppose its dead cuz i kept answering sarcasticly. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 8, 2006 Report Share Posted September 8, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? I think you deserve an answer. Other people answer you, but in different topics. As for that 02H34 topic... is my senility showing again? *runs off to look there* that was the topic me and paz had liek mad colored convos and ishh. eh. sometimes others do. i just get so bored and i come here and im like.. eh.. ok *x's out* Ooohhhhhhh that topic. yea well i suppose its dead cuz i kept answering sarcasticly. Sometimes the answers are what you are feeling. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 9, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 9, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? I think you deserve an answer. Other people answer you, but in different topics. As for that 02H34 topic... is my senility showing again? *runs off to look there* that was the topic me and paz had liek mad colored convos and ishh. eh. sometimes others do. i just get so bored and i come here and im like.. eh.. ok *x's out* Ooohhhhhhh that topic. yea well i suppose its dead cuz i kept answering sarcasticly. Sometimes the answers are what you are feeling. sometimes meaning always. i speak my heart. and i hate being wrong. i was having a long deep conversation with like 6 close friends and a friend's father today and i was trying to find myself in all the facts and stats. like most things it left me feeling empty but id be a straight out liar if i said i didnt like the conversation. it was rather nice. im so tired of life. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 9, 2006 Report Share Posted September 9, 2006 WOW!!! good wow, right? Absolutely a phenomenal WOW! Your other poem is a *gasp*. I have no words to express just how this touches my heart. I couldn't reply because your poem delves deep into the lives of many people who would be afraid to express this themselves. i dont understand why people are afraid to express anything.. or do you mean like internally admit it? cuz that i understand. people are so blind sometimes. "smiles and makeup hides everything theses days" Sometimes to admit something personal is showing how vulnerable you are. oh. well i have no issues doing that. making people GET IT, it a totally different story however. I think more people get it than you know. Admitting you get it, for some people, is not always easy. eh, people bug me sometimes. i bug myself. i keep over thinking and leaning on the identities i dont have. at least i can always be "rob's girlfriend" but that doesnt get me very far in my town cuz nobody knows him.. It's better that nobody knows Rob. At least whatever identity you do have is yours. i have been gone way too long Good reason for you to stop in more often! umm yea. your the only one that ever really answers me and did you give up on that 2:34am topic? I think you deserve an answer. Other people answer you, but in different topics. As for that 02H34 topic... is my senility showing again? *runs off to look there* that was the topic me and paz had liek mad colored convos and ishh. eh. sometimes others do. i just get so bored and i come here and im like.. eh.. ok *x's out* Ooohhhhhhh that topic. yea well i suppose its dead cuz i kept answering sarcasticly. Sometimes the answers are what you are feeling. sometimes meaning always. i speak my heart. and i hate being wrong. i was having a long deep conversation with like 6 close friends and a friend's father today and i was trying to find myself in all the facts and stats. like most things it left me feeling empty but id be a straight out liar if i said i didnt like the conversation. it was rather nice. im so tired of life. *decides Lauren needs a giant hammie bear huggle* I am at a loss for words. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted September 9, 2006 Report Share Posted September 9, 2006 I'm still here. School has been keeping me. I miss talking to my friends at HD. *joins the hammie huggle before Lauren has a chace to swuirm away like a normal teenager would* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted September 9, 2006 Report Share Posted September 9, 2006 I'm still here.School has been keeping me. I miss talking to my friends at HD. *joins the hammie huggle before Lauren has a chace to swuirm away like a normal teenager would* Studies first, HampsterDance second. We miss you but understand that you need to get your studies accomplished. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted September 11, 2006 Author Report Share Posted September 11, 2006 I'm still here.School has been keeping me. I miss talking to my friends at HD. *joins the hammie huggle before Lauren has a chace to swuirm away like a normal teenager would* school stinks. to be g-rated. normal? me? you wish : P Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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