xMyOwnMindx Posted August 28, 2006 Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 supress my feelings hold it all inside i cant hurt you so ill burn away my flesh i cant beat this i dont want to your the reason im sad (im the reason YOUR sad) your the reason im fat its your fault your heartless go hurt YOURSELF im sick of pretending im sleeping to avvoid hearing you speak im sick of holding back how i feel about you im sick of closing the door and putting it all on myself you hurt me so ill hurt myself worse this is you fault you force the match to my wrist your hate destroys me inside so watch me tear the outside up and then you can MOCK me for it great parents you think cuz i have things that my heart is full its full of rage its full of hate i wish i could see you hurt outside i cant find the love you say you have for me. i see pain, i see hate i HATE you lets play a game called kill our daughter murder her with words kill her heart from the inside and then pretend everything is fine like we do everyday i dont know about you but im not fine everything is my fault cuz im so weak i should learn to push everything away but i take everything in i cry and weap and hurt for everyone else and its no one elses fault but mine i am weak i hate myself so much more then i could ever express to you and deep down i just wish death would come to me so i can stop hurting myselfd and others this is #### and im so sick of being weak and worthless i must change. :glare: i'll show everybody Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 28, 2006 Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 supress my feelingshold it all inside i cant hurt you so ill burn away my flesh i cant beat this i dont want to your the reason im sad (im the reason YOUR sad) your the reason im fat its your fault your heartless go hurt YOURSELF im sick of pretending im sleeping to avvoid hearing you speak im sick of holding back how i feel about you im sick of closing the door and putting it all on myself you hurt me so ill hurt myself worse this is you fault you force the match to my wrist your hate destroys me inside so watch me tear the outside up and then you can MOCK me for it great parents you think cuz i have things that my heart is full its full of rage its full of hate i wish i could see you hurt outside i cant find the love you say you have for me. i see pain, i see hate i HATE you lets play a game called kill our daughter murder her with words kill her heart from the inside and then pretend everything is fine like we do everyday i dont know about you but im not fine everything is my fault cuz im so weak i should learn to push everything away but i take everything in i cry and weap and hurt for everyone else and its no one elses fault but mine i am weak i hate myself so much more then i could ever express to you and deep down i just wish death would come to me so i can stop hurting myselfd and others this is #### and im so sick of being weak and worthless i must change. :glare: i'll show everybody topazia says... oh wait, i'm back now *wants to give lauren a great big hammie huggle with horatio bc i know she wants to too* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 28, 2006 Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 sometimes i feel like that to but its hard to change, no matter how hard i try Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 29, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 29, 2006 supress my feelings hold it all inside i cant hurt you so ill burn away my flesh i cant beat this i dont want to your the reason im sad (im the reason YOUR sad) your the reason im fat its your fault your heartless go hurt YOURSELF im sick of pretending im sleeping to avvoid hearing you speak im sick of holding back how i feel about you im sick of closing the door and putting it all on myself you hurt me so ill hurt myself worse this is you fault you force the match to my wrist your hate destroys me inside so watch me tear the outside up and then you can MOCK me for it great parents you think cuz i have things that my heart is full its full of rage its full of hate i wish i could see you hurt outside i cant find the love you say you have for me. i see pain, i see hate i HATE you lets play a game called kill our daughter murder her with words kill her heart from the inside and then pretend everything is fine like we do everyday i dont know about you but im not fine everything is my fault cuz im so weak i should learn to push everything away but i take everything in i cry and weap and hurt for everyone else and its no one elses fault but mine i am weak i hate myself so much more then i could ever express to you and deep down i just wish death would come to me so i can stop hurting myselfd and others this is #### and im so sick of being weak and worthless i must change. :glare: i'll show everybody topazia says... oh wait, i'm back now *wants to give lauren a great big hammie huggle with horatio bc i know she wants to too* thanks. i put this in my blog and rob says hes gonna read it when he gets home. i dont want to take it out but i dont want him to yell at me for burning myself.. *HE. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 29, 2006 Report Share Posted August 29, 2006 im sure he will like it, i did Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 29, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 29, 2006 im sure he will like it, i did he got upset that i burned myself. and he said "wow babe thats getting alot of anger out" on the outside im quiet i keep to myself on the inside im screaming, screaming for help. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 30, 2006 Report Share Posted August 30, 2006 im sry i feel like that sometimes to, but rite now im in a rather good mood Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 31, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 31, 2006 im sry i feel like that sometimes to, but rite now im in a rather good mood me too. 10 hours with my love, how could i not be? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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