xMyOwnMindx Posted August 11, 2006 Report Share Posted August 11, 2006 the numbers tear me apart i hate everything so much right now scratchy tears fear sympathy for things i didnt know about the girl alone in the shower never left my heart she did it again drown in tears and bath water everything is perfect so cut open my wrists and write my final words with the blood water that overfills the tub and this is stupid and i hate myself for saying so i never should've felt this way i am no tragic tale i am pathedic i cant even put away the food why, oh why am i so incredible weak i bite the skin the holds an empty heart and i fall back confused and angry. i dont even know why it is this way why the world is toxic and i wanna destroy it so bad love never changed this i was lying to everyone and i keep smiling keep crying at the mirror keep breaking down the things in my heart with words and tears and things that dont make sense and never helped anyone one day we'll write that book and the world will see the inner thoughts how messed up we were how we cant remember before the hate before the pain straight to the heart memories are faded and torn away from the mind in a cruel hatful way i cant decirbe to you why the words are the way the are why the world is diseased with hate and prejudice and whats the point anymore? breathe in the drops of water choke on the ciggerette disgrace to the world tie my hands back duct tape my mouth nothing i say is worth anything and i cant stop looking at the mirror i tell my reflection to stay strong and i sit alone its so pointless i write on the wall and migrains that never leave my mind break me down and what they dont know is that ever letter is written with a tear sometimes its sobing sometimes just tearing but every word is an imprint of pain written in a sentence Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 12, 2006 Report Share Posted August 12, 2006 the numberstear me apart i hate everything so much right now scratchy tears fear sympathy for things i didnt know about the girl alone in the shower never left my heart she did it again drown in tears and bath water everything is perfect so cut open my wrists and write my final words with the blood water that overfills the tub and this is stupid and i hate myself for saying so i never should've felt this way i am no tragic tale i am pathedic i cant even put away the food why, oh why am i so incredible weak i bite the skin the holds an empty heart and i fall back confused and angry. i dont even know why it is this way why the world is toxic and i wanna destroy it so bad love never changed this i was lying to everyone and i keep smiling keep crying at the mirror keep breaking down the things in my heart with words and tears and things that dont make sense and never helped anyone one day we'll write that book and the world will see the inner thoughts how messed up we were how we cant remember before the hate before the pain straight to the heart memories are faded and torn away from the mind in a cruel hatful way i cant decirbe to you why the words are the way the are why the world is diseased with hate and prejudice and whats the point anymore? breathe in the drops of water choke on the ciggerette disgrace to the world tie my hands back duct tape my mouth nothing i say is worth anything and i cant stop looking at the mirror i tell my reflection to stay strong and i sit alone its so pointless i write on the wall and migrains that never leave my mind break me down and what they dont know is that ever letter is written with a tear sometimes its sobing sometimes just tearing but every word is an imprint of pain written in a sentence Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Glowurm Posted August 12, 2006 Report Share Posted August 12, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 12, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 12, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 13, 2006 Report Share Posted August 13, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 14, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 14, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 14, 2006 Report Share Posted August 14, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 14, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 14, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 15, 2006 Report Share Posted August 15, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. *gives her 91 more to top it off and any others i give you will count in the hundred untill sept-1* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 15, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2006 good? Incredible. Awe was my first feeling. Then it really sunk in and I realised that it was sad. Yeah. I agree with what paz says there. thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. *gives her 91 more to top it off and any others i give you will count in the hundred untill sept-1* lol dkjashkdjhasdjkasd? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 17, 2006 Report Share Posted August 17, 2006 thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. *gives her 91 more to top it off and any others i give you will count in the hundred untill sept-1* lol dkjashkdjhasdjkasd? okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 18, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 18, 2006 thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. *gives her 91 more to top it off and any others i give you will count in the hundred untill sept-1* lol dkjashkdjhasdjkasd? okay? so im actually getting 91? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 18, 2006 Report Share Posted August 18, 2006 thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. *gives her 91 more to top it off and any others i give you will count in the hundred untill sept-1* lol dkjashkdjhasdjkasd? okay? so im actually getting 91? yes. add it to your 9, and it makes 100. see how it works out? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 19, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 19, 2006 thanks. :] i really love when people like my stuff. especially since its so much to me. im always crying when i write :] lol *can't control judgmental quip* *tries valiantly to suppress it* *tells Lauren to ignore it completely* Miss USA!!! sorry. it's a very good poem. Very Laurenly. Yes, I made it up. Just for you. *hjands over a KUDOS award* *walks out* wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. *gives her 91 more to top it off and any others i give you will count in the hundred untill sept-1* lol dkjashkdjhasdjkasd? okay? so im actually getting 91? yes. add it to your 9, and it makes 100. see how it works out? yes. but wut for? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 28, 2006 Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 wuts a "judgmental quip" ? yay<3 i cant keep track of all of them... a crack on something you said that may sound like I'm judging you. Don't worry. It's okay. Just put down like, 100 and you'll be good for a month or two. lol i think i have 9. *gives her 91 more to top it off and any others i give you will count in the hundred untill sept-1* lol dkjashkdjhasdjkasd? okay? so im actually getting 91? yes. add it to your 9, and it makes 100. see how it works out? yes. but wut for? so you don't have to add anything to your siggy till midseptember. consider them ghost KUDOSes that become real KUDOSes when I say you get a KUDOS award. Like so! *gives Lauren a KUDOS award and one of the ghost KUDOSes becomes real* spiffy huh? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 29, 2006 Report Share Posted August 29, 2006 lauren, i would have to say that this is my favorate poem so far. altho i dont think im that fat... lol... and im not a girl, but everything else applys to me sadly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 29, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 29, 2006 lauren, i would have to say that this is my favorate poem so far. altho i dont think im that fat... lol... and im not a girl, but everything else applys to me sadly aw thanks. why are we all traped in tragic minds? it really isnt fair. i feel your pain. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 30, 2006 Report Share Posted August 30, 2006 lauren, i would have to say that this is my favorate poem so far. altho i dont think im that fat... lol... and im not a girl, but everything else applys to me sadly aw thanks. why are we all traped in tragic minds? it really isnt fair. i feel your pain. yeah, i agree, its not fair i hope we arnt call tragic minds, but im glad here someone understands me, noone else does Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 31, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 31, 2006 lauren, i would have to say that this is my favorate poem so far. altho i dont think im that fat... lol... and im not a girl, but everything else applys to me sadly aw thanks. why are we all traped in tragic minds? it really isnt fair. i feel your pain. yeah, i agree, its not fair i hope we arnt call tragic minds, but im glad here someone understands me, noone else does there are alot of people that feel like this i think. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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