xMyOwnMindx Posted August 2, 2006 Report Share Posted August 2, 2006 new best friend they tell me no they try to tell me you are hate i am hate i know hate dont try to teach me anything i can take this risk food dear food you've seltered my life for so many years im ready to shead you only what i need only what i can handle give me what i need i praise you with my sacrific i know im foolish dont try to teach me your own ways im a big girl and im making this a choice dont like it? your gonna have to square with that because its not an issue of mine ten pounds smaller is not nearly enough i wanna see some bone some insides to see that im alive cuz i doubt it from time to time i wanna see the scale lie to me make it say perfection something needs to be perfect this life goal, i choose to be it dont tell me im wrong i dont care i am selfhate and i take that to the parties i spread that with smiles i am deciet its okay, lie to me. new best friend of mine curse me with your beauty make me everything ive sweated for everything ive gone hungry i am strong i will hold on and i wont fall to everyones cries they just dont wanna see me happy whats the hurt im not going to kill myself im past that im not going to hurt, too much think of everything ive ever said to disapoint you everytime ive made a friend cry or a family member angry isnt this pain all in store for me? dont say no dont say you love me dont say i'll be unhappy tell me i can do this tell me ill be alive cry for me, lie to me i dont care i want perfection cant anything ever be like that? with her help, your help and the people that encourage it can ill show everyone i'll make it say 0 to go. i am power dont tell me how to act or what to eat i WANT this they say its misery IM ALREADY MISERABLE this can be a little game for us to play who can see thru the anas? who will ignore it. ha. you either think im lying or messed up maybe both maybe i am maybe im so far gone that trying just seems so far away when wishes are right around the corner and i cant seem to taste them and i keep saying i'll be happy then but why lie i wont be happy not the way i am maybe someday hold me, tell me the truth is it possible to love the fat girl? they say yes, truth remains no. life is prettier when your hungry sounds are louder lights are bright everything you say is translated to me differently 'dont pass out' the words she speaks to me i cant be so obvious to the world cant do that eat negative calories punishment is in effect its hard lifes not easy happiness cant be either you cant purge? how horrible i'm trying TRY HARDER, your FAT! help me. i cant. you have to get rid of those things you ate feeling down wishing death one pound?! two? no. more crunches, run faster no one will laugh when im a twig. we'll show the world unhappiness is a technicality happiness is in the eye of the beholder im perfectly happy i went to the beach today with 2 of my BEST FRIENDS. and i laughed and smiled and felt HAPPY. can you process that? can you process my obsession, my hate, my scars, my puke, my words, my dizziness and then the word happiness. this is real life it is NOT pretty but we starve to be. lost in it im consumed i count every little thing i cry and cut and punish i laugh and smile and giggle everything comes to terms this sick little world we live in its disgusting as am i its so easy to be wrapped up in every little digusting fattening bite when the less you consume the better you look the better you are. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted August 2, 2006 Report Share Posted August 2, 2006 new best friendthey tell me no they try to tell me you are hate i am hate i know hate dont try to teach me anything i can take this risk food dear food you've seltered my life for so many years im ready to shead you only what i need only what i can handle give me what i need i praise you with my sacrific i know im foolish dont try to teach me your own ways im a big girl and im making this a choice dont like it? your gonna have to square with that because its not an issue of mine ten pounds smaller is not nearly enough i wanna see some bone some insides to see that im alive cuz i doubt it from time to time i wanna see the scale lie to me make it say perfection something needs to be perfect this life goal, i choose to be it dont tell me im wrong i dont care i am selfhate and i take that to the parties i spread that with smiles i am deciet its okay, lie to me. new best friend of mine curse me with your beauty make me everything ive sweated for everything ive gone hungry i am strong i will hold on and i wont fall to everyones cries they just dont wanna see me happy whats the hurt im not going to kill myself im past that im not going to hurt, too much think of everything ive ever said to disapoint you everytime ive made a friend cry or a family member angry isnt this pain all in store for me? dont say no dont say you love me dont say i'll be unhappy tell me i can do this tell me ill be alive cry for me, lie to me i dont care i want perfection cant anything ever be like that? with her help, your help and the people that encourage it can ill show everyone i'll make it say 0 to go. i am power dont tell me how to act or what to eat i WANT this they say its misery IM ALREADY MISERABLE this can be a little game for us to play who can see thru the anas? who will ignore it. ha. you either think im lying or messed up maybe both maybe i am maybe im so far gone that trying just seems so far away when wishes are right around the corner and i cant seem to taste them and i keep saying i'll be happy then but why lie i wont be happy not the way i am maybe someday hold me, tell me the truth is it possible to love the fat girl? they say yes, truth remains no. life is prettier when your hungry sounds are louder lights are bright everything you say is translated to me differently 'dont pass out' the words she speaks to me i cant be so obvious to the world cant do that eat negative calories punishment is in effect its hard lifes not easy happiness cant be either you cant purge? how horrible i'm trying TRY HARDER, your FAT! help me. i cant. you have to get rid of those things you ate feeling down wishing death one pound?! two? no. more crunches, run faster no one will laugh when im a twig. we'll show the world unhappiness is a technicality happiness is in the eye of the beholder im perfectly happy i went to the beach today with 2 of my BEST FRIENDS. and i laughed and smiled and felt HAPPY. can you process that? can you process my obsession, my hate, my scars, my puke, my words, my dizziness and then the word happiness. this is real life it is NOT pretty but we starve to be. lost in it im consumed i count every little thing i cry and cut and punish i laugh and smile and giggle everything comes to terms this sick little world we live in its disgusting as am i its so easy to be wrapped up in every little digusting fattening bite when the less you consume the better you look the better you are. This is very emotive Well, definitely sadder then your last few pieces of prose, but we all have our ups and downs. This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what? Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people Bah, I hope I didn't just derail the thread by saying that Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 2, 2006 Report Share Posted August 2, 2006 This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what? Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people Awards, you create your own award and name it what you want. This award belongs to you and you alone. No one else can hand out your award. I love awards, so please create a bunch! No attachments in the signature as of now. No idea what will happen in the future, but for now, I am really sorry, no attachments, no links, no personal information. But, you knew all that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 2, 2006 new best friend they tell me no they try to tell me you are hate i am hate i know hate dont try to teach me anything i can take this risk food dear food you've seltered my life for so many years im ready to shead you only what i need only what i can handle give me what i need i praise you with my sacrific i know im foolish dont try to teach me your own ways im a big girl and im making this a choice dont like it? your gonna have to square with that because its not an issue of mine ten pounds smaller is not nearly enough i wanna see some bone some insides to see that im alive cuz i doubt it from time to time i wanna see the scale lie to me make it say perfection something needs to be perfect this life goal, i choose to be it dont tell me im wrong i dont care i am selfhate and i take that to the parties i spread that with smiles i am deciet its okay, lie to me. new best friend of mine curse me with your beauty make me everything ive sweated for everything ive gone hungry i am strong i will hold on and i wont fall to everyones cries they just dont wanna see me happy whats the hurt im not going to kill myself im past that im not going to hurt, too much think of everything ive ever said to disapoint you everytime ive made a friend cry or a family member angry isnt this pain all in store for me? dont say no dont say you love me dont say i'll be unhappy tell me i can do this tell me ill be alive cry for me, lie to me i dont care i want perfection cant anything ever be like that? with her help, your help and the people that encourage it can ill show everyone i'll make it say 0 to go. i am power dont tell me how to act or what to eat i WANT this they say its misery IM ALREADY MISERABLE this can be a little game for us to play who can see thru the anas? who will ignore it. ha. you either think im lying or messed up maybe both maybe i am maybe im so far gone that trying just seems so far away when wishes are right around the corner and i cant seem to taste them and i keep saying i'll be happy then but why lie i wont be happy not the way i am maybe someday hold me, tell me the truth is it possible to love the fat girl? they say yes, truth remains no. life is prettier when your hungry sounds are louder lights are bright everything you say is translated to me differently 'dont pass out' the words she speaks to me i cant be so obvious to the world cant do that eat negative calories punishment is in effect its hard lifes not easy happiness cant be either you cant purge? how horrible i'm trying TRY HARDER, your FAT! help me. i cant. you have to get rid of those things you ate feeling down wishing death one pound?! two? no. more crunches, run faster no one will laugh when im a twig. we'll show the world unhappiness is a technicality happiness is in the eye of the beholder im perfectly happy i went to the beach today with 2 of my BEST FRIENDS. and i laughed and smiled and felt HAPPY. can you process that? can you process my obsession, my hate, my scars, my puke, my words, my dizziness and then the word happiness. this is real life it is NOT pretty but we starve to be. lost in it im consumed i count every little thing i cry and cut and punish i laugh and smile and giggle everything comes to terms this sick little world we live in its disgusting as am i its so easy to be wrapped up in every little digusting fattening bite when the less you consume the better you look the better you are. This is very emotive Well, definitely sadder then your last few pieces of prose, but we all have our ups and downs. This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what? Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people Bah, I hope I didn't just derail the thread by saying that i'm a sad person. mm i think you just say your making one and name it. if you could put attachments in your sig, i'd kill myself. "Bah, I hope I didn't just derail the thread by saying that " .. you prolly did. wut else is new.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 3, 2006 Report Share Posted August 3, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted August 3, 2006 Report Share Posted August 3, 2006 This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what? Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people Awards, you create your own award and name it what you want. This award belongs to you and you alone. No one else can hand out your award. I love awards, so please create a bunch! No attachments in the signature as of now. No idea what will happen in the future, but for now, I am really sorry, no attachments, no links, no personal information. But, you knew all that. Whee! *Waves hands and creates the Bulging Brain Award* *hands one to MyOwnMind* I hand out the bulging brain award to anything that makes me think about philosophical stuff. And other stuff. Yeah, just stuff that really makes me think about stuff. If attatchments worked in siggies, I would make and attatch a picture of it. Whee! *runs off to do stuff* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 3, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 7, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 7, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 8, 2006 Report Share Posted August 8, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 9, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 9, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. fiction or nonfiction? Glowurm- thanks ^__^ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 9, 2006 Report Share Posted August 9, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. fiction or nonfiction? Glowurm- thanks ^__^ both. *gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 10, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 10, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. fiction or nonfiction? Glowurm- thanks ^__^ both. *gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone* mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books. thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 10, 2006 Report Share Posted August 10, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. fiction or nonfiction? Glowurm- thanks ^__^ both. *gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone* mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books. thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself.. *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 10, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 10, 2006 i still love you, even though you said not to in there. so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you. thanks. i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF" im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel. okay, i cracked before i could even send this post ha! im eating a 40-cal yogurt. that i do plan on running off in about an hour.. didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. fiction or nonfiction? Glowurm- thanks ^__^ both. *gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone* mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books. thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself.. *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 12, 2006 Report Share Posted August 12, 2006 didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. fiction or nonfiction? Glowurm- thanks ^__^ both. *gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone* mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books. thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself.. *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. ...... ........ ....-----------.... .../....0... ...0....\... ....|.........-)..........|.... .....\...\-------/.../..... .......\._______./....... ........|......|......... ...close enough. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 12, 2006 Report Share Posted August 12, 2006 ...... ........ ....-----------.... .../....0... ...0....\... ....|.........-)..........|.... .....\...\-------/.../..... .......\._______./....... ........|......|......... Great pic!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 12, 2006 Report Share Posted August 12, 2006 ...... ........ ....-----------.... .../....0... ...0....\... ....|.........-)..........|.... .....\...\-------/.../..... .......\._______./....... ........|......|......... Great pic!!! yeah, but you should see how many times I previewed it to get it that good. I wish I could figure out the new thing with pics, but I'm too lazy to experiment. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 12, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 12, 2006 didnt run it off. dont care. ive lost my motivation.. i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it. at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books. fiction or nonfiction? Glowurm- thanks ^__^ both. *gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone* mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books. thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself.. *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 13, 2006 Report Share Posted August 13, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 13, 2006 Report Share Posted August 13, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. In your parents defense, there is no reference book on raising children. They think about your safety and well-being and institute a limit. Sometimes it is hard to say exactly why that rule or limit is in place, and it sounds bad to just say "it is for your own good". As for figuring things out... you have so much time to do this. No need to rush things. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 13, 2006 Report Share Posted August 13, 2006 another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. In your parents defense, there is no reference book on raising children. They think about your safety and well-being and institute a limit. Sometimes it is hard to say exactly why that rule or limit is in place, and it sounds bad to just say "it is for your own good". As for figuring things out... you have so much time to do this. No need to rush things. but Horatio, everything has a reason. I'm a questing mind, always looking for new knowledge, and when no one can help me, it drives me to frustration. I may be only 17, but sometimes I feel like I'm 71, with all I've experienced. What I put on here is only part of my twisted, maze-like childhood. I only remember somethings, and then only what I recall from what Mom tells me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 13, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 13, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. just because :] that, i understand. limits stink. :closedeyes: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 13, 2006 Report Share Posted August 13, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. just because :] that, i understand. limits stink. :closedeyes: whatever floats your boat. I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 14, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 14, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. just because :] that, i understand. limits stink. :closedeyes: whatever floats your boat. I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt. in more then one sense. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 14, 2006 Report Share Posted August 14, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. just because :] that, i understand. limits stink. :closedeyes: whatever floats your boat. I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt. in more then one sense. exactly. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 14, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 14, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. just because :] that, i understand. limits stink. :closedeyes: whatever floats your boat. I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt. in more then one sense. exactly. got it. so.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 15, 2006 Report Share Posted August 15, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. just because :] that, i understand. limits stink. :closedeyes: whatever floats your boat. I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt. in more then one sense. exactly. got it. so.. whuzzup? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 15, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2006 *gives her another one* I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been. another? but WHY do you want to? was that an insult? hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to " which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash. i never understood why some people never fought back... no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one. Yes, another. And another... *hands it to Lauren* I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid... Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day. I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none. Like child abuse. And child raipe. Or anything of that nature. You know why. yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back. everyone holds people back, it isnt fair. how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down. sometimes i admire you why do you admire me? rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either. I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story. you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits. just because :] that, i understand. limits stink. :closedeyes: whatever floats your boat. I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt. in more then one sense. exactly. got it. so.. whuzzup? GRAPES!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 22, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 22, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 23, 2006 Report Share Posted August 23, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 23, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 23, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 23, 2006 Report Share Posted August 23, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 oooo i like this one also i am a fan of ur poams now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* I'm glad to. To Lauren's question... I am not sure if you weigh more when you have your period. I think one of the magizenes I read might say, I will check. But not now, I am at my Grandma's house and don't have them. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* I'm glad to. To Lauren's question... I am not sure if you weigh more when you have your period. I think one of the magizenes I read might say, I will check. But not now, I am at my Grandma's house and don't have them. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* alright. i think im gonna search the internet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. i hope you do, cuz that means im less then 131. ohhh i wanna loose more before school!! omg purple! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie. (Like you wanted to know that.) That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie. (Like you wanted to know that.) That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~* To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie. (Like you wanted to know that.) That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~* To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Mkay. I'll try and tell her. (I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. ) *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie. (Like you wanted to know that.) That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~* To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Mkay. I'll try and tell her. (I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. ) *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Ummmm, my hammie father owns a dry cleaner? LOL *tries to think of another excuse* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie. (Like you wanted to know that.) That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~* To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Mkay. I'll try and tell her. (I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. ) *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Ummmm, my hammie father owns a dry cleaner? LOL *tries to think of another excuse* *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* If your hammie father had a dry cleaner, thatw won't work because hamsters don't wear lingerie. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]] and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now. cool! mhm. i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer. wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway. y not? why can i tell my friends. ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much. i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?" You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food. ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me. ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it. 2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better. im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life. i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer. i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already" i wanna be envied im gonna be thinner. i AM thinner. :]]] 15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily. im not sure thats a word. i dont care.. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner. mhm. well in a way. oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period? ..do you? For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person. Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie. (Like you wanted to know that.) That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~* To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing. *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* Mkay. I'll try and tell her. (I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. ) *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Ummmm, my hammie father owns a dry cleaner? LOL *tries to think of another excuse* *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* If your hammie father had a dry cleaner, thatw won't work because hamsters don't wear lingerie. *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* LOL I hadn't thought of that. LOL Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mushroom_king Posted August 24, 2006 Report Share Posted August 24, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 25, 2006 Report Share Posted August 25, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* Not much. I just had a really great sandwich for dinner. Sandwich sized Thomas' English Muffin, toasted, mayonnaise, then a really tasty tomato with salt. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted August 25, 2006 Report Share Posted August 25, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he googled it. Otherwise... I have no idea. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 25, 2006 Report Share Posted August 25, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea. No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either. I have fur... no need for clothes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 25, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 25, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea. No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either. I have fur... no need for clothes. yay nakedness! haha as long as there are no mirrors!! eek >.< Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 25, 2006 Report Share Posted August 25, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea. No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either. I have fur... no need for clothes. horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 26, 2006 Report Share Posted August 26, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea. No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either. I have fur... no need for clothes. horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here? I don't know. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 26, 2006 Report Share Posted August 26, 2006 haha, but arnt hamsters normaly naked? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted August 26, 2006 Report Share Posted August 26, 2006 haha, but arnt hamsters normaly naked? Of course! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 26, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 26, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea. No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either. I have fur... no need for clothes. horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here? cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period.. it started from there. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted August 27, 2006 Report Share Posted August 27, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea. No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either. I have fur... no need for clothes. horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here? cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period.. it started from there. show off j/k Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 27, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 27, 2006 *~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~* What do you have to say for yourself Horatio? *~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~* ...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea. No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either. I have fur... no need for clothes. horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here? cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period.. it started from there. show off j/k shut up. : P rob is like you. underweight. hes like im trying to gain *eats candy* i cried the first few times he ate in front of me. but i didnt let him see. one of the time i told him about tho, he probably forget. i was talking about how lucky he was and we had like this big pros and cons list of overweight/normal and underweight. i told him we should switch bodies since im trying so hard to be that small and hes trying to get chubbbs like me. last time i was at his house i ate a chip. he just kinda looked me and kept eating. i felt bad. but then i took the bag and figured out how many calories were in that chip. it was like 5.somthing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patchwork Posted August 28, 2006 Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here? cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period.. it started from there. show off j/k shut up. : P rob is like you. underweight. hes like im trying to gain *eats candy* i cried the first few times he ate in front of me. but i didnt let him see. one of the time i told him about tho, he probably forget. i was talking about how lucky he was and we had like this big pros and cons list of overweight/normal and underweight. i told him we should switch bodies since im trying so hard to be that small and hes trying to get chubbbs like me. last time i was at his house i ate a chip. he just kinda looked me and kept eating. i felt bad. but then i took the bag and figured out how many calories were in that chip. it was like 5.somthing. Oh, Lauren, Topazia said to say she can't unerstand why you want to still lose more weight when you're at a healthy weight now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 28, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here? cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period.. it started from there. show off j/k shut up. : P rob is like you. underweight. hes like im trying to gain *eats candy* i cried the first few times he ate in front of me. but i didnt let him see. one of the time i told him about tho, he probably forget. i was talking about how lucky he was and we had like this big pros and cons list of overweight/normal and underweight. i told him we should switch bodies since im trying so hard to be that small and hes trying to get chubbbs like me. last time i was at his house i ate a chip. he just kinda looked me and kept eating. i felt bad. but then i took the bag and figured out how many calories were in that chip. it was like 5.somthing. Oh, Lauren, Topazia said to say she can't unerstand why you want to still lose more weight when you're at a healthy weight now. because i could be 80 pounds but if i look like a whale then im gonna change it! i hate the way i look, sometimes i cry when i look at myself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 28, 2006 Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 are all of u guys real life friends ur somethin? im a tad confused Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 28, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 28, 2006 are all of u guys real life friends ur somethin? im a tad confused no. everyone i know here, ive met here. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 29, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 29, 2006 are all of u guys real life friends ur somethin? im a tad confused no. everyone i know here, ive met here. except 'cow' but she doesnt come here anymore and im glad i like being semi-anonymous i can talk about burning myself, straving myself, and no one in reality actally knows. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 30, 2006 Report Share Posted August 30, 2006 haha yeah, i wouldnt share any of the stuff i post here i would tell anyone but like, my best friend, or a really close friend Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hamster Luver Posted August 30, 2006 Report Share Posted August 30, 2006 and noone here will spread rumors about u (bad ones) or make fun of u, ya know? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted August 31, 2006 Author Report Share Posted August 31, 2006 and noone here will spread rumors about u (bad ones) or make fun of u, ya know? yea. its like a little safe zone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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