excuse me for my obsessions<3

[xMyOwnMindx]

new best friend

they tell me no

they try to tell me you are hate

i am hate

i know hate

dont try to teach me anything

i can take this risk

food

dear food

you've seltered my life

for so many years

im ready to shead you

only what i need

only what i can handle

give me what i need

i praise you with my sacrific

i know im foolish

dont try to teach me your own ways

im a big girl

and im making this a choice

dont like it?

your gonna have to square with that

because its not an issue of mine

ten pounds smaller

is not nearly enough

i wanna see some bone

some insides

to see that im alive

cuz i doubt it from time to time

i wanna see the scale lie to me

make it say perfection

something needs to be perfect

this life goal,

i choose to be it

dont tell me im wrong

i dont care

i am selfhate

and i take that to the parties

i spread that with smiles

i am deciet

its okay,

lie to me.

new best friend of mine

curse me with your beauty

make me everything ive sweated for

everything ive gone hungry

i am strong

i will hold on

and i wont fall to everyones cries

they just dont wanna see me happy

whats the hurt

im not going to kill myself

im past that

im not going to hurt, too much

think of everything ive ever said to disapoint you

everytime ive made a friend cry

or a family member angry

isnt this pain all in store for me?

dont say no

dont say you love me

dont say i'll be unhappy

tell me i can do this

tell me ill be alive

cry for me, lie to me

i dont care

i want perfection

cant anything ever be like that?

with her help, your help

and the people that encourage

it can

ill show everyone

i'll make it say 0 to go.

i am power

dont tell me how to act

or what to eat

i WANT this

they say its misery

IM ALREADY MISERABLE

this can be a little game for us to play

who can see thru the anas?

who will ignore it.

ha.

you either think im lying or messed up

maybe both

maybe i am

maybe im so far gone that trying just seems so far away

when wishes are right around the corner

and i cant seem to taste them and

i keep saying i'll be happy then

but why lie

i wont be happy

not the way i am

maybe someday

hold me, tell me the truth

is it possible to love the fat girl?

they say yes,

truth remains no.

life is prettier when your hungry

sounds are louder

lights are bright

everything you say is translated to me differently

'dont pass out'

the words she speaks to me

i cant be so obvious to the world

cant do that

eat negative calories

punishment is in effect

its hard

lifes not easy

happiness cant be either

you cant purge?

how horrible

i'm trying

TRY HARDER, your FAT!

help me.

i cant. you have to get rid of those things you ate

feeling down

wishing death

one pound?! two?

no.

more crunches, run faster

no one will laugh when im a twig.

we'll show the world

unhappiness is a technicality

happiness is in the eye of the beholder

im perfectly happy

i went to the beach today with 2 of my BEST FRIENDS.

and i laughed and smiled and felt HAPPY.

can you process that? can you process my obsession, my hate, my scars, my puke, my words, my dizziness

and then the word happiness.

this is real life

it is NOT pretty

but we starve to be.

lost in it

im consumed

i count every little thing

i cry and cut and punish

i laugh and smile and giggle

everything comes to terms

this sick little world we live in

its disgusting

as am i

its so easy

to be wrapped up

in every little digusting fattening bite

when the less you consume

the better you look

the better you are.

[Glowurm]

new best friend

they tell me no

they try to tell me you are hate

i am hate

i know hate

dont try to teach me anything

i can take this risk

food

dear food

you've seltered my life

for so many years

im ready to shead you

only what i need

only what i can handle

give me what i need

i praise you with my sacrific

i know im foolish

dont try to teach me your own ways

im a big girl

and im making this a choice

dont like it?

your gonna have to square with that

because its not an issue of mine

ten pounds smaller

is not nearly enough

i wanna see some bone

some insides

to see that im alive

cuz i doubt it from time to time

i wanna see the scale lie to me

make it say perfection

something needs to be perfect

this life goal,

i choose to be it

dont tell me im wrong

i dont care

i am selfhate

and i take that to the parties

i spread that with smiles

i am deciet

its okay,

lie to me.

new best friend of mine

curse me with your beauty

make me everything ive sweated for

everything ive gone hungry

i am strong

i will hold on

and i wont fall to everyones cries

they just dont wanna see me happy

whats the hurt

im not going to kill myself

im past that

im not going to hurt, too much

think of everything ive ever said to disapoint you

everytime ive made a friend cry

or a family member angry

isnt this pain all in store for me?

dont say no

dont say you love me

dont say i'll be unhappy

tell me i can do this

tell me ill be alive

cry for me, lie to me

i dont care

i want perfection

cant anything ever be like that?

with her help, your help

and the people that encourage

it can

ill show everyone

i'll make it say 0 to go.

i am power

dont tell me how to act

or what to eat

i WANT this

they say its misery

IM ALREADY MISERABLE

this can be a little game for us to play

who can see thru the anas?

who will ignore it.

ha.

you either think im lying or messed up

maybe both

maybe i am

maybe im so far gone that trying just seems so far away

when wishes are right around the corner

and i cant seem to taste them and

i keep saying i'll be happy then

but why lie

i wont be happy

not the way i am

maybe someday

hold me, tell me the truth

is it possible to love the fat girl?

they say yes,

truth remains no.

life is prettier when your hungry

sounds are louder

lights are bright

everything you say is translated to me differently

'dont pass out'

the words she speaks to me

i cant be so obvious to the world

cant do that

eat negative calories

punishment is in effect

its hard

lifes not easy

happiness cant be either

you cant purge?

how horrible

i'm trying

TRY HARDER, your FAT!

help me.

i cant. you have to get rid of those things you ate

feeling down

wishing death

one pound?! two?

no.

more crunches, run faster

no one will laugh when im a twig.

we'll show the world

unhappiness is a technicality

happiness is in the eye of the beholder

im perfectly happy

i went to the beach today with 2 of my BEST FRIENDS.

and i laughed and smiled and felt HAPPY.

can you process that? can you process my obsession, my hate, my scars, my puke, my words, my dizziness

and then the word happiness.

this is real life

it is NOT pretty

but we starve to be.

lost in it

im consumed

i count every little thing

i cry and cut and punish

i laugh and smile and giggle

everything comes to terms

this sick little world we live in

its disgusting

as am i

its so easy

to be wrapped up

in every little digusting fattening bite

when the less you consume

the better you look

the better you are.

This is very emotive

Well, definitely sadder then your last few pieces of prose, but we all have our ups and downs. This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what?

 

Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people

 

Bah, I hope I didn't just derail the thread by saying that

[Horatio]

This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what?

 

Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people

Awards, you create your own award and name it what you want. This award belongs to you and you alone. No one else can hand out your award. I love awards, so please create a bunch!

 

No attachments in the signature as of now. No idea what will happen in the future, but for now, I am really sorry, no attachments, no links, no personal information. But, you knew all that.

[xMyOwnMindx]

new best friend

they tell me no

they try to tell me you are hate

i am hate

i know hate

dont try to teach me anything

i can take this risk

food

dear food

you've seltered my life

for so many years

im ready to shead you

only what i need

only what i can handle

give me what i need

i praise you with my sacrific

i know im foolish

dont try to teach me your own ways

im a big girl

and im making this a choice

dont like it?

your gonna have to square with that

because its not an issue of mine

ten pounds smaller

is not nearly enough

i wanna see some bone

some insides

to see that im alive

cuz i doubt it from time to time

i wanna see the scale lie to me

make it say perfection

something needs to be perfect

this life goal,

i choose to be it

dont tell me im wrong

i dont care

i am selfhate

and i take that to the parties

i spread that with smiles

i am deciet

its okay,

lie to me.

new best friend of mine

curse me with your beauty

make me everything ive sweated for

everything ive gone hungry

i am strong

i will hold on

and i wont fall to everyones cries

they just dont wanna see me happy

whats the hurt

im not going to kill myself

im past that

im not going to hurt, too much

think of everything ive ever said to disapoint you

everytime ive made a friend cry

or a family member angry

isnt this pain all in store for me?

dont say no

dont say you love me

dont say i'll be unhappy

tell me i can do this

tell me ill be alive

cry for me, lie to me

i dont care

i want perfection

cant anything ever be like that?

with her help, your help

and the people that encourage

it can

ill show everyone

i'll make it say 0 to go.

i am power

dont tell me how to act

or what to eat

i WANT this

they say its misery

IM ALREADY MISERABLE

this can be a little game for us to play

who can see thru the anas?

who will ignore it.

ha.

you either think im lying or messed up

maybe both

maybe i am

maybe im so far gone that trying just seems so far away

when wishes are right around the corner

and i cant seem to taste them and

i keep saying i'll be happy then

but why lie

i wont be happy

not the way i am

maybe someday

hold me, tell me the truth

is it possible to love the fat girl?

they say yes,

truth remains no.

life is prettier when your hungry

sounds are louder

lights are bright

everything you say is translated to me differently

'dont pass out'

the words she speaks to me

i cant be so obvious to the world

cant do that

eat negative calories

punishment is in effect

its hard

lifes not easy

happiness cant be either

you cant purge?

how horrible

i'm trying

TRY HARDER, your FAT!

help me.

i cant. you have to get rid of those things you ate

feeling down

wishing death

one pound?! two?

no.

more crunches, run faster

no one will laugh when im a twig.

we'll show the world

unhappiness is a technicality

happiness is in the eye of the beholder

im perfectly happy

i went to the beach today with 2 of my BEST FRIENDS.

and i laughed and smiled and felt HAPPY.

can you process that? can you process my obsession, my hate, my scars, my puke, my words, my dizziness

and then the word happiness.

this is real life

it is NOT pretty

but we starve to be.

lost in it

im consumed

i count every little thing

i cry and cut and punish

i laugh and smile and giggle

everything comes to terms

this sick little world we live in

its disgusting

as am i

its so easy

to be wrapped up

in every little digusting fattening bite

when the less you consume

the better you look

the better you are.

This is very emotive

Well, definitely sadder then your last few pieces of prose, but we all have our ups and downs. This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what?

 

Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people

 

Bah, I hope I didn't just derail the thread by saying that

i'm a sad person.

mm i think you just say your making one and name it.

if you could put attachments in your sig, i'd kill myself.

 

"Bah, I hope I didn't just derail the thread by saying that "

 

.. you prolly did. wut else is new..

[Topazia]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

[Glowurm]

This got me thinking, I should create an award sometime. Howsat go? You just come up with something and just start handing it out, or what?

 

Does anyone know if you can put attatchments in your siggy? If you can, I think I'll try my luck at drawing an award to give to people

Awards, you create your own award and name it what you want. This award belongs to you and you alone. No one else can hand out your award. I love awards, so please create a bunch!

 

No attachments in the signature as of now. No idea what will happen in the future, but for now, I am really sorry, no attachments, no links, no personal information. But, you knew all that.

Whee! *Waves hands and creates the Bulging Brain Award*

 

*hands one to MyOwnMind*

 

I hand out the bulging brain award to anything that makes me think about philosophical stuff. And other stuff. Yeah, just stuff that really makes me think about stuff. If attatchments worked in siggies, I would make and attatch a picture of it. Whee! *runs off to do stuff*

[xMyOwnMindx]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

[xMyOwnMindx]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

[Topazia]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

[xMyOwnMindx]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

 

fiction or nonfiction?

 

Glowurm- thanks ^__^

[Topazia]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

 

fiction or nonfiction?

 

Glowurm- thanks ^__^

both.

 

*gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone*

[xMyOwnMindx]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

 

fiction or nonfiction?

 

Glowurm- thanks ^__^

both.

 

*gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone*

 

 

mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books.

 

thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself..

[Topazia]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

 

fiction or nonfiction?

 

Glowurm- thanks ^__^

both.

 

*gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone*

 

 

mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books.

 

thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself..

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

[xMyOwnMindx]

i still love you, even though you said not to in there.

 

so there. unaccusing, kind, honest statement. i love you.

 

thanks.

i just dont want "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF"

im bettering myself. and im happy to go hungry. some people my age dont eat ANYTHING for days, think of how they must feel.

 

 

okay, i cracked before i could even send this post

ha!

im eating a 40-cal yogurt.

that i do plan on running off in about an hour..

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

 

fiction or nonfiction?

 

Glowurm- thanks ^__^

both.

 

*gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone*

 

 

mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books.

 

thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself..

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

[Topazia]

 

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

 

fiction or nonfiction?

 

Glowurm- thanks ^__^

both.

 

*gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone*

 

 

mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books.

 

thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself..

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

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.../....0... ...0....\...

....|.........-)..........|....

.....\...\-------/.../.....

.......\._______./.......

........|......|.........

 

 

...close enough.

[Horatio]

...... ........

....-----------....

.../....0... ...0....\...

....|.........-)..........|....

.....\...\-------/.../.....

.......\._______./.......

........|......|.........

 

 

Great pic!!!

[Topazia]

 

...... ........

....-----------....

.../....0... ...0....\...

....|.........-)..........|....

.....\...\-------/.../.....

.......\._______./.......

........|......|.........

 

 

Great pic!!!

yeah, but you should see how many times I previewed it to get it that good.

I wish I could figure out the new thing with pics, but I'm too lazy to experiment.

[xMyOwnMindx]

 

 

didnt run it off. dont care.

ive lost my motivation..

i never knew how attached to food i am. i hate it.

at least you aren't addicted to reading abuse books.

 

fiction or nonfiction?

 

Glowurm- thanks ^__^

both.

 

*gives Lauren a KUDOS award just because she's someone*

 

 

mm i love SELFabuse nonfic books.

 

thanks, but you dont have to pity me just cuz i pity myself..

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

[Topazia]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

[Horatio]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

In your parents defense, there is no reference book on raising children. They think about your safety and well-being and institute a limit. Sometimes it is hard to say exactly why that rule or limit is in place, and it sounds bad to just say "it is for your own good".

 

As for figuring things out... you have so much time to do this. No need to rush things.

[Topazia]

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

In your parents defense, there is no reference book on raising children. They think about your safety and well-being and institute a limit. Sometimes it is hard to say exactly why that rule or limit is in place, and it sounds bad to just say "it is for your own good".

 

As for figuring things out... you have so much time to do this. No need to rush things.

but Horatio, everything has a reason.

 

I'm a questing mind, always looking for new knowledge, and when no one can help me, it drives me to frustration. I may be only 17, but sometimes I feel like I'm 71, with all I've experienced. What I put on here is only part of my twisted, maze-like childhood. I only remember somethings, and then only what I recall from what Mom tells me.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

 

just because :]

 

that, i understand.

limits stink.

:closedeyes:

[Topazia]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

 

just because :]

 

that, i understand.

limits stink.

:closedeyes:

whatever floats your boat.

 

I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

 

just because :]

 

that, i understand.

limits stink.

:closedeyes:

whatever floats your boat.

 

I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt.

 

in more then one sense.

[Topazia]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

 

just because :]

 

that, i understand.

limits stink.

:closedeyes:

whatever floats your boat.

 

I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt.

 

in more then one sense.

exactly.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

 

just because :]

 

that, i understand.

limits stink.

:closedeyes:

whatever floats your boat.

 

I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt.

 

in more then one sense.

exactly.

 

 

got it.

so..

[Topazia]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

 

just because :]

 

that, i understand.

limits stink.

:closedeyes:

whatever floats your boat.

 

I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt.

 

in more then one sense.

exactly.

 

 

got it.

so..

whuzzup?

[xMyOwnMindx]

*gives her another one*

 

I'm not doing it to pity you. I'm doing it becasue I want to. Don't think you're always the center of my attention. I do things tha tI want to. That's the way it always has been.

 

another?

 

 

 

 

 

but WHY do you want to?

was that an insult?

 

hahaa you sound all like " i do what i want to when i want to "

which obviously isnt so true since your parents seem to hold you on a tight leash.

i never understood why some people never fought back...

no, it wasn't an insult, but it was meant to sound like one.

 

Yes, another.

And another... *hands it to Lauren*

 

I want to because I can. I like to give people things, even if it's just imaginary, and they can't really hold it to them. I like being nice. It makes people smile, and I'm all about smiles. Nobody smiled when I was a kid...

 

Actually, only on the phone when I'm grounded for something big, do they hold me back. I can do whatever I want, as long as I'm willing to come home at night and tell them about my day.

 

I do fight back. I've fought my whole life, even if no one can tell. I don't have anything you can see to prove it, only my emotional walls that I have to constantly tear down. You didn't have to fight back as a child, and something tells me your brain is telling you to fight the standards of today to compensate. You're a unique individual (just like everyone else, hehe). I tend to fight battles that affect all but are known to none.

 

Like child abuse.

And child raipe.

Or anything of that nature.

 

You know why.

 

 

yea. i just hate rules. thats why i fight back.

everyone holds people back, it isnt fair.

how am i supposed to figure anything and myself out is im so held down.

 

sometimes i admire you

why do you admire me?

 

rules are okay. I understand why they're there, but ometimes I don't know why they are there. Nobody answers my why questions, either.

 

I hold myself and my bf back, but that's a different story.

you're right, it's hard to figure things out under limits.

 

just because :]

 

that, i understand.

limits stink.

:closedeyes:

whatever floats your boat.

 

I like knowing if I can do something or not. It keeps me from getting hurt.

 

in more then one sense.

exactly.

 

 

got it.

so..

whuzzup?

GRAPES!!

[xMyOwnMindx]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

[Topazia]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

[xMyOwnMindx]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

[Topazia]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

[xMyOwnMindx]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

[Hamster Luver]

oooo i like this one also

 

i am a fan of ur poams now

[Horatio]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

[xMyOwnMindx]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

[Horatio]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

[xMyOwnMindx]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

[Mushroom_king]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

I'm glad to.

 

To Lauren's question... I am not sure if you weigh more when you have your period. I think one of the magizenes I read might say, I will check. But not now, I am at my Grandma's house and don't have them.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

[xMyOwnMindx]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

I'm glad to.

 

To Lauren's question... I am not sure if you weigh more when you have your period. I think one of the magizenes I read might say, I will check. But not now, I am at my Grandma's house and don't have them.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

 

alright. i think im gonna search the internet.

[Horatio]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

[xMyOwnMindx]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

i hope you do, cuz that means im less then 131. ohhh i wanna loose more before school!!

 

omg purple!

[Mushroom_king]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie.

(Like you wanted to know that.)

 

That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~*

[Horatio]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie.

(Like you wanted to know that.)

 

That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~*

To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing.

[Mushroom_king]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie.

(Like you wanted to know that.)

 

That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~*

To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Mkay. I'll try and tell her.

 

(I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. )

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

[Horatio]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie.

(Like you wanted to know that.)

 

That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~*

To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Mkay. I'll try and tell her.

 

(I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. )

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

Ummmm, my hammie father owns a dry cleaner? LOL

*tries to think of another excuse*

[Mushroom_king]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie.

(Like you wanted to know that.)

 

That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~*

To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Mkay. I'll try and tell her.

 

(I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. )

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

Ummmm, my hammie father owns a dry cleaner? LOL

*tries to think of another excuse*

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

If your hammie father had a dry cleaner, thatw won't work because hamsters don't wear lingerie.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

[Horatio]

i lost another 2 pounds! :]]]]

and i dyed my hair. it didnt make a big difference but its all even now.

cool!

mhm.

i lost i was gonna hit the 15 pound makr this morning but i didnt. bummer.

wutever, i cant really tell my friends anyway.

y not?

why can i tell my friends.

ill tell them i lost some but im not gonna go screaming how much.

i dont need people asking me things like "why arnt you eating cheese doodles like everyone else?"

You can always reply, because cheese doodles are not food.

ha. true. well i ate 2. and that was good enough for me.

ive offcially lost 15 pounds and i kinda see it.

2 zillion crunches and negative 15 pounds later my stomach actually looks a LITTLE better.

im so excited. FIFTEEN pounds. that like.. one for every year of my life.

i wanna be able to look good in a bikini by next summer.

i wanna people to tell me i look thinner, i wanna be asked out this year just so i can kindly say "sorry, but my heart is taken by a wonderful boy already"

i wanna be envied

im gonna be thinner.

i AM thinner.

:]]]

15 pounds! and according to wutever.. in a month in a half thats like.. healthily.

im not sure thats a word.

i dont care..

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

You sound good and I am happy to hear that you have lost the weight in a sensible manner.

 

mhm. well in a way.

 

oh and ?.. is it true you weigh more when you have your period?

..do you?

For many girls this is true. Exactly how much varies from person to person.

Being a male hamster, I don't have to worry about these things. My only concern is what color motorcycle I should buy.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Stupid Periods ruined my new lingerie.

(Like you wanted to know that.)

 

That reminds me of one of the most common insults I get at school.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomt Domine*~*

To clean soiled lingerie, get your mother to use some ammonia and scrub the soiled area. Do NOT wash the lingerie until AFTER you clean the area with ammonia. Next put some ammonia on the area you just cleaned and put it in the washer on the cold cycle. Do not put your lingerie in the dryer. Hang them on a hanger until dry. If there is any stain still remaining, you can try to soak the item in some ammonia, detergent and water for a day. Then try scrubbing again and rewashing.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Mkay. I'll try and tell her.

 

(I'm Laughing right now wondering exactly how you know this, Horatio. )

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

Ummmm, my hammie father owns a dry cleaner? LOL

*tries to think of another excuse*

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

If your hammie father had a dry cleaner, thatw won't work because hamsters don't wear lingerie.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

LOL I hadn't thought of that. LOL

[Mushroom_king]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

[Horatio]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

Not much. I just had a really great sandwich for dinner. Sandwich sized Thomas' English Muffin, toasted, mayonnaise, then a really tasty tomato with salt.

[Glowurm]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he googled it. Otherwise... I have no idea.

[Horatio]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea.

No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either.

I have fur... no need for clothes.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea.

No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either.

I have fur... no need for clothes.

yay nakedness!

haha as long as there are no mirrors!! eek >.<

[Topazia]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea.

No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either.

I have fur... no need for clothes.

horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here?

[Horatio]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea.

No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either.

I have fur... no need for clothes.

horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here?

I don't know.

[Hamster Luver]

haha, but arnt hamsters normaly naked?

[Horatio]

haha, but arnt hamsters normaly naked?

Of course!

[xMyOwnMindx]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea.

No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either.

I have fur... no need for clothes.

horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here?

cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period..

it started from there.

[Topazia]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea.

No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either.

I have fur... no need for clothes.

horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here?

cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period..

it started from there.

show off

j/k

[xMyOwnMindx]

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

What do you have to say for yourself Horatio?

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

...My father has a washing machine that has a little computer... If you don't know how to get out stains, it has a stain 'pedia. So perhaps horatio has one of these washing machines, and looked it up just for you. Or he looked it up on the internet. Otherwise... I have no idea.

No washing machine in my cage. Didn't search it on the internet either.

I have fur... no need for clothes.

horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here?

cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period..

it started from there.

show off

j/k

 

shut up. : P

rob is like you. underweight. hes like im trying to gain *eats candy*

i cried the first few times he ate in front of me.

but i didnt let him see.

one of the time i told him about tho, he probably forget.

i was talking about how lucky he was

and we had like this big pros and cons list of overweight/normal and underweight.

i told him we should switch bodies since im trying so hard to be that small and hes trying to get chubbbs like me.

last time i was at his house i ate a chip. he just kinda looked me and kept eating.

i felt bad. but then i took the bag and figured out how many calories were in that chip.

it was like 5.somthing.

[Patchwork]

horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here?

cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period..

it started from there.

show off

j/k

 

shut up. : P

rob is like you. underweight. hes like im trying to gain *eats candy*

i cried the first few times he ate in front of me.

but i didnt let him see.

one of the time i told him about tho, he probably forget.

i was talking about how lucky he was

and we had like this big pros and cons list of overweight/normal and underweight.

i told him we should switch bodies since im trying so hard to be that small and hes trying to get chubbbs like me.

last time i was at his house i ate a chip. he just kinda looked me and kept eating.

i felt bad. but then i took the bag and figured out how many calories were in that chip.

it was like 5.somthing.

Oh, Lauren, Topazia said to say she can't unerstand why you want to still lose more weight when you're at a healthy weight now.

[xMyOwnMindx]

horatio, why are we talking abt lingerie here?

cuz i asked if you weigh more when you have your period..

it started from there.

show off

j/k

 

shut up. : P

rob is like you. underweight. hes like im trying to gain *eats candy*

i cried the first few times he ate in front of me.

but i didnt let him see.

one of the time i told him about tho, he probably forget.

i was talking about how lucky he was

and we had like this big pros and cons list of overweight/normal and underweight.

i told him we should switch bodies since im trying so hard to be that small and hes trying to get chubbbs like me.

last time i was at his house i ate a chip. he just kinda looked me and kept eating.

i felt bad. but then i took the bag and figured out how many calories were in that chip.

it was like 5.somthing.

Oh, Lauren, Topazia said to say she can't unerstand why you want to still lose more weight when you're at a healthy weight now.

 

because i could be 80 pounds but if i look like a whale then im gonna change it!

i hate the way i look, sometimes i cry when i look at myself.

[Hamster Luver]

are all of u guys real life friends ur somethin? im a tad confused

[xMyOwnMindx]

are all of u guys real life friends ur somethin? im a tad confused

no. everyone i know here, ive met here.

[xMyOwnMindx]

are all of u guys real life friends ur somethin? im a tad confused

no. everyone i know here, ive met here.

except 'cow' but she doesnt come here anymore

and im glad

i like being semi-anonymous

i can talk about burning myself, straving myself,

and no one in reality actally knows.

[Hamster Luver]

haha yeah, i wouldnt share any of the stuff i post here i would tell anyone but like, my best friend, or a really close friend

[Hamster Luver]

and noone here will spread rumors about u (bad ones) or make fun of u, ya know?

[xMyOwnMindx]

and noone here will spread rumors about u (bad ones) or make fun of u, ya know?

 

yea. its like a little safe zone.