Heart Intact

[xMyOwnMindx]

i dont know why i hurt inside

why tears fall the same moments i can laugh

everything i feel turns to hate

and im so weak, i just cry

im overcome with things i cant understand

and i wish i didnt have to feel this way

a blessing or a curse

never mattered to me

i didnt ask to feel this way

i never wanted to feel so dead

and right when everything is fine

it all starts again

who am i?

i dont want to feel anymore

why cant anyone else see this?

pure pain dripping out my heart

i dont know why i weap

sometimes i cant breathe

i choke back tears

and smile so you think im okay

ive never been okay

i dont know what it feels like

to just smile and feel warm

i cant stop stressing

and hurting myself

hurting you

they say im violent

and angry

i cant smile at you

and tell you im okay

and i feel okay

'down' means so much

when your hearts intact

all i need is someone to hold my hand

and say they feel the same

and never leave my side

cuz i cant fight this alone

it hurts too much

i keep making excuses

'i dont feel good'

doesnt anyone see that i say that everyday?

sweep back tears, smile and stare

i try so much

but everything rips me down

and i sound the same again

i cant help repetitive feelings

i keep thinking 'lauren your used to this,

stop crying

be strong'

but im not strong

im scared

why cant i stop this?

im the only one left

 

 

-----------------

"There are days when I'm okay

And for a moment

For a moment I find hope

But there are days when I'm not okay"

[Horatio]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

[Topazia]

i second horatio's motion

[xMyOwnMindx]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

[Horatio]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

[Topazia]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

[Topazia]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

[Topazia]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

oh, that's pretty.

 

I refuse to name my daughter anything that has A-S as her fist two initials. My last name is going to start with S. I can't do that to her...

[Horatio]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

oh, that's pretty.

 

I refuse to name my daughter anything that has A-S as her fist two initials. My last name is going to start with S. I can't do that to her...

I think Emma is a really pretty name.

*thinks of Lauren's hammie*

[xMyOwnMindx]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

oh, that's pretty.

 

I refuse to name my daughter anything that has A-S as her fist two initials. My last name is going to start with S. I can't do that to her...

I think Emma is a really pretty name.

*thinks of Lauren's hammie*

 

:] :[

i miss my baby.

she was a fighter.

 

i wish she was still here, i would talk to her while i worked out. lol.

[Horatio]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

oh, that's pretty.

 

I refuse to name my daughter anything that has A-S as her fist two initials. My last name is going to start with S. I can't do that to her...

I think Emma is a really pretty name.

*thinks of Lauren's hammie*

 

:] :[

i miss my baby.

she was a fighter.

 

i wish she was still here, i would talk to her while i worked out. lol.

For some reason, Emma has a place in my heart, even though I never knew her personally.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

oh, that's pretty.

 

I refuse to name my daughter anything that has A-S as her fist two initials. My last name is going to start with S. I can't do that to her...

I think Emma is a really pretty name.

*thinks of Lauren's hammie*

 

:] :[

i miss my baby.

she was a fighter.

 

i wish she was still here, i would talk to her while i worked out. lol.

For some reason, Emma has a place in my heart, even though I never knew her personally.

 

 

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

[Horatio]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

oh, that's pretty.

 

I refuse to name my daughter anything that has A-S as her fist two initials. My last name is going to start with S. I can't do that to her...

I think Emma is a really pretty name.

*thinks of Lauren's hammie*

 

:] :[

i miss my baby.

she was a fighter.

 

i wish she was still here, i would talk to her while i worked out. lol.

For some reason, Emma has a place in my heart, even though I never knew her personally.

 

 

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Your poems touch my soul and tug on my heart.

thanks.

i could barely write this i was sobbing all over the place.

idk why. but im happy now :]]

 

ha and i spelled my name wrong. wonderful.

I can fix that. I thought you had a nickname or yourself.

thanks.

hah no.

i just call myself by my ugly birth name that i hate :]]

i like your name.

 

 

thanx. i dont.

i always wanted to be tiffany, samantha or cloe.

ooo pretty names.

 

 

I like EmilyAnn or any of the names from the faded jeans.

 

i like that one. i deicided if i have a kid and its a girl im naming it samantha

oh, that's pretty.

 

I refuse to name my daughter anything that has A-S as her fist two initials. My last name is going to start with S. I can't do that to her...

I think Emma is a really pretty name.

*thinks of Lauren's hammie*

 

:] :[

i miss my baby.

she was a fighter.

 

i wish she was still here, i would talk to her while i worked out. lol.

For some reason, Emma has a place in my heart, even though I never knew her personally.

 

 

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

[Topazia]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

[Horatio]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

[xMyOwnMindx]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

 

dont taunt me with cookies!

im starving

but i cant eat... cuz im following the 3 hours rule... dont eat anything at least 3 hours before you go to sleep.

given i havnt eaten in 10..

[Horatio]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

 

dont taunt me with cookies!

im starving

but i cant eat... cuz im following the 3 hours rule... dont eat anything at least 3 hours before you go to sleep.

given i havnt eaten in 10..

The three hour rule is good. Not eating for ten, is not really good.

[xMyOwnMindx]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

 

dont taunt me with cookies!

im starving

but i cant eat... cuz im following the 3 hours rule... dont eat anything at least 3 hours before you go to sleep.

given i havnt eaten in 10..

The three hour rule is good. Not eating for ten, is not really good.

 

ha, i know.

but i wasnt that hungry.

and my mouth was ocupied

(not like THAT)

[Topazia]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

 

dont taunt me with cookies!

im starving

but i cant eat... cuz im following the 3 hours rule... dont eat anything at least 3 hours before you go to sleep.

given i havnt eaten in 10..

The three hour rule is good. Not eating for ten, is not really good.

 

ha, i know.

but i wasnt that hungry.

and my mouth was ocupied

(not like THAT)

*laughs, knowing what she meant by THAT*

[xMyOwnMindx]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

 

dont taunt me with cookies!

im starving

but i cant eat... cuz im following the 3 hours rule... dont eat anything at least 3 hours before you go to sleep.

given i havnt eaten in 10..

The three hour rule is good. Not eating for ten, is not really good.

 

ha, i know.

but i wasnt that hungry.

and my mouth was ocupied

(not like THAT)

*laughs, knowing what she meant by THAT*

 

haha. yup.

but it wasnt THAT.

it was something a little more g rated

[Topazia]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

 

dont taunt me with cookies!

im starving

but i cant eat... cuz im following the 3 hours rule... dont eat anything at least 3 hours before you go to sleep.

given i havnt eaten in 10..

The three hour rule is good. Not eating for ten, is not really good.

 

ha, i know.

but i wasnt that hungry.

and my mouth was ocupied

(not like THAT)

*laughs, knowing what she meant by THAT*

 

haha. yup.

but it wasnt THAT.

it was something a little more g rated

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

[xMyOwnMindx]

aw thanks.

 

can i ask you a completly offsubject question...

why couldnt i explain the thing in my profile and why was it taken out?

Sure. HampsterKing didn't care for it.

 

well la-de-da.

i do adore censorship.

can't say i blame you, but i respect the local censoring agency...

*winks at horatio for no good reason*

*hands Topazia a couple fresh baked cookies for no reason*

 

dont taunt me with cookies!

im starving

but i cant eat... cuz im following the 3 hours rule... dont eat anything at least 3 hours before you go to sleep.

given i havnt eaten in 10..

The three hour rule is good. Not eating for ten, is not really good.

 

ha, i know.

but i wasnt that hungry.

and my mouth was ocupied

(not like THAT)

*laughs, knowing what she meant by THAT*

 

haha. yup.

but it wasnt THAT.

it was something a little more g rated

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

[Topazia]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

[Topazia]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

[xMyOwnMindx]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

[Topazia]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

[Topazia]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

[xMyOwnMindx]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

[Topazia]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

ok

[xMyOwnMindx]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

ok

 

ha. are you following?

 

i wish we could actually speak on here, instead of cenorship for 3 year olds.

[Horatio]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

ok

 

ha. are you following?

 

i wish we could actually speak on here, instead of cenorship for 3 year olds.

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

ok

 

ha. are you following?

 

i wish we could actually speak on here, instead of cenorship for 3 year olds.

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

[Horatio]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

ok

 

ha. are you following?

 

i wish we could actually speak on here, instead of cenorship for 3 year olds.

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

I do know you were using movie ratings... but 3 year olds???????

[xMyOwnMindx]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

ok

 

ha. are you following?

 

i wish we could actually speak on here, instead of cenorship for 3 year olds.

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

I do know you were using movie ratings... but 3 year olds???????

 

well. 3 yeard olds cant read.

so like 6 year olds.

[Mega Wolf]

*thinks about CPR on Ich*

i'm sure it was, I'm just teasing.

 

haha. yea.

well.. now that i think about it.. maybe a little more pg-13.

ha.

:]

that's what I thought

 

but it was still.. on the g rated side.

clothes and all.

haha.

you are so confusing. Of course, I'm naive, so...

yeah.

 

ha. just think

pg-13 but clothes.

:]

 

today, however, was a little more R.

but then we went to seaside and a park and it was 100% kidd friendly! yay. haha

 

ha. not THAT r. :]

ok

 

ha. are you following?

 

i wish we could actually speak on here, instead of cenorship for 3 year olds.

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

I do know you were using movie ratings... but 3 year olds???????

With all of our talking about real problems... I don't think mothers even want their little kids hearing about teenagers talking about their problems with people just wanting sex. XD

[Topazia]

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

I do know you were using movie ratings... but 3 year olds???????

With all of our talking about real problems... I don't think mothers even want their little kids hearing about teenagers talking about their problems with people just wanting sex. XD

someone said the dreaded "S" word!

hehe, I don't think 6yrolds comehere. maybe nine year olds... kids under like, eight, usually aren't able to use the pc that well.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

I do know you were using movie ratings... but 3 year olds???????

With all of our talking about real problems... I don't think mothers even want their little kids hearing about teenagers talking about their problems with people just wanting sex. XD

someone said the dreaded "S" word!

hehe, I don't think 6yrolds comehere. maybe nine year olds... kids under like, eight, usually aren't able to use the pc that well.

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

[Topazia]

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

I do know you were using movie ratings... but 3 year olds???????

With all of our talking about real problems... I don't think mothers even want their little kids hearing about teenagers talking about their problems with people just wanting sex. XD

someone said the dreaded "S" word!

hehe, I don't think 6yrolds comehere. maybe nine year olds... kids under like, eight, usually aren't able to use the pc that well.

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Censorship for 3 year olds? Hardly.

 

 

yea, HELLLLLLO, im using movie ratings to decribe my dates..

theres a little wake up call, if i do say so myself.

I do know you were using movie ratings... but 3 year olds???????

With all of our talking about real problems... I don't think mothers even want their little kids hearing about teenagers talking about their problems with people just wanting sex. XD

someone said the dreaded "S" word!

hehe, I don't think 6yrolds comehere. maybe nine year olds... kids under like, eight, usually aren't able to use the pc that well.

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

[Topazia]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

[xMyOwnMindx]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

[Topazia]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

[xMyOwnMindx]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

[Topazia]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

[Horatio]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

[xMyOwnMindx]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

 

i dont understand why religion cant be talked about in more then one place..

i mean.. i understand wanting it to be organized

but

 

POEMS ||||||| RELIGION

 

is kinda black and white if you ask me...

[Horatio]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

 

i dont understand why religion cant be talked about in more then one place..

i mean.. i understand wanting it to be organized

but

 

POEMS ||||||| RELIGION

 

is kinda black and white if you ask me...

Because HampsterKing wants only one of the controversial topics. This way someone who does not share the same religious views does not feel that the board is a place they don't want to be. If there is one religion and one government, then if they don't like to discuss those subjects, then they can avoid them. Did I answer your question?

[xMyOwnMindx]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

 

i dont understand why religion cant be talked about in more then one place..

i mean.. i understand wanting it to be organized

but

 

POEMS ||||||| RELIGION

 

is kinda black and white if you ask me...

Because HampsterKing wants only one of the controversial topics. This way someone who does not share the same religious views does not feel that the board is a place they don't want to be. If there is one religion and one government, then if they don't like to discuss those subjects, then they can avoid them. Did I answer your question?

 

yes it sorta makes sense now.

but still.. i dont share most people's religion veiws but hey.. free speach everyone should be able to say wut they need to.

exspecially since all my poem topics are like.. me and paz talking about stuff. ha

 

but i do get it.

[Horatio]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

 

i dont understand why religion cant be talked about in more then one place..

i mean.. i understand wanting it to be organized

but

 

POEMS ||||||| RELIGION

 

is kinda black and white if you ask me...

Because HampsterKing wants only one of the controversial topics. This way someone who does not share the same religious views does not feel that the board is a place they don't want to be. If there is one religion and one government, then if they don't like to discuss those subjects, then they can avoid them. Did I answer your question?

 

yes it sorta makes sense now.

but still.. i dont share most people's religion veiws but hey.. free speach everyone should be able to say wut they need to.

exspecially since all my poem topics are like.. me and paz talking about stuff. ha

 

but i do get it.

Great.

[xMyOwnMindx]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

 

i dont understand why religion cant be talked about in more then one place..

i mean.. i understand wanting it to be organized

but

 

POEMS ||||||| RELIGION

 

is kinda black and white if you ask me...

Because HampsterKing wants only one of the controversial topics. This way someone who does not share the same religious views does not feel that the board is a place they don't want to be. If there is one religion and one government, then if they don't like to discuss those subjects, then they can avoid them. Did I answer your question?

 

yes it sorta makes sense now.

but still.. i dont share most people's religion veiws but hey.. free speach everyone should be able to say wut they need to.

exspecially since all my poem topics are like.. me and paz talking about stuff. ha

 

but i do get it.

Great.

 

 

mhm.

i dont really wanna hear wut she was gonna say anyway ;PPP

lol.

[Horatio]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

 

i dont understand why religion cant be talked about in more then one place..

i mean.. i understand wanting it to be organized

but

 

POEMS ||||||| RELIGION

 

is kinda black and white if you ask me...

Because HampsterKing wants only one of the controversial topics. This way someone who does not share the same religious views does not feel that the board is a place they don't want to be. If there is one religion and one government, then if they don't like to discuss those subjects, then they can avoid them. Did I answer your question?

 

yes it sorta makes sense now.

but still.. i dont share most people's religion veiws but hey.. free speach everyone should be able to say wut they need to.

exspecially since all my poem topics are like.. me and paz talking about stuff. ha

 

but i do get it.

Great.

 

 

mhm.

i dont really wanna hear wut she was gonna say anyway ;PPP

lol.

*brings Lauren a cup of coffee*

[xMyOwnMindx]

 

 

truth.

but dead honest i was thinking about sex at 9.

its kinda funny how im not doing it now.

(yea, you needed to know, HA)

nice.

ah, well, neither am I, but that's for a different reason.

 

"saving yourself"?

my best friend told me she was gonna do that, she really meant it, i kept rolling my eyes... omg i was right..

im scared shes gonna get preg one day...

that's part of it, but I'm terrified I'll get hurt, or he'll leave me like a bootycall, or I'll be foreced to marry a guy I don't really like. I mean, Ich and I are TOTALLY getting married, but still. Murphy's law says we'll break up if we do it before marriage.

 

That and my past has totally numbed me. It's a miracle Ich even got me to love him.

 

mm. understandable.

im glad your happy with him tho.

i keep telling rob, that if he loves me, it shouldnt matter when im ready.

and if he gets mad about it then we're over.

very mature thought process, Lauren. You sound too much like me.

 

lol.

no jesusness for me though

*shields eyes*

I'd say something, but Horatio would baleet it.

You are one step ahead of me. I like that.

 

i dont understand why religion cant be talked about in more then one place..

i mean.. i understand wanting it to be organized

but

 

POEMS ||||||| RELIGION

 

is kinda black and white if you ask me...

Because HampsterKing wants only one of the controversial topics. This way someone who does not share the same religious views does not feel that the board is a place they don't want to be. If there is one religion and one government, then if they don't like to discuss those subjects, then they can avoid them. Did I answer your question?

 

yes it sorta makes sense now.

but still.. i dont share most people's religion veiws but hey.. free speach everyone should be able to say wut they need to.

exspecially since all my poem topics are like.. me and paz talking about stuff. ha

 

but i do get it.

Great.

 

 

mhm.

i dont really wanna hear wut she was gonna say anyway ;PPP

lol.

*brings Lauren a cup of coffee*

 

i dont drink coffee but i should.

[Topazia]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

[xMyOwnMindx]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

[Topazia]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

[Mega Wolf]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

I'm sorry have to say this.

 

Yet makes that funny. XD

[xMyOwnMindx]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

 

your so uptight sometimes

who cares

ive only got one life..

i found a boy

i like him.. he likes me

no problems.

 

Mega Wolf- indeed it does :]

[Mega Wolf]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

[xMyOwnMindx]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

thank you for supporting me.

we're right <3

[Topazia]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

 

your so uptight sometimes

who cares

ive only got one life..

i found a boy

i like him.. he likes me

no problems.

 

Mega Wolf- indeed it does :]

 

uptight or not, four years is a big difference to a teenager. It might not seem like it, but it is. There is so much going on during adolescence that it's really not smart to be doing that.

 

You might not care, but I do.

 

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

doesn't matter. Four years is a big thing for teens.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

thank you for supporting me.

we're right <3

No, you're not.

 

Let's not argue.

I'd rather be with Ich.

[xMyOwnMindx]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

 

your so uptight sometimes

who cares

ive only got one life..

i found a boy

i like him.. he likes me

no problems.

 

Mega Wolf- indeed it does :]

 

uptight or not, four years is a big difference to a teenager. It might not seem like it, but it is. There is so much going on during adolescence that it's really not smart to be doing that.

 

You might not care, but I do.

 

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

doesn't matter. Four years is a big thing for teens.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

thank you for supporting me.

we're right <3

No, you're not.

 

Let's not argue.

I'd rather be with Ich.

 

yea, i am.

why is age such an issue?

 

and FINALLY your back.

no one else ever answers me... and i come here like 498230948 times a day cuz i have NO life. and i need to replace all that time i used to be eating.

[Topazia]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

 

your so uptight sometimes

who cares

ive only got one life..

i found a boy

i like him.. he likes me

no problems.

 

Mega Wolf- indeed it does :]

 

uptight or not, four years is a big difference to a teenager. It might not seem like it, but it is. There is so much going on during adolescence that it's really not smart to be doing that.

 

You might not care, but I do.

 

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

doesn't matter. Four years is a big thing for teens.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

thank you for supporting me.

we're right <3

No, you're not.

 

Let's not argue.

I'd rather be with Ich.

 

yea, i am.

why is age such an issue?

 

and FINALLY your back.

no one else ever answers me... and i come here like 498230948 times a day cuz i have NO life. and i need to replace all that time i used to be eating.

there's a big difference between a 30 and 34 year old and a 19 and 14 year old. it might not seem like it to you, but it doesn't look good. It looks like you're a harlet with a thing for older guys. I'm not saying you are, but that's what will come across.

[xMyOwnMindx]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

 

your so uptight sometimes

who cares

ive only got one life..

i found a boy

i like him.. he likes me

no problems.

 

Mega Wolf- indeed it does :]

 

uptight or not, four years is a big difference to a teenager. It might not seem like it, but it is. There is so much going on during adolescence that it's really not smart to be doing that.

 

You might not care, but I do.

 

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

doesn't matter. Four years is a big thing for teens.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

thank you for supporting me.

we're right <3

No, you're not.

 

Let's not argue.

I'd rather be with Ich.

 

yea, i am.

why is age such an issue?

 

and FINALLY your back.

no one else ever answers me... and i come here like 498230948 times a day cuz i have NO life. and i need to replace all that time i used to be eating.

there's a big difference between a 30 and 34 year old and a 19 and 14 year old. it might not seem like it to you, but it doesn't look good. It looks like you're a harlet with a thing for older guys. I'm not saying you are, but that's what will come across.

im 15. closer to 16. and my best friend and her bf have the exact some age difference.

pretty soon everyone will get over it.

i dont have a "thing" for older guys considering my last boyfriend was 2 months younger(aka same age) as me.

[Horatio]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

 

your so uptight sometimes

who cares

ive only got one life..

i found a boy

i like him.. he likes me

no problems.

 

Mega Wolf- indeed it does :]

 

uptight or not, four years is a big difference to a teenager. It might not seem like it, but it is. There is so much going on during adolescence that it's really not smart to be doing that.

 

You might not care, but I do.

 

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

doesn't matter. Four years is a big thing for teens.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

thank you for supporting me.

we're right

No, you're not.

 

Let's not argue.

I'd rather be with Ich.

 

yea, i am.

why is age such an issue?

 

and FINALLY your back.

no one else ever answers me... and i come here like 498230948 times a day cuz i have NO life. and i need to replace all that time i used to be eating.

there's a big difference between a 30 and 34 year old and a 19 and 14 year old. it might not seem like it to you, but it doesn't look good. It looks like you're a harlet with a thing for older guys. I'm not saying you are, but that's what will come across.

im 15. closer to 16. and my best friend and her bf have the exact some age difference.

pretty soon everyone will get over it.

i dont have a "thing" for older guys considering my last boyfriend was 2 months younger(aka same age) as me.

The problem with age differences is that when you are younger than in your twenties, the age differences seem more extreme. For example, if we were talking about five years difference, a college freshman dating and eighth grader would seem extreme, or an elementary school person and a high school person. When you are out of school and working, the ages seem not to matter so much. It also has to do with legality and the laws of each state as we discussed before.

[xMyOwnMindx]

gee thanks, Lauren. Nice to know I'm loved.

Of course, I'm kidding.

 

Sup?

you are loved.

just your jesusness is icky.

like the fat on my tummy.

:ppp

 

im bored.

my brother is drunk and wont shut up about rob being 19. he thinks were doing it and were not yet!!

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

 

your so uptight sometimes

who cares

ive only got one life..

i found a boy

i like him.. he likes me

no problems.

 

Mega Wolf- indeed it does :]

 

uptight or not, four years is a big difference to a teenager. It might not seem like it, but it is. There is so much going on during adolescence that it's really not smart to be doing that.

 

You might not care, but I do.

 

yeah, well, I think your atheism is icky. Just like the pain in my past.

 

Drunk or not, he's right to be ragging on you. Rob is simply too old for you, whether or not you are sleeping with him.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

doesn't matter. Four years is a big thing for teens.

Chill, he's not that much older than her. Nobody conplains about someone 25 married to someone 30.

 

thank you for supporting me.

we're right <3

No, you're not.

 

Let's not argue.

I'd rather be with Ich.

 

yea, i am.

why is age such an issue?

 

and FINALLY your back.

no one else ever answers me... and i come here like 498230948 times a day cuz i have NO life. and i need to replace all that time i used to be eating.

there's a big difference between a 30 and 34 year old and a 19 and 14 year old. it might not seem like it to you, but it doesn't look good. It looks like you're a harlet with a thing for older guys. I'm not saying you are, but that's what will come across.

im 15. closer to 16. and my best friend and her bf have the exact some age difference.

pretty soon everyone will get over it.

i dont have a "thing" for older guys considering my last boyfriend was 2 months younger(aka same age) as me.

The problem with age differences is that when you are younger than in your twenties, the age differences seem more extreme. For example, if we were talking about five years difference, a college freshman dating and eighth grader would seem extreme, or an elementary school person and a high school person. When you are out of school and working, the ages seem not to matter so much. It also has to do with legality and the laws of each state as we discussed before.

 

well im not breaking that law

i do break others however and it doesnt bother me

plus guys mature slower then girls

so were like.. on the same page

he respects me

yea were at different parts in our life but maybe this will make me grow up more

plus i cant relate sometimes (he's all into driving and stuff)

but i CARE about him and thats the most important thing in the world

love makes the world spin

the world needs more love

and as long as im being safe and good and respected then i dont see the issue...

even my mom is okay with me going over to his house a half hour away and she doesnt ask if his parents are there or wut were doing. i just tell her we watch movies.

most of the time we take a nap. honestly. i spent like 1/3 of my time with him sleeping and another 1/3 driving.

[Horatio]

well im not breaking that law

i do break others however and it doesnt bother me

plus guys mature slower then girls

so were like.. on the same page

he respects me

yea were at different parts in our life but maybe this will make me grow up more

plus i cant relate sometimes (he's all into driving and stuff)

but i CARE about him and thats the most important thing in the world

love makes the world spin

the world needs more love

and as long as im being safe and good and respected then i dont see the issue...

even my mom is okay with me going over to his house a half hour away and she doesnt ask if his parents are there or wut were doing. i just tell her we watch movies.

most of the time we take a nap. honestly. i spent like 1/3 of my time with him sleeping and another 1/3 driving.

I am glad to hear this guy respects you. That is really, really important. You mother doesn't question you because she trusts you and believes you are telling her the truth. As long has he continues to respect you, then the age difference is not a big problem. It is nice to hear that he cares for you and you car for him.

[Mushroom_king]

well im not breaking that law

i do break others however and it doesnt bother me

plus guys mature slower then girls

so were like.. on the same page

he respects me

yea were at different parts in our life but maybe this will make me grow up more

plus i cant relate sometimes (he's all into driving and stuff)

but i CARE about him and thats the most important thing in the world

love makes the world spin

the world needs more love

and as long as im being safe and good and respected then i dont see the issue...

even my mom is okay with me going over to his house a half hour away and she doesnt ask if his parents are there or wut were doing. i just tell her we watch movies.

most of the time we take a nap. honestly. i spent like 1/3 of my time with him sleeping and another 1/3 driving.

I am glad to hear this guy respects you. That is really, really important. You mother doesn't question you because she trusts you and believes you are telling her the truth. As long has he continues to respect you, then the age difference is not a big problem. It is nice to hear that he cares for you and you car for him.

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*The Final Cut*~*

 

Age differences don't matter to me, unless they are Extreme. Like an elemantary school kid and a High school kid. I'm glad that he respects her-that is important.

 

*~*The Psychedelic Luau*~*The Astronomy Domine*~*

[xMyOwnMindx]

well im not breaking that law

i do break others however and it doesnt bother me

plus guys mature slower then girls

so were like.. on the same page

he respects me

yea were at different parts in our life but maybe this will make me grow up more

plus i cant relate sometimes (he's all into driving and stuff)

but i CARE about him and thats the most important thing in the world

love makes the world spin

the world needs more love

and as long as im being safe and good and respected then i dont see the issue...

even my mom is okay with me going over to his house a half hour away and she doesnt ask if his parents are there or wut were doing. i just tell her we watch movies.

most of the time we take a nap. honestly. i spent like 1/3 of my time with him sleeping and another 1/3 driving.

I am glad to hear this guy respects you. That is really, really important. You mother doesn't question you because she trusts you and believes you are telling her the truth. As long has he continues to respect you, then the age difference is not a big problem. It is nice to hear that he cares for you and you car for him.

mhm. we fight so much. but it all ends up ok.

 

Mushroom_king- gracias.

[Hamster Luver]

i like this poam also, u rite the best poams ever!

[xMyOwnMindx]

i like this poam also, u rite the best poams ever!

thanks. i just pore my mind into the keyboard and this comes out. : P

[Patchwork]

Topazia says she agrees with Hamster Luver.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Topazia says she agrees with Hamster Luver.

YAY

[Hamster Luver]

haha, if i tried to pore my mind into the keyboard im not sure wut would come out

[xMyOwnMindx]

haha, if i tried to pore my mind into the keyboard im not sure wut would come out

well if its not flkdsjlkfjsdhkfjhsdlkfhsdklfhds

try it.

[Hamster Luver]

i tried it and that thing u mite b able to call a poem came out, not as good as urs

[xMyOwnMindx]

i tried it and that thing u mite b able to call a poem came out, not as good as urs

aw. poetry can be anything from a little rhyme to a whole book, if you ask me.

if you felt it when you wrote it then it means somthing and its good.

[Hamster Luver]

thank you

[xMyOwnMindx]

thank you

your welcome :]

[Hamster Luver]

i still wish i could write good tho, even if poems are good if they are from the heart, i stink at writing other stuff. like at school i like fail all my papers

[xMyOwnMindx]

i still wish i could write good tho, even if poems are good if they are from the heart, i stink at writing other stuff. like at school i like fail all my papers

oh me too. im horrible at writing things like that. with formats and citations and all.

im so dreading school and its in like .. 152 hours!! (next thursday)

ew. :closedeyes: