xMyOwnMindx Posted July 26, 2006 Report Share Posted July 26, 2006 i buy in all the times i shouldnt breaking my back spending my cash for worries my teachers say i shouldnt i know im better then that they speak to me in rhythm and guitar beauty words telling me i dont need this i think i listen to them the most more then the media and all the corruption every word they speak is truth and ive followed it for years but when its not in my head i destroy those thoughts cover them in money and greed things i dont need i want to rise up and follow those little girl's plans that never followed yours i cant wrap my head on it all how many people have i become? i need to do so many things but i never do much of anything this is what i believe this is what i must to the new kind of army calls to me i am what i believe but im so wrapped up in america and the way things shouldnt be i look around we all are how many people see truth? i dabble in all forms i cant do that its pain and its lonely and i see that in the end so why cant i stop fighting all sides? i cant show you who i am cause i dont know and untill i form and become one i'll never know i guess if i was one i'd have standards life is better this way more free i just cant handle it i need to break this weakness i need help doing it i look to my friends theyre all different ways who can i lean on? who do i trust to have my back when im falling into a bottomless hole? --------------------------------------------------- Sing a Hymn For the Dead Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted July 26, 2006 Report Share Posted July 26, 2006 i buy inall the times i shouldnt breaking my back spending my cash for worries my teachers say i shouldnt i know im better then that they speak to me in rhythm and guitar beauty words telling me i dont need this i think i listen to them the most more then the media and all the corruption every word they speak is truth and ive followed it for years but when its not in my head i destroy those thoughts cover them in money and greed things i dont need i want to rise up and follow those little girl's plans that never followed yours i cant wrap my head on it all how many people have i become? i need to do so many things but i never do much of anything this is what i believe this is what i must to the new kind of army calls to me i am what i believe but im so wrapped up in america and the way things shouldnt be i look around we all are how many people see truth? i dabble in all forms i cant do that its pain and its lonely and i see that in the end so why cant i stop fighting all sides? i cant show you who i am cause i dont know and untill i form and become one i'll never know i guess if i was one i'd have standards life is better this way more free i just cant handle it i need to break this weakness i need help doing it i look to my friends theyre all different ways who can i lean on? who do i trust to have my back when im falling into a bottomless hole? --------------------------------------------------- Sing a Hymn For the Dead Hopefully with all your journals, you have one just for poetry. This is a fantastic poem. Each time your post a poem, it is better than the one before it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glowurm Posted July 26, 2006 Report Share Posted July 26, 2006 i buy in all the times i shouldnt breaking my back spending my cash for worries my teachers say i shouldnt i know im better then that they speak to me in rhythm and guitar beauty words telling me i dont need this i think i listen to them the most more then the media and all the corruption every word they speak is truth and ive followed it for years but when its not in my head i destroy those thoughts cover them in money and greed things i dont need i want to rise up and follow those little girl's plans that never followed yours i cant wrap my head on it all how many people have i become? i need to do so many things but i never do much of anything this is what i believe this is what i must to the new kind of army calls to me i am what i believe but im so wrapped up in america and the way things shouldnt be i look around we all are how many people see truth? i dabble in all forms i cant do that its pain and its lonely and i see that in the end so why cant i stop fighting all sides? i cant show you who i am cause i dont know and untill i form and become one i'll never know i guess if i was one i'd have standards life is better this way more free i just cant handle it i need to break this weakness i need help doing it i look to my friends theyre all different ways who can i lean on? who do i trust to have my back when im falling into a bottomless hole? --------------------------------------------------- Sing a Hymn For the Dead Hopefully with all your journals, you have one just for poetry. This is a fantastic poem. Each time your post a poem, it is better than the one before it. I think that every time she posts these, they seem happier. I like how happy this is, especially when compared to your earlier poems Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted July 26, 2006 Report Share Posted July 26, 2006 Lauren, you are so talented! I like the message of your poem, too. You are so cool. (You can trust me.) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted July 27, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 27, 2006 aw i love you all. Horatio- i used to have one just for poems. but i kept filling them and they were all out of time and place so now i sometimes print out and paste in my poems into my diary. :] Glowurm- i have my ups and downs. ive been happy lately. its probably cuz of 3 things. a-its summer b-im taken(even if im not in love, and even if it seems like were not that close sometimes, knowing that i can turn to someone when i wake up, or hear 'your beautiful' or 'i love you' at anytime definatly increases my mood) c- ive been losing weight. and everyone is like "lauren you look so good!!" Topazia-your the coolest [i forgot i wrote this while doing my hair this morning] :] gosh!! im so happy lately. i saw wicked today. i almost cried. it was beautiful Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted July 27, 2006 Report Share Posted July 27, 2006 aw i love you all. Horatio- i used to have one just for poems. but i kept filling them and they were all out of time and place so now i sometimes print out and paste in my poems into my diary. :] Glowurm- i have my ups and downs. ive been happy lately. its probably cuz of 3 things. a-its summer b-im taken(even if im not in love, and even if it seems like were not that close sometimes, knowing that i can turn to someone when i wake up, or hear 'your beautiful' or 'i love you' at anytime definatly increases my mood) c- ive been losing weight. and everyone is like "lauren you look so good!!" Topazia-your the coolest [i forgot i wrote this while doing my hair this morning] :] gosh!! im so happy lately. i saw wicked today. i almost cried. it was beautiful I'm so glad you're becoming a happier person! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted July 27, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 27, 2006 aw i love you all. Horatio- i used to have one just for poems. but i kept filling them and they were all out of time and place so now i sometimes print out and paste in my poems into my diary. :] Glowurm- i have my ups and downs. ive been happy lately. its probably cuz of 3 things. a-its summer b-im taken(even if im not in love, and even if it seems like were not that close sometimes, knowing that i can turn to someone when i wake up, or hear 'your beautiful' or 'i love you' at anytime definatly increases my mood) c- ive been losing weight. and everyone is like "lauren you look so good!!" Topazia-your the coolest [i forgot i wrote this while doing my hair this morning] :] gosh!! im so happy lately. i saw wicked today. i almost cried. it was beautiful I'm so glad you're becoming a happier person! i thought i was. and this morning (more like 2...) i totally fell apart but thats okay i never expected to be happy and im ok with it (sometimes) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted July 27, 2006 Report Share Posted July 27, 2006 aw i love you all. Horatio- i used to have one just for poems. but i kept filling them and they were all out of time and place so now i sometimes print out and paste in my poems into my diary. :] Glowurm- i have my ups and downs. ive been happy lately. its probably cuz of 3 things. a-its summer b-im taken(even if im not in love, and even if it seems like were not that close sometimes, knowing that i can turn to someone when i wake up, or hear 'your beautiful' or 'i love you' at anytime definatly increases my mood) c- ive been losing weight. and everyone is like "lauren you look so good!!" Topazia-your the coolest [i forgot i wrote this while doing my hair this morning] :] gosh!! im so happy lately. i saw wicked today. i almost cried. it was beautiful I'm so glad you're becoming a happier person! i thought i was. and this morning (more like 2...) i totally fell apart but thats okay i never expected to be happy and im ok with it (sometimes) i second that motion. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted July 28, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 28, 2006 aw i love you all. Horatio- i used to have one just for poems. but i kept filling them and they were all out of time and place so now i sometimes print out and paste in my poems into my diary. :] Glowurm- i have my ups and downs. ive been happy lately. its probably cuz of 3 things. a-its summer b-im taken(even if im not in love, and even if it seems like were not that close sometimes, knowing that i can turn to someone when i wake up, or hear 'your beautiful' or 'i love you' at anytime definatly increases my mood) c- ive been losing weight. and everyone is like "lauren you look so good!!" Topazia-your the coolest [i forgot i wrote this while doing my hair this morning] :] gosh!! im so happy lately. i saw wicked today. i almost cried. it was beautiful I'm so glad you're becoming a happier person! i thought i was. and this morning (more like 2...) i totally fell apart but thats okay i never expected to be happy and im ok with it (sometimes) i second that motion. why cant i MENTION the movie? its a movie! girl interrupted. its not hurting anyone to SAY it... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted July 30, 2006 Report Share Posted July 30, 2006 aw i love you all. Horatio- i used to have one just for poems. but i kept filling them and they were all out of time and place so now i sometimes print out and paste in my poems into my diary. :] Glowurm- i have my ups and downs. ive been happy lately. its probably cuz of 3 things. a-its summer b-im taken(even if im not in love, and even if it seems like were not that close sometimes, knowing that i can turn to someone when i wake up, or hear 'your beautiful' or 'i love you' at anytime definatly increases my mood) c- ive been losing weight. and everyone is like "lauren you look so good!!" Topazia-your the coolest [i forgot i wrote this while doing my hair this morning] :] gosh!! im so happy lately. i saw wicked today. i almost cried. it was beautiful I'm so glad you're becoming a happier person! i thought i was. and this morning (more like 2...) i totally fell apart but thats okay i never expected to be happy and im ok with it (sometimes) i second that motion. why cant i MENTION the movie? its a movie! girl interrupted. its not hurting anyone to SAY it... okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted July 31, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 31, 2006 aw i love you all. Horatio- i used to have one just for poems. but i kept filling them and they were all out of time and place so now i sometimes print out and paste in my poems into my diary. :] Glowurm- i have my ups and downs. ive been happy lately. its probably cuz of 3 things. a-its summer b-im taken(even if im not in love, and even if it seems like were not that close sometimes, knowing that i can turn to someone when i wake up, or hear 'your beautiful' or 'i love you' at anytime definatly increases my mood) c- ive been losing weight. and everyone is like "lauren you look so good!!" Topazia-your the coolest [i forgot i wrote this while doing my hair this morning] :] gosh!! im so happy lately. i saw wicked today. i almost cried. it was beautiful I'm so glad you're becoming a happier person! i thought i was. and this morning (more like 2...) i totally fell apart but thats okay i never expected to be happy and im ok with it (sometimes) i second that motion. why cant i MENTION the movie? its a movie! girl interrupted. its not hurting anyone to SAY it... okay? i tried to answer toy. like.. 49073290784 times and kept getting it UNAPROVED i guess... really messed up. but wutever. girl interrupted is the only answer i can give you. search it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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