omgHAPPYSUMMER.

[xMyOwnMindx]

wow. school's out and im so mixed emotion about it.

i'm happy..

happy that i dont have any more tests or homework i never did.

happy i can sleep past 6 and not freak out

happy i can party, and stay out late, everyday of the week

happy i'm no longer lowest on the food chain aka freshmen slime

happy i can harass class of '10.

happy i can eat and then work it off easier

happy im less stressed

happy i mite not go to summer school

happy i can shut my mind down

happy i can see my friends everyday

happy i dont have to deal with people till next year

happy im getting a piggy in 2 months

happy im going to fl and going on mad rides and the beach and stuff

happy i dont have my horrible teachers anymore(theyre were only 2..)

happy i get to meet ida, my friend's best friend from sweden(long story)

happy i can get up, get dressed and go out anytime of the day/week

happy i can hear people say things like ": I woke up this morning and I was like YES SATURDAY then I was like...wait..."

 

but i'm also sad

sad i didnt cry listening to graduation on the last day of school

sad i didnt drain my sadness of school ending with my friends

sad my brother is leaving hs

sad he's still gonna be in the house though. ha.

sad that im growing up

sad that im getting older

sad with everything that comes with those 2^

sad college's look at 10th grade most

sad that things are changing and i cant slow down and im overwhelmed (things like school ending have a big effect on me)

 

i'm also bored/annyoed/concerned

annoyed that im gonna waste my summer, like alwats

concerned my brother wont do good in college

concerned about my parents and all the stuff we put them thru

annyoed by all the stuff they put US through

bored at the fact that it's 10:30 am. im awake and typing this.

 

and very very very annoyed that my computer is broken :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

 

mostly, im happy, but i still feel like crying

i dont know why

i cant handle this many emotions

i'm such a deeb

i need to start making plans.

 

 

ugh and now im super annoyed cuz i was gonna go to a party on sunday but i just remembered thats the night of my brother's graduation party. :[

 

 

:[

[xMyOwnMindx]

wow. school's out and im so mixed emotion about it.

i'm happy..

happy that i dont have any more tests or homework i never did.

happy i can sleep past 6 and not freak out

happy i can party, and stay out late, everyday of the week

happy i'm no longer lowest on the food chain aka freshmen slime

happy i can harass class of '10.

happy i can eat and then work it off easier

happy im less stressed

happy i mite not go to summer school

happy i can shut my mind down

happy i can see my friends everyday

happy i dont have to deal with people till next year

happy im getting a piggy in 2 months

happy im going to fl and going on mad rides and the beach and stuff

happy i dont have my horrible teachers anymore(theyre were only 2..)

happy i get to meet ida, my friend's best friend from sweden(long story)

happy i can get up, get dressed and go out anytime of the day/week

happy i can hear people say things like ": I woke up this morning and I was like YES SATURDAY then I was like...wait..."

 

but i'm also sad

sad i didnt cry listening to graduation on the last day of school

sad i didnt drain my sadness of school ending with my friends

sad my brother is leaving hs

sad he's still gonna be in the house though. ha.

sad that im growing up

sad that im getting older

sad with everything that comes with those 2^

sad college's look at 10th grade most

sad that things are changing and i cant slow down and im overwhelmed (things like school ending have a big effect on me)

 

i'm also bored/annyoed/concerned

annoyed that im gonna waste my summer, like alwats

concerned my brother wont do good in college

concerned about my parents and all the stuff we put them thru

annyoed by all the stuff they put US through

bored at the fact that it's 10:30 am. im awake and typing this.

 

and very very very annoyed that my computer is broken :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

 

mostly, im happy, but i still feel like crying

i dont know why

i cant handle this many emotions

i'm such a deeb

i need to start making plans.

 

 

ugh and now im super annoyed cuz i was gonna go to a party on sunday but i just remembered thats the night of my brother's graduation party. :[

 

 

:[

hah. no one i know went to that party anyway.

i have all summer to get wasted :]

[Horatio]

wow. school's out and im so mixed emotion about it.

i'm happy..

happy that i dont have any more tests or homework i never did.

happy i can sleep past 6 and not freak out

happy i can party, and stay out late, everyday of the week

happy i'm no longer lowest on the food chain aka freshmen slime

happy i can harass class of '10.

happy i can eat and then work it off easier

happy im less stressed

happy i mite not go to summer school

happy i can shut my mind down

happy i can see my friends everyday

happy i dont have to deal with people till next year

happy im getting a piggy in 2 months

happy im going to fl and going on mad rides and the beach and stuff

happy i dont have my horrible teachers anymore(theyre were only 2..)

happy i get to meet ida, my friend's best friend from sweden(long story)

happy i can get up, get dressed and go out anytime of the day/week

happy i can hear people say things like ": I woke up this morning and I was like YES SATURDAY then I was like...wait..."

 

but i'm also sad

sad i didnt cry listening to graduation on the last day of school

sad i didnt drain my sadness of school ending with my friends

sad my brother is leaving hs

sad he's still gonna be in the house though. ha.

sad that im growing up

sad that im getting older

sad with everything that comes with those 2^

sad college's look at 10th grade most

sad that things are changing and i cant slow down and im overwhelmed (things like school ending have a big effect on me)

 

i'm also bored/annyoed/concerned

annoyed that im gonna waste my summer, like alwats

concerned my brother wont do good in college

concerned about my parents and all the stuff we put them thru

annyoed by all the stuff they put US through

bored at the fact that it's 10:30 am. im awake and typing this.

 

and very very very annoyed that my computer is broken :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

 

mostly, im happy, but i still feel like crying

i dont know why

i cant handle this many emotions

i'm such a deeb

i need to start making plans.

 

 

ugh and now im super annoyed cuz i was gonna go to a party on sunday but i just remembered thats the night of my brother's graduation party. :[

 

 

:[

Summer can be good, but summer can also be a time where there is too much time on your hands. Parents do not have a guide book to look into for advice and sometimes can make your summer very long. I hope your summer goes better. When is your family coming to Orlando? Are you coming to my cage?

[xMyOwnMindx]

wow. school's out and im so mixed emotion about it.

i'm happy..

happy that i dont have any more tests or homework i never did.

happy i can sleep past 6 and not freak out

happy i can party, and stay out late, everyday of the week

happy i'm no longer lowest on the food chain aka freshmen slime

happy i can harass class of '10.

happy i can eat and then work it off easier

happy im less stressed

happy i mite not go to summer school

happy i can shut my mind down

happy i can see my friends everyday

happy i dont have to deal with people till next year

happy im getting a piggy in 2 months

happy im going to fl and going on mad rides and the beach and stuff

happy i dont have my horrible teachers anymore(theyre were only 2..)

happy i get to meet ida, my friend's best friend from sweden(long story)

happy i can get up, get dressed and go out anytime of the day/week

happy i can hear people say things like ": I woke up this morning and I was like YES SATURDAY then I was like...wait..."

 

but i'm also sad

sad i didnt cry listening to graduation on the last day of school

sad i didnt drain my sadness of school ending with my friends

sad my brother is leaving hs

sad he's still gonna be in the house though. ha.

sad that im growing up

sad that im getting older

sad with everything that comes with those 2^

sad college's look at 10th grade most

sad that things are changing and i cant slow down and im overwhelmed (things like school ending have a big effect on me)

 

i'm also bored/annyoed/concerned

annoyed that im gonna waste my summer, like alwats

concerned my brother wont do good in college

concerned about my parents and all the stuff we put them thru

annyoed by all the stuff they put US through

bored at the fact that it's 10:30 am. im awake and typing this.

 

and very very very annoyed that my computer is broken :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

 

mostly, im happy, but i still feel like crying

i dont know why

i cant handle this many emotions

i'm such a deeb

i need to start making plans.

 

 

ugh and now im super annoyed cuz i was gonna go to a party on sunday but i just remembered thats the night of my brother's graduation party. :[

 

 

:[

Summer can be good, but summer can also be a time where there is too much time on your hands. Parents do not have a guide book to look into for advice and sometimes can make your summer very long. I hope your summer goes better. When is your family coming to Orlando? Are you coming to my cage?

 

 

i was there. i'm home. and im happier.

its not like i plan on doing anything worse then smoking and writing this summer.

i hope to organize my room.

 

chew alot of ice/workout/hopefully lost madd weight < i'm gonna try SOOO hard. i'm gonna do it for real. i'm so sick of being huge.

thats my biggest goal.

i'm probably gonan give up but thats wut i want most right now in my life.

[Horatio]

wow. school's out and im so mixed emotion about it.

i'm happy..

happy that i dont have any more tests or homework i never did.

happy i can sleep past 6 and not freak out

happy i can party, and stay out late, everyday of the week

happy i'm no longer lowest on the food chain aka freshmen slime

happy i can harass class of '10.

happy i can eat and then work it off easier

happy im less stressed

happy i mite not go to summer school

happy i can shut my mind down

happy i can see my friends everyday

happy i dont have to deal with people till next year

happy im getting a piggy in 2 months

happy im going to fl and going on mad rides and the beach and stuff

happy i dont have my horrible teachers anymore(theyre were only 2..)

happy i get to meet ida, my friend's best friend from sweden(long story)

happy i can get up, get dressed and go out anytime of the day/week

happy i can hear people say things like ": I woke up this morning and I was like YES SATURDAY then I was like...wait..."

 

but i'm also sad

sad i didnt cry listening to graduation on the last day of school

sad i didnt drain my sadness of school ending with my friends

sad my brother is leaving hs

sad he's still gonna be in the house though. ha.

sad that im growing up

sad that im getting older

sad with everything that comes with those 2^

sad college's look at 10th grade most

sad that things are changing and i cant slow down and im overwhelmed (things like school ending have a big effect on me)

 

i'm also bored/annyoed/concerned

annoyed that im gonna waste my summer, like alwats

concerned my brother wont do good in college

concerned about my parents and all the stuff we put them thru

annyoed by all the stuff they put US through

bored at the fact that it's 10:30 am. im awake and typing this.

 

and very very very annoyed that my computer is broken :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

 

mostly, im happy, but i still feel like crying

i dont know why

i cant handle this many emotions

i'm such a deeb

i need to start making plans.

 

 

ugh and now im super annoyed cuz i was gonna go to a party on sunday but i just remembered thats the night of my brother's graduation party. :[

 

 

:[

Summer can be good, but summer can also be a time where there is too much time on your hands. Parents do not have a guide book to look into for advice and sometimes can make your summer very long. I hope your summer goes better. When is your family coming to Orlando? Are you coming to my cage?

 

 

i was there. i'm home. and im happier.

its not like i plan on doing anything worse then smoking and writing this summer.

i hope to organize my room.

 

chew alot of ice/workout/hopefully lost madd weight

thats my biggest goal.

i'm probably gonan give up but thats wut i want most right now in my life.

You were already here in Orlando and didn't tell me?!?!?!?!? I would have come to see you! Did you have a good time?

 

If you want some diet suggestions, I am here.

[Topazia]

i know what you mean.

[xMyOwnMindx]

wow. school's out and im so mixed emotion about it.

i'm happy..

happy that i dont have any more tests or homework i never did.

happy i can sleep past 6 and not freak out

happy i can party, and stay out late, everyday of the week

happy i'm no longer lowest on the food chain aka freshmen slime

happy i can harass class of '10.

happy i can eat and then work it off easier

happy im less stressed

happy i mite not go to summer school

happy i can shut my mind down

happy i can see my friends everyday

happy i dont have to deal with people till next year

happy im getting a piggy in 2 months

happy im going to fl and going on mad rides and the beach and stuff

happy i dont have my horrible teachers anymore(theyre were only 2..)

happy i get to meet ida, my friend's best friend from sweden(long story)

happy i can get up, get dressed and go out anytime of the day/week

happy i can hear people say things like ": I woke up this morning and I was like YES SATURDAY then I was like...wait..."

 

but i'm also sad

sad i didnt cry listening to graduation on the last day of school

sad i didnt drain my sadness of school ending with my friends

sad my brother is leaving hs

sad he's still gonna be in the house though. ha.

sad that im growing up

sad that im getting older

sad with everything that comes with those 2^

sad college's look at 10th grade most

sad that things are changing and i cant slow down and im overwhelmed (things like school ending have a big effect on me)

 

i'm also bored/annyoed/concerned

annoyed that im gonna waste my summer, like alwats

concerned my brother wont do good in college

concerned about my parents and all the stuff we put them thru

annyoed by all the stuff they put US through

bored at the fact that it's 10:30 am. im awake and typing this.

 

and very very very annoyed that my computer is broken :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

 

mostly, im happy, but i still feel like crying

i dont know why

i cant handle this many emotions

i'm such a deeb

i need to start making plans.

 

 

ugh and now im super annoyed cuz i was gonna go to a party on sunday but i just remembered thats the night of my brother's graduation party. :[

 

 

:[

Summer can be good, but summer can also be a time where there is too much time on your hands. Parents do not have a guide book to look into for advice and sometimes can make your summer very long. I hope your summer goes better. When is your family coming to Orlando? Are you coming to my cage?

 

 

i was there. i'm home. and im happier.

its not like i plan on doing anything worse then smoking and writing this summer.

i hope to organize my room.

 

chew alot of ice/workout/hopefully lost madd weight < i'm gonna try SOOO hard. i'm gonna do it for real. i'm so sick of being huge.

thats my biggest goal.

i'm probably gonan give up but thats wut i want most right now in my life.

You were already here in Orlando and didn't tell me?!?!?!?!? I would have come to see you! Did you have a good time?

 

If you want some diet suggestions, I am here.

yea. i only had the internet on certain days for certain times. sorry.

mm it was a family vaca and im not much for hanging out with my family but it was alrite.

 

if it helps me loose weight, tell me anything you know.

i'll do just about anything..

[xMyOwnMindx]

wow. school's out and im so mixed emotion about it.

i'm happy..

happy that i dont have any more tests or homework i never did.

happy i can sleep past 6 and not freak out

happy i can party, and stay out late, everyday of the week

happy i'm no longer lowest on the food chain aka freshmen slime

happy i can harass class of '10.

happy i can eat and then work it off easier

happy im less stressed

happy i mite not go to summer school

happy i can shut my mind down

happy i can see my friends everyday

happy i dont have to deal with people till next year

happy im getting a piggy in 2 months

happy im going to fl and going on mad rides and the beach and stuff

happy i dont have my horrible teachers anymore(theyre were only 2..)

happy i get to meet ida, my friend's best friend from sweden(long story)

happy i can get up, get dressed and go out anytime of the day/week

happy i can hear people say things like ": I woke up this morning and I was like YES SATURDAY then I was like...wait..."

 

but i'm also sad

sad i didnt cry listening to graduation on the last day of school

sad i didnt drain my sadness of school ending with my friends

sad my brother is leaving hs

sad he's still gonna be in the house though. ha.

sad that im growing up

sad that im getting older

sad with everything that comes with those 2^

sad college's look at 10th grade most

sad that things are changing and i cant slow down and im overwhelmed (things like school ending have a big effect on me)

 

i'm also bored/annyoed/concerned

annoyed that im gonna waste my summer, like alwats

concerned my brother wont do good in college

concerned about my parents and all the stuff we put them thru

annyoed by all the stuff they put US through

bored at the fact that it's 10:30 am. im awake and typing this.

 

and very very very annoyed that my computer is broken :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

 

mostly, im happy, but i still feel like crying

i dont know why

i cant handle this many emotions

i'm such a deeb

i need to start making plans.

 

 

ugh and now im super annoyed cuz i was gonna go to a party on sunday but i just remembered thats the night of my brother's graduation party. :[

 

 

:[

Summer can be good, but summer can also be a time where there is too much time on your hands. Parents do not have a guide book to look into for advice and sometimes can make your summer very long. I hope your summer goes better. When is your family coming to Orlando? Are you coming to my cage?

 

 

i was there. i'm home. and im happier.

its not like i plan on doing anything worse then smoking and writing this summer.

i hope to organize my room.

 

chew alot of ice/workout/hopefully lost madd weight < i'm gonna try SOOO hard. i'm gonna do it for real. i'm so sick of being huge.

thats my biggest goal.

i'm probably gonan give up but thats wut i want most right now in my life.

You were already here in Orlando and didn't tell me?!?!?!?!? I would have come to see you! Did you have a good time?

 

If you want some diet suggestions, I am here.

yea. i only had the internet on certain days for certain times. sorry.

mm it was a family vaca and im not much for hanging out with my family but it was alrite.

 

if it helps me loose weight, tell me anything you know.

i'll do just about anything..

 

 

so tell me something.

even though i think im happy with the rules i have now.

im already losing about a pound everyday average. and im happier. and i have more time to do other things.

[Topazia]

so tell me something.

even though i think im happy with the rules i have now.

im already losing about a pound everyday average. and im happier. and i have more time to do other things.

I'll tell you not to lose weight that quickly. three pounds a week is the fastest you should lose it.

 

other than that, i'm glad you're happier. really.

[xMyOwnMindx]

so tell me something.

even though i think im happy with the rules i have now.

im already losing about a pound everyday average. and im happier. and i have more time to do other things.

I'll tell you not to lose weight that quickly. three pounds a week is the fastest you should lose it.

 

other than that, i'm glad you're happier. really.

well the less weight i am the happier i am.

 

it goes up and down.

[The Biggest Fan Of Fuzzy]

Lauren, you, fat?

[xMyOwnMindx]

Lauren, you, fat?

not fat, chubby.

[The Biggest Fan Of Fuzzy]

Lauren, you, fat?

not fat, chubby.

chubby?

[Honey]

Whatever you do don't throw up cause he will permanatly scar your throat or starve yourself cause that will cause you to grow fatter because of deprived nutrients in your body.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Whatever you do don't throw up cause he will permanatly scar your throat or starve yourself cause that will cause you to grow fatter because of deprived nutrients in your body.

i only throw up if i mess up really bad.

and i know starvation is bad too.

 

i eat.

just not as much as i used to.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Lauren, you, fat?

not fat, chubby.

chubby?

 

yes. chubbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbby

but not for longggg.

i'll be skinny if it kills me.

[Cheesus]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 poounds.

[Horatio]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 poounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

[Topazia]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

[Cheesus]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

that is like the anorexic girls that many people are disgusted by. don't go that low.

[xMyOwnMindx]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

 

i will be 99 if it kills me.

i wanna be small..

i will be my goal weights.

 

but relax hun, i have sooo long to get till then, like 2 or 3 months before im even close.

and i'll gain during xmas and my birthday, so i probably wont be near 100 till next spring..

ew. maybe not. im not sure.

i wanna be thin tho.

theres no such thing as "way to light for your height" hey that rhymes!

haha

[Mega Wolf]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

 

i will be 99 if it kills me.

i wanna be small..

i will be my goal weights.

 

but relax hun, i have sooo long to get till then, like 2 or 3 months before im even close.

and i'll gain during xmas and my birthday, so i probably wont be near 100 till next spring..

ew. maybe not. im not sure.

i wanna be thin tho.

theres no such thing as "way to light for your height" hey that rhymes!

haha

The doctor told me I'm slightly underweight. I'm 5'3", I weigh at 105. Shorter=less heavy. If I weighed any less I'd look disgusting. People tell me to eat more all the time because they think I'm anorexic or something. Chances are you're already skinny or average. Just because you can pinch your belly skin doesn't mean you're chubby. Your idea of skinny enough has probably been basically corrupted by the Hollywood image of a healthy body.

[Glowurm]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

 

i will be 99 if it kills me.

If it does kill you, then you won't be alive to enjoy it.

 

Stating the obvious, that's me.

[Cheesus]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

 

i will be 99 if it kills me.

If it does kill you, then you won't be alive to enjoy it.

 

Stating the obvious, that's me.

good point!

[xMyOwnMindx]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

 

i will be 99 if it kills me.

If it does kill you, then you won't be alive to enjoy it.

 

Stating the obvious, that's me.

 

better dead then fat.

[Topazia]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

 

i will be 99 if it kills me.

If it does kill you, then you won't be alive to enjoy it.

 

Stating the obvious, that's me.

 

better dead then fat.

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

[xMyOwnMindx]

Lauren, Im just surious. how tall are you and how much do you wiegh? and no vague answers such as short/tall and too much.

 

im 5'5 and i will tell you how much i weigh when i loose another 11 pounds.

So, why not say your goal weight now.

 

well in 11 pounds i wont be my goal weight.

my ultimate goal weight is 99.

NO!!!!!!Lauren, that's too little! At 5'5 you shouldn't weigh less than like, 125 or 130, i don't remember what I said! Please! 99 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too small for a girl your height! I'm telling you, you can't lose that much! Nononononono, please don't lose that much, pleasepleaseplease! Way to light for your height! waywaywaywaywaywayWAY too light!

 

*mumbles in shutdown mode for awhile, in shock at such a low number because I"M MORE THAN THAT AND I"M TOO LIGHT!!!!!*

 

i will be 99 if it kills me.

If it does kill you, then you won't be alive to enjoy it.

 

Stating the obvious, that's me.

 

better dead then fat.

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

[Topazia]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

[xMyOwnMindx]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

 

i wrote alot. then the power went out.

or my computer just turned off.. i dont know.

 

so wut i said was :

 

its not unusual to think your fat.

its probably the most normal thing about me.

you just think its weird cuz youve never been anything close to fat (i think)

almost every teenage girl, fat chubby skinny or obese thinks theyre fat at one point.

 

im not even sure wut im doing anymore.

i think i mite just diet.

this is hard

i dont know if i can do it..

im weak.

 

i wanna reach my goals.

i wanna loose 18 more pounds before school starts..

im never gonna reach my goals if i give up..

its just hard.

[Topazia]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

 

i wrote alot. then the power went out.

or my computer just turned off.. i dont know.

 

so wut i said was :

 

its not unusual to think your fat.

its probably the most normal thing about me.

you just think its weird cuz youve never been anything close to fat (i think)

almost every teenage girl, fat chubby skinny or obese thinks theyre fat at one point.

 

im not even sure wut im doing anymore.

i think i mite just diet.

this is hard

i dont know if i can do it..

im weak.

 

i wanna reach my goals.

i wanna loose 18 more pounds before school starts..

im never gonna reach my goals if i give up..

its just hard.

when does school start? Not for 9 wks @least i hope!

[xMyOwnMindx]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

 

i wrote alot. then the power went out.

or my computer just turned off.. i dont know.

 

so wut i said was :

 

its not unusual to think your fat.

its probably the most normal thing about me.

you just think its weird cuz youve never been anything close to fat (i think)

almost every teenage girl, fat chubby skinny or obese thinks theyre fat at one point.

 

im not even sure wut im doing anymore.

i think i mite just diet.

this is hard

i dont know if i can do it..

im weak.

 

i wanna reach my goals.

i wanna loose 18 more pounds before school starts..

im never gonna reach my goals if i give up..

its just hard.

when does school start? Not for 9 wks @least i hope!

 

in about a month.

[Topazia]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

 

i wrote alot. then the power went out.

or my computer just turned off.. i dont know.

 

so wut i said was :

 

its not unusual to think your fat.

its probably the most normal thing about me.

you just think its weird cuz youve never been anything close to fat (i think)

almost every teenage girl, fat chubby skinny or obese thinks theyre fat at one point.

 

im not even sure wut im doing anymore.

i think i mite just diet.

this is hard

i dont know if i can do it..

im weak.

 

i wanna reach my goals.

i wanna loose 18 more pounds before school starts..

im never gonna reach my goals if i give up..

its just hard.

when does school start? Not for 9 wks @least i hope!

 

in about a month.

you shouldnt' lose more then 10-12 lbs, then. if you lift weights you'll look like you lost more, though.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

 

i wrote alot. then the power went out.

or my computer just turned off.. i dont know.

 

so wut i said was :

 

its not unusual to think your fat.

its probably the most normal thing about me.

you just think its weird cuz youve never been anything close to fat (i think)

almost every teenage girl, fat chubby skinny or obese thinks theyre fat at one point.

 

im not even sure wut im doing anymore.

i think i mite just diet.

this is hard

i dont know if i can do it..

im weak.

 

i wanna reach my goals.

i wanna loose 18 more pounds before school starts..

im never gonna reach my goals if i give up..

its just hard.

when does school start? Not for 9 wks @least i hope!

 

in about a month.

you shouldnt' lose more then 10-12 lbs, then. if you lift weights you'll look like you lost more, though.

 

 

mm i dont have any weights.

and i appriciate the concern, but i wanna be like 110ish by mid september.

[Topazia]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

 

i wrote alot. then the power went out.

or my computer just turned off.. i dont know.

 

so wut i said was :

 

its not unusual to think your fat.

its probably the most normal thing about me.

you just think its weird cuz youve never been anything close to fat (i think)

almost every teenage girl, fat chubby skinny or obese thinks theyre fat at one point.

 

im not even sure wut im doing anymore.

i think i mite just diet.

this is hard

i dont know if i can do it..

im weak.

 

i wanna reach my goals.

i wanna loose 18 more pounds before school starts..

im never gonna reach my goals if i give up..

its just hard.

when does school start? Not for 9 wks @least i hope!

 

in about a month.

you shouldnt' lose more then 10-12 lbs, then. if you lift weights you'll look like you lost more, though.

 

 

mm i dont have any weights.

and i appriciate the concern, but i wanna be like 110ish by mid september.

too small for your height.

 

i don't know why, but i feel ike i need to tel you this...

 

You are worth more than the most beautiful and expensive figurine in the world. You are worth more to your peers than you could ever imagine, and some would even take your place to spare you pain. When you feel worthless, think of the people who give you the time of day. If you were worthless, you wouldn't be alive to enjoy the fresh air of freedom.

[xMyOwnMindx]

*cries*

i wanna know who told you you're fat.

hollywood has done a number on you...

 

hollywood...

i told myself, my brother, my parents

everyone

and mostly myself.

*wonders how I always get so attached to people who have unusual minds*

 

i wrote alot. then the power went out.

or my computer just turned off.. i dont know.

 

so wut i said was :

 

its not unusual to think your fat.

its probably the most normal thing about me.

you just think its weird cuz youve never been anything close to fat (i think)

almost every teenage girl, fat chubby skinny or obese thinks theyre fat at one point.

 

im not even sure wut im doing anymore.

i think i mite just diet.

this is hard

i dont know if i can do it..

im weak.

 

i wanna reach my goals.

i wanna loose 18 more pounds before school starts..

im never gonna reach my goals if i give up..

its just hard.

when does school start? Not for 9 wks @least i hope!

 

in about a month.

you shouldnt' lose more then 10-12 lbs, then. if you lift weights you'll look like you lost more, though.

 

 

mm i dont have any weights.

and i appriciate the concern, but i wanna be like 110ish by mid september.

too small for your height.

 

i don't know why, but i feel ike i need to tel you this...

 

You are worth more than the most beautiful and expensive figurine in the world. You are worth more to your peers than you could ever imagine, and some would even take your place to spare you pain. When you feel worthless, think of the people who give you the time of day. If you were worthless, you wouldn't be alive to enjoy the fresh air of freedom.

 

 

i know im not worthless.

if i get my butt together i can be somthing.

idk how but everything is going to get better.

 

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

[Horatio]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

[xMyOwnMindx]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

[Topazia]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

[xMyOwnMindx]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

[Topazia]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

you're brother's a fat jerk if he did that! tell him off, because that's really hurtful! I wouldn't put up with that from my brother, even if I could stand to lose a few instead of gain! That's so inconsiderate, so mean, how did he get away with that... I hope that wasn't in front of your parents!

 

Apparently you could stand to learn a few things from my recovering anorexic friend. She saw a whale out of a 99lbs 5'8 girl. It was awful! And when her body finally got to the point of failing her, she had to go through years of therapy so she wouldn't stop thinking herself fat.

[xMyOwnMindx]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

you're brother's a fat jerk if he did that! tell him off, because that's really hurtful! I wouldn't put up with that from my brother, even if I could stand to lose a few instead of gain! That's so inconsiderate, so mean, how did he get away with that... I hope that wasn't in front of your parents!

 

Apparently you could stand to learn a few things from my recovering anorexic friend. She saw a whale out of a 99lbs 5'8 girl. It was awful! And when her body finally got to the point of failing her, she had to go through years of therapy so she wouldn't stop thinking herself fat.

 

HAHA!! your funny, like my parents can do anything to him anymore.

 

wuts she think of herself now?

[Topazia]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

you're brother's a fat jerk if he did that! tell him off, because that's really hurtful! I wouldn't put up with that from my brother, even if I could stand to lose a few instead of gain! That's so inconsiderate, so mean, how did he get away with that... I hope that wasn't in front of your parents!

 

Apparently you could stand to learn a few things from my recovering anorexic friend. She saw a whale out of a 99lbs 5'8 girl. It was awful! And when her body finally got to the point of failing her, she had to go through years of therapy so she wouldn't stop thinking herself fat.

 

HAHA!! your funny, like my parents can do anything to him anymore.

 

wuts she think of herself now?

they could evict him. That remark of his was totally uncalled for, whether or not he was joking with you.

 

Sarah, now that she's back to a healthy 135, thinks she looks okay, but says she feels better about hewrself each day. People compliment her, saying she looks so much better than she did, and it makes her feel good about gaining back. I see her psyche improve everday, becasue she works on her garden in the afternoon, when I com home to talk to her. Sarah's really cool. She said to tell you not to lose that much weight, or you'll end up like her: broken, dying, and desperate, more so than you've ever been in your life, or ever will be afterward. She says at the very most, go to 115, or you'll risk hurting yourself irreparably. Sarah still has nightmares of the emergency room and the wires and then the ward. That, and her boyfriend left her because her bones started to show through her skin, and it wasn't stopping despite his protests of how she looked better with meat on her bones.

 

That, and if you lose too much weight, your . stops. Which means that other functions stop, like female growth. I learned this in health class, but Sarah learned it the hard way.

[xMyOwnMindx]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

you're brother's a fat jerk if he did that! tell him off, because that's really hurtful! I wouldn't put up with that from my brother, even if I could stand to lose a few instead of gain! That's so inconsiderate, so mean, how did he get away with that... I hope that wasn't in front of your parents!

 

Apparently you could stand to learn a few things from my recovering anorexic friend. She saw a whale out of a 99lbs 5'8 girl. It was awful! And when her body finally got to the point of failing her, she had to go through years of therapy so she wouldn't stop thinking herself fat.

 

HAHA!! your funny, like my parents can do anything to him anymore.

 

wuts she think of herself now?

they could evict him. That remark of his was totally uncalled for, whether or not he was joking with you.

 

Sarah, now that she's back to a healthy 135, thinks she looks okay, but says she feels better about hewrself each day. People compliment her, saying she looks so much better than she did, and it makes her feel good about gaining back. I see her psyche improve everday, becasue she works on her garden in the afternoon, when I com home to talk to her. Sarah's really cool. She said to tell you not to lose that much weight, or you'll end up like her: broken, dying, and desperate, more so than you've ever been in your life, or ever will be afterward. She says at the very most, go to 115, or you'll risk hurting yourself irreparably. Sarah still has nightmares of the emergency room and the wires and then the ward. That, and her boyfriend left her because her bones started to show through her skin, and it wasn't stopping despite his protests of how she looked better with meat on her bones.

 

That, and if you lose too much weight, your . stops. Which means that other functions stop, like female growth. I learned this in health class, but Sarah learned it the hard way.

 

 

they arnt going to do anything.

and its true. i have disgustingly fat legs.

 

im glad to hear shes better.

115 sounds okay for a little while

but im still gonna look huge...

[Mega Wolf]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

you're brother's a fat jerk if he did that! tell him off, because that's really hurtful! I wouldn't put up with that from my brother, even if I could stand to lose a few instead of gain! That's so inconsiderate, so mean, how did he get away with that... I hope that wasn't in front of your parents!

 

Apparently you could stand to learn a few things from my recovering anorexic friend. She saw a whale out of a 99lbs 5'8 girl. It was awful! And when her body finally got to the point of failing her, she had to go through years of therapy so she wouldn't stop thinking herself fat.

 

HAHA!! your funny, like my parents can do anything to him anymore.

 

wuts she think of herself now?

they could evict him. That remark of his was totally uncalled for, whether or not he was joking with you.

 

Sarah, now that she's back to a healthy 135, thinks she looks okay, but says she feels better about hewrself each day. People compliment her, saying she looks so much better than she did, and it makes her feel good about gaining back. I see her psyche improve everday, becasue she works on her garden in the afternoon, when I com home to talk to her. Sarah's really cool. She said to tell you not to lose that much weight, or you'll end up like her: broken, dying, and desperate, more so than you've ever been in your life, or ever will be afterward. She says at the very most, go to 115, or you'll risk hurting yourself irreparably. Sarah still has nightmares of the emergency room and the wires and then the ward. That, and her boyfriend left her because her bones started to show through her skin, and it wasn't stopping despite his protests of how she looked better with meat on her bones.

 

That, and if you lose too much weight, your . stops. Which means that other functions stop, like female growth. I learned this in health class, but Sarah learned it the hard way.

 

 

they arnt going to do anything.

and its true. i have disgustingly fat legs.

 

im glad to hear shes better.

115 sounds okay for a little while

but im still gonna look huge...

I've seen your pictures before(pretty sure you know where from). But, yeah. Pretty much it doesn't really show your legs but I can tell you're not fat at all, you seem about my size. Almost everyone's legs seem fatty to them, though. I hear people telling me "my legs are fat" when they're talking about themselves more than anything, personally.

[Topazia]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

you're brother's a fat jerk if he did that! tell him off, because that's really hurtful! I wouldn't put up with that from my brother, even if I could stand to lose a few instead of gain! That's so inconsiderate, so mean, how did he get away with that... I hope that wasn't in front of your parents!

 

Apparently you could stand to learn a few things from my recovering anorexic friend. She saw a whale out of a 99lbs 5'8 girl. It was awful! And when her body finally got to the point of failing her, she had to go through years of therapy so she wouldn't stop thinking herself fat.

 

HAHA!! your funny, like my parents can do anything to him anymore.

 

wuts she think of herself now?

they could evict him. That remark of his was totally uncalled for, whether or not he was joking with you.

 

Sarah, now that she's back to a healthy 135, thinks she looks okay, but says she feels better about hewrself each day. People compliment her, saying she looks so much better than she did, and it makes her feel good about gaining back. I see her psyche improve everday, becasue she works on her garden in the afternoon, when I com home to talk to her. Sarah's really cool. She said to tell you not to lose that much weight, or you'll end up like her: broken, dying, and desperate, more so than you've ever been in your life, or ever will be afterward. She says at the very most, go to 115, or you'll risk hurting yourself irreparably. Sarah still has nightmares of the emergency room and the wires and then the ward. That, and her boyfriend left her because her bones started to show through her skin, and it wasn't stopping despite his protests of how she looked better with meat on her bones.

 

That, and if you lose too much weight, your . stops. Which means that other functions stop, like female growth. I learned this in health class, but Sarah learned it the hard way.

 

 

they arnt going to do anything.

and its true. i have disgustingly fat legs.

 

im glad to hear shes better.

115 sounds okay for a little while

but im still gonna look huge...

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

[xMyOwnMindx]

im finally back to the weight i SHOULD be for my height.

the weight i was for almost an entire year.

that gave me some hope.

I am happy to hear this!

 

actually, i was that height before, just a bit higher.

now im like perfect for my height.

too bad my body is oooozing obesity everywhere. its so nasty.

wut im supposed to be, was never really considered, its wut LOOKS good.

and id say about 35 pounds too nasty.

I'll bet you look fine. I'll bet you H$1000 you look just fine!

no seriously, i look like a whale.

they say that you always see yourself worse

but honestly, completely naked, in a full mirror, i stand there and the sight is just pure digust.

my brother poked me in the leg with a knife this morning and called me fatty legs.

obviously i dont look anything near fine.

you're brother's a fat jerk if he did that! tell him off, because that's really hurtful! I wouldn't put up with that from my brother, even if I could stand to lose a few instead of gain! That's so inconsiderate, so mean, how did he get away with that... I hope that wasn't in front of your parents!

 

Apparently you could stand to learn a few things from my recovering anorexic friend. She saw a whale out of a 99lbs 5'8 girl. It was awful! And when her body finally got to the point of failing her, she had to go through years of therapy so she wouldn't stop thinking herself fat.

 

HAHA!! your funny, like my parents can do anything to him anymore.

 

wuts she think of herself now?

they could evict him. That remark of his was totally uncalled for, whether or not he was joking with you.

 

Sarah, now that she's back to a healthy 135, thinks she looks okay, but says she feels better about hewrself each day. People compliment her, saying she looks so much better than she did, and it makes her feel good about gaining back. I see her psyche improve everday, becasue she works on her garden in the afternoon, when I com home to talk to her. Sarah's really cool. She said to tell you not to lose that much weight, or you'll end up like her: broken, dying, and desperate, more so than you've ever been in your life, or ever will be afterward. She says at the very most, go to 115, or you'll risk hurting yourself irreparably. Sarah still has nightmares of the emergency room and the wires and then the ward. That, and her boyfriend left her because her bones started to show through her skin, and it wasn't stopping despite his protests of how she looked better with meat on her bones.

 

That, and if you lose too much weight, your . stops. Which means that other functions stop, like female growth. I learned this in health class, but Sarah learned it the hard way.

 

 

they arnt going to do anything.

and its true. i have disgustingly fat legs.

 

im glad to hear shes better.

115 sounds okay for a little while

but im still gonna look huge...

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

[Topazia]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

[xMyOwnMindx]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

[Horatio]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

[xMyOwnMindx]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

ha, its not a diet.

its just something i heard some Ana's do

and when i can, i do it too.

[Topazia]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

ha, its not a diet.

its just something i heard some Ana's do

and when i can, i do it too.

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

[xMyOwnMindx]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

ha, its not a diet.

its just something i heard some Ana's do

and when i can, i do it too.

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

[Topazia]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

ha, its not a diet.

its just something i heard some Ana's do

and when i can, i do it too.

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

[xMyOwnMindx]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

ha, its not a diet.

its just something i heard some Ana's do

and when i can, i do it too.

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

[Topazia]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

ha, its not a diet.

its just something i heard some Ana's do

and when i can, i do it too.

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

[xMyOwnMindx]

you obviously missed the point.

 

A recovering Anorexic told you to stop, kid! That has to say something to you! Mega Wofl's right, too! My legs are like, one in five tiny fat deposits on my entire body. I hate my legs. Everyone else says they could kill, but the only time I believe that is when they're killing me.

 

stop what? im not doing anything wrong.

starving yourself and aiming so low.

Hello?

*searches the web for Lauren*

im not starving myself.

i eat ALOT.

 

you know wuts fun to do.

KINDA eat something.

the fun of eating is TASTING.

chew and spit out.

you still get some of the calories probably but thats okay.

*wonders what the name of this diet is called... The Chew and Spit Diet*

ha, its not a diet.

its just something i heard some Ana's do

and when i can, i do it too.

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

[Topazia]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

[xMyOwnMindx]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

 

so.. i DO have taste buds and i binged today :[

[Topazia]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

 

so.. i DO have taste buds and i binged today :[

*sighs again*

[xMyOwnMindx]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

 

so.. i DO have taste buds and i binged today :[

*sighs again*

 

stop sighing and vocalize your thoughts.

 

new diet buddy!

i love support.

i have SO much hope today.

im fasting till like 5pm tomorrow.

[Glowurm]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

 

so.. i DO have taste buds and i binged today :[

*sighs again*

 

stop sighing and vocalize your thoughts.

 

new diet buddy!

i love support.

i have SO much hope today.

im fasting till like 5pm tomorrow.

O.O

 

If you lived in aus, you should've done the 40 hour famine. That way, you'd be getting sponsored to do something you already do.

 

The 40 hour famine sounds like a stupid thing to me. They prevent children from eating for 40 hours for charity of all things.

[Horatio]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

 

so.. i DO have taste buds and i binged today :[

*sighs again*

 

stop sighing and vocalize your thoughts.

 

new diet buddy!

i love support.

i have SO much hope today.

im fasting till like 5pm tomorrow.

O.O

 

If you lived in aus, you should've done the 40 hour famine. That way, you'd be getting sponsored to do something you already do.

 

The 40 hour famine sounds like a stupid thing to me. They prevent children from eating for 40 hours for charity of all things.

How crazy!!!

[Mushroom_king]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

 

so.. i DO have taste buds and i binged today :[

*sighs again*

 

stop sighing and vocalize your thoughts.

 

new diet buddy!

i love support.

i have SO much hope today.

im fasting till like 5pm tomorrow.

O.O

 

If you lived in aus, you should've done the 40 hour famine. That way, you'd be getting sponsored to do something you already do.

 

The 40 hour famine sounds like a stupid thing to me. They prevent children from eating for 40 hours for charity of all things.

How crazy!!!

*~*The Grand Illusion*~*

 

Yes.

 

*~*The Psychedelic luau*~*

[xMyOwnMindx]

Sarah says that's idiotic bc it only makes you more hungry. More hunger, more stress, more weight. Eat and be happy you aren't that hungry anymroe. Here is a direct quote:

 

"Tell your friend that it's silly to taste food and then waste it. Hello? Poor Bosnian kids could have eaten that! Look, if that girl is so geared toward anorexia, maybe you should give up and try to save another life.

 

I said, "NO ARE YOU STUPID I set my mind and do it, you know that Sarah!" What she doesn't realize is that it's not my goal to save everyone's life. It's my goal to touch everyone's life.

 

"Alright, already, I'm jsut saying that she sounds too much like me. You know how hard it was to get through to me. It took my body to break for me to realize I was being an idiot. I still haven't gotten back to a healthy appearance. I need to gain five more pounds. Remind her that she could get seriously hurt and that her boyfriend will dump her if she goes too far. I hope you aren't in over your head, *Paz*. I know how difficult it can be to change an ani's way of thinking. You know it, too. It's about control. Remember that, *Paz*. Go on, now. I have to finish these petunias. Tell your mom I said hey.

 

So there.

 

it doesnt make you more hungry.

i felt like i ate that cheeseburger and it was really good.

*sighs*

seriously, the only point of eating is the taste anyway.

i was telling lucy how id be like 70 pounds if i had no taste buds.

WAY TOO LITTLE EVEN FOR ME, LAUREN!

 

um duh! did you notice the "if i had no taste buds."

*sigh*

 

so.. i DO have taste buds and i binged today :[

*sighs again*

 

stop sighing and vocalize your thoughts.

 

new diet buddy!

i love support.

i have SO much hope today.

im fasting till like 5pm tomorrow.

O.O

 

If you lived in aus, you should've done the 40 hour famine. That way, you'd be getting sponsored to do something you already do.

 

The 40 hour famine sounds like a stupid thing to me. They prevent children from eating for 40 hours for charity of all things.

How crazy!!!

 

it makes sense.

 

i dont know if i could do 40 hours.

i was lucy with my 25.

cuz it was from 5pm- 5pm and i slept from like 5am-3pm

[xMyOwnMindx]

*lucky.

 

how is that stupid?