xMyOwnMindx Posted May 5, 2006 Report Share Posted May 5, 2006 its wasnt a poem when i wrote it, but its kinda poem-y.(even tho its like TO someone... i do that alot in my diarys) idk. its kinda cliche. wtf isnt?! The World is Cracked and Broken, Like my Mind. I Beg not to cry but the tears flow out uncontrolably. i hate this, im miserable its eating me from the outside to the core i cant fake this anymore im not alive like i was i dont know what to do your words can save me im falling through. ADDED(rite now)- i see her kill herself the courage i beg for the pain from nothing keeps me up, alone at night i see them look down at me they cant seem to see it what makes my mind turn off and my head ache with sharp pain they cant seem to figure it out why i crave to alter these thoughts the ones that talk to me the ones that i cant control keeping me miserable keeping me here i hate them they are everything about me you shake your head at, and disaprove of the thoughts i wish to kill the thoughts that are killing me right back. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 5, 2006 Report Share Posted May 5, 2006 I'm speechless. It's that good. How often does that happen, Horatio? I'm never speechless here! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 5, 2006 Report Share Posted May 5, 2006 I'm speechless.It's that good. How often does that happen, Horatio? I'm never speechless here! You, Topazia, speechless? This is a first! I think Lauren, xMyOwnMindx, has quite a bit of talent and I am thrilled you and others notice! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 6, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 6, 2006 I'm speechless. It's that good. How often does that happen, Horatio? I'm never speechless here! You, Topazia, speechless? This is a first! I think Lauren, xMyOwnMindx, has quite a bit of talent and I am thrilled you and others notice! gracias. to you both. im just a big crying emo mess. i guess that makes for good poems? :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted May 6, 2006 Report Share Posted May 6, 2006 I'm speechless. It's that good. How often does that happen, Horatio? I'm never speechless here! You, Topazia, speechless? This is a first! I think Lauren, xMyOwnMindx, has quite a bit of talent and I am thrilled you and others notice! gracias. to you both. im just a big crying emo mess. i guess that makes for good poems? :] You deserve lots of credit! You are really talented and hopefully will keep working on your writing. Perhaps you will be able to write and not be a crying emo mess. Keep focusing on this. You can do it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 6, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 6, 2006 I'm speechless. It's that good. How often does that happen, Horatio? I'm never speechless here! You, Topazia, speechless? This is a first! I think Lauren, xMyOwnMindx, has quite a bit of talent and I am thrilled you and others notice! gracias. to you both. im just a big crying emo mess. i guess that makes for good poems? :] You deserve lots of credit! You are really talented and hopefully will keep working on your writing. Perhaps you will be able to write and not be a crying emo mess. Keep focusing on this. You can do it. i cant write when im happy. unless im happy by plant. then i write the best. happy poems just dont work tho... cuz happy is my weakest emotion. i dont mind being a crying emo mess sometimes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 6, 2006 Report Share Posted May 6, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 8, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 8, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 8, 2006 Report Share Posted May 8, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 9, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 9, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change volentaryily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted May 10, 2006 Report Share Posted May 10, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 12, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 12, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
social_outcast Posted May 20, 2006 Report Share Posted May 20, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol strange. i thought cutting was bad...and i thought school was bad...and i thought crying was sorta bad...but falling asleep is the best thing in the world that can happen. i try to, try try try try try but i cant. cant sleep. why wouldn't you wanna sleep? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 22, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 22, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol strange. i thought cutting was bad...and i thought school was bad...and i thought crying was sorta bad...but falling asleep is the best thing in the world that can happen. i try to, try try try try try but i cant. cant sleep. why wouldn't you wanna sleep? sleeping in school... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
social_outcast Posted May 22, 2006 Report Share Posted May 22, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol strange. i thought cutting was bad...and i thought school was bad...and i thought crying was sorta bad...but falling asleep is the best thing in the world that can happen. i try to, try try try try try but i cant. cant sleep. why wouldn't you wanna sleep? sleeping in school... .......yes......? thats what I mean.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 23, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 23, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol strange. i thought cutting was bad...and i thought school was bad...and i thought crying was sorta bad...but falling asleep is the best thing in the world that can happen. i try to, try try try try try but i cant. cant sleep. why wouldn't you wanna sleep? sleeping in school... .......yes......? thats what I mean.... why wouldnt i want to sleep in school? becuase i wanna pass. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
social_outcast Posted May 24, 2006 Report Share Posted May 24, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol strange. i thought cutting was bad...and i thought school was bad...and i thought crying was sorta bad...but falling asleep is the best thing in the world that can happen. i try to, try try try try try but i cant. cant sleep. why wouldn't you wanna sleep? sleeping in school... .......yes......? thats what I mean.... why wouldnt i want to sleep in school? becuase i wanna pass. well it would work out for me because i can't sleep so i read everything in my geography book (i was desparate) and so.....i can sleep in Geography. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted May 24, 2006 Author Report Share Posted May 24, 2006 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol strange. i thought cutting was bad...and i thought school was bad...and i thought crying was sorta bad...but falling asleep is the best thing in the world that can happen. i try to, try try try try try but i cant. cant sleep. why wouldn't you wanna sleep? sleeping in school... .......yes......? thats what I mean.... why wouldnt i want to sleep in school? becuase i wanna pass. well it would work out for me because i can't sleep so i read everything in my geography book (i was desparate) and so.....i can sleep in Geography. dont you have a library near you? go get some books that are interesting to read. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
social_outcast Posted February 18, 2007 Report Share Posted February 18, 2007 i'm not emo, i'm just insightful. "the world is a vampire" --Rat in a Cage, Rage Against the Machine when i say "emo" i dont mean the scene, the music, the lable or anything of that nature. i just mean that im sotf, emotional, a crying falling apart over everything extremly sensitive empthedic person. sometimes. and there's nothig wrong with that. I'm not. Usually... mm i know. i just wish i could change voluntarily(sp??). i can never decide if ive had a good or a bad day.. or if im happy or sad. it all depends on that exact moment.. Now, that, I can relate to. haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########" O.o lol strange. i thought cutting was bad...and i thought school was bad...and i thought crying was sorta bad...but falling asleep is the best thing in the world that can happen. i try to, try try try try try but i cant. cant sleep. why wouldn't you wanna sleep? sleeping in school... .......yes......? thats what I mean.... why wouldnt i want to sleep in school? becuase i wanna pass. well it would work out for me because i can't sleep so i read everything in my geography book (i was desparate) and so.....i can sleep in Geography. dont you have a library near you? go get some books that are interesting to read. I don't know HOW long it's been since someone posted in here, but now I sleep through everything. I completely got everyone off topic here. Lemme repeat what myownmind wrote: haha yea. my days have been like HORRIBLE at school, like crying and falling asleep and cutting and stuff and then i get home and im like "YEY! ##########"O.o lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cheesus Posted February 18, 2007 Report Share Posted February 18, 2007 Aww, Shoshe. (you needed a nickname. ;D Got a better Idea?) Why are your school days bad? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xMyOwnMindx Posted February 18, 2007 Author Report Share Posted February 18, 2007 wow this is old :] school isnt so bad. idkidk its still pretty ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but yeah Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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