Topazia Posted November 24, 2004 Report Share Posted November 24, 2004 11-23-03 Dear diary, Today stunk at school. My best freind Felicia just ditched me in front of the whole class. Which included Mark. I wish I knew why I can't talk to him. I've been feeling really depressed lately. Everything in my life's going wrong! First I got an F in French when I know I had a B, then I tripped and fell down the stairs, practically breaking my leg. And today, I was humiliated by someone I trusted! You know, I think the world could do without me. I bet I could die right now, and no one would miss me. Cathy +++++++++++++++++++++++++ 11-24-03 Dear Diary, Anna dissed me again. I swear, that *nitwit* is out to get me! I wrote a poem today. it goes like this: Maybe Maybe I was born all wrong Maybe I should die Maybe I should do something Maybe I shouldn't try Maybe I was never here Maybe I'm a dream Maybe I should give up hope Maybe I should scream Maybe I'm a stupid broad Maybe I'm a lout Maybe I should try something Maybe I'll get out Maybe I was just a mistake Maybe I should leave Maybe I should pack my bags Maybe I will grieve Maybe I don't have a soul Maybe I'm just here Maybe I should wipe my face Maybe I shouldnt fear Maybe I AM a little weird Maybe I can't write a letter Maybe I should live with it Maybe it'll get better Cathy +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 11-25-03 Dear Diary, I showed that poem to my teacher, and she said I needed help. Then she said she could help me get it published. I just took my things and walked off. Something I've noticed, it's only when I try do things go wrong. It's getting easier to write in here though. Mom would be heartbroken if I didn't. Yeesh, she needs to stop trying to "help" me. I'm not insane! If Tommy reads this, I'll twist his neck off. Cathy ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++ I write all sorts of things. this isn't true. I just used my imagination. really! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 24, 2004 Report Share Posted November 24, 2004 11-23-03Dear diary, Today stunk at school. My best freind Felicia just ditched me in front of the whole class. Which included Mark. I wish I knew why I can't talk to him. I've been feeling really depressed lately. Everything in my life's going wrong! First I got an F in French when I know I had a B, then I tripped and fell down the stairs, practically breaking my leg. And today, I was humiliated by someone I trusted! You know, I think the world could do without me. I bet I could die right now, and no one would miss me. Cathy +++++++++++++++++++++++++ 11-24-03 Dear Diary, Anna dissed me again. I swear, that *nitwit* is out to get me! I wrote a poem today. it goes like this: Maybe Maybe I was born all wrong Maybe I should die Maybe I should do something Maybe I shouldn't try Maybe I was never here Maybe I'm a dream Maybe I should give up hope Maybe I should scream Maybe I'm a stupid broad Maybe I'm a lout Maybe I should try something Maybe I'll get out Maybe I was just a mistake Maybe I should leave Maybe I should pack my bags Maybe I will grieve Maybe I don't have a soul Maybe I'm just here Maybe I should wipe my face Maybe I shouldnt fear Maybe I AM a little weird Maybe I can't write a letter Maybe I should live with it Maybe it'll get better Cathy +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 11-25-03 Dear Diary, I showed that poem to my teacher, and she said I needed help. Then she said she could help me get it published. I just took my things and walked off. Something I've noticed, it's only when I try do things go wrong. It's getting easier to write in here though. Mom would be heartbroken if I didn't. Yeesh, she needs to stop trying to "help" me. I'm not insane! If Tommy reads this, I'll twist his neck off. Cathy ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++ I write all sorts of things. this isn't true. I just used my imagination. really! You are a fantastic writer. I like that poem! I must give you The Platinum Moon Award for your talents!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moosey368 Posted November 24, 2004 Report Share Posted November 24, 2004 I know how you feel sista...my reading teacher LOST ALL OF MY PAPERS so i got an F- in her class!!! IM SO MAD AT HER!!! so that day i was angry...to the point of about well killing myself...if you read through the posts..youll find out why. I had to go speak to the guidance couceler[?] {when i do this [?] that means i didnt spell the word right} and she helped me a lil...im surprised they didnt do the baker's act on me!!! Right now im in a state of depression and have very harsh feelings...if you get yelled at by me...plz remember...im not mad at ANYONE... i did get a girlfriend...her name is Rebecca...i call her Becca (she LIKES IT)!! youve been missing my most wonderful post and deepp family secrets... i do write poetry and if you would like to hear some of it just ask...but if you want me to TRY to write one about a certain thing or person...just ask me!! i like your lil poem and hope you make more and hope you stop having all of these problems with your "friends" Do remember that all of us here at HD ae your friends and we know how you feel...we go through the same stuff... ok im heading to grandads so CYA -moosey368 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Horatio Posted November 24, 2004 Report Share Posted November 24, 2004 i do write poetry and if you would like to hear some of it just ask..-moosey368 I would like to hear some of your poetry. Please post some. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mega Wolf Posted November 24, 2004 Report Share Posted November 24, 2004 I would like to hear some of your poetry. Please post some. <{POST_SNAPBACK}> Me as well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moosey368 Posted November 27, 2004 Report Share Posted November 27, 2004 Her way or your way? in life there are two rodes, her way or your way! if you choose to go her way to could be doing laundry and chores all day...if you go your way you could go out wit the boiz and play!!! so which rode will you take , herway or your way? -2002 moosey368 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Biggest Fan Of Fuzzy Posted November 29, 2004 Report Share Posted November 29, 2004 Your name is Cathy? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted June 4, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 4, 2005 no, it's alli, but Cathy is just A name I made up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted July 2, 2005 Author Report Share Posted July 2, 2005 Dear Diary, my friend Tegro Hamo is starting to scare me. He is constantly asking me questions about my other friend, JC. He thinks JC's an idiot, but I know he's not. I just wish Tegro would see the light and stop mocking my friend. ..........Cathy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Topazia Posted December 3, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 12-3-05 Dear Diary, ---Cathy again. I know I haven't spoken in awhile, but it's getting hard to keep up with life. In the year and a half I've been silent, a lot has happened. For instance, I've had boyfriends that betrayed my trust and best friends that turned their backs. I've seen more than my share of hardship, and now I have to see someone because someone finally saw me snap inside. I'm sorry I haven't been here. I sort of lost you for a while, and then I lost your key. Anyway, Diary, I wanted to catch up because I'm in lacking of good friends lately, and while I'm okay with being a loner, I'd like at least a few close friends! Everyone is jsut...an acquaintance. Bye Diary, until next time... Cathy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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