Horatio

Great poem.

Are you excited? I really couldn't tell. This is really wonderful news! I am guessing your parents surprised you with tickets. Is this accurate? Either way, I will have to set-up a count down until the 6th of March!

Oh my goodness!!! I love those!!!!!!!! You will have to teach me how to do that!!!!! Of course, I would not be as good as you, but I would love to learn!

Wonderful news... your grandmother is out of a successful surgery! I know you are happy and relieved. It is totally amazing what results are occurring with cataract surgery. I know of about three or four people who have undergone cataract surgery and voila... no more glasses. How phenomenal medicine has become!

Wonderful news... your grandmother is out of a successful surgery! I know you are happy and relieved. It is totally amazing what results are occurring with cataract surgery. I know of about three or four people who have undergone cataract surgery and voila... no more glasses. How phenomenal medicine has become!

HA! ~Liz Now, I would like to see the results if Mushroom_king puts in her dead husbands? Simulated results: DING, DING, DING, DING, DING... Folks, we have a winner! The Love Doctor predicts Mushroom_king 100% chance of a relationship between her and each and every one of her dead husbands.

You have been watching too much of The Food Channel! Your micicles are becoming works of food art.

Dadadeedadeedadodo20001 is the Sugar Queen!!!

CHEEZLES! people keep leaving and coming back, i will try to come at least ever day or so but i wont be posting from SUNDAY to SOMETHINGDAY! because ill be on a cruise :] Do you plan on taking me on the cruise? BTW, those ships have internet and a room full of computers. (*hint, hint*) Don't forget to take pics that you can post. Not of your face please. but everything else is okay, except any siblings or relatives or others under 18.

Very cool! Thanks for posting this. It was fun! Come get your beads for the celebration!!!

I'll get my awards ready.

I'll be waiting.

[lol youbedoinitrite] [also, amidoinitrite would be a cool name for a metal alloy or something. like, am-(short i)-due-in-night-right] [ More like a cold medicine. Of course, you could always have some metal alloy in the medicine! ]

That is totally incredible. You have left me speechless. What a powerful and moving poem.

that doesnt stop the fact that i cant trust myself and will do worse things. i dont do drugs or lie about where im going or who im with just to be a rebel... alot of people dont get that. they think we(as in kids) are just acting out but believe me i dont want to hurt my family or lie but i have to live the way i want cuz even though im dependent on them and im their kid, im my own person and i make my own decisions. im really really scared of being on my own.. i want to be.. i want to get away but i just cant trust my decisions.. That is why college is a great step for you. You are sort of living on your own, but then again you aren't. There is no doubt in my mind that you will do great on your own. You can always call your parents if you are in doubt, or have a problem. Just because you are living on your own, it doesn't mean that you can't ask for help or opinions. You always sound pretty sensible, so I do believe you would make good decisions for yourself. Remember, not all your decisions will be right, but if you understand that you will have to live with the consequences of that decision, then I think you will make a good choice. im glad you have faith in me. but im sorry.. youre just wrong. im not gonna call my parents.. i honeslty think we ll barely talk after i move out for good. ive had enough of them. they dont act like they love me so why should i act back? Well, you can always find me here is you need some help. TYPO! lol thanks lol all i want for my birthday tomorrow is a boy to tell me im beautiful and waste the whole day watching movies with me I hope this happens for you. But with school, I doubt you will have someone spend the WHOLE day watching movies with you... but hopefully maybe half the day. my only option has work till 9:30 :[ I hope your birthday is a really nice one today! Sorry I can't give you the day off from work with pay. lol today is kinda bleak Perhaps tomorrow will be better when you celebrate with your friend.

thankyou! and now, i have the picture of the horse i was sposed to put up a long time ago and some other stuffs! first, the horse i decided to draw something cartoony. so then i scanned it and colored it in with photoshop! the collie is my favorite! YAY! okay, thats all i gots! They are all great! You do have talent when it comes to drawing. Please draw more for us!!!!

It's more interesting when it involves you.

Are you trying to make me hungry??? I think this is great! lol thanks! Hopefully my professors will think the same.... Here, I will grade your paper... A+++++ How's that? lol sounds good to me! Beside that A+++++ I added a Platinum Star.

You didn't bring us down. It is hard to hear all the pain that you are going through. I wish I could help in some way, but I know I am unable. If you would believe me when I tell you that when you get out of the house, into college, things will change for the better, and when you get out on your own, they get even better than in college. As for the weight, it will disappear, perhaps not today, but when the life around you improves, your self-esteem improves and you will lose the weight. Life as a teenager is the hardest thing ever. Peer pressure, societal pressures, pressures from everywhere and every little thing... all aimed at teenagers. The bottom line for companies is money and the next big group of spenders... yup, teenagers. So, I hope you are able to live with this until you get away to college. i think i might just get out of the house and starting doing worse things like stop eating completely and doing something i cant say on here. i dont believe in peer pressure.. if theirs any peer pressure its like from me. lol societal pressure will never end. i dont think i'll be better then. maybe cuz my parents and my overlyimmaute/add/bipolar?/depressed brother it'll be better in one sense.. but idk. i cant trust myself like that. most days i wouldn't wake up if i didnt have to (getting yelled at and leading to getting taken away..) its too much of a hasel and i think thats how im gonna be for a while im not sure but i lack things that people should have/ know When you are at college this is a step towards learning the things you need for later in life. You are sort of on your own, but not really. The only difference is that your parents are not hovering over you. You actually become stronger and feel better about yourself when you are on your own. You can be trust yourself because you will learn to rely on yourself. that doesnt stop the fact that i cant trust myself and will do worse things. i dont do drugs or lie about where im going or who im with just to be a rebel... alot of people dont get that. they think we(as in kids) are just acting out but believe me i dont want to hurt my family or lie but i have to live the way i want cuz even though im dependent on them and im their kid, im my own person and i make my own decisions. im really really scared of being on my own.. i want to be.. i want to get away but i just cant trust my decisions.. That is why college is a great step for you. You are sort of living on your own, but then again you aren't. There is no doubt in my mind that you will do great on your own. You can always call your parents if you are in doubt, or have a problem. Just because you are living on your own, it doesn't mean that you can't ask for help or opinions. You always sound pretty sensible, so I do believe you would make good decisions for yourself. Remember, not all your decisions will be right, but if you understand that you will have to live with the consequences of that decision, then I think you will make a good choice. im glad you have faith in me. but im sorry.. youre just wrong. im not gonna call my parents.. i honeslty think we ll barely talk after i move out for good. ive had enough of them. they dont act like they love me so why should i act back? Well, you can always find me here is you need some help. TYPO! lol thanks lol all i want for my birthday tomorrow is a boy to tell me im beautiful and waste the whole day watching movies with me I hope this happens for you. But with school, I doubt you will have someone spend the WHOLE day watching movies with you... but hopefully maybe half the day. my only option has work till 9:30 :[ I hope your birthday is a really nice one today! Sorry I can't give you the day off from work with pay.

Are you trying to make me hungry??? I think this is great! lol thanks! Hopefully my professors will think the same.... Here, I will grade your paper... A+++++ How's that?

[ D: They're catching on to my plans! -cowers- ] [ Yup!!! ]

You didn't bring us down. It is hard to hear all the pain that you are going through. I wish I could help in some way, but I know I am unable. If you would believe me when I tell you that when you get out of the house, into college, things will change for the better, and when you get out on your own, they get even better than in college. As for the weight, it will disappear, perhaps not today, but when the life around you improves, your self-esteem improves and you will lose the weight. Life as a teenager is the hardest thing ever. Peer pressure, societal pressures, pressures from everywhere and every little thing... all aimed at teenagers. The bottom line for companies is money and the next big group of spenders... yup, teenagers. So, I hope you are able to live with this until you get away to college. i think i might just get out of the house and starting doing worse things like stop eating completely and doing something i cant say on here. i dont believe in peer pressure.. if theirs any peer pressure its like from me. lol societal pressure will never end. i dont think i'll be better then. maybe cuz my parents and my overlyimmaute/add/bipolar?/depressed brother it'll be better in one sense.. but idk. i cant trust myself like that. most days i wouldn't wake up if i didnt have to (getting yelled at and leading to getting taken away..) its too much of a hasel and i think thats how im gonna be for a while im not sure but i lack things that people should have/ know When you are at college this is a step towards learning the things you need for later in life. You are sort of on your own, but not really. The only difference is that your parents are not hovering over you. You actually become stronger and feel better about yourself when you are on your own. You can be trust yourself because you will learn to rely on yourself. that doesnt stop the fact that i cant trust myself and will do worse things. i dont do drugs or lie about where im going or who im with just to be a rebel... alot of people dont get that. they think we(as in kids) are just acting out but believe me i dont want to hurt my family or lie but i have to live the way i want cuz even though im dependent on them and im their kid, im my own person and i make my own decisions. im really really scared of being on my own.. i want to be.. i want to get away but i just cant trust my decisions.. That is why college is a great step for you. You are sort of living on your own, but then again you aren't. There is no doubt in my mind that you will do great on your own. You can always call your parents if you are in doubt, or have a problem. Just because you are living on your own, it doesn't mean that you can't ask for help or opinions. You always sound pretty sensible, so I do believe you would make good decisions for yourself. Remember, not all your decisions will be right, but if you understand that you will have to live with the consequences of that decision, then I think you will make a good choice. im glad you have faith in me. but im sorry.. youre just wrong. im not gonna call my parents.. i honeslty think we ll barely talk after i move out for good. ive had enough of them. they dont act like they love me so why should i act back? Well, you can always find me here is you need some help. TYPO! lol thanks lol all i want for my birthday tomorrow is a boy to tell me im beautiful and waste the whole day watching movies with me I hope this happens for you. But with school, I doubt you will have someone spend the WHOLE day watching movies with you... but hopefully maybe half the day.

I will give you a couple that should help. On your salad, use oil and vinegar. No croutons. Watch the cheese. If you must have a different dressing, do not pour it on top of your salad. Dip your fork into the dressing, then put your fork into the salad and take some salad on your fork. Do not dip the fork back into the dressing on this bite. Now chew the bite, for a total of 21 chews while you have put your fork down. Your fork must be in after every bite. In the morning, have either one piece of oatmeal or toast, and some yogurt or egg beaters. Have a snack, apple, banana, mid-morning and mid-afternoon. Lunch is salad. You can have protein, but your protein serving is to me no larger than the palm of your hand and no thicker than the thickness of your hand. You must drink 8 glasses of water a day. Two when you wake up, two between mid-morning and lunch, two around mid-afternoon and two at night. i dont make salads. the school does. i NEED ranch dressing tho, cuz theyre salads are kinda gross. its REALLY hard to eat in the morning. sometimes i struggle to keep food down. lately ive been having A sunchip, b/c they have whole grains and one isnt that bad. plus its easier to grab quickly(i usually have 2/3 mins for breakfast) plus i dont waste any of it. cuz i cant eat a whole fruit or yogurt. i seriously would throw up and i cant miss anymore school,as sick as i am. lunch is at 11:17. cant change that. lol im sure my cheeeppp school doesnt put a palm's worth of little turkey/ham/wutever in their salads. they fill them with cheese and nasty lettuce..but its better then school chicken patties/nachos/pasta/wutevers on the oriental thing list(gross.. i only eat school food[other then salads] like 4 times a year) i try for the 8 glasses.. idk. water gets so boring.. today.. i had a bottle of water(thats 2 glasses).. a diet snapple(thats usually another bottle of water).. lowcarb monster..sprite zero.. but its only 5:30.. so i have time for 6 more glasses i dont have too much time to go running cuz i have midterms n stuff.. idk. i need to exercise.. i just ... have no willpower to go do it. they need to bottle motivation.. Eating in school or any other institution, is hard because their food is awful. Diet Snapple does not could as water... sorry. Don't worry about the exercise right now. i kno it doesnt but its only 5 cals so wutevs You can drink it, but it doesn't count as water. i dont care! lol im gonna be fat forever You will not be fat forever. perhaps not, but i wont be thin unless i work on it idk why but i feel like i have to try more then everyone else on certain things thats why i give up alot. cuz losing is frustrating and gets me down so i do wuts easy its a flaw, or possibly just from depression? who knows.. Neither a flaw or depression. If you could remember that there will always be someone: thinner, richer, smarter, prettier, healthier, nicer... (you understand where this is going), than you are, and just try to accept something about yourself that is not perfect but you can be happy with. no thats not good enough life is about creating yourself and bettering yourself and succeeding and being happy. the person i wanna be is not this fat. i will always be bettering myself. i could never be happy or succeed looking the way i do even if i just accepted it one day and stopped trying, id only get bigger and more unhappy I never said not to better yourself. I simply said not to keep comparing yourself against unrealistic standards. To continue to better yourself is a great trait, and I hope you always do that. What I am saying is to accept any flaws you might have and quit beating up on yourself. Being overweight is more about health, than appearance. Your health should be a big priority. im healthy but id trade it for skinny.. idk how wrong it is.. im being real That's okay. i wish i could say i was one of those girls thats okay with my body but im not. not even a little. and for some reason i cant begin to change it without going insane about it. Okay.

Are you trying to make me hungry??? I think this is great!