Horatio

They don't post. I want real company! By the way, did you know that not only did Van Cliburn's father play clarinet, but Van Cliburn himself, played clarinet. Van Cliburn played clarinet in his high school band in Kilgore, Texas. Just a piece of trivia for you.

:( What a shame the bots don't post. This is the usual picture I see.

Today is an absolutely beautiful day!!!!!!!!!!

You do realize that now I have to go on a myspace hunt. But I have no leads. >. Be careful. *puts paw very, very close to the delete button*

I agree, that's incredible (well, for me, as I would probably get fed up with it). Still, hopefully her new apartment will give both of you more peace of mind. That would be great.

Quite true.

Man, you just can't catch a break can you? *hugs* Tell me about it. Everyone seems to be passing after not seeing them for a while. I hadn't seen my grandpa for two weeks, which is the longest I think I've ever really gone without seeing him. And I haven't been home for 10 days. So I didn't see Boots for a while either. I've been staying with my grandma, and sleeping at her house. The mornings are a nightmare. I have a hard enough time getting to school on time when I'm home, which is three minutes away from school. I'm on my way to school now before I even got up at home. And school is a nightmare too. I CANNOT catch up. I'm so far behind, and no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up. I don't even understand what's going on now, so it's even worse. I'm so stressed out, and so physically and emotionally tired. I collapsed in the hall before because I don't have the energy to even walk. I wish I could just get everything with scool settled, but I know that will never happen. All my teachers expect me to be in 38 different places at one time. And then I have to listen to my dad/stepmom scream and complain that I'm not trying hard enough. #### that. Oops. I cursed. There, I gave you something to do. I really can't stand them. They don't know anything, especially my step mom. She always has to be on my case about something. I can never do anything right with them. They were interrogating me yesterday on why I'm not caught up yet. KJKHIUOKEHWIBNh2 m,dsjkfhadsklf. Ugh. And my memory is like, totally gone. I can't even remember how to do the simplest things. And. WOO. I almost got injured/killed last night. Oh boy. Just what I need. My mom and I were going down to my grandma's after she picked me up from my dad's. The car in front of us was suddenly stopping so my mom, you know, stopped kind of quick. But the guy behind us wasn't slowing down at all. He just kept going. And the speed limit there is 55, so it wasn't 20 in a little neighborhood. It's a main road and this guy was not stopping. So my mom had to pull into the oncoming lane so he didn't hit us. Then another car in our lane now, which was the opposite lane, was coming full speed towards us head on. He obviously wasn't expecting us to be there... So the guy went by, and my mom thankfully got back into the right lane. The guy was now in front of us. That man was beyond drunk. He was all over the road. He went into the oncoming side, and back again, and into the other side, and back again. He just kept swerving back and forth. Then he turned into a plaza. You know how like, there's one side, and the other, and then sometime's there like, a thing in the middle with plants and what not.. Well that plaza had one. He was still going fast, and not slowing down. He turned into the oncoming side, swerved to miss a car, almost drove up the side, hit a pole........ And that was all I saw. THE END. I guess it's time for me to go back to my math homework and pray it does itself. Thank goodness you and your mother were not hurt. You should have gotten on your cell phone and called 911 when you saw someone driving like that man was. It is fortunate no other people were hurt or killed. As for school, I would suggest that you talk to each one of your teachers and let them know what has been happening in your life. Not every detail, but the death of your grandfather, Boots and staying with your grandmother. As for help to catch up. Let them know you are behind and feel like you will not be able to catch up. Perhaps they will give you a tutor to help you. The stress at school and home is wreaking havoc in your life and placing your health at risk. They were all informed of my situation, but they just don't seem to be too concerned. Tonight I had to make up four longggg math homeworks, which took me about 4 hours, other wise she would give me a zero on them. And my French teacher forced me to take a test that I never learned. She gave me a short lesson on it, and expected me to know it all, which I did not. And tomorrow I have to take another test that I never learned. aJAKLSH@1UIO(Y@&iuhblksdf Ugh. School is like, my last priority right now. All I'm worried about is my grandmother, and making sure that she is ok. But I can't just blow school off completely. All the homework is keeping me up so late. I've been going to bed at like 2 or 3, then get up at 6:45. I don't mind doing things for my grandma, but I need to start taking better care of myself before I explode. My eating habits are all screwed up now. My body physically hurts everyday. I'm just so ready to give up, on everything. You need to take care of yourself first. Ask your parents to get a nurse or home health care aide for your grandmother. You should not be asked to do all the work. My grandma would never go for that. She's 100% healthy, so she doesn't really need a health aide. It's more of, getting stuff from downstairs, keeping her company, bringing stuff upstairs, helping with everyday things. It's not like she can't walk or anything. She really could do all the stuff I do by herself if she had to, but I don't want to make her HAVE to. Oh, I thought she wasn't well. Knowing this, don't you think she would want you to take care of yourself? In order to help your grandmother, you need to take care of yourself first. Remember, the more exercise your grandmother has, including climbing stairs, the better it is for her health. Well, she is asking me to be there, and I can't say no to her. You can be there, but please let her walk around, up the stairs and any other activity that could be exercise and strengthening of her muscles. I do. Its the stairs that hurts her. She's selling the house soon, and moving into a one floor apartment. That sounds good. You are such a wonderful and caring person to take care of your grandmother like you do.

Yeah, I was actually able to get to bed before midnight, which was really nice. Hope you enjoyed your night's sleep. You probably will not see another of those days until Easter Holiday.

Go Krisluvsdogs!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, you just can't catch a break can you? *hugs* Tell me about it. Everyone seems to be passing after not seeing them for a while. I hadn't seen my grandpa for two weeks, which is the longest I think I've ever really gone without seeing him. And I haven't been home for 10 days. So I didn't see Boots for a while either. I've been staying with my grandma, and sleeping at her house. The mornings are a nightmare. I have a hard enough time getting to school on time when I'm home, which is three minutes away from school. I'm on my way to school now before I even got up at home. And school is a nightmare too. I CANNOT catch up. I'm so far behind, and no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up. I don't even understand what's going on now, so it's even worse. I'm so stressed out, and so physically and emotionally tired. I collapsed in the hall before because I don't have the energy to even walk. I wish I could just get everything with scool settled, but I know that will never happen. All my teachers expect me to be in 38 different places at one time. And then I have to listen to my dad/stepmom scream and complain that I'm not trying hard enough. #### that. Oops. I cursed. There, I gave you something to do. I really can't stand them. They don't know anything, especially my step mom. She always has to be on my case about something. I can never do anything right with them. They were interrogating me yesterday on why I'm not caught up yet. KJKHIUOKEHWIBNh2 m,dsjkfhadsklf. Ugh. And my memory is like, totally gone. I can't even remember how to do the simplest things. And. WOO. I almost got injured/killed last night. Oh boy. Just what I need. My mom and I were going down to my grandma's after she picked me up from my dad's. The car in front of us was suddenly stopping so my mom, you know, stopped kind of quick. But the guy behind us wasn't slowing down at all. He just kept going. And the speed limit there is 55, so it wasn't 20 in a little neighborhood. It's a main road and this guy was not stopping. So my mom had to pull into the oncoming lane so he didn't hit us. Then another car in our lane now, which was the opposite lane, was coming full speed towards us head on. He obviously wasn't expecting us to be there... So the guy went by, and my mom thankfully got back into the right lane. The guy was now in front of us. That man was beyond drunk. He was all over the road. He went into the oncoming side, and back again, and into the other side, and back again. He just kept swerving back and forth. Then he turned into a plaza. You know how like, there's one side, and the other, and then sometime's there like, a thing in the middle with plants and what not.. Well that plaza had one. He was still going fast, and not slowing down. He turned into the oncoming side, swerved to miss a car, almost drove up the side, hit a pole........ And that was all I saw. THE END. I guess it's time for me to go back to my math homework and pray it does itself. Thank goodness you and your mother were not hurt. You should have gotten on your cell phone and called 911 when you saw someone driving like that man was. It is fortunate no other people were hurt or killed. As for school, I would suggest that you talk to each one of your teachers and let them know what has been happening in your life. Not every detail, but the death of your grandfather, Boots and staying with your grandmother. As for help to catch up. Let them know you are behind and feel like you will not be able to catch up. Perhaps they will give you a tutor to help you. The stress at school and home is wreaking havoc in your life and placing your health at risk. They were all informed of my situation, but they just don't seem to be too concerned. Tonight I had to make up four longggg math homeworks, which took me about 4 hours, other wise she would give me a zero on them. And my French teacher forced me to take a test that I never learned. She gave me a short lesson on it, and expected me to know it all, which I did not. And tomorrow I have to take another test that I never learned. aJAKLSH@1UIO(Y@&iuhblksdf Ugh. School is like, my last priority right now. All I'm worried about is my grandmother, and making sure that she is ok. But I can't just blow school off completely. All the homework is keeping me up so late. I've been going to bed at like 2 or 3, then get up at 6:45. I don't mind doing things for my grandma, but I need to start taking better care of myself before I explode. My eating habits are all screwed up now. My body physically hurts everyday. I'm just so ready to give up, on everything. You need to take care of yourself first. Ask your parents to get a nurse or home health care aide for your grandmother. You should not be asked to do all the work. My grandma would never go for that. She's 100% healthy, so she doesn't really need a health aide. It's more of, getting stuff from downstairs, keeping her company, bringing stuff upstairs, helping with everyday things. It's not like she can't walk or anything. She really could do all the stuff I do by herself if she had to, but I don't want to make her HAVE to. Oh, I thought she wasn't well. Knowing this, don't you think she would want you to take care of yourself? In order to help your grandmother, you need to take care of yourself first. Remember, the more exercise your grandmother has, including climbing stairs, the better it is for her health. Well, she is asking me to be there, and I can't say no to her. You can be there, but please let her walk around, up the stairs and any other activity that could be exercise and strengthening of her muscles.

Jesse, this is the greatest!!!!

Take a look at the New York Times. why? is that wut they type in? im not rich enough to have a sub. to the new york times lol You most definitely have the money for a subscription. You just spend it on other things. me personally? well, yea. but my parents sure dont. sometimes i feel bad that i have more money them then since they spend so much on me and then i spend so much on me. but thats life i guess. i dont really ask for anything extra anymore so wutever You could always say you didn't want what they were going to buy you. i want everything. i sure did go nuts today lol my mom said (jokingly) that she thinks im skitzo. :\ wouldnt i know? There's an old hamster saying... 'In every jest, there is an ounce of truth.' Hmmmmmmmmm. lol well i know. I thought you would like that. lol :] for some reason the words... Oh, life is bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes .. have popped into my head lol Good words. Life is big, beyond our comprehension. It is our existence plus some. indeed. i just think its sad that we all live on the same planet. we are the same. yet we cant find a way to get along. after billions of years. its sad that even up close people have lost all inner peace. if everyone just worried about being happy and less about money and power, this world would be a better place. and life would be alright. the world just brings me down alot. Truer words have never been spoken. Oftentimes I think about how nice the world would be if we could all show tolerance for one another. People cannot resist telling other people how to live their lives. Sad. The world is wonderful with all the differences. the world is hard with the differences. promotes paranoia, fear. its just sad. idk thats why i take times like right now to recognize things like that. and smile cuz i feel okay. i dont feel okay alot I'm glad you have good days. unfortunately not many. :[ i want sleep You're up really early or really late.

You are old. But can you imagine how HampsterKing feels?????????

Take a look at the New York Times. why? is that wut they type in? im not rich enough to have a sub. to the new york times lol You most definitely have the money for a subscription. You just spend it on other things. me personally? well, yea. but my parents sure dont. sometimes i feel bad that i have more money them then since they spend so much on me and then i spend so much on me. but thats life i guess. i dont really ask for anything extra anymore so wutever You could always say you didn't want what they were going to buy you. i want everything. i sure did go nuts today lol my mom said (jokingly) that she thinks im skitzo. :\ wouldnt i know? There's an old hamster saying... 'In every jest, there is an ounce of truth.' Hmmmmmmmmm. lol well i know. I thought you would like that. lol :] for some reason the words... Oh, life is bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes .. have popped into my head lol Good words. Life is big, beyond our comprehension. It is our existence plus some. indeed. i just think its sad that we all live on the same planet. we are the same. yet we cant find a way to get along. after billions of years. its sad that even up close people have lost all inner peace. if everyone just worried about being happy and less about money and power, this world would be a better place. and life would be alright. the world just brings me down alot. Truer words have never been spoken. Oftentimes I think about how nice the world would be if we could all show tolerance for one another. People cannot resist telling other people how to live their lives. Sad. The world is wonderful with all the differences. the world is hard with the differences. promotes paranoia, fear. its just sad. idk thats why i take times like right now to recognize things like that. and smile cuz i feel okay. i dont feel okay alot I'm glad you have good days.

Take a look at the New York Times. why? is that wut they type in? im not rich enough to have a sub. to the new york times lol You most definitely have the money for a subscription. You just spend it on other things. me personally? well, yea. but my parents sure dont. sometimes i feel bad that i have more money them then since they spend so much on me and then i spend so much on me. but thats life i guess. i dont really ask for anything extra anymore so wutever You could always say you didn't want what they were going to buy you. i want everything. i sure did go nuts today lol my mom said (jokingly) that she thinks im skitzo. :\ wouldnt i know? There's an old hamster saying... 'In every jest, there is an ounce of truth.' Hmmmmmmmmm. lol well i know. I thought you would like that. lol :] for some reason the words... Oh, life is bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes .. have popped into my head lol Good words. Life is big, beyond our comprehension. It is our existence plus some. indeed. i just think its sad that we all live on the same planet. we are the same. yet we cant find a way to get along. after billions of years. its sad that even up close people have lost all inner peace. if everyone just worried about being happy and less about money and power, this world would be a better place. and life would be alright. the world just brings me down alot. Truer words have never been spoken. Oftentimes I think about how nice the world would be if we could all show tolerance for one another. People cannot resist telling other people how to live their lives. Sad. The world is wonderful with all the differences.

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Thanks. I found it and it is there. I appreciate you letting me know for the future. Hamsters have such small memories and they are filled with important things like, where are my sunflower seeds, my peanuts and other miscellaneous food stuff.

Here it is!

Sorry, I was reading too fast. Dating for three years is fine. Please do not think you have to find the "one" now. Give it time. Please. You are a terrific person and you just have to have some patience. I know... Not the words you wanted to hear.

I was a little confused on the font. Were you talking about the one we normally use or one you were going to select? It's great that you are writing lyrics. Very cool. The double meaning... my first thought was the one you mentioned... life. Let me think on the second one. You did great on these lyrics, please write more. no its just the normal font when you type stuff in. i think i liked it cuz i was using notepad and idk if you use that ever but the font is stoneage lol i cant only write song lyrics when im a certain way. which if you get that is the second meaning. lol :] I would like to see that font. I like the copperplate gothic myself. all i know is time roman wutever that is. cuz thats what all papers are written in. :[ Take a look at the New York Times. why? is that wut they type in? im not rich enough to have a sub. to the new york times lol You most definitely have the money for a subscription. You just spend it on other things. me personally? well, yea. but my parents sure dont. sometimes i feel bad that i have more money them then since they spend so much on me and then i spend so much on me. but thats life i guess. i dont really ask for anything extra anymore so wutever You could always say you didn't want what they were going to buy you. i want everything. i sure did go nuts today lol my mom said (jokingly) that she thinks im skitzo. :\ wouldnt i know? There's an old hamster saying... 'In every jest, there is an ounce of truth.' Hmmmmmmmmm. lol well i know. I thought you would like that. lol :] for some reason the words... Oh, life is bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes .. have popped into my head lol Good words. Life is big, beyond our comprehension. It is our existence plus some.

Man, you just can't catch a break can you? *hugs* Tell me about it. Everyone seems to be passing after not seeing them for a while. I hadn't seen my grandpa for two weeks, which is the longest I think I've ever really gone without seeing him. And I haven't been home for 10 days. So I didn't see Boots for a while either. I've been staying with my grandma, and sleeping at her house. The mornings are a nightmare. I have a hard enough time getting to school on time when I'm home, which is three minutes away from school. I'm on my way to school now before I even got up at home. And school is a nightmare too. I CANNOT catch up. I'm so far behind, and no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up. I don't even understand what's going on now, so it's even worse. I'm so stressed out, and so physically and emotionally tired. I collapsed in the hall before because I don't have the energy to even walk. I wish I could just get everything with scool settled, but I know that will never happen. All my teachers expect me to be in 38 different places at one time. And then I have to listen to my dad/stepmom scream and complain that I'm not trying hard enough. #### that. Oops. I cursed. There, I gave you something to do. I really can't stand them. They don't know anything, especially my step mom. She always has to be on my case about something. I can never do anything right with them. They were interrogating me yesterday on why I'm not caught up yet. KJKHIUOKEHWIBNh2 m,dsjkfhadsklf. Ugh. And my memory is like, totally gone. I can't even remember how to do the simplest things. And. WOO. I almost got injured/killed last night. Oh boy. Just what I need. My mom and I were going down to my grandma's after she picked me up from my dad's. The car in front of us was suddenly stopping so my mom, you know, stopped kind of quick. But the guy behind us wasn't slowing down at all. He just kept going. And the speed limit there is 55, so it wasn't 20 in a little neighborhood. It's a main road and this guy was not stopping. So my mom had to pull into the oncoming lane so he didn't hit us. Then another car in our lane now, which was the opposite lane, was coming full speed towards us head on. He obviously wasn't expecting us to be there... So the guy went by, and my mom thankfully got back into the right lane. The guy was now in front of us. That man was beyond drunk. He was all over the road. He went into the oncoming side, and back again, and into the other side, and back again. He just kept swerving back and forth. Then he turned into a plaza. You know how like, there's one side, and the other, and then sometime's there like, a thing in the middle with plants and what not.. Well that plaza had one. He was still going fast, and not slowing down. He turned into the oncoming side, swerved to miss a car, almost drove up the side, hit a pole........ And that was all I saw. THE END. I guess it's time for me to go back to my math homework and pray it does itself. Thank goodness you and your mother were not hurt. You should have gotten on your cell phone and called 911 when you saw someone driving like that man was. It is fortunate no other people were hurt or killed. As for school, I would suggest that you talk to each one of your teachers and let them know what has been happening in your life. Not every detail, but the death of your grandfather, Boots and staying with your grandmother. As for help to catch up. Let them know you are behind and feel like you will not be able to catch up. Perhaps they will give you a tutor to help you. The stress at school and home is wreaking havoc in your life and placing your health at risk. They were all informed of my situation, but they just don't seem to be too concerned. Tonight I had to make up four longggg math homeworks, which took me about 4 hours, other wise she would give me a zero on them. And my French teacher forced me to take a test that I never learned. She gave me a short lesson on it, and expected me to know it all, which I did not. And tomorrow I have to take another test that I never learned. aJAKLSH@1UIO(Y@&iuhblksdf Ugh. School is like, my last priority right now. All I'm worried about is my grandmother, and making sure that she is ok. But I can't just blow school off completely. All the homework is keeping me up so late. I've been going to bed at like 2 or 3, then get up at 6:45. I don't mind doing things for my grandma, but I need to start taking better care of myself before I explode. My eating habits are all screwed up now. My body physically hurts everyday. I'm just so ready to give up, on everything. You need to take care of yourself first. Ask your parents to get a nurse or home health care aide for your grandmother. You should not be asked to do all the work. My grandma would never go for that. She's 100% healthy, so she doesn't really need a health aide. It's more of, getting stuff from downstairs, keeping her company, bringing stuff upstairs, helping with everyday things. It's not like she can't walk or anything. She really could do all the stuff I do by herself if she had to, but I don't want to make her HAVE to. Oh, I thought she wasn't well. Knowing this, don't you think she would want you to take care of yourself? In order to help your grandmother, you need to take care of yourself first. Remember, the more exercise your grandmother has, including climbing stairs, the better it is for her health.

Man, you just can't catch a break can you? *hugs* Tell me about it. Everyone seems to be passing after not seeing them for a while. I hadn't seen my grandpa for two weeks, which is the longest I think I've ever really gone without seeing him. And I haven't been home for 10 days. So I didn't see Boots for a while either. I've been staying with my grandma, and sleeping at her house. The mornings are a nightmare. I have a hard enough time getting to school on time when I'm home, which is three minutes away from school. I'm on my way to school now before I even got up at home. And school is a nightmare too. I CANNOT catch up. I'm so far behind, and no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up. I don't even understand what's going on now, so it's even worse. I'm so stressed out, and so physically and emotionally tired. I collapsed in the hall before because I don't have the energy to even walk. I wish I could just get everything with scool settled, but I know that will never happen. All my teachers expect me to be in 38 different places at one time. And then I have to listen to my dad/stepmom scream and complain that I'm not trying hard enough. #### that. Oops. I cursed. There, I gave you something to do. I really can't stand them. They don't know anything, especially my step mom. She always has to be on my case about something. I can never do anything right with them. They were interrogating me yesterday on why I'm not caught up yet. KJKHIUOKEHWIBNh2 m,dsjkfhadsklf. Ugh. And my memory is like, totally gone. I can't even remember how to do the simplest things. And. WOO. I almost got injured/killed last night. Oh boy. Just what I need. My mom and I were going down to my grandma's after she picked me up from my dad's. The car in front of us was suddenly stopping so my mom, you know, stopped kind of quick. But the guy behind us wasn't slowing down at all. He just kept going. And the speed limit there is 55, so it wasn't 20 in a little neighborhood. It's a main road and this guy was not stopping. So my mom had to pull into the oncoming lane so he didn't hit us. Then another car in our lane now, which was the opposite lane, was coming full speed towards us head on. He obviously wasn't expecting us to be there... So the guy went by, and my mom thankfully got back into the right lane. The guy was now in front of us. That man was beyond drunk. He was all over the road. He went into the oncoming side, and back again, and into the other side, and back again. He just kept swerving back and forth. Then he turned into a plaza. You know how like, there's one side, and the other, and then sometime's there like, a thing in the middle with plants and what not.. Well that plaza had one. He was still going fast, and not slowing down. He turned into the oncoming side, swerved to miss a car, almost drove up the side, hit a pole........ And that was all I saw. THE END. I guess it's time for me to go back to my math homework and pray it does itself. Thank goodness you and your mother were not hurt. You should have gotten on your cell phone and called 911 when you saw someone driving like that man was. It is fortunate no other people were hurt or killed. As for school, I would suggest that you talk to each one of your teachers and let them know what has been happening in your life. Not every detail, but the death of your grandfather, Boots and staying with your grandmother. As for help to catch up. Let them know you are behind and feel like you will not be able to catch up. Perhaps they will give you a tutor to help you. The stress at school and home is wreaking havoc in your life and placing your health at risk. They were all informed of my situation, but they just don't seem to be too concerned. Tonight I had to make up four longggg math homeworks, which took me about 4 hours, other wise she would give me a zero on them. And my French teacher forced me to take a test that I never learned. She gave me a short lesson on it, and expected me to know it all, which I did not. And tomorrow I have to take another test that I never learned. aJAKLSH@1UIO(Y@&iuhblksdf Ugh. School is like, my last priority right now. All I'm worried about is my grandmother, and making sure that she is ok. But I can't just blow school off completely. All the homework is keeping me up so late. I've been going to bed at like 2 or 3, then get up at 6:45. I don't mind doing things for my grandma, but I need to start taking better care of myself before I explode. My eating habits are all screwed up now. My body physically hurts everyday. I'm just so ready to give up, on everything. You need to take care of yourself first. Ask your parents to get a nurse or home health care aide for your grandmother. You should not be asked to do all the work.

Sorry, I was reading too fast. Dating for three years is fine. Please do not think you have to find the "one" now. Give it time. Please. You are a terrific person and you just have to have some patience.

You should receive an A+!!!