Mega Wolf

We've decided it's better if we don't talk for now. We were talking and texting, and now it's been decided if we don't communicate. His feelings for me haven't left and it's better if we just don't talk. He was being slightly pushy about the fact that I wasn't always replying to him. He also started giving me a long lecture about certain choices I've made because he's concerned for my well-being, understandable but still approached in the manner of lecturing me about it. Basically for right now that's going to have to not be a part of my life because it's not fair for either of us to have to simply deal with each other.

My friend is now out of prison.

I'm thankful for all of the friendships and all the hard times I've been helped through here. life is good, count your blessings.

It really sucks to be infatuated with a guy who's just bad news and drama. thankfully at least smart enough to tell myself I don't need that back in my life. Hometown ex seems to have changed his mind about distance and lack of time. But I know I'd need more time to reconsider. Prison friend is out in less than a week, hoping he doesn't even mention romance. And I still haven't asked that guy on a coffee date.

I've seen it on tv, as well, just a while ago when I would always watch Food Network with my mother.

I hope so. It's really funny, they seem more supportive of my decision to be a trumpet performance major than that time I was considering going to med school to be a psychiatrist. Again, I've been crazy busy, especially since I was invited to play in the main jazz band last week.

Aside from the occasional casual romantic interests that have fallen apart really awkwardly before anything ever became anything, these past two months have been really nothing in terms of relationships because I really just don't have time for that. There is a random guitar player from Arizona that I randomly met one day waiting for a practice room and we didn't even really have conversations and just started saying hi to each other one day and didn't know each others names. Then I asked for his name after saying hi to him for a couple of weeks. Wednesday before wind ensemble I actually talked to him. Friends have been pressing me to ask him out for coffee or something, but I realized I literally have 4 time slots where dates are possible, that's assuming I don't have a lot of homework.

My mother, for whatever reason, decided to get the 4S. She also has an iPad she only somewhat understands. It's pretty funny, actually, because I'm not really sure what she'll use it for, but she seems amused by it so far.

It really is a much more responsible idea. Besides, if I really miss it this summer, there are always people that drop or get injured that I can fill holes for, or even if that doesn't happen I still have one more year to march after that.

Today, I made a huge decision. I'm not auditioning for drum corps, no more marching for me after this fall season, unless I get called to fill a hole or miss it a lot and want to do my last year in a couple of summers. But for now, no more. I want to be a serious jazz musician, and I'm not willing to put my life on hold for marching anymore.

If I'm dropped early enough it won't. But I get the feeling I'm going to be able to get through this.

It's probably around a low B at the moment, I'm mostly concerned that if I miss too much class I'll miss quizzes and/or be dropped from the class. At the very least, if I get dropped, then I'll at least be able to get through the class fairly easily the next time, though it would be much preferred not to have to repeat this class, so I'm still giving it my best shot. It has been about 3 years since my last math class, so I knew to begin with that I didn't set myself up well for this.

I've been so busy. I occasionally sleep in past my 6:40am math class. -.-

I'm excited for you! How is it working so far?

You get it tomorrow, right?

Another Monday, another week starting up to go too fast... ready... go!

It was on Tuesday. But the scene can be found on youtube. xD

Haha, it would be nearly impossible to figure out which one I am anyway. It was Glee, I "played" mellophone in the background when they were singing Run The World. It's on youtube as well. Also if you look up "huddle sharepoint" on youtube that's something else I was part of.

I'm on TV tomorrow night! Also, today I was part of a marching band flash mob advertisement thing for something called Huddle.

I've taken on so many self-improvement projects, and I see results, but sometimes it's kind of hard trying to help myself become a better person and not necessarily seeing myself become instantly less lazy and more focused on important things in life. So much of it is mind over matter that it feels like I should be doing better.

You are not alone in this sentiment, I have several friends who actually put a lot of thought into cars that have considered the Soul simply because those hamsters are so great.

Haha, I love all of those Kia Soul commercials with the hamsters, but I haven't seen the latest one.

True, I may have made it had I auditioned last year, but there were also not a lot of spots last year and I've improved significantly, so at the very least I'm much more prepared for this level of music. The thing went well, it was sort of like being in a pep rally all day, because we stood around in uniform and there were bleachers filled with extras. haha. No idea when the show airs yet, I'll try to keep you updated! The miata is fantastic, I've had fun driving it all week, the novelty of having such an awesome car has not worn off at all.

...Also. I dropped off that personal check and was going to check back on the rent today to see if I really needed to do that, BUT, I checked my account, they actually accepted it. Yay!

I'll try to remember to let you know when it airs... I don't want this post to show up on a search engine so I'll just tell you that it's a show where they sing obnoxious pop songs,are trying to make their way competing with their singing, and express ridiculous high school stereotypes. I think that should be sufficient description.