Mega Wolf

keep doing what you're doing and you'll get your wish. sweet lol no one is gonna kill me cept myself that makes me sad. my bad it makes me sad that death is an escape. you're my friend, so I care about you. when you make poor choices, I'm going to be sad, because a] I can't do anything and b] I see a good friend throwing her potential away. eh. my life really isnt that important. dont stress over it Your life IS that important. Friends, even internet friends, care about you. nobody is a nobody. everybody is somebody...and not just somebody, but somebody in particular. you're not meaningless, nor are you unimportant. every life is worth more than we imagine. dont think ill ever see it like that i have nothing positive to contribute to the world you can write! you're my friend! that's enough!!! so i can put words on paper and make someone smile / bring them down like mad and thats enough to live for? Absolutely! You, like Topazia, have the power of the pen to change the world. pgkjdfhgkljdghkf i dont want to change the world anymore just end mine im sorry if that makes you sad its reality i dont want to live anymore Lauren, you need to get some help. I'm sorry Horatio, but that was phrased somewhat in a funny way. XD Hey, Lauren. I know what it's like not to want to live. In my insanity, I have days where I wonder about basically everything. Identity, eternity, what death is like. But eventually, I always go, you know what? I have nothing better to do with my life except for live it. Might as well make it great, seeing as I haven't got anything better to do.

*screamsssssssssssss......... one month* *misses Mega Wolf already and she has not even left* Chill, I'll be around. XD That's why you need an iphone. Internet connection from wherever you may be. You can have us at your fingertips, along with your music and your phone. *hint, hint... it comes out on the 29th of June* Depends on how much it costs. XD The argument for the price is... it is an ipod, it is a phone, it is the web. and it costs $499. Except I already have an ipod, a phone, and the web. XD But not in just 1 device. I have been waiting for this for so long. I am saving the ipod for when I run in my wheel or ride my bicycle. The web... well, I can't use my laptop everywhere. But now I can moderate anywhere I go if I have the iphone. As for my razr, I can have no problem ditching this. LOL Haha, yeah. I guess those are pretty good points. I'll try to convince them.

As long as you tell her he asked you, things are out in the open. Just because she made a different assumption, in time, this will change. Yes. Eventually. XD But the bottom line is that you were always truthful with her. ...Kinda. XD Haha, oh, well. Hasn't bothered me so far. It's all good. The truth is out in the open, parents will probably detect it as soon as my dad knows I'm going to the movies with one person who is a male. XD Fathers are always protective of their daughters when it comes to other males. LOL Haha, well, they know Julian's dad. And my dad isn't the one who gets angry, oddly. XD They know Julian's dad because of band. And they'll be speaking more now that his dad is band boosters president and my dad is treasurer. Which is part of why I'm not like, totally, no way in *beep* are they going to find out. XD ROFOCLH! I must give you credit. When you pick a guy, you sure do pick one who will be in constant contact with not only the father of the guy, but all the band members parents. Good one Wolfie!!! Haha, yeah. I have such great logic when picking guys. XD *wonders if Wolfie likes flirting on the edge* *eats micicles* *chuckles* I thought so. XD

*screamsssssssssssss......... one month* *misses Mega Wolf already and she has not even left* Chill, I'll be around. XD That's why you need an iphone. Internet connection from wherever you may be. You can have us at your fingertips, along with your music and your phone. *hint, hint... it comes out on the 29th of June* Depends on how much it costs. XD The argument for the price is... it is an ipod, it is a phone, it is the web. and it costs $499. Except I already have an ipod, a phone, and the web. XD

As long as you tell her he asked you, things are out in the open. Just because she made a different assumption, in time, this will change. Yes. Eventually. XD But the bottom line is that you were always truthful with her. ...Kinda. XD Haha, oh, well. Hasn't bothered me so far. It's all good. The truth is out in the open, parents will probably detect it as soon as my dad knows I'm going to the movies with one person who is a male. XD Fathers are always protective of their daughters when it comes to other males. LOL Haha, well, they know Julian's dad. And my dad isn't the one who gets angry, oddly. XD They know Julian's dad because of band. And they'll be speaking more now that his dad is band boosters president and my dad is treasurer. Which is part of why I'm not like, totally, no way in *beep* are they going to find out. XD ROFOCLH! I must give you credit. When you pick a guy, you sure do pick one who will be in constant contact with not only the father of the guy, but all the band members parents. Good one Wolfie!!! Haha, yeah. I have such great logic when picking guys. XD *wonders if Wolfie likes flirting on the edge* *eats micicles*

*screamsssssssssssss......... one month* *misses Mega Wolf already and she has not even left* Chill, I'll be around. XD That's why you need an iphone. Internet connection from wherever you may be. You can have us at your fingertips, along with your music and your phone. *hint, hint... it comes out on the 29th of June* Depends on how much it costs. XD

As long as you tell her he asked you, things are out in the open. Just because she made a different assumption, in time, this will change. Yes. Eventually. XD But the bottom line is that you were always truthful with her. ...Kinda. XD Haha, oh, well. Hasn't bothered me so far. It's all good. The truth is out in the open, parents will probably detect it as soon as my dad knows I'm going to the movies with one person who is a male. XD Fathers are always protective of their daughters when it comes to other males. LOL Haha, well, they know Julian's dad. And my dad isn't the one who gets angry, oddly. XD They know Julian's dad because of band. And they'll be speaking more now that his dad is band boosters president and my dad is treasurer. Which is part of why I'm not like, totally, no way in *beep* are they going to find out. XD ROFOCLH! I must give you credit. When you pick a guy, you sure do pick one who will be in constant contact with not only the father of the guy, but all the band members parents. Good one Wolfie!!! Haha, yeah. I have such great logic when picking guys. XD

*screamsssssssssssss......... one month* *misses Mega Wolf already and she has not even left* Chill, I'll be around. XD

As long as you tell her he asked you, things are out in the open. Just because she made a different assumption, in time, this will change. Yes. Eventually. XD But the bottom line is that you were always truthful with her. ...Kinda. XD Haha, oh, well. Hasn't bothered me so far. It's all good. The truth is out in the open, parents will probably detect it as soon as my dad knows I'm going to the movies with one person who is a male. XD Fathers are always protective of their daughters when it comes to other males. LOL Haha, well, they know Julian's dad. And my dad isn't the one who gets angry, oddly. XD They know Julian's dad because of band. And they'll be speaking more now that his dad is band boosters president and my dad is treasurer. Which is part of why I'm not like, totally, no way in *beep* are they going to find out. XD

I know I can squeeze in time for you guys. It's just getting harder to, and believe me, I'll never really leave. In fact, unless my life gets INSANELY busy, I'm probably never going to leave any longer than a month.

As long as you tell her he asked you, things are out in the open. Just because she made a different assumption, in time, this will change. Yes. Eventually. XD But the bottom line is that you were always truthful with her. ...Kinda. XD Haha, oh, well. Hasn't bothered me so far. It's all good. The truth is out in the open, parents will probably detect it as soon as my dad knows I'm going to the movies with one person who is a male. XD

As long as you tell her he asked you, things are out in the open. Just because she made a different assumption, in time, this will change. Yes. Eventually. XD

Is it me, or not posting because you aren't a mod a bit... what's the word... Eh? I've just been busy. With life and stuff. XD You have a life? No, that's me who doesn't have a life, remember? Only after me. LOL Life is just getting busier, which I love. XD Okay, so there's like a week and half left before I go to fair and show my pig and whatever. I'm there for 11 days, I might not be able to come here in that time. And then it might be even longer. Oh, and following this is my possible part-time job in a vet's office. Basically I'll be taught stuff while helping out, I think. And following that is band camp. Which also might involve time in the vet's office again. In fact, I think any time that I'm not spending in band, I'll be at the vet's office. Probably. And then there's the time after that, where judging contests and animals pick up for ag. Oh, and apparently our new music teacher was in 4H and raised pigs. Which was a really random fact one of the ag teahers told me because he'd met the new teacher.

Okay, Arkcher. XD In my news... I totally hinted at me+Julian. I told my mom that Julian asked me to go to the movies with him on the weekend, right? Just flat out. And my mom apparently assumed that it's as friends. XD

RPVF sure seems to like sending mixed messages. As I said before, she kind of exploded at me 'ignoring' her all the time. Shes still being just as flirty as ever, but no longer has a countdown on her page counting the minutes down to when I turn 16, and can go on a date. But she does want me to go to the movies with her, The Denzel and Brianrietta, which they're trying to organize for tomorrow night. RPVP kind of freaks me out. From observations. Haha. Oh, and I feel offended. I'm 5'4". XD Okay, actually you're probably more offending my friend who is not here, Hannah, who is under 5 feet tall. XD I'm not really offended. Don't take me seriously. o_O

Wow. More people voted, but it got all spread out.

The paupu fruit or whatever from Kingdom Hearts(that I played forever ago) looks exactly like a Star Fruit, I believe. In fact, they might be the same thing.

Is it me, or not posting because you aren't a mod a bit... what's the word... Eh? I've just been busy. With life and stuff. XD

I say that she needs an education and Justin Timberlake sounds like a woman. The masses are not important. Personal preference of music is important. I mean, I like oldies, yes. But I also like some new bands. And I'm not about to conform and say I like one or the other exclusively.

I can't debate well anyway. I'm just not informed enough. You would be after the American Government class. LOL I suppose. Too bad you can't watch me have debates about music theory. We could watch you right here. Just start the debate, you will have opponents. Music theory is a bit difficult to debate about. XD

So your phone company places all your free minutes in a mound? *wonders how big Mega Wolf's free minutes mound is* Amount. I meant amount of course. XD

Oh, and my life. Julian and I were on the phone for three hours. Hopefully the phone bill's amound of free minutes used isn't noticed as far as who I'm calling. XD Whatever, they'll find out eventually. And yeah, it was like 1:30 when we hung up and I slept well. So after school today, we were hanging out with Chels(who's moving soon) and then we like, headed to the ag department and hung out with Jake. It was pretty chill. Except after viewing my best friend's art, we moved our way outside and we were sitting on a tree for about twenty minutes. After a couple of minutes of looking at my sketch book, with awesome drawings that I'm proud of, I handed my sketch book to Julian, who was extremely sleepy and basically held it and fell asleep. His head being on my leg. I was like, "Aww. He's like a puppy!" and then Jake was laughing at me. And then Julian started twitching in his sleep like crazy. It looked like he was playing guitar in his sleep and it was hilarious. Then Jake left(after rudely waking up Julian by hitting him in the head XD), I was trying to call home to get picked up(it was like, 5) and then Julian was like, "Noooo, I want to hang out more!" So that was fun. XD

I'll take the forecast.. Forecast: Odds are, it'll be a lasting relationship. However, if you don't take the effort to get to know each other as though you've cared about each other forever, you may both realize after a long period of time you aren't at all alike and all of the time it was just hormones holding it together. This can happen on one party and all goes downhill as one obsesses and the other becomes annoyed, or, rather, your personalities crash and it's an instant hate. It can last with luck and effort to accept each other's unique personalities. Yeah. That sounded a bit too much like a broad horoscope.

OH I get it now. XD Wow, I totally read the other one as how "some of her friends" who weren't going out were randomly making out. XD Haha. I'm so slow. Well, people make mistakes. o_o At least she's managed to regain your respect. And of course, my personal thoughts are that since she's liked him so long she was just getting desperate.

Well, Prisoners of Insanity is going to be a band soon. Don't ask when, I don't know. But I'm making it a band. XD