Mega Wolf

Happy birthday!

lol well, the 26-year-old I wouldn't be able to bring. The ever so solid reliable best friend decided to go ask the girl that really dislikes me for being his ex to prom while I was still not sure about going to prom. Thanks, dude, for asking her two months ahead of time after saying that we were totally still gonna go to prom together. So, instead, I'm going with a chill friend.

Well to add in the mix. My prom date is neither of those guys. lol

Sounds like you're having a good time.

Haha, names like that are always funny.

Yep, that's what I figured. ^-^ I've got plenty of time to figure things out!

You have a very down to earth look about you. I like it. Out of curiosity, what nationality are you? Thanks. I'm half Filipino, a quarter Chinese, and a quarter "white"(consisting of some amounts of English, Italian, German, Dutch, probably some others).

Also, on a note about me. I figured out my problem. I'm not so much afraid of commitment as stability. I've been acting too immature to realize that I've been putting forth an effort to be immature. I don't want stability because I really just want to be the "party, have fun kid" for now. So, really, I honestly think I love ex-boyfriend/best friend. But, my 26-year-old instructor provides that instability that I seem to be attracted to. One is a prince who can basically provide for stability, as in a solid friendship and already a basically solid future. The other is that knight that seems pretty cool right now, but probably won't be as interesting after I'm done being "rescued"... Note that this is totally not a perfect metaphor. Haha.

Gold Motel is my recommendation.

Misinterpretation alert. I did not say to stay with someone you're unhappy with. What I was saying was to try to work things out. However, if you are truly unhappy, by no means should you stay in it. You said that you still liked Nick to some degree. That's a totally different story from if you and Nick are not really happy together at all. I just know that I've made the mistake that I'm regretting constantly of just "getting kinda bored" with a relationship and not wanting to put forth any effort to fix whatever it is that's making things "boring" for me. However, I have also made the mistake of staying in a bad relationship in which I was fighting every day for far too long. By no means should you stay if this relationship isn't working. I simply must have interpreted what you meant by you still liked Nick a bit incorrectly.

I hope never to randomly flip out on my children like my mom does.

Wondering how things are going for MK?

Hehe thank you for the compliments! ^-^

yep.

lolz delay.

Oy that sounds tiring.

Perhaps it is for the best. Eventually, you and Nick will be able to actually converse. Just keep trying to make conversation. Try different angles at it. The cheesy "I love you" all the time you need to be careful with, it gets to be a habit and then as you're stuck in at the moment that's the only thing you guys end up saying. Maybe just try talking like you did before you dated for a little bit, and in a non-hostile way give it a mention.

So, MK, I've had similar problems before, and didn't necessarily react to them in the best way possible. What I did, I didn't regret, but I still realize there were better ways to handle it. I broke up with one and then in a month started dating the other. Basically in order to do that I was never direct, just flirted and hugged lots and charmed into returning the feeling and ultimately asking me out. Now, this doesn't technically show up as wrong. However, a few things you might want to consider. You still "kinda" like your boyfriend. This means that, though at this moment your feelings for The Colonel are stronger, later on you may regret any choice of making a switch, whether within the month like mine, or sooner. It could happen immediately, or the feelings can possibly resurface again later. I consider the best move to be to stick it out and work on your relationship with Nick. The "love hormone" works at its best a mere 6 months at a time- this means that a truly great relationship must be based on friendship and truly caring. You see, your love hormone has temporarily moved over to The Colonel. Even his character may seem better than Nick's at this moment, but that's got a lot to do with the love hormones. Every person has "flaws", but it's a matter of how you interpret them and a lot of the interpretation can be warped from this. My advice would be to direct your flirtatious energies towards Nick and away from The Colonel, there's going to be a lot less hurt this way. It's not the easy way to do it, but I consider it to be the best way.

Tomorrow, yo.

Hercule is way cute! And the flowers are super pretty.

Sounds like a good idea.

Could wait til I'm 18 in like 9 days so I don't have to mess with the picture. haha.

Was it fun? ^-^

Got a haircut. I look fabulous. =D

Hehe, wow, Horatio, you have so many posts. xD Ah, gotta run off and do a project that's due tomorrow that's apparently taken everyone else a loooong time to do, 15 hours to start, actually. XD I like white cakes with chocolate frosting, especially if I have milk.