Mega Wolf

That's probably quite true. I have plenty more important things to focus on than him, and I should be setting my sights forward. So, I've said many times, if people don't like their lives, they should do something to change it. Recently, I've been following my own advice and just generally doing things differently, including trying to view the situation differently. He started acting differently once he had his odd soul-searching to do. I'm not going to go out of my way to try to keep him in my life. If I'm actually important to him like he said and he's really just going through something weird, he can make the effort. But that doesn't mean I'm going to wait around for him to figure it out, I have my own life to attend to.

Yes, there are 3 weeks of training, not paid(but not on the job, it's just like having balloon artist lessons), but you don't pay for it either. The trainer gets 10% of the tips earned when you make money through the gigs that are provided through the company, and that's why the trainers do it. With the training, I can also just do gigs I find on my own or street performances and receive profit even while I'm learning. It's going to be some work, but my friend said that once he was good enough, within about a month, he was making $200-$300 per gig.

So, bringing the topic back to here, balloon artistry.

Definitely a very flimsy excuse, but maybe I can be good and stick to it anyway. Yes, the unfortunate situation that I'm not over him. ahahaa. It would be easier to just be over him if we didn't meet in band and therefore run into each other a lot.

Will do!

...Apparently the break from having people pursue me is short-lived. And fear not, I'm being good and rejecting left and right. I'm not totally over the nonsense ex for whatever reason, so, I'm not in good enough mental condition to deal with someone new. haha

At the moment, I'm getting a break from people pursuing me. It's nice. haha

I hope I can find one soon.

Yeah, you're right. I was hanging out with him, he's the kind of guy I need to move on from.

No such luck on a job yet. Eeeee.

Well, I started talking to "Prom Date" again. Turns out he's not as evil as I thought and rumors were potentially false, go figure. Hah.

Been busy! ah, not feeling well today.

Letter problem solved, jail friend called me last night. He could be out any day now, hope he's right. AND YES. I'm mostly just being creeped out by these guys. I haven't been single for a week, they're moving in on me far too quickly.

I'm hoping to get a job soon enough. -.-

So cool!

Writing letters is difficult. Apparently not attracting new flirtatious candidates is even more difficult for me.

People just don't make sense a lot. haha. Basically, the letter is currently at what essentially says, "Sorry about how harsh that last letter might have been, I meant it, but I didn't mean stop sending me letters. I'm in your favorite drum corps ever. 'kaycool. "

Florist shop too sketchy. I feel too awkward. Not taking that job.

Sure hope everything is fine! Checking in while I wait another half hour for the manager to come in to the florist. -.-

Mmm! Sounds really tasty. Can't wait to see the pictures! And I hope it wasn't snowing.

Why I feel qualified for this job at the florist either way: The people working there already are kind of awkward and I was asked to come in at 12:30 for training and was told to go in an hour later because the manager isn't in until 1:30. XD

Haha, I don't know, it's weird, I know that it was probably just him not opening up again. Like he's dealing with something, but he refuses to make it anyone else's problem because that's just how he is. It really was nonsense, but he's a really just... a nonsensical guy. xD Well, he really does need to figure things out on his own first, and it's good that we ended on good terms, regardless of how awkward that was. haha. He really should've at least let me know! The thing with that letter is, well, I kind of didn't know what to say. Haha. But, I do have most of what I have to say down at this point.

Happy birthday!

Spring term starts on Valentine's Day. I can't go to Monday classes if I want this job. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUHHHHHHHHH.

Haha, fun! Ah, today feels so lazy.