LifesEagle

Have you been eating some of my relatives again????? No, just a heckuva lot of coke. I'm far too hyper for 2am. Well, in 30 minutes when I have to go to work I will be thinking of you wired on caffeine and unable to sleep. Tonight I have to fly from Atlanta to Memphis. Then I have Turkey Day off and fly from Memphis to Harrisburg, Pennsylvania Friday morning. Atlanta sounds about right for me right now, what with me being on a coke high! I wish I could come to Memphis with you. You ARE all over the place, aren't you? It is much better when I am in Europe running all over the place. LOL Why? Too many languages to keep track of. Just come to England and chill with me in my eyrie. It's the place to be right now. Wouldn't I love that!!!!! Only problem is that I have to work. And when I am in Europe, I am usually at work. DOn't you ever visit Europe to relax and have fun? You really should, otherwise Europe will always be a big office to you. Actually I have made many friends in Europe. Working there is really not like being in an office as you are always flying from place to place and the company puts you up in rather nice hotels. I have probably been to the Louvre over 200 times, the D'Orsay 150 and then almost every other museum in Paris and the surrounding areas. Then there is Germany and Italy where I have toured around. Most often I go over early or stay between trips and then have some fun. 200 times to the Louvre?! I'd LOVE that, it took me forever to find ONE painting (a Johannes Vermeer) in there, even though I had a map. Two of my favourite paintings ever are in the D'Orsay and I have copies of them on my wall at home, they're just so beautiful and calming. Ahh, Germany, meine Leiblingsland... Germany, Berlin, Frankfurt and various other cities have wonderful museums. I spend lots of my time in museums. At several of the museums, I got to know the personnel and they were very kind. It made the experiences very enjoyable. And you have to go to the Louvre and D'Orsay about 200 hundred times just to be able to see everything. LOL Germany isn't a city. LOL I love museums, too: my favourite is The Natural History Museum in London that I go to at least 15 times a year (not kidding). Earlier this year I went into London to get my Chinese visa and I had several hours to kill while they processed my documents so I went there and actually had time to LOOK at the exhibits (I was on my own). Usually I can't read the information because I'm with people who get bored easily so that time I actually learnt a lot just from taking my time. I also got to spend lots of time with my favourite exhibit, a triceratops skeleton who I named Bobby when I was about 7. Picky, picky, picky. LOL LOL LOL We have some really cool museums such as The Air and Space Museum in Washington, DC, The American Museum of Natural History in New York, San Francisco has a museum called the Exploratorium, the Art Institute in Chicago, and a really fun place called the Experience Music Project in Seattle. Another museum that I think you would enjoy would be the Franklin Institute Science Museum in Philadelphia. The University of Pittsburgh has a wonderful collection of museums one being the Cathedral of Knowledge where they show classrooms from around the world, a few more museums within walking distance of each other. In Atlanta I didn't have time, but there was a brand new aquarium that I would have loved to have visited. As for art museums, we have a number of wonderful museums in many cities. I've been to the Air and Space Museum if that's the one with the Concorde and space shuttle in a huge hangar. I remember that one well because it was the last thing we visited before going to Dulles for our flight home. I was wearing my republican badge and the security guard asked what I was wearing so I showed him. He grinned and said "That's what you should be wearing in this state!" And yes, I was the only person with a republican badge in my whole school group. I went to a lot of the Smithsonian museums in Washington besides that one, including a natural history one where a couple of friends and I sat on a bench and just people watched for about an hour. In NY we got lost in the MET as we had something like 3 hours to kill. Summer of 2007 I had half an hour in the art museum to find American Gothic and walked for ages across the museum just to see it. Shame I don't have many photos from that trip on this computer. I include a photo of me in the natural history museum in DC. LOL LOL That's a great photo!!!!!!!! You really made me laugh when I saw it. Your sense of humour is showing!!! I'd better cover it up, then. There's another photo of me with a triceratops skull and one of my friends commented on FB and said: "I can see the resemblance".

Hugs would be good right about now. Sigh. Being up this late at night/early in the morning is when (and sometimes why) I cut so I should try to avoid being around at this time. I just wish that my life would change.

Water DOES seem to be the cool thing right now. So many people just walking arond holding one, showing it off like it's a new phone or something! I always end up doing something really stupid/dumb blonde like dribbling.

Oh, Jesse, that's so touching I might cry. It has felt like forever since somebody hugged me. My favourite thing is that I only seem to consist of a head and a wing.

I have scars from it. A better name here would be The "LifesPheonix". Naaah, I lie. Eagles are better.

Get Lost - Gavin Degraw

Coke is one of my daily pleasures. I find that it's best to find something simple that gives you everyday pleasure and coke does that for me. It still makes my pupils dilate.

Just cut AGAIN. Twice in under 12 hours... not good. I'm going to try to stop venting so much here because all it does is look emo and awful. I suppose it's because it's almost 5am, I can't sleep and I'm feeling like I'm someone I do NOT want to be, at all. Next term I'm going to see if I can find some more clubs to join and meet some more people. Sigh. But you guys are really helping. Thanks again.

:rolleyes: Am I that transparent? LOL Only a little bit. . When I was watching the film I thought that it might interest you in that respect.

Diet Pepsi is the work of the devil.

Scrap that, I just saw the ending. I did enjoy it and I now want a German shepherd more than ever (and I'm a real cat person). I ebt you're only watching it for the hamster.

Have you been eating some of my relatives again????? No, just a heckuva lot of coke. I'm far too hyper for 2am. Well, in 30 minutes when I have to go to work I will be thinking of you wired on caffeine and unable to sleep. Tonight I have to fly from Atlanta to Memphis. Then I have Turkey Day off and fly from Memphis to Harrisburg, Pennsylvania Friday morning. Atlanta sounds about right for me right now, what with me being on a coke high! I wish I could come to Memphis with you. You ARE all over the place, aren't you? It is much better when I am in Europe running all over the place. Why? Too many languages to keep track of. Just come to England and chill with me in my eyrie. It's the place to be right now. Wouldn't I love that!!!!! Only problem is that I have to work. And when I am in Europe, I am usually at work. DOn't you ever visit Europe to relax and have fun? You really should, otherwise Europe will always be a big office to you. Actually I have made many friends in Europe. Working there is really not like being in an office as you are always flying from place to place and the company puts you up in rather nice hotels. I have probably been to the Louvre over 200 times, the D'Orsay 150 and then almost every other museum in Paris and the surrounding areas. Then there is Germany and Italy where I have toured around. Most often I go over early or stay between trips and then have some fun. 200 times to the Louvre?! I'd LOVE that, it took me forever to find ONE painting (a Johannes Vermeer) in there, even though I had a map. Two of my favourite paintings ever are in the D'Orsay and I have copies of them on my wall at home, they're just so beautiful and calming. Ahh, Germany, meine Leiblingsland... Germany, Berlin, Frankfurt and various other cities have wonderful museums. I spend lots of my time in museums. At several of the museums, I got to know the personnel and they were very kind. It made the experiences very enjoyable. And you have to go to the Louvre and D'Orsay about 200 hundred times just to be able to see everything. LOL Germany isn't a city. LOL I love museums, too: my favourite is The Natural History Museum in London that I go to at least 15 times a year (not kidding). Earlier this year I went into London to get my Chinese visa and I had several hours to kill while they processed my documents so I went there and actually had time to LOOK at the exhibits (I was on my own). Usually I can't read the information because I'm with people who get bored easily so that time I actually learnt a lot just from taking my time. I also got to spend lots of time with my favourite exhibit, a triceratops skeleton who I named Bobby when I was about 7. Picky, picky, picky. We have some really cool museums such as The Air and Space Museum in Washington, DC, The American Museum of Natural History in New York, San Francisco has a museum called the Exploratorium, the Art Institute in Chicago, and a really fun place called the Experience Music Project in Seattle. Another museum that I think you would enjoy would be the Franklin Institute Science Museum in Philadelphia. The University of Pittsburgh has a wonderful collection of museums one being the Cathedral of Knowledge where they show classrooms from around the world, a few more museums within walking distance of each other. In Atlanta I didn't have time, but there was a brand new aquarium that I would have loved to have visited. As for art museums, we have a number of wonderful museums in many cities. I've been to the Air and Space Museum if that's the one with the Concorde and space shuttle in a huge hangar. I remember that one well because it was the last thing we visited before going to Dulles for our flight home. I was wearing my republican badge and the security guard asked what I was wearing so I showed him. He grinned and said "That's what you should be wearing in this state!" And yes, I was the only person with a republican badge in my whole school group. I went to a lot of the Smithsonian museums in Washington besides that one, including a natural history one where a couple of friends and I sat on a bench and just people watched for about an hour. In NY we got lost in the MET as we had something like 3 hours to kill. Summer of 2007 I had half an hour in the art museum to find American Gothic and walked for ages across the museum just to see it. Shame I don't have many photos from that trip on this computer. I include a photo of me in the natural history museum in DC.

My mood took another steeep dip today. I HATE this, but I don't really want to get involved with the song-and-dance of therapy right now. I cut about half an hour ago in response to some difficult news from a friend so I'm trying to calm down by distracting myself here, and I think it has worked. I suppose watching "Salo" again last night didn't help much. But thanks for your support, all of you.

Have you been eating some of my relatives again????? No, just a heckuva lot of coke. I'm far too hyper for 2am. Well, in 30 minutes when I have to go to work I will be thinking of you wired on caffeine and unable to sleep. Tonight I have to fly from Atlanta to Memphis. Then I have Turkey Day off and fly from Memphis to Harrisburg, Pennsylvania Friday morning. Atlanta sounds about right for me right now, what with me being on a coke high! I wish I could come to Memphis with you. You ARE all over the place, aren't you? It is much better when I am in Europe running all over the place. Why? Too many languages to keep track of. Just come to England and chill with me in my eyrie. It's the place to be right now. Wouldn't I love that!!!!! Only problem is that I have to work. And when I am in Europe, I am usually at work. DOn't you ever visit Europe to relax and have fun? You really should, otherwise Europe will always be a big office to you. Actually I have made many friends in Europe. Working there is really not like being in an office as you are always flying from place to place and the company puts you up in rather nice hotels. I have probably been to the Louvre over 200 times, the D'Orsay 150 and then almost every other museum in Paris and the surrounding areas. Then there is Germany and Italy where I have toured around. Most often I go over early or stay between trips and then have some fun. 200 times to the Louvre?! I'd LOVE that, it took me forever to find ONE painting (a Johannes Vermeer) in there, even though I had a map. Two of my favourite paintings ever are in the D'Orsay and I have copies of them on my wall at home, they're just so beautiful and calming. Ahh, Germany, meine Leiblingsland... Germany, Berlin, Frankfurt and various other cities have wonderful museums. I spend lots of my time in museums. At several of the museums, I got to know the personnel and they were very kind. It made the experiences very enjoyable. And you have to go to the Louvre and D'Orsay about 200 hundred times just to be able to see everything. LOL Germany isn't a city. I love museums, too: my favourite is The Natural History Museum in London that I go to at least 15 times a year (not kidding). Earlier this year I went into London to get my Chinese visa and I had several hours to kill while they processed my documents so I went there and actually had time to LOOK at the exhibits (I was on my own). Usually I can't read the information because I'm with people who get bored easily so that time I actually learnt a lot just from taking my time. I also got to spend lots of time with my favourite exhibit, a triceratops skeleton who I named Bobby when I was about 7.

Thanks! I'll add that to my list. Yeah, you water types. Don't understand the hype about water, which is probably why I'm perpetually dehydrated. And if I drank it it would only be for vanity reasons.

I was streaming "Bolt" last night but it cut out right near the final climax of the story so I am VERY annoyed that I can't see the ending. Grr! And I was really enjoying it, too, especially the crazy-cool hamster.

So where are hawks in the pecking order? Do hawks taste good? Hawks are better than falcons and falcons are better than kestrels, who are better than kites, who are better than harriers.. Ospreys are near the bottom because they only eat fish and are therefore inferor. Vultres are right at the bottom because they don't even hunt, the lazy toads! And there are even more birds of prey that I have left out. And I base this list on absolutely nothing but my own preferences.

Those are fantastic shoes. Personally I would end up falling off them and probably kill myself in them, but for someone as skilled as you, walking should be no problem. They look very expensive. At the current exchange rate those shoes are worth $61.6038 exactly. I've learnt how to walk in them, it's just really difficult here because the campus has lots of mini hills to conquer. But I'm not THAT skilled! These are probably the highest pairs of shoes I've ever had.

Wish I was out there riding with you. Now that would be great fun. Wouldn't it be! I think you'd like the horse behind me in the photo where Flo is looking at the camera just because of her name (Eclipse) which is such a wonderful name. Apparently one of the school's horses is no longer used for lessons... maybe it's because of his name (Chaos).

Hear hear. I hate coke with cherry, vanilla, arsenic or whatever they put in there. Classic and red, baby. I agree with the whole bottle thing, too, which is why I have the cans: it's expensive but worth it. I have more cans than that, I just crush them before they take over my already small room!

Things are mildly better now, for the record. I don't have musch to look foward to and my uni work has gone to shambles but I find that if I get other things done I feel better. Like today I cleaned most of the public areas of the flat and spent ages scrubbing floors, hoovering, disinfecting, etc. For some reason going crazy like that kept me sane and distracted. My parents are spending all this money so I can be a cleaner. But I'm certainly not suicidal anymore, at least.

She only looked into the camera because I tugged on the reins. She wasn't being that stubborn yesterday but I still had to use my trusty whip quite a lot. I see what you mean about the saddle blending in, I suppose her tack is the perfect colour for her! I love black and white and I insisted on riding her this time. Can't wait for my next lesson.

Clouds are in the sky. Why is it only Arkcher That posts in these things? Not that I don't appreciate it. And you inspired me to rickroll myself just then.

And there they are. I'm the one in the red hoodie for the long-distance photos. As mentioned before, I'm riding a wonderful mare called Flo and the saller horse with similar paint colouring is Flo's daughter, Amy. They are really cute together!

Eagles taste awful. I prefer falcons. Stupid falcons, think they're the boss of everything.